Turns Out I'm Crazy

From the moment Chen Qianqing pressed Lu Zhengfei's face to the mirror, he remained silent, staring stubbornly at the broken mirror on the ground, and it looked like nothing was wrong.

Lu Zhengfei had no choice but to tie Chen Qianqing's hands and hold him in his arms. When the doctor came, he untied Chen Qianqing's hands and let the doctor deal with the place where Chen Qianqing's hands were cut by glass.

Seeing Lu Zhengfei like this, Ruan Wenhong sneered and said, "Lu Zhengfei, your head is still bleeding."

Lu Zhengfei said impatiently: "Don't talk to me, if it weren't for you, how could so many things happen."

Ruan Wenhong said: "You think I want to take care of it? All right, go home and come out of the closet, what about love."

Lu Zhengfei didn't speak when he heard the words, but his frown showed his mood.

Chen Qianqing's hands were covered with bandages, and she sat silently in Lu Zhengfei's arms, as if she could no longer hear the conversation between Lu Zhengfei and Ruan Wenhong.

After Chen Qianqing's wound was treated, the doctor came to check the wound on Lu Zhengfei's head, and said, "A detailed examination is needed. I don't know if there is a concussion."

Lu Zhengfei said impatiently: "Wrap it up first."

Seeing this, the doctor couldn't say anything more, and sterilized the ground scratched by the mirror on Lu Zhengfei's head, and bandaged it up again.

Lu Zhengfei really wanted to ask Ruan Wenhong what he had said to Chen Qianqing to make him so angry, but because Chen Qianqing didn't dare to ask directly, he put on his clothes casually, carried Chen Qianqing out with a gloomy face.

Ruan Wenhong looked helplessly at Lu Zhengfei's back, and said, "Lu Zhengfei, if I knew you had today, I would take you abroad no matter what."

Lu Zhengfei's mother basically lived abroad and rarely returned home.

Seeing that Lu Zhengfei was indifferent to what he said, Ruan Wenhong felt a little annoyed and wanted to smoke.

Chen Qianqing felt very tired, her whole body seemed to be put into a ball of paste, constantly being stirred by people, everything around her was blurred, her ears seemed to be blocked by something, and the people around her were talking The sound was just a humming to him.

This feeling is better after I know I get in the car.

Chen Qianqing was lying on Lu Zhengfei's lap, her eyes were half closed, her face was pale, and she looked very bad.

Lu Zhengfei saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. He touched Chen Qianqing's sweaty face, lowered his head and kissed Chen Qianqing's forehead, and comforted him in a low voice: "Qianqing, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Chen Qianqing didn't say a word, as if her soul had been separated from her body.

Lu Zhengfei took Chen Qianqing home, put him on the bed and went out to call Xu Shaoren.

Xu Shaoren listened to Lu Zhengfei's description of Chen Qianqing's situation on the phone, and hesitated: "He must have serious psychological problems, but I don't know if it is a split personality...Lu Zhengfei, haven't you brought him for an examination yet?"

Lu Zhengfei smiled wryly: "Do you think he might be willing to go for an examination with me?"

Xu Shaoren hesitated for a while, he knew that the best psychotherapy institutions are abroad, but according to Chen Qianqing's temperament, it is absolutely impossible to agree to do this kind of treatment with Lu Zhengfei.

Xu Shaoren sighed: "If I had known the present, why bother at the beginning."

Lu Zhengfei still had a headache and was a little dizzy. While smoking a cigarette, he said, "Forget it, if his condition doesn't improve, even if he is tied up, he will be tied up abroad."

Xu Shaoren was silent for a moment: "What about your family?"

Lu Zhengfei really wanted to say confidently that I could protect him, but Ruan Wenhong's arrival told him the fact that he was too naive.

A single Ruan Wenhong can stimulate Chen Qianqing like this. If his family members are determined to hurt Chen Qianqing, he is afraid that he will not be able to protect him.

Xu Shaoren said: "Lu Zhengfei, do you really not think about breaking up with him?"

Lu Zhengfei clenched the phone tightly in his hand, without saying a word, and after a long time, he firmly uttered two words: "Never."

Xu Shaoren sighed lightly: "Where are you now, let me come and see."

Lu Zhengfei hummed and hung up the phone. He threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, turned around and entered the bedroom where Chen Qianqing was lying.

Chen Qianqing came over slowly.

Those excited emotions have been withdrawn from his body. At this time, he has become the usual calm self, but his face is slightly pale. Seeing Lu Zhengfei walking in, Chen Qianqing said: "Your head is fine."

Lu Zhengfei reached out and touched his tightly tied head, shook his head and said, "It's okay, how do you feel?"

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's face and said, "It's okay."

Lu Zhengfei said: "What did Ruan Wenhong tell you? Qianqing, that woman really has nothing to do with me, can you trust me? You can beat me if you feel uncomfortable, but don't hurt yourself."

Only then did Chen Qianqing realize that his hand was injured. He looked down at his bandaged hands, with pain in his eyes.

Lu Zhengfei thought Chen Qianqing had a hand pain, and said, "Don't worry, it will be fine soon."

Chen Qianqing was not afraid of pain, he was just sad that he hurt this body.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Qianqing, if you have time, can you accompany me on a trip abroad?"

Chen Qianqing didn't raise her head: "I'm not sick."

Lu Zhengfei said: "I know you are not sick, I just want to take you out to relax." He and Chen Qianqing have been together for nearly a year, and they have hardly been anywhere. Seeing Chen Qianqing's appearance, he just wanted to take him out Walking can relieve some of the pressure in his heart.

Chen Qianqing felt sleepy again. When he was sleepy, he didn't want to talk, but he couldn't fall asleep, so he could only keep his face blank, looking silent and sad.

Lu Zhengfei looked distressed and had no choice but to hold his breath, thinking that he must find an opportunity to punish Ruan Wenhong once - if it wasn't for him, Chen Qianqing would not have been provoked like this.

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, do you really love Chen Qianqing?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "If I don't love you, why should I be entangled with you." His world is much wider than Chen Qianqing's, it's like the difference between a pool of water and the sea, if it wasn't for loving Chen Qianqing, he would have To his world.

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with an indescribable sadness in his eyes, and he said, "If you love him, how could you be willing to break his feet?"

This is the question everyone is wondering, if you love someone, how can you be willing to hurt him.

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, touched his face with his hand, and said, "Because if I don't break his leg, he will leave me forever."

The young answer, the rash answer, is the answer that Lu Zhengfei is sure of.

Chen Qianqing smiled wryly, and suddenly realized why he and the original owner had such an ending—they were not suitable at all.The same stubbornness, the same reluctance to compromise, the same like to use the other party's weakness as armor, the young people don't know what it means to take a step back, just to fight for a breath and make the situation worse.

Whether it is Lu Zhengfei or Chen Qianqing, if they meet a softer opponent, they will not have that kind of result.

If Lu Zhengfei was more patient, if Chen Qianqing was more tolerant...

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, if I tell you that I will never fall in love with you, would you still be with me?"

Lu Zhengfei nodded.

Chen Qianqing was about to say something, but Lu Zhengfei's cell phone rang. He escaped to take a look, and said, "Qianqing, I'll go out for a while, you should rest first."

Chen Qianqing closed her eyes.

Lu Zhengfei went out, opened the door for Xu Shaoren, and said, "You came so fast."

Xu Shaoren said helplessly: "I'm playing with Sun Baiqi and the others. I heard you said that something happened, so why don't you hurry over here?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "He is resting inside, do you want to go in and have a look?"

Xu Shaoren shook his head and said, "Tell me in detail what's going on first."

Lu Zhengfei and Xu Shaoren sat down on the sofa, and told Xu Shaoren all the doubts in his mind, including the change of Chen Qianqing's attitude, and some small details that he didn't pay attention to at ordinary times, but only remembered at this time.

Xu Shaoren said: "You said he didn't want to play the piano for you, and you said he couldn't play it?"

Lu Zhengfei got angry when he mentioned this, he nodded and said: "He is not as easy to get angry as before... His attitude towards me is also much better, but... he can't be hard."

Xu Shaoren didn't laugh at Lu Zhengfei this time, he said: "Did you tell me anything else?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "He looked at himself in the mirror and called his name..." He still couldn't tell about Chen Qianqing masturbating in front of the mirror.

Xu Shaoren said: "I suggest you observe him for a while longer. You've been busy recently, so it's best to hire a special nurse to watch over him. I think his condition is indeed very serious."

Lu Zhengfei said: "Can't hypnosis or treatment be performed without him knowing?"

Xu Shaoren smiled: "How can hypnosis be so magical? Generally, people don't believe in it. Perhaps it is difficult for people with mature minds to be hypnotized unwillingly. Of course, it can also assist drugs, but this drug has a certain effect on the human body. harm."

Hearing that there was harm, Lu Zhengfei calmed down.

Xu Shaoren said: "I don't think it's easy for you. It's not good to fall in love with such a stone man."

Lu Zhengfei said: "That's from my point of view. If you are Chen Qianqing's friend, you will probably think I am a pervert." He is very clear about this.

Xu Shaoren said: "My suggestion is that after you finish your busy work, you can talk to him straight to the point, but I really think you should reconsider the matter of coming out of the closet."

Lu Zhengfei nodded and said, "I will."

Xu Shaoren said: "Let's go, take me to see him."

With that said, the two entered the room where Chen Qianqing was. Chen Qianqing was sitting on the bed with her eyes closed to rest, when she heard the voice, she opened her eyes and saw Xu Shaoren without any surprise.

Xu Shaoren smiled and said, "Long time no see, Qianqing."

Chen Qianqing said, "I won't see a psychiatrist."

Xu Shaoren didn't know that Chen Qianqing blocked what he wanted to say as soon as he opened his mouth, so he could only smile bitterly: "I didn't come to persuade you to see a doctor, but Lu Zhengfei was worried about you and asked me to come and see you."

Chen Qianqing hummed, but stopped talking.

After a while, Xu Shaoren said: "Qianqing, do you want to travel with Lu Zhengfei?"

Chen Qianqing said, "Where are you going?"

Xu Shaoren said: "You can go wherever you want."

Chen Qianqing didn't know where he wanted to go the most, but he knew that the real Chen Qianqing wanted to go to City D the most, but in the end this wish didn't come true.

After the atmosphere was silent for a long time, Chen Qianqing heard that voice that seemed to no longer belong to her, saying, "Go to City D."