Moving from the city to the countryside

Sitting in the cramped taxi, Zhu Wenxuan was sweating profusely. He thought it was time for him to go to the temple to pay his respects.

The driver squatted on the side of the road and took a look, then came to stand by the window and said to him: "I can't run anymore, why don't you take another car?" The tire of the car was punctured somewhere, and the whole wheel was almost lying on the ground.

"Don't you even have a spare tire?" Zhu Wenxuan glanced at the scorching sun outside, unwilling to get out of the car.

"No." The driver told him unfortunately, "I used the spare tire last night, and I haven't come to change it today." .

Considering that he didn't drag the person to the ground, the driver said: "If you really don't want to stop the car by yourself, I can call a car for you." He just yelled on the intercom, and there are empty cars nearby, It will be here in a few minutes.

Zhu Wenxuan took a look at the place. In the city center, it is very convenient to take a taxi. After all, he can’t stay in the car forever. .”

The driver poked his head into the car for a look, typed out the invoice and handed it to him, "26, give me [-]."

Zhu Wenxuan took the invoice, took out his wallet and counted 26 to him, "I don't blame you if the car breaks down, just 26."

"Thank you." The driver was much more enthusiastic this time, and opened the door for him. After he got out of the car, he pointed to the Byron Hotel in front of him and said, "That big hotel over there, it's definitely easy to take a taxi when you go there. We usually The empty cars here are all there to solicit customers.”

"Okay, thanks." Zhu Wenxuan poked his glasses with his index finger, trotted under the tree, and walked towards the hotel along the shade of the tree.It's not far from their company, but it's not in the same direction as his home, so I rarely pass by here.

From a distance, Zhu Wenxuan saw a taxi driving towards the entrance of the hotel. He threw his head down and rushed over. When he was about to reach the taxi, he realized that someone had boarded him first.

As soon as he raised his head, Zhu Wenxuan froze there.

"You don't want to send me back." Liu Yang pressed his body against the car door, grabbed Fu Hongbin's clothes with both hands, and looked up at him pitifully.

"I have to go home. My dear, go back by yourself." Fu Hongbin turned his head as if feeling aware of it, and when he saw Zhu Wenxuan standing there, his face changed instantly, and he frantically blocked Liu Yang and took a step back. .

Liu Yang had half of his body on top of him, but suddenly lost his support and almost fell to the ground. "Ah, Brother Fu..."

"You, why are you here?" Fu Hongbin asked in shock.

Zhu Wenxuan ignored him, just looked at Liu Yang who fell over there and rubbed his waist in a strange posture.As soon as Fu Hongbin opened his mouth, Liu Yang also found Zhu Wenxuan.Compared with Fu Hongbin, he feels more guilty towards Zhu Wenxuan, because it is a department, and Zhu Wenxuan is one of the best technical backbones in the company. Although he is not a big official, but when it comes to large-scale projects, the proposal is definitely from Zhu Wenxuan hand.

This kind of rookie doesn't dare to face the mentality of the seniors with first-class technology, especially in this situation. "This, what a coincidence, Brother Zhu." Liu Yang greeted awkwardly, then glanced at Fu Hongbin, "I have something to do first, let's talk." After finishing speaking, he sat down without waiting for the two of them to answer. The car is gone.

Zhu Wenxuan retracted his eyes, looked at Fu Hongbin and asked, "Why are you here?"

Fu Hongbin has calmed down now. He doesn't know whether Zhu Wenxuan's presence here is intentional or accidental, but as long as there is even the slightest possibility that Zhu Wenxuan came here specially to wait for him, it will make him very uncomfortable, so his tone also changed. He became nasty, "What do you mean? You have to chase after me just to have a meal with someone. I said, Zhu Wenxuan, when did you become so boring and annoying?"

"I'm bored and annoying?" Zhu Wenxuan narrowed his eyes and looked at him until he looked at him with hairs, and then said lightly: "I'm just passing by, it's easy to catch a car here." Just as he was talking, a taxi drove over, Zhu Wenxuan He directly opened the car door and sat in. Regardless of Fu Hongbin who stared wide-eyed in disbelief that he was left behind, he said to the driver: "Building B, Xinghu Community."

As soon as the car left, Zhu Wenxuan's tense body softened.He let go of his palm that was scratched by his nails, covering his violently beating heart, and broke out in a cold sweat.

The driver saw his painful face in the mirror and was startled, "You, are you okay? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Zhu Wenxuan leaned against the car door, grinning and said, "It's okay, you don't need to go to the hospital, just go back and sleep."

The driver drove in fear, a little faster than usual.The guest didn't look right at first glance, and if something happened to his car, it would be bad luck.

Zhu Wenxuan went home first, and Fu Hongbin came back within a few minutes.As soon as he entered the room, he slammed the door loudly and shouted loudly: "Zhu Wenxuan, tell me clearly today, what exactly do you mean?"

Zhu Wenxuan was sitting on the sofa watching TV, squinting at him, "What do you think I mean?"

Fu Hongbin was irritated by his eyes and tone, "Can you not be so fucking angry? You are a fucking big man, so don't always act like a woman who is sorry for you. I told you a long time ago You said that my current job is under a lot of pressure, and the nature of the job is like that, you think I just draw pictures on the computer every day like you."

After taking a breath, Fu Hongbin finally found a reason to be justified, "Your department can't have social meetings a few times a year, and you always shirk that you don't know how to drink or accompany clients, but can we not socialize in projects? Yes Sometimes I drank until I vomited and had to continue drinking.”

Thinking of how many times I drank it, I wanted to die, Fu Hongbin's eyes were red, "You are not motivated, you are content with the status quo, and I won't force you if you don't fight or fight, but you said that you should do it for us anyway. This family should think about it. Look at you, who joined the company with you, who doesn’t have an annual salary of 30 to [-] now, and you are still a team leader who brings new people every year, and Liu Yang came later than you..."

"And then?" Seeing that he was choked up, Zhu Wenxuan stopped talking, still looked at him indifferently, and asked, "Liu Yang came later than me and what happened?"

I don't know how many times, every time Zhu Wenxuan quarreled, he always had this lukewarm attitude.But Fu Hongbin didn't like it. He thought it was Zhu Wenxuan's contempt and insult to him. He yelled and yelled like a self-directed clown, and Zhu Wenxuan was the one who watched the show calmly from beginning to end.The more Fu Hongbin thought about it, the more angry he became. When he stared at Zhu Wenxuan again, his face was already distorted.

Grabbing Zhu Wenxuan's clothes, Fu Hongbin lifted him up from the sofa, "I'm telling you, Zhu Wenxuan, don't fucking mess with me!"

"You know I don't have a mother." Zhu Wenxuan sneered, "Fu Hongbin, didn't you become angry because you did something with Liu Yang behind my back and I broke you?"

Fu Hongbin's bloodshot eyes widened, filled with deep fear and anger.

Zhu Wenxuan said to himself: "From a psychological point of view, people who have done bad things and are more afraid in their hearts are often more likely to lose their temper, use vulgar language or violence, and deceive others to divert their inner feelings. Feelings of fear and guilt, or finding a justification for what you did wrong."

"Shut up!" Fu Hongbin threw him onto the sofa, breathing heavily from his nostrils, Zhu Wenxuan's words really poked his pain.He admitted that he was afraid. Zhu Wenxuan had been with him for seven years.In the past seven years, Zhu Wenxuan has always been the same as before, even the habit of dressing and hairstyle has not changed much.Also, there is still the feeling for him, which has never changed.

However, after he entered the society, he came into contact with too many people and things, and changed little by little.He is no longer satisfied with the small world of two people with Zhu Wenxuan, no longer satisfied with just having a shelter from the wind and rain.Even after having sex with Liu Yang for the first time, the other party's bold and provocative appearance on the bed brought him more happiness than Zhu Wenxuan.

He wanted to stand out, and wanted to be their director or even the general manager.He thinks that he has that ability, and now he is talking with customers about business, which time he is not taken to socialize.Those people have a good relationship with him. He has both ability and connections, and he is fully qualified for a higher position.

Seeing his silence, Zhu Wenxuan knew what he was thinking. After all, they had been together for so many years, and he knew Fu Hongbin better than himself.

"What do you want?"

"What should I do?" Fu Hongbin was stunned by the question.

Zhu Wenxuan laughed at himself, "It's not the first time with Liu Yang, is it? What do you want to do? Do you want me to move him?"

"What the hell are you talking about?" Fu Hongbin roared angrily.He tried his best to suppress the anger bursting from the bottom of his heart, and he stretched out his hands heavily, pinching Zhu Wenxuan's arms, "We have been together for so many years, don't you know what kind of person I am? I don't want to be with you. You are noisy, I am really tired today, and I have been drinking with clients and Party A basically every day this week."

"Fu Hongbin, do you really think of me as a woman?" Zhu Wenxuan broke away from his hand and smiled ironically, "It's women who are fooled by such words. But I'm a man, I know The first reaction of a man after cheating is denial. So don't pretend to me, tell me what to do, if you like him, we will break up."

There was obviously struggle in Fu Hongbin's eyes, and Zhu Wenxuan's tense heart was instantly ached.

He already knew that Fu Hongbin was a person who valued his status in the past few years, and he was in the high-level camp. He chose Liu Yang because Liu Yang was the nephew of the company's shareholders.Of course, it is inseparable from the fact that he is still only a team leader and his annual salary is only 15.

After figuring this out, Zhu Wenxuan began to feel that the discomfort was a long process.

He knew better than anyone else that he had been with Fu Hongbin for so many years, and now, if Fu Hongbin could repent and live with him again, then he would definitely choose to forgive.But once Zhu Hong thinks about Liu Yang or other kinds of foreigners that may appear in the future, as long as it is profitable, Fu Hongbin will not be able to help but resort to clinging, then he will only be trapped in pain again and again.

Zhu Wenxuan gave a bleak smile, man is a lowly creature, he can clearly foresee the misery of the future, but he still doesn't know what to do. "Forget it, think about it first, and let me know when you're done thinking about it." Although he was affectionate, he was not generous, and he couldn't accept that such days would wear down his love for Hong Bin.Some memories can stop when they are not too ugly.

Bypassing Fu Hongbin, Zhu Wenxuan walked into the bedroom, closed the door and threw himself onto the bed, pulled the quilt over his head and fell asleep.He is usually in the company, and he will lie down on the table and sleep for a while at noon. It is past lunch break today, but if he wants to brew up, he should still be able to fall asleep.

Fu Hongbin stood in the living room for a while, then turned around and went out again.

Hearing the sound of him slamming the door, Zhu Wenxuan raised his hand to cover his face, and when he put it down again, there was no trace on his face except for the obviously wet eyelashes.He thought, he was really different from women, he didn't feel that the sky was falling, and he didn't mean to trouble Liu Yang, he was just heartbroken and disappointed.

That year, he was only two thousand five thousand a month, and he had to pay the rent. Fu Hongbin would ride his bicycle to the vegetable market every day after school to buy cheap vegetables before the market ended. Although he couldn't cook, he would wash the vegetables and wait for him Come back and do it.At that time, he was not familiar with work and would always work extra overtime. Sometimes when he got home, he saw the warm lights in the rental house and Fu Hongbin sleeping on the sofa. The feeling of drying on the dam.

Fu Hongbin's first Casio watch was bought after saving half a year's salary.That day, after Fu Hongbin came out after eating spicy skewers, he hugged him and walked around the music square many times.There were many people pointing and pointing around, but Fu Hongbin kissed him and said, "Wenxuan, you wait for me. When I graduate, we can earn money to buy a house together. I will definitely give you a happy nest."

At that time, Zhu Wenxuan felt that Fu Hongbin's promise was worth all the words of love.Although he never said it, he really wanted to have a family.

But thinking about it now, not only is the promise not protected by law, it cannot even stand the test of time.In comparison, the grandma who brought him up back then only said, "If you have a grandma, you will not be hungry until Xuanxuan's stomach", and she has persisted for more than ten years, which is the warmth and love of the real family.

Turning over, Zhu Wenxuan buried his face in the pillow, he was so homesick recently, he always wanted to go back and see grandma.It’s almost winter at home, I don’t know if grandma will get sick, her knees contracted rheumatism when she was young, and when winter comes, she will be so painful that she can’t sleep...