Turns Out I'm Crazy

What is the saddest thing in the world?

For Chen Qianqing at this time, knowing the truth is the saddest thing.

You pursued your lover for ten years, imprisoned your lover for ten years, and after you destroyed him, you realized that he tried to accept you—is there anything more sad than this?There won't be any.

After the sex, Chen Qianqing got up and took a shower.There were bruises all over his body, and there was even white turbidity between his legs, but compared to the bewilderment when he was violated by Lu Zhengfei for the first time, he can be said to be indifferent now.

Lu Zhengfei felt that something was wrong with Chen Qianqing. He looked at Chen Qianqing's back, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

Chen Qianqing went into the bathroom and turned on the hot water.

The smoke from the hot water blurred the mirror facing him, and the face in the mirror also looked a bit dim.

Chen Qianqing stretched out her hand, wiped off the moisture little by little, and stared at the face in the mirror without a glance.

After a while, his fingers slowly stroked the mirror, as if stroking that pale face, and he said, "Chen Qianqing, I'm sorry."

No one responded.

He pressed his forehead to it, and started to sob softly. He thought he was strong enough to face all this weirdness, but when he realized the truth, he realized that he couldn't bear it at all, couldn't bear it The weight of truth.

"Qianqing, I'm sorry." Chen Qianqing closed her eyes, and saw the man lying on the bed looking at him resentfully. The man said, Lu Zhengfei, my death is the best revenge for you what.

Chen Qianqing's death was not the best revenge for Lu Zhengfei. His best revenge was to make Lu Zhengfei Chen Qianqing, let Lu Zhengfei see with his own eyes how he destroyed everything about Chen Qianqing with his own hands.

Chen Qianqing squatted on the ground, buried her face between her arms, and the hot water poured down from the top of his head, but it made him feel even colder.

Dong dong dong, the bathroom door was knocked, and Lu Zhengfei's voice came from outside: "Qianqing, are you okay?"

Only then did Chen Qianqing regain her senses, and found that the water in the water heater was already cold.

"I'm fine." Chen Qianqing's voice was a little hoarse. He turned the water heater back on and said, "I'll come out right away."

Lu Zhengfei didn't ask any more questions.

Chen Qianqing hurriedly washed off the traces on her body, wrapped herself in a towel, and left the bathroom. He looked at Lu Zhengfei and said, "Go and wash quickly, my mother is coming back."

Lu Zhengfei originally thought that Chen Qianqing would get angry, but he didn't expect to be so calm.

Lu Zhengfei responded and went into the bathroom.

Chen Qianqing sat on the chair with a sore back and aching back, and wanted to smoke again. He couldn't help it for a while, but took out a cigarette from Lu Zhengfei's pocket, held it between his nose and sniffed it.

Ten minutes later, Lu Zhengfei quickly took a shower and came out wiping his wet hair.

Chen Qianqing didn't even raise her head: "Go and wash the sheets, don't let my mother see."

Lu Zhengfei: "..." Seeing such a calm lover, sometimes I feel very sad.

Chen Qianqing frowned: "What? Do you want me to wash it?"

Lu Zhengfei didn't say anything, pulled the sheet, turned around and went into the bathroom.

Chen Qianqing knew that even he had a very small chance of escaping from Lu Zhengfei. First of all, this was an unequal contest. Chen Qianqing was an ordinary person, but Lu Zhengfei had a lot of resources at his disposal. Secondly, if there was no If he escaped, the price he would pay would be huge. He knew that Lu Zhengfei could tolerate everything, but the only thing he couldn't tolerate was...Chen Qianqing leaving him.In the end, if he wasn't with Lu Zhengfei, how could it be considered torture? He deserved all of this.

Chen Qianqing smiled, threw the cigarette in his hand into the trash can, and turned on the computer.

There are many people who dared to bully Chen Qianqing in their previous life. Whether it was Liu Jingyang who had dropped out of school, or Lu Zhengfei's younger sister Lu Yiqin, they could easily hurt Chen Qianqing, but now it is different. Chen Qianqing promises that if anyone tries to attack him again, he will definitely It would be terrible for that person to die.

Lu Zhengfei struggled to wash the traces on the bed sheets, and as soon as he got out of the bathroom, he saw Chen Qianqing nestled on the chair typing repeatedly. He said quietly, "Qianqing, where is your washing machine?"

Chen Qianqing didn't turn her head back: "Go and have a look on the balcony." In fact, he didn't know where he was, so he said it casually.

Lu Zhengfei looked back and said, "There is nothing on the balcony..."

Chen Qianqing: "Go and have a look in the kitchen."

Lu Zhengfei went to see it and came back: "It's still not there..."

Chen Qianqing: "Oh, it should be in the toilet."

Lu Zhengfei: "..."

Fortunately, the washing machine was indeed in the toilet. Lu Zhengfei washed the sheets with the washing machine again after washing his hands, and when he was about to dry them, he heard Chen Qianqing say: "Wash the clothes you changed, too."

Lu Zhengfei: "...Why didn't you say it earlier?"

Chen Qianqing turned her head and glanced at him, her eyes were full of contempt: "If you don't wash it yourself, do you still expect my mother to wash it for you?"

Lu Zhengfei: "..." Forget it, don't say anything, just take the clothes and wash them obediently.

But this time Lu Zhengfei learned his lesson and took Chen Qianqing's clothes to wash, but only halfway through the wash, Chen Qianqing's mother, Liu Huamei, came back.

As soon as Liu Huamei entered the toilet, she saw Lu Zhengfei who was washing clothes. She was surprised: "Little Lu, why are you doing laundry? Leave it alone, I will help you wash it together tomorrow."

Lu Zhengfei showed a naive smile: "Auntie, it's okay, I just washed it."

Liu Huamei turned around and went into the bedroom, and said to Chen Qianqing who was still playing Lianliankan: "What did you do, kid? Let the guest do the laundry?"

Chen Qianqing didn't even raise her head: "I asked him to put it in the washing machine, who knows that he has to wash it by hand." - In fact, he saw that Lu Zhengfei hadn't come in for a long time and knew that he must be washing it by hand. Some clothes of Lu Zhengfei cannot be washed by the washing machine. There are servants to do the washing, so I can only rely on myself here, but this is definitely not the main reason why Lu Zhengfei doesn't use the washing machine. Chen Qianqing looked at the angry Liu Huamei, how could he not know what Lu Zhengfei was thinking.

Liu Huamei said angrily, "Then you can't just sit and play here."

Chen Qianqing pretended to be pitiful: "Mom, don't my legs still hurt? I can't stand for a long time."

When it came to legs, Liu Huamei was at a loss. She sighed and said, "You tell Xiao Lu not to wash it next time. I'll just wash you together tomorrow. Alas, it's so embarrassing for you to help you so much."

Chen Qianqing was too lazy to talk and continued to play her game.

Liu Huamei reached out and patted Chen Qianqing's head lightly before turning around and going out.

Chen Qianqing sighed, turned off the Lianliankan interface, and clicked on a movie to start watching.

After Lu Zhengfei finished washing and drying his clothes, Chen Qianqing happened to watch half of the movie.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei walked over, holding the fresh hawthorn that Liu Huamei had just bought in his hand: "The fruit your mother bought."

Chen Qianqing glanced at the hawthorn, not very interested: "Eat it."

Lu Zhengfei said: "Didn't you like eating hawthorn the most before? Why don't you eat it?"

Chen Qianqing lazily said, "Butt hurts."

Lu Zhengfei: "...Okay."

So Chen Qianqing sat on a chair and watched a movie, while Lu Zhengfei nestled by the bed and gnawed hawthorns. The two were very harmonious.

Lu Zhengfei gnawed on the hawthorn for a while and suddenly said: "Qianqing, this year's Spring Festival, you can accompany me home."

Chen Qianqing's movements suddenly stopped, and he turned to look at Lu Zhengfei: "Are you sure?"

Lu Zhengfei spat out the hawthorn core, looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "You don't want to?"

Chen Qianqing laughed: "Okay." - Doesn't he know what will happen to Lu Zhengfei after he comes out?Lu Zhengfei's leg was almost broken by his father, and he was locked up at home for half a year. He was then strictly monitored by Lu's father and mother. It wasn't until Chen Qianqing was about to graduate from university that Lu Zhengfei finally succeeded in counterattacking in their home and had the opportunity to continue to scourge Chen Qianqing.

Well, thinking of not seeing Lu Zhengfei for nearly three years, Chen Qianqing's mood suddenly brightened.

Lu Zhengfei originally thought that with Chen Qianqing's personality, he would definitely refuse sternly, but he didn't expect him to agree so easily and smile so brightly.

Lu Zhengfei felt a chill down his back for no reason, and he said, "Qianqing, do you really agree?"

Chen Qianqing nodded indifferently: "Why don't you agree?" It's not that he came out, so Lu Zhengfei can do whatever he wants, as long as he doesn't get involved.

Lu Zhengfei said: "...Qianqing, are you really willing to go back with me?"

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with contempt in his eyes: "Lu Zhengfei, aren't you a very cheap person?"

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing dumbfounded.

Chen Qianqing said seriously: "As long as you don't let my family members know about my relationship with you, it's your business to make a fuss, understand?"

Lu Zhengfei obediently nodded obediently.

Seeing Lu Zhengfei like this, Chen Qianqing was satisfied, hit the space bar casually, and continued watching the movie.

Lu Zhengfei originally thought that his proposal would be strongly opposed by Chen Qianqing, but he didn't expect it to be agreed so easily. Not only did he agree, Chen Qianqing seemed quite happy.

Lu Zhengfei would not be so foolish as to think that Chen Qianqing was happy because their relationship was made public. He looked at Chen Qianqing who was watching the movie with relish, and suddenly felt that he needed to think carefully about bringing Chen Qianqing home...