Rebirth of a Writer's Life

nothing?

Guo Huai's forehead twitched, judging by his expression, it's not just a thing, it's probably not a trivial matter.

Then he looked at the messy environment around him. With his identity, he was the focus of attention wherever he went. Even in the backstage where he was preparing for his upcoming appearance, the people inside would glance at him from time to time.

It's really not a good place to talk.

But he could clearly see the timidity in Tao Sheng's eyes just now, even if he stayed with Tao Sheng for such a long time, he had rarely seen such an expression on him.

After thinking about it, Guo Huai asked, "Really?"

Tao Sheng paused, lowered his eyes, and stopped talking.

Guo Huai grasped Tao Sheng's temper to the core, knowing that if this person had serious matters in mind, he would not lie in all likelihood, and...

With his current attitude towards himself, Guo Huai thought a little self-deprecatingly, if it was an ordinary matter, he would definitely walk away and would not talk to him at all, and he would be blocked to death by saying what has nothing to do with you.

But now Tao Sheng's attitude is obviously not the case.

Is it something that needs his help?

As soon as this thought crossed his head, a burst of joy flooded into his heart instantly, thinking that if he could have this thought, then no matter what, he would never be treated as an outsider.He lowered his head and glanced at the nervous Tao Sheng, guessing if there were too many people around, that's why he refused to speak.

Thinking of this, looking around, he wanted to take Tao Sheng to the stairs.

Unexpectedly, he shook his head slightly, looked up at Guo Huai, and said simply again, "I'm fine."

At this time, his face was no longer as pale as before, Guo Huai was taken aback, frowned, and wanted to ask more, when suddenly a figure popped up beside him, and shouted briskly.

"Hey, are you here?"

It's Kuang Gan.

Director Kuang Da walked in step by step, and then stood in front of Tao Sheng without saying a word, blocking half of Guo Huai's body, and said with a smile, "Are you tired?"

Said, handed him a glass of drink.

Guo Huai: "..."

Kuang Gan turned his head, as if seeing him just now, and said in surprise, "Oh, Mr. Guo? Why are you here? Long time no see."

Guo Huai: "..."

Ignoring Kuang's "enthusiasm", his eyes fell on Tao Sheng again, thinking a bit regretfully, why didn't he remember to bring something to quench his thirst?In this way, what Tao Sheng drinks is what he takes, so he won't drink anything...

Turning his gaze, he saw that Tao Sheng was really drinking!

Guo Huai: "..."

At that moment, Guo Huai felt an indescribably strange feeling, even though he knew the cup was clean, Tao Sheng just took a sip of the drink, and he couldn't let it go.

I just feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, especially the Kuanggan who delivered the drink has something wrong in his heart!

It was as if the things that belonged to him suddenly did not belong to him, and he began to accept others. Guo Huai suddenly heard the scene of the Four Seasons Garden last time.

His face instantly sank.

Last time we had dinner together, now Kuang Gan came backstage to ask him to bring him a drink, what about next time?

Is it time to hear the news that these two are together?

This idea jumped into Guo Huai's mind, and instantly traveled around like an electric current, stimulating every cell in his body, and every inch was extremely uncomfortable.

he does not want.

An impatience from the heart rushed to his forehead, and the hands hanging by his sides were clenched into fists, but when he came back to his senses, Tao Sheng was no longer in front of him, and neither was Kuang Gan.

Guo Huai gritted his teeth and wanted to swallow all the emotions in his heart, but in the unstoppable thoughts in his head, he let it out suddenly.

With a sound of "Bang---", the backstage kept screaming.

In fact, Tao Sheng and Kuang Gan didn't go very far, and it only took a few minutes in total, whether they could fly or not.

So they must have heard the voice, Tao Sheng just looked back and didn't say much.

Kuang Gan looked at him, wanted to speak, but didn't speak out, his voice stuck in his throat.Originally wanted to see Tao Sheng's face, and then asked for his reply, but when he lowered his head, he saw Tao Sheng's expression was absent-minded.

Thinking of Guo Huai just now, Kuang Gan paused, smiled wryly, and touched the tip of his nose.

"We arrived so soon, weren't we still at home just now?" Tao Sheng's voice came over suddenly.

Kuang Gan froze for a moment, then quickly came back to his senses, and replied, "I was in the car just now."

Tao Sheng nodded, it was not surprising that the car was quiet.

"Tao Sheng, I..." Kuang Gan moved his mouth.

But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Tao Sheng, "Wait a minute."

With that said, he took out his cell phone from his pocket.

Now that he has heard it, it is not up to him to judge whether it is useful or not, and it is best to leave it to the person concerned to handle it himself.Speaking of which, if he heard someone mention Guo Huai casually on the side of the road, he might not care much, but when Xiao Qing said that...

So wrong.

At least Tao Sheng felt so.

Originally, he wanted to tell Li Yao all this in a text message, but he deleted, deleted, and edited it many times, and he always felt that something was wrong. After thinking about it, he sighed and deleted all the content in the message again.

"are you available now?"

After sending the message, he put the phone back in his pocket, and when he looked up at Kuang Gan, he noticed his somewhat disturbed face, and couldn't help but soften his heart.

"When are you going to be there?" Tao Sheng asked.

Kuang Gan was obviously still immersed in his own thoughts. When he realized that Tao Sheng was talking to him, he was stunned for a few seconds before he came back to his senses.

"Ah, around 08:30, just arrive before the start of a show." Kuang Gan said.

Tao Sheng nodded, although he knew that Kuang Gan wanted an answer, but he didn't want it himself?But cause and effect in the world are never obtained in a hurry.

After thinking for a long time, Tao Sheng took a deep breath and said, "I've finished my work, so you don't rush down, or let's find a place to rest first."

As he spoke, he relaxed his shoulders.

This sentence is true. Tao Sheng, who has not been exercising for many years, realized that his waking up tomorrow might not be smooth as early as two hours ago.It's a pity that I bought this formal suit and used it physically in the background.

"Okay." Kuang Gan agreed without thinking about it.

He was already very happy to be able to stay with Tao Sheng, he could go anywhere, and it would not be such a pity to skip the annual meeting tonight.

So the two wandered around like this, and found a balcony, in a corner, the location was quite good, and there was no one there.

The two walked in as a matter of course, and Tao Sheng took out his phone again and pressed it a few times.

"Tired from work?" After standing for a while, Kuang Gan wanted to take the cup from Tao Sheng's hand and hold it for him, but the latter moved his wrist and avoided it without a trace.

Kuang Gan was taken aback.

"I'll just hold it." Tao Sheng smiled at him, "I'm not too tired."

"Oh," Kuang Gan nodded, withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and said with a sneer, "That's good."

The two of them just stood outside, not talking, but not embarrassed.Kuang Gan thought for a long time, but he didn't know whether he should ask Tao Sheng what he thought.

He didn't forget that the other party was still with Guo Huai just now, and he didn't forget that his expression was not very right after he came out.

No matter how you think about it, it has something to do with Guo Huai.

To ask, or not to ask?

When Kuang Gan was struggling, Tao Sheng spoke first.

"Brother Kuang, have you ever liked anyone?" Tao Sheng asked, turning his head and giving Kuang a dry smile, "Don't be innocent only this time."

Kuang paused.

Tao Sheng seldom smiled at him. In the past, he smiled a few times to ease the atmosphere, but it was the first time he smiled from the bottom of his heart.

The delicate and good-looking facial features softened with this smile, and even the whole atmosphere was not as tense as before, including Kuang Gan's mind.

Gradually calming down, Kuang Gan nodded, "Yes, a bamboo horse, who has been playing since childhood."

Tao Sheng raised his eyebrows, "What happened?"

Kuang Gan shook his head with a wry smile, "The last come from behind."

Tao Sheng smiled, "That's it, then let me tell you about myself."

Kuang Gan was taken aback for a moment, talking about him?And... Guo Huai?

"I followed Guo Huai four years ago, but compared to following, I still want to use the word 'together', although Young Master Huai may not think so. I have never felt safe since I was a child. In fact, being with his four Years, thinking about it now, it’s not like I didn’t get anything. He made it clear at the beginning that he didn’t like me, so I got close to him anyway. Think about it, this kind of person who likes you, but if you miss him, you may never be destined again. Which door would you choose?"

"I chose to leave, just like when the kindergarten teacher rewarded toffee when I was young. I was bullied since I was a child. If I didn't take a bite of it immediately, I would be robbed by someone later. Those four years were painful, but they were not hell on earth. , at least the treatment I received was unmatched by anyone except Xiao Qing. But I still let go, do you know why?"

Kuang Gan didn't speak.

Tao Sheng smiled and continued, "I can bear that Xiao Qing has an indelible mark in his heart, youth, who doesn't? I have to cut that memory off?"

After a pause, Tao Sheng continued, "But I can't bear him thinking about this mark all the time, and I can't bear him not focusing on me either."

"It's just that I have been wronged and suppressed since I was a child, and I have been wandering around for four years, and I have seen it clearly. I am tired of love. Counting back for four full years, worrying about gains and losses is enough to overwhelm me, so I have to Walk."

He turned his head and his eyes fell on Kuang Gan.

Kuang Gan looked at those black and white eyes, looked at those eyes that seemed to have no scruples, and said word by word, "What do you want to say?"

"I can't give you everything." Hit the nail on the head.

Kuang Gan's complexion changed several times, and he said in a low voice, "I can wait."

"I've been waiting for four years." Tao Sheng gestured with his fingers, "I can't erase the traces of Guo Huai ten years ago, how long can you wait for me?"

Kuang Gan stared at Tao Sheng for a while, and said persistently, "I can wait forever."

Tao Sheng looked at him with still eyes, "I don't want you to waste your feelings, I'm like this, it's not worth your waiting."

Then, he saw the expression on Kuang Gan's face fade away little by little.

How about Kuang?

It would definitely be good for Tao Sheng to give the answer.

But it was because of Kuang's good work that he never tried to use him to erase the traces of Guo Huai.

Tao Sheng asked himself that he is not a capable person, this is the only way he has left to cherish people.

He cut the mess with a sharp knife today, Kuang Gan at most could not get it, and he will be able to develop a new relationship in a short time, even if he can still become friends, that is naturally the best.

Even if he lied.

Can't bear it?

Tao Sheng smiled wryly in his heart, he was never a warrior emotionally, if it hadn't been for that car accident, he would never want to leave Guo Huai until his death.

Call him stupid or say he can't figure it out, but he really doesn't have the strength to rebuild a relationship.

Occasionally, when Midnight Dream recalled this experience, Tao Sheng even wondered if he owed Guo Huai his life in his previous life.

In this life, he had to give it back to him so painstakingly, and even broke it, and he still couldn't remove the memory this person gave him.

Kuang Ganguo really left.

Tao Sheng looked at Kuang Gan's back, thinking that maybe he would hardly meet such a person in the future, but he had already fallen into the cliff, and he was holding on with the last bit of strength, there was no need to push the people on the cliff. Drag it down.

Putting his elbows on the railing, Tao Sheng took a deep breath, feeling that something was let down, something was empty, something was different.

The evening wind brushed against his face, and he just stood there quietly, alone.

After about 15 minutes, there were soft footsteps behind him.

"Coming?" Tao Sheng restrained the emotion in his eyes, but didn't look back, as if he knew who it was.

"Yeah." The man replied.

Tao Sheng turned around and smiled at him, "Excuse me?"

Li Yao glanced at him, shook his head and said, "No."

I thought that just now Guo Huai was still going crazy upstairs saying that Tao Sheng was going to be snatched away, and he simply scrapped a prop with one punch, and the whole backstage was in chaos.

That was the first time he saw Guo Huai get angry on official business, but he was called by a message from Tao Sheng before he had time to arrange the matter properly, he could dismiss others far away, but Tao Sheng couldn't .

"Let me make a long story short. Logically, it's none of my business, but after all, I heard it. If something happens in the future because I didn't say it today, I probably won't be able to sleep well for the rest of my life."

It was the first time Li Yao saw Tao Sheng's serious appearance, he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

"Xiao Qing is back." Tao Sheng said, and then told Li Yao what he heard in the stairwell without stopping.

Li Yao paused for a moment, and then his entire face turned black. The two of them froze for a while, before he sighed, "I know."

Tao Sheng nodded, knowing that he would deal with it next, he got up and walked inside, while gathering his collar, it was a bit cold after standing outside for a long time.

"I've said everything I need to say, let's go first."

"Why didn't you tell him directly?" Li Yao suddenly stopped him and asked.

"Because I won't be the same as before," Tao Sheng said, and paused, "I'm overwhelmed."

From this angle, Guo Huai could be seen very well, standing at the stairs near the wall with a cloudy face.

The corners of Xiao Qing's mouth curled up. He had seen this expression before, but the target was not Tao Sheng.

At this moment, a hand touched his slender waist, and then a body leaned over like this, blowing against his ear, "What are you thinking?"

Xiao Qing turned her head slowly, touched the man's eyes with her cold fingers, and said with a soft smile, "I'm thinking about how to make you comfortable."

Then they put on the hot body and entered the room together.

Xiao Qing turned around and closed the door, and then seemed to see someone through the door.

If it wasn't for the Guo family, how could he have come to where he is today?

It should be to let Guo Huai remember for a lifetime, so that he can't get it for a lifetime and suffer for a lifetime.

So that object is him.

A ruthless look flashed in Xiao Qing's eyes.