Turns Out I'm Crazy

Death is sweet to Chen Qianqing.

Before he left this world, the thing he regretted the most was meeting Lu Zhengfei.

The young Chen Qianqing plays the piano well, and will take the initiative to help girls carry heavy objects, stop thieves when they see them, and help those who ask for help as much as they can.

He is proud enough, but this kind of pride does not separate him from the world, but makes the people around him more attracted to him.

It was a mistake for Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei to meet. If they hadn't known each other, Chen Qianqing might have found a wife, gave birth to a few children, and just lived this life in a normal way.

Unfortunately, there are always no ifs in the world.

Lu Zhengfei met Chen Qianqing and completely ruined him.

For a long time, Chen Qianqing did not believe that Lu Zhengfei loved him, or rather, this belief was ground to powder bit by bit by the facts.

When Chen Qianqing saw the lipstick marks on Lu Zhengfei's neckline, he couldn't ask. The relationship between him and Lu Zhengfei was already very strange. If Lu Zhengfei was willing to give him a little more patience, maybe they would not be like this.

Chen Qianqing did not accept Ruan Wenhong's provocation and test like the reborn Lu Zhengfei did, but for him who was just 20 years old, a seemingly insignificant matter was enough to defeat him.

When Chen Qianqing's classmate said he was a duck in custody, and when Lu Yiqin insulted Lu Zhengfei with his back, Chen Qianqing found that he couldn't even find an excuse to refute.

Because what they say is the truth.

Even though Chen Qianqing was educated like this since he was a child, his mother told him that boys don't eat what they get, and this world is worth your love.

Chen Qianqing was tightly imprisoned by the circle drawn by Lu Zhengfei.

Does Lu Zhengfei love Chen Qianqing?Of course he loves her, he can't wait to present all his things in front of Chen Qianqing, but what he gives will never be what Chen Qianqing wants.

It's like a thirsty half-dead person who wanted to drink water, but the giver gave the person a few meals of gold, and said while giving: "Look how much I love you, so many precious things, I gave you , why are you still unwilling to give me a smile?"

Gold can't quench thirst, so Chen Qianqing died of thirst.

They are two completely different worlds.

Lu Zhengfei lives in a desert full of thorns. He knows that there are dangers all around him, and he also knows how to protect himself.But Chen Qianqing has always lived in the oasis. From childhood to adulthood, he may encounter people who are malicious to him, but more often, it is the sunny side of this world.

When Lu Zhengfei forcibly transplanted Chen Qianqing to the desert, it was doomed that this relationship would have no results—or, in other words, no good results.

During the years when Lu Zhengfei was locked up at home, Chen Qianqing lived well.He felt that this was the life he wanted, living an ordinary life, making a few friends, marrying a girl he loved, and having two lovely children.

But this happy life is destined to be short-lived.

When Lu Zhengfei was in nirvana and saw Chen Qianqing again, he ruined the life Chen Qianqing wanted again.

Faced with Chen Qianqing's struggle, Lu Zhengfei was very angry. He said bluntly, "Chen Qianqing, don't even think about leaving me in your life."

Lu Zhengfei did it, and Chen Qianqing couldn't leave Lu Zhengfei until his death.

The deaths of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang were an accident, but this accident was linked to Lu Zhengfei - after they knew about Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, they hurried to this city to talk to Lu Zhengfei, but they didn't know when they left the airport. There was a serious car accident on the highway.

Chen Qianqing was almost overwhelmed by this incident. It was hard for him not to blame Lu Zhengfei, because without Lu Zhengfei, his parents would not have flown to this city, and naturally they would not have been in a car accident.

Facing Chen Qianqing's resentment, Lu Zhengfei didn't say anything, and endured everything in silence.

In the days that followed, the relationship between the two gradually eased until Chen Qianqing became blind.

Lu Yiqin was the culprit of this incident. She took advantage of someone who wanted to harm Lu Zhengfei, delivered wrong information to that person, and then used a big fire to completely destroy Chen Qianqing.

Lu Yiqin was successful, because after losing his sight, Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei had absolutely no chance of reconciliation.

It was another misfortune, Lu Zhengfei should have suffered these, but by mistake, Chen Qianqing suffered them all.

Is Lu Zhengfei guilty?Of course he felt guilty, after finding out the truth, he ignored Huang Yuping and Lu Zhongqin, and locked Lu Yiqin directly.

But at this time, it seems that everything is too late.

Lu Yiqin stabbed Lu Zhengfei mercilessly. This stab was so ruthless and accurate that it almost killed Lu Zhengfei directly——Chen Qianqing was Lu Zhengfei's life.

After Chen Qianqing lost his sight, his mood became very bad. He even started to try to kill Lu Zhengfei. Whatever Lu Zhengfei did would not help.

When Chen Qianqing died, he was only in his 30s. He was still very young, but just from his face, one could feel that this person had lost all vitality.

Lu Zhengfei hired the best doctor and used the best medicine, but they couldn't save Chen Qianqing.

When leaving this world, Chen Qianqing suddenly had an epiphany, and found that Lu Zhengfei seemed to love him, because if Lu Zhengfei didn't love him, he would never be so accommodating to him.

But just because of love, can you hurt unscrupulously?Shouldn't love be inclusive, gentle, and beautiful?

When Chen Qianqing realized Lu Zhengfei's feelings, she suddenly felt very happy - not because Lu Zhengfei loved him, but because he could use Lu Zhengfei's love to revenge him.

Chen Qianqing died peacefully. He seemed to have suffered too much in his life. After losing his parents and light, he has long since lost his attachment to this world.

Before Chen Qianqing died, he always thought that death was like a lamp being extinguished, but after he died, he discovered that he was still conscious. Not only was he conscious, he even saw a black shadow.

Against the light source, the shadow stretched out his hand towards him, and said softly, "I will give you three wishes."

Chen Qianqing stared at the shadow in a daze, and after a long time, said hoarsely: "Who are you?"

The shadow didn't answer, but just repeated what he said just now, and said, "I'll give you three wishes."

Three wishes?Chen Qianqing said slowly: "My first wish is..."

In the end, two of Chen Qianqing's three wishes were related to Lu Zhengfei.

After he made the first two wishes, the shadow began to shake violently, as if the light source was unstable, and it took a while before it calmed down again.

Chen Qianqing said: "Who are you?"

The shadow didn't answer, but just walked forward slowly, until it reached in front of Chen Qianqing, Chen Qianqing saw clearly that what was in front of her was really just a standing shadow.

Dark, like a broken void.

"Who am I?" The shadow suddenly changed, and a face belonging to Lu Zhengfei appeared in front of Chen Qianqing. Before Chen Qianqing could react, the shadow began to ask again: "Who am I?" However, Lu Zhengfei's face turned into Chen Qianqing's face.

Chen Qianqing looked at the person in front of her who looked exactly like her, and stretched out her hand involuntarily, touching his cheek.It was the touch of the skin, and apart from being a little cold, it was very real in other places.

Shadow said: "I can be anyone, as long as you like."

The confused look appeared in front of Chen Qianqing's eyes, as if she didn't quite understand what the shadow meant.

With a wave of Shadow's hand, a light curtain appeared in front of his eyes. On the light curtain was Lu Zhengfei who was lying on the bed with a dazed expression. He turned to Chen Qianqing and said, "As you wish."

Chen Qianqing followed the shadow's eyes and saw himself, he said: "This is me?"

Shadow laughed, and said, "This is Lu Zhengfei."

What happened afterwards confirmed what Shadow said. In the dark, endless black tunnel, Chen Qianqing sat down on the spot and watched with Shadow.

Shadow asked, "Are you happy?"

Chen Qianqing didn't speak, just kept silent.

Shadow asked: "Are you unhappy? How can you be happy?"

Chen Qianqing couldn't answer the question, he was only in his 30s, but he already had no expectations for this world.

The shadow said: "I want you to go to another world, are you willing to go?"

Chen Qianqing said, "Another world?"

Shadow said: "In that world, your parents are still there, you are not blind, and you have not even met Lu Zhengfei." Everything can start all over again.

Chen Qianqing said: "What about you?"

Shadow froze for a moment, as if he didn't expect Chen Qianqing to ask such a question. Then, his eyes narrowed, and a gentle smile appeared on that face exactly like Chen Qianqing's, and he said, "Where you are, I will be there."——He Just a shadow.

Chen Qianqing finally agreed to Shadow's proposal, and he started again.

It's just that this kind of restart has some by-products before death. For example, he can see what happened to Lu Zhengfei in that world. For example, his shadow will occasionally jump out from under him, transforming his body. look.

Time can heal many things. After seeing Lu Zhengfei in that world, who was stabbed to death by Lu Yiqin, Chen Qianqing said to the shadow: "I don't think I hate him anymore."

Shadow was gnawing on a duck's foot, listening to Chen Qianqing's words, he turned his head: "Don't hate it anymore?"

Chen Qianqing nodded with certainty, hating more effort than Aihua, he felt that life is already very good now.

Shadow said: "Then do you still want to see him?"

Chen Qianqing thought for a moment and agreed.

In the end, Chen Qianqing gave Lu Zhengfei his remaining wish. He felt that he was satisfied and had no unfulfilled desire.

Besides, the price Lu Zhengfei paid seems to be enough.

When the shadow kissed Chen Qianqing, Chen Qianqing was thinking that he had a very good life and was very happy, so this was enough.