Turns Out I'm Crazy

Liu Huamei took care of Chen Qianqing for a month, and left here when Chen Qianqing was basically able to walk with crutches.

Before leaving, he did not forget to ask Chen Qianqing to bring Lu Zhengfei to City C during the National Day, so that Chen Qianqing didn't know what expression to make.

"Qianqing, don't be so careless in the future." Liu Huamei warned: "I used to worry that your personality would cause trouble, but this time I came to see you, I am not so worried."

These words made the smile in Chen Qianqing's eyes fade a lot, and he said, "Mom, I've grown up."

Liu Huamei patted him on the shoulder, and Lu Zhengfei carried the luggage, and the two left together.

Chen Qianqing stood at the door with a cane for a long time, until her legs couldn't take it anymore, and then she walked back slowly.

What Liu Huamei said made Chen Qianqing unable to laugh at all. The real Chen Qianqing no longer knew where he had gone. He was just a sinner who went back to the past to redeem his sins. How could he be entitled to Liu Huamei's preferential treatment? He killed his son , occupying his son's body again... Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Chen Qianqing let out a slight sigh after a long time.

After sending Liu Huamei off, Lu Zhengfei found Chen Qianqing asleep when he returned.

Since Chen Qianqing's leg was broken, Lu Zhengfei feels that Chen Qianqing has changed a lot. He can't define this change as good or bad, but the only thing Lu Zhengfei is sure about is that the frequency of his arguments with the current Chen Qianqing has dropped a lot. In the past month, it can be said that they have almost no quarrel.

Lu Zhengfei was always very stubborn when he was young, and Chen Qianqing was also a person who would not compromise, so most of the two got along with each other, even if I agree with you, I will not stand on your opposite side, as long as you win the fight, you will win in this mode.

Chen Qianqing was in pain, and Lu Zhengfei was not at ease.

For Lu Zhengfei, the current changes made him feel relieved. He felt that Chen Qianqing had finally figured it out and would no longer confront him.

As soon as Lu Zhengfei walked into the living room, what he saw was Chen Qianqing's peaceful sleeping face.

Because of a broken leg, Liu Huamei boiled bone soup for Chen Qianqing almost every day. Lu Zhengfei remembered that Chen Qianqing didn't like to drink this kind of big bone soup in the past, but now he didn't waste any of it.

Chen Qianqing is supposed to be fatter, but in fact, Chen Qianqing has not changed much. He is lying on the sofa, his eyes are closed, his eyelashes are long and curly, his straight nose bridge and fair skin make him look like that Like a prince in a fairy tale—of course, the premise is to ignore the unsightly cast on his right leg.

Lu Zhengfei didn't wake up Chen Qianqing, he walked slowly to Chen Qianqing's side, lowered his head, and gently kissed Chen Qianqing's lips.

Chen Qianqing didn't wake up, his lips were not very thin, but the shape of his lips was very beautiful, and it was very comfortable to kiss. Lu Zhengfei's kiss was a bit uncontrollable. He slowly covered Chen Qianqing's body, and lifted his hand from Chen Qianqing. The waist stretched into.

Chen Qianqing was having a nightmare. In the dream, he was entangled by a giant python. The giant python wrapped his body tightly around him, and then began to swallow from the head. Chen Qianqing even felt that his breathing was difficult. He needed more There was too much air, so he opened his mouth involuntarily, allowing the python's letter to poke in.

Chen Qianqing reacted. This discovery made Lu Zhengfei very excited. This month, because of Liu Huamei, he has been patient until Liu Huamei left today, and Chen Qianqing fell asleep on the sofa again, so he found a good time to get close to Chen Qianqing. .

Looking at the organ that was slowly hardening in his hands, Lu Zhengfei laughed - he knew that his Qianqing had not changed.

Just when Chen Qianqing thought he would be swallowed by a giant python and slowly digested, he woke up from the pain.

Something strange seemed to be stuffed into a certain part of his body, which made him wake up from the dream instantly. However, he was still a little dazed when he just woke up, and he tried to focus for a moment before he could see clearly what happened in front of him.

Lu Zhengfei was on the side of his face, biting his earlobe lightly, his movements were gentle and ambiguous, and he was already very proficient.

Chen Qianqing finally understood what Lu Zhengfei was doing, but obviously, it was too late.

"Lu Zhengfei, Lu Zhengfei!" Chen Qianqing's voice could even be described as panic. He never thought one day that he would be violated by himself. The person in front of him should be the person he is most familiar with, but at this moment it is strange and terrifying. .

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei responded in a low voice, but Chen Qianqing couldn't help but refuse, he said: "Qianqing, I want you."

Chen Qianqing's pupils slackened for a moment. The fact that he was entered by Lu Zhengfei made him almost collapse. His original heavy drowsiness was gone at this moment, only a sense of fullness and pain in a certain part filled his nerves.

"No, you can't..." No one will be more desperate than Chen Qianqing at this time. Some people can imagine that they will be violated by themselves one day. This should be a scene in a nightmare, but Chen Qianqing is experiencing it personally.

However, while suffering, Chen Qianqing unexpectedly felt a strange relief. It was he who was sorry for Chen Qianqing, and he caused Chen Qianqing's miserable life, so the violation by his younger self seemed to be just retribution, the price for his wrongdoing.

Chen Qianqing couldn't beat Lu Zhengfei at all, Lu Zhengfei was enough to imprison Chen Qianqing with one hand, and even lifted Chen Qianqing's right leg with the other hand, entering him even harder.

Chen Qianqing was forced to move on the sofa, his legs couldn't move, his hands were also imprisoned, so he could only put a blank face and let Lu Zhengfei finally release him in his body.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei didn't notice Chen Qianqing's strangeness. He gasped, kissed Chen Qianqing in confusion, and said softly, "I love you."

Chen Qianqing did not speak, her hair was disheveled, and she stared at the ceiling expressionlessly, as if she could no longer hear Lu Zhengfei's words.

"Qianqing?" Lu Zhengfei touched Chen Qianqing's cheek and said, "What's wrong with you?"

At this time, Chen Qianqing's eyes slowly moved to Lu Zhengfei's face, and he said: "It's okay, I'm fine."

It was only then that Lu Zhengfei realized that something was wrong with Chen Qianqing, and when he took a closer look, he found that Chen Qianqing hadn't released at all, or that he hadn't responded at all since the moment he woke up.

It was like slapping Lu Zhengfei hard on the face.

But Chen Qianqing's reaction was what broke Lu Zhengfei's heart the most. He said, "Chen Qianqing, do you hate me that much?"

Chen Qianqing looked at her young self, and said after a long time: "That's right."——I hate myself so much, I hate myself at the beginning, I hate myself now, Lu Zhengfei, without you, Chen Qianqing might have a brilliant future , In a bright future, he will have a wife and a son, be filial to his parents, and live his life peacefully.

But you—me, ruined everything.

The phrase "yes" became the conclusion of the conversation between the two. Lu Zhengfei didn't say any more, and simply followed Chen Qianqing to say it again.

Chen Qianqing didn't have the strength to resist at all. In the end, he just closed his eyes and sighed softly while breathing.

After everything was over, Lu Zhengfei held Chen Qianqing in his arms. He lit a cigarette and made a phone call while smoking.

Chen Qianqing was forced to lean on Lu Zhengfei's shoulder with indifferent eyes.

Lu Zhengfei was negotiating business with the person on the other end of the phone. He knew that Chen Qianqing was unhappy, but he didn't let him go. After hanging up the phone, he said, "I'll take you to take a bath."

Chen Qianqing hummed.

In fact, Chen Qianqing's calm reaction was beyond Lu Zhengfei's expectation. Every time he and Chen Qianqing did it, it was almost a war. Or simply call him a rapist, the two will basically have a cold war for a while, until Lu Zhengfei gives in.

That's right, Chen Qianqing wished that Lu Zhengfei would ignore him.

The bath water was lukewarm, and Chen Qianqing was half in the bathtub with plastic wrap on her lap.

Lu Zhengfei's cleaning movements were very gentle, drawing out the turbid liquid little by little, and then cleaning away the traces on Chen Qianqing's body.

"When can I go to school?" Chen Qianqing asked suddenly.

"..." Lu Zhengfei's movements paused for a moment: "Wait until your legs get better."

Chen Qianqing didn't speak again.

But Lu Zhengfei couldn't hold back: "When do you want to go?"

Chen Qianqing said: "I want to go next week." Lu Zhengfei said: "Next week? Not next week." Chen Qianqing showed an expression that I already knew.Lu Zhengfei pondered for a moment and said: "Next week, the procedures have been completed, you can just go back."

"En." Chen Qianqing responded.

There was no quarrel, no cold war, just a cold attitude. Faced with such a Chen Qianqing, Lu Zhengfei only felt a little strange, but in this strangeness, there was some inexplicable happiness. In Lu Zhengfei's view, Chen Qianqing was finally not so stubborn. .

That night, Lu Zhengfei slept in Chen Qianqing's bedroom.

Chen Qianqing didn't seem to resist Lu Zhengfei's embrace any more, she just hugged her when she was hugged by him, neither resisted nor spoke.

It wasn't until Lu Zhengfei fell asleep that he opened his eyes, looked at the familiar bedroom, and was in a daze in silence. He didn't know how long it had passed before Chen Qianqing realized that it was dawn when the gentle sunlight fell from the gap in the window.

When Lu Zhengfei woke up, Chen Qianqing closed his eyes, so he thought that Chen Qianqing was still sleeping. Lu Zhengfei quietly left the bed and went to the bathroom, but when he came back, he saw that Chen Qianqing was already awake.

"Awake?" Lu Zhengfei touched Chen Qianqing's forehead, and felt relieved after finding that the temperature was normal: "What do you want to eat in the morning?"

Chen Qianqing still had no expression on her face, after a while she said softly, "Let's have some porridge."