Rebirth of a Writer's Life

Tao Sheng thought it over clearly, if he was just hesitating on the outer edge whether to go back to spend or even waste many years in the future, then it would be better to return to that position again.

It's just that this is not the same as his original purpose of choosing to be with Guo Huai.

He no longer stays with Guo Huai as before, this time he just wants to make sure what he wants.

Tao Sheng is not a person who likes to make many turns in his relationship, as if he had chosen to like it back then, so he simply plunged down and didn't turn back until he hit the south wall.

So for Tao Sheng, rather than the heavy shadow in his heart left by the car accident, it is better to say that Guo Huai's eyes at the end stimulated him, and it never fell on him, making him feel that he would do nothing until he died. No eyes.

Just like Tao's mother asked him, do you like him or don't you like him?

Tao Sheng felt that he already had the answer in his heart. He couldn't let go of Guo Huai, but whether he liked it or not and being able to be together were two different things.

He rejected Kuanggan, and he couldn't imagine who he could be with again.The so-called untie the bell requires the person who tied it, Tao Sheng wanted to turn around once, not completely, as long as he could figure out what was in his heart, that would be enough.

Can he trust Guo Huai again?

do not know.

So he wanted to give it a try and give himself an accurate answer.

[Huachuan]: During this period of time, I will accompany my mother back to my hometown. The update has been done with the manuscript box. I will miss you all.

After sending this message on Weibo and the two groups respectively, Tao Sheng put away his phone, turned around and looked at Mama Tao who was packing up her things and wondering if she missed anything.

"Mom, are you going to live with me tonight?" Tao Sheng asked, he said this just once, but Tao's mother didn't hear clearly.

"Huh?" Mother Tao turned to look at him, "Go to your place? Yes, when did you move out from Xiaojian's place?"

"Last week." Tao Sheng told Mother Tao about this matter, but she probably forgot about it.

"Oh, how is little Jane doing recently?" Tao's mother was a little worried, "Is there a lot of trouble last time?"

Tao Sheng smiled, "It's okay, he will take care of it by himself, and he has returned to his hometown in the past two days."

"Then ask more, enlighten me more," Mother Tao told him, and then muttered in a low voice, "I don't know what's going on, I think he was in a bad condition that day."

Tao Sheng nodded, stepped forward to carry things for her, and walked behind her.

When Tao Sheng sent the message, Guo Huai was still on the phone.

He had already guessed that after Xiao Qing came to look for him, Meng Haoyu must be next.

So when the phone vibrated, he didn't look at it right away.

"I want to send him away." Meng Haoyu's voice appeared on the receiver, sounding tired.

"I still think you are confused? With this awareness, why did you do it so early? It's very exciting to help him or not?" Guo Huai sneered when he thought of Meng Haoyu paying for it out of his own pocket.

But he knew that Meng Haoyu definitely didn't do it out of intention. He and Meng Haoyu had been rivals for so many years. In fact, everyone knew the reason. When Xiao Qing left, he asked Meng Haoyu for help.

But friends are friends, after all, Guo Huai has dealt with Meng Haoyu for so many years, so he still knows him quite well.

Meng Haoyu would not be willing to do this kind of thing, nor would he let Xiao Qing do it.

But if he doesn't do it, Xiao Qing will do more.

The other end was silent for a while, and instead of answering his question, he said, "What are your plans?"

"Try not to involve him, but the problem he brought up is not too serious." Guo Huai rubbed his temples, feeling a little headache.

"Well, I know, you can come to me for anything you need, and I will do everything I can." Meng Haoyu said seriously on the other end.

Guo Huai looked out the window and said after a while, "You have been with him for so many years, and you still haven't responded?"

Meng Haoyu was stunned for a long time before he said, "You really let him go?"

"Yeah." Guo Huai replied, really let go, the person living in his heart is no longer Xiao Qing.

"I haven't." Meng Haoyu laughed, "You should be glad that Xiao Qing didn't contact you after he left, otherwise you would be like me, unable to let him go for so many years."

Guo Huai frowned, "You..."

"It's not that I don't like it." Meng Haoyu interrupted him, "It's just that I'm too tired. How many years has it been? I've spent most of my life on him. When I thought I could get something in return, he made himself like this again. What a bad look. I'm too tired, after sending him back this time, I also want to try to let go."

Guo Huai listened to Meng Haoyu's words, paused, and then didn't say a word.

He remembered that when he and Xiao Qingni were together in the past, Meng Haoyu always watched from a distance, unable to see his expression clearly.

After seeing the person I like with someone else, I have been chasing after him for more than ten years, but I have become like this again.Guo Huai looked at the car window, and the transparent glass reflected his own appearance.

When Tao Sheng followed him for so many years and finally fell under the wheel, his thoughts...was he the same as Meng Haoyu?

"The clothes on your body are his concern."

Guo Huai was taken aback suddenly.

"If Xiao Qing chooses to be with you now and is absolutely sincere, will you forgive him?" Guo Huai suddenly asked without thinking.

"what?"

"I said, if Xiao Qing regretted it and came to you and wanted to spend the rest of his life seriously with you, would you forgive him?" Guo Huai repeated.

There was another silence on the other side, and then he said, "Probably, although this thing is unlikely to happen, but the relationship between me and him for so many years is not easy to break, but we are together..."

When Meng Haoyu said this, he stopped again.

"What?" Guo Huai asked anxiously.

"I may not be able to trust him with all my heart. How do I know if he will want to go back to his old job after a period of time? Not believing will only harm the relationship, not beneficial," Meng Haoyu suddenly smiled when he said this , "Forget it, this matter itself cannot exist."

"But even if we are together, I may not be able to trust him wholeheartedly." Meng Haoyu's words were still echoing in Guo Huai's head.

Yes, the clothes and the recipes are all the tenderness Tao Sheng gave him, all are Tao Sheng's constant feelings, and they are also the hesitation in Tao Sheng's heart.

So what is he going to do?Will Tao Sheng fall in love with him again?

No, let him believe him.

Just when all the emotions in Guo Huai's heart swelled up in an instant, Meng Haoyu's voice came from his ear again, full of envy and fatigue.

"You are luckier than me."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

You are luckier than me.

Guo Huai slowly put down the hand holding the phone. When Meng Haoyu was still distracted by what he said, he held it in the palm of his hand. The screen that was supposed to go dark turned on again at this moment.

Guo Huai paused, then lowered his head, and then, he saw the reminder of unread messages on the phone.

You have an unread message from [Tao Sheng].

Tao Sheng?

Guo Huai was taken aback for a moment, his thoughts were a little stunned by these two words, and at the same time he clicked on the message with trembling hands.

"When will you come back?"

Guo Huai's eyes widened suddenly. After reading it dozens of times and making sure that he was not mistaken, he was almost excited to press the call back button.

But the moment before the finger pressed down, he hesitated again.

After a while, he suppressed his excitement and repeatedly deleted and edited the input box several times before sending out the message.

It's just a few words.

"Soon, I'll find you."

Guo Huai looked at the screen and immediately added another sentence.

"wait for me."

He didn't dare to call Tao Sheng, he didn't know what made Tao Sheng willing to send him such a message, not to Li Yao, but directly to him!And the content in it made every cell in Guo Huai's body excited.

This is a good sign.

But he didn't dare to make a phone call, he was worried that after hearing his voice, he would become more and more unable to control his private thoughts.What's more, Tao Sheng chose to send messages instead of calling, maybe he was not ready to talk to him directly.

Guo Huai didn't want his recklessness to scare Tao Sheng away, so he could only forcefully suppress the excitement that kept pouring out of his heart, and his eyes were shining.

"Mr. Guo is in a good mood?" The old driver in front looked at Guo Huai's appearance from the rearview mirror, and turned around and asked tentatively.

The old driver has been with Guo Huai for five years. During this time, he was transferred to City A to continue to be in charge of Guo Huai's travel. These days, Guo Huai's expression is either irritable or focused, and occasionally he will be distracted for a few minutes. All in all The atmosphere in the car is always tense every day, and he can't even utter a word.

So it’s hard to be a driver these days. Either someone wakes you up from the bed and drives in the middle of the night, and you don’t let people talk while driving. You have to enjoy the high air pressure in the back seat while driving.

The old driver has always felt that if this continues, he estimates that he will have to retire early in a year or two.

So when he saw that Guo Huai's complexion was getting better, he couldn't help asking.

"Huh?" Guo Huai looked at him, then smiled, and nodded in response.

Tao Sheng didn't reply to his message until he got off the car, but Guo Huai was not in a hurry. The only thing he could do now was to rush back to the office to finish all the tasks under his command, and then return to City B as soon as possible to tie up that person. in arms.

Therefore, all the employees of City A branch seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood this day, because the boss was too excited, and everyone below also had endless work, and they were almost able to draw arcs in place with high heels.What's more, overtime and so on have been commonplace since Guo Huai came.

That is, when all the high-level executives gathered for a meeting, Guo Huai's mobile phone on the table suddenly vibrated, and he was desperately discussing countermeasures with everyone, while thinking of ways to bypass Xiao Qing's affairs as much as possible. Guo Huai tilted his head, I saw Tao Sheng's reply on the lit screen.

Although there is only one word, it is like a gentle and warm spring water, completely enveloping him, as if it gave him a pillar, as if it became his backrest.

"it is good."