Turns Out I'm Crazy

When Lu Zhengfei entered the bedroom, Chen Qianqing was already asleep.

His body curled up unnaturally, like a cooked shrimp, his long hair hung down, covering his pale face, his whole body was as thin as a piece of paper.

Five years ago, Chen Qianqing was handsome and elegant. She played the piano beautifully. When she smiled, she had beautiful dimples on her face. She was like a prince in a movie. Everything was so perfect.

But now, Lu Zhengfei walked over and reached out to touch Chen Qianqing's face.

Chen Qianqing was too thin, and the shape of bones could be vaguely seen on his pale face. When he was touched by Lu Zhengfei, he reflexively wanted to shrink his body, and let out a slight whimper.

But in the end, he didn't wake up, or he was already awake, but he didn't want to open his eyes.

Chen Qianqing has beautiful eyes with thick eyelashes and clear eyes. When she stares at you, she seems to be talking to you. Lu Zhengfei likes Chen Qianqing and his eyes even more, but Lu Zhengfei will never get Chen Qianqing's attention—— Because his lover is already blind.

The quality of Chen Qianqing's sleep is not high. He has been suffering from insomnia recently and has to rely on a lot of sleeping pills to fall asleep.Once this kind of medicine has formed an inertia, it is difficult to get rid of it, so that if there is no sleeping pill, Chen Qianqing can't sleep at all.

Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing had a bad relationship. Chen Qianqing didn't like Lu Zhengfei, he didn't even like men. It was Lu Zhengfei who tried his best to lock Chen Qianqing by his side, watching him from blooming to withering, and finally on the verge of death.

It was Lu Zhengfei who caused Chen Qianqing to become like this, but now, he regretted it.

Looking at Chen Qianqing, who was dying and could leave him almost at any time, Lu Zhengfei regretted it. He regretted the methods he used against Chen Qianqing, and regretted making things irreversible. But there has never been any regret medicine in the world that can be bought.

Lu Zhengfei was dying of regret, but he could do nothing about Chen Qianqing's departure. He could snatch Chen Qianqing from others, but he couldn't compete with death for Chen Qianqing's life.

"Hmm..." Chen Qianqing woke up, he couldn't see anything, but he could still blink, his eyes that were supposed to be clear were all gray, and it looked especially terrifying with his pale face.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei called softly.

Chen Qianqing froze when he heard Lu Zhengfei's voice. The person in front of him was a nightmare of his life. He couldn't break free from the imprisonment, couldn't stop the harm, and could only be dragged to hell by this person named Lu Zhengfei.

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, am I going to die?"

The word death was so sensitive at this time, Lu Zhengfei froze when he heard the word, and forced a smile: "Qianqing, don't worry, you won't die."

Chen Qianqing was silent for a moment, her bloodless lips curled up in a mocking arc, and he said, "I wish I could die."

The forced smile on Lu Zhengfei's face disappeared instantly, and Chen Qianqing couldn't see Lu Zhengfei's expression. If he could see it, he would only feel joy in his heart.

Lu Zhengfei was not happy, but Chen Qianqing was happy.

Chen Qianqing's physical condition no longer allowed any troubles, even if Lu Zhengfei was angry, he could only endure it.

Seeing that Lu Zhengfei fell silent, Chen Qianqing continued: "I'm also glad that I'm blind, so I don't have to see such a disgusting thing like you again."

Lu Zhengfei clenched his fists.

Chen Qianqing said: "Get out, I can't sleep with you here." Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and after a long time said hoarsely: "Qianqing, don't do this."

do not do that?After Chen Qianqing heard this, he just wanted to sneer. Lu Zhengfei was obviously the one who caused the crime, but he always wanted to look like a victim. In this relationship, Chen Qianqing was the victim. He never had any feelings for Lu Zhengfei from the beginning to the end. Any emotion - except, of course, hate.

In order to get him, Lu Zhengfei not only threatened his family, but also imprisoned him like a pet. For Chen Qianqing, it has been a torment almost every day for the past few years.

But it doesn't matter, everything is coming to an end now.

Chen Qianqing knew that he was about to die. Lying on the bed, he could feel his life being pulled away from his body little by little. If a person really wanted to die, then no one could stop him.

Lu Zhengfei found the best doctor, used the best medicine, and even threatened him with his family, but Chen Qianqing was still getting weaker day by day.

Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing was thinking, but he had no choice but to say: "Qianqing, you just died like this, how can you take revenge on me?"

Chen Qianqing coughed a few times, but smiled, but the smile was extremely vicious, and he said: "Lu Zhengfei, isn't my death the best revenge for you?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you really think that your death is the best revenge for me? If you die, I can still find another lover. I have money and power, so I can't get anything."

Chen Qianqing chuckled: "You can't get me."

Lu Zhengfei couldn't refute it. During this time, he had been running for Chen Qianqing. He was even willing to die for Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing would not waver at all. He just put on the most indifferent expression and looked at Lu Zhengfei tossing, like watching a car that was about to die. The fish jumping in the dry pond are sad and pitiful.

Lu Zhengfei had no choice. In the end, he said to Chen Qianqing: "Qianqing, if I die, are you willing to live?"

Chen Qianqing didn't speak, didn't move, like a lifeless puppet. After a long time, he said: "Lu Zhengfei, the past can't be recovered." Even your death can't keep me.

Lu Zhengfei's eyes were indifferent, Chen Qianqing in front of him was so strange, completely different from the person who attracted him back then, and he was the one who distorted Chen Qianqing a little bit.

Wrong thing, wrong feeling, wrong time and wrong person, Lu Zhengfei finally cried bitterly in a low voice. The cry was extremely desolate, but it didn't make Chen Qianqing feel any softness.

Chen Qianqing, who was lying on the bed, had disabled legs and was blind. The severe depression made him hate this man named Lu Zhengfei, and he would not be shaken by Lu Zhengfei's cry.

Chen Qianqing should have had a bright future, but everything was ruined by Lu Zhengfei.

All ruined.

Lu Zhengfei knelt on the ground and cried, tears wet the carpet. He knew he was wrong, too many mistakes, and he couldn't turn back. Chen Qianqing's laughter was soft, but it hit Lu Zhengfei's soul again and again like a heavy hammer superior.

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In April, the spirit of spring is strong.

Chen Qianqing's funeral was on a weekend, and very few people came to attend, only a few acquaintances, not even relatives.

Lu Zhengfei was wearing a black wedding dress with black gauze on his arms.Compared with before, he looked a lot haggard, and even had gray hair on his temples.

"Young Master Lu." Lu Zhengfei's friend patted him on the shoulder: "My condolences."

Lu Zhengfei silently looked at the brand new tombstone in front of him, motionless and did not speak.

The friend knew about the affairs between Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing, so he couldn't persuade him any more. He just sighed and walked away.

After the funeral was over, Chen Qianqing was buried in peace. After everything was gone, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said, "I'm sorry."

The green trees sprouted new buds, and the fragrance of flowers and birdsong set off everything so beautifully. Chen Qianqing's smile was inlaid on the cold stone tablet, and his smile on it was like a flower, but he felt like a spring breeze.

Lu Zhengfei's expression was very serious. He knelt down, stroked the stele lightly, kissed Chen Qianqing in the photo, then took out his gun and pointed it at his head: "Qianqing, I'm sorry."

The sound of touching was the sound of objects breaking, and the bright red blood was scattered all over the ground, some of which splashed and stained Chen Qianqing's photo, and Chen Qianqing's smile in the photo became even brighter because of the liquid.

Death is never the end of the story.

Lu Zhengfei didn't know what the world after death was like, but when he was struggling to open his eyes, he thought death was just a dream he had.

In the dream, Chen Qianqing lost his life in front of his eyes, and in the dream, he picked up a gun and shot himself in the head.

The strong smell of disinfectant at the tip of his nose and the loud noise made Lu Zhengfei feel uncomfortable, but the most obvious discomfort was in his legs. Lu Zhengfei felt that his legs were very painful, very painful.

"Qianqing, Qianqing..." Someone was calling a familiar name, and Lu Zhengfei really couldn't open his eyes, only feeling that his whole body was in severe pain.

"Qianqing, Qianqing." The voice was still calling, and Lu Zhengfei was so depressed that he almost went crazy.

"Chen Qianqing." The low voice was filled with anger and coldness: "You think you can escape? Next time, you won't have a broken leg."

Lu Zhengfei finally passed out from the pain.

When I woke up again, I didn't know how long it had been.Lu Zhengfei opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw a snow-white color - the ceiling above his head.

The smell of disinfectant was so strong that Lu Zhengfei turned his head and saw a needle stuck in his right hand, and he couldn't move at all.

"Mr. Chen, are you awake?" A nurse walked to Lu Zhengfei's side and said softly, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Lu Zhengfei's eyes were blank, and he couldn't understand the nurse's words for a while.

"Mr. Chen?" The beautiful nurse frowned suspiciously, stretched out her hand and waved in front of Lu Zhengfei's eyes. When she found that Lu Zhengfei's eyes were motionless, she was startled, and hurriedly called Lu Zhengfei's attending doctor in.

"Mr. Chen?" Seeing Lu Zhengfei's indifferent face, the doctor seemed to be a little anxious, and said, "Mr. Chen, can you hear us?"

Lu Zhengfei was silent for a long time, until the doctors and nurses were about to go crazy, then he said in a hoarse voice: "What do you call me?"

The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in astonishment: "Mr. Chen... are you... all right?"