Rebirth of a Writer's Life

The mobile phone on the table vibrated, and after a while, there was a sound in the room.

"Hey."

Tao Sheng pressed his temple, leaned on the chair and said.

After the ringing of the call, he answered it almost without thinking, and he didn't even have time to see who was calling.

"... Oh, Tao Sheng?" A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, "I am, Brother Kuang."

"Ah," Tao Sheng was taken aback, and subconsciously sat up straight, "Oh, brother Kuang, what's wrong?"

"Haha no, I was scared by you just now, you answered the phone so quickly."

"No, it just happened to be at hand. I picked it up when I heard it." Tao Sheng smiled, got up and walked towards the window, and opened the curtain.

"I think Guo's annual meeting is about to start. I know you are busy, so I haven't called you." Kuang Gan's voice sounded like he was laughing, "Is it better now?"

Guo Huai's car was still parked downstairs.

From Tao Sheng's window, you don't need to search much, you can see it.And almost without thinking, Tao Sheng knew that he was sitting in the car looking at his window.

This kind of behavior must not have happened once or twice, and he hadn't even noticed it before.

Taking a few steps back and sitting back on the bed, Tao Sheng forcibly pulled his thoughts back.

"Well, it's still quite nervous, the whole company is."

"That's just right, have a meal and relax together?"

"I……"

"What's the matter? No time?" Kuang Qian's voice was full of doubts, "Speaking of which, your voice sounds quite listless today, are you uncomfortable?"

"No, I just woke up," Tao Sheng hurriedly got up from the bed like a child whose mind had been broken, and said incoherently, "I just woke up, a little unconscious, and I'm fine now."

"Ah? Sleeping, did I wake you up?"

"No." Tao Sheng said hastily.

"Haha, what about the meal?" Kuang Gan said, "By the way, didn't you just say you were going to cook yourself last time? Just today? Go to your place?"

"Ah," Tao Sheng shook his head hastily, "I live with someone else, so it's not very convenient."

"Oh, okay, then come to my place?" Kuang Gan didn't think there was anything wrong, and continued to suggest, "I live alone."

"Ah?" Tao Sheng was taken aback.

"It's very convenient. I'll buy you something good? Tonight?"

"No, I'll buy it, I'll buy it." After Tao Sheng finished speaking, he looked around a little depressed. Does this count as a promise?

"Okay, tonight?"

"Okay." Tao Sheng rubbed his nose and smiled wryly.

After hanging up the phone, Tao Sheng was still immersed in his own thoughts. The phone was thrown aside, and he stared at the window not far away for a long while before taking a deep breath and throwing himself on the bed.

Just downstairs, Guo Huai said those words, actions, and expressions.

As far as Tao Sheng is concerned, it is absolutely impossible for him not to be touched at all.

If he had really been so cold-blooded, he wouldn't have stayed by Guo Huai's side for four years back then.

The fear brought about by that car accident was almost engraved into his soul, even if he could write off the relationship between himself and Guo Huai, this feeling would never disappear.

Either distrust of feelings, or lack of strength to give any more, these emotions were filled with shame in Tao Sheng's heart.

Yes, his fate is good, he got a chance to do it all over again, he can choose to forget the car accident, stand up and walk forward again.So those that remain in the bottom of my heart are the truly indelible wounds.

Guo Huai said that he wants to experience it differently. There are no two leaves that are the same in the world. How can such things as feelings be easily imitated?What's more, let alone him, even if he has a new lover, Tao Sheng doesn't understand how much trust he can give the other party.

However, the more he understands what kind of person Guo Huai is, the more he can understand how many changes he has made and how many principles he has broken through standing in front of him.

Tao Sheng was touched, but this touch was too late.

Tao Sheng looked at the ceiling and smiled softly.

Turning around, clarifying your thoughts may indeed be just a moment, but a moment is enough to change everything.

Turning sideways and taking the phone back, Tao Sheng sent Jian Miao a message.

"Guo Huai has come to look for me."

He needs someone to vent to, someone to listen to him, if all the feelings are stuffed in his heart, sooner or later, it will be moldy.He originally thought that Jian Miao was at work and it might take a while to receive a reply, but he didn't expect the other party's speed to be very fast.

"What?! Why is he looking for you?"

"I regret it." Tao Sheng smiled, guessing that Jian Miao was in a meeting, otherwise, with the number of ellipsis following him, if it was empty, he would definitely call directly.

"Damn, did you talk to him? Regret, shit, regret, is this something that can be solved by regret?"

"No, I'm home, and he's still downstairs."

"Tsk, let me tell you, young master, don't be soft-hearted, people just owe you, you served him so comfortably at the beginning, now he guesses he is not used to it, so he wants to come to you. You I have to let him go to his house, Bai Yueguang, what is Xiao doing?"

Tao Sheng smiled.

"I know, but his feelings should be true, and I know too." How clearly can you see a person with time?Tao Sheng's answer was that whether Guo Huai lied or told the truth, he couldn't be fooled.

After hesitating for a while, he replied a letter.

"Do you want to go back?"

Tao Sheng looked at the text message, and that night after the rain reappeared in his mind again. If it weren't for his attachment to Xiao Qing, if he hadn't chosen Xiao Qing after so many years, if it wasn't for the car accident, if he hadn't Tao Sheng was not told how hopeless this relationship was, and the answer Tao Sheng gave might be completely different from what he is doing now.

But God only gave him a chance to be reborn, not Guo Huai.

"Do not."

Tao Sheng set off at three o'clock in the afternoon. Fortunately, when he left the community, Guo Huai's car was no longer in the same place. No matter what the reason was, at least he didn't have to go out to go through the scorching eyes. baptism.

At about the same time, Kuang Gan called to ask.

After hearing that Tao Sheng had set off, he was quite happy to stand up. He said that he asked Tao Sheng to go to a place near his house and wait, and then the two of them would go to the supermarket together to see what they wanted to buy.

After hearing the words, Tao Sheng subconsciously wanted to refuse, but when he thought that he didn't know Kuanggan's taste, it was impossible to buy it according to his own guess, so he finally agreed.

Tao Sheng met Kuang Gan at a tea shop. If you read correctly, the other party was wearing a vest and a jacket over it. Although the black sweatpants perfectly outlined the slender legs, it was obvious at a glance. The thinness of it.

"Not cold?" Tao Sheng was a little surprised, "The temperature is almost below zero today."

"It's okay, I'll go back after shopping, it's very close." Kuang Gan had an obvious smile on his face, and put his arm around Tao Sheng's shoulder, "Come here?"

"Take a taxi, and I'll have supper later." Tao Sheng replied with a smile.

Kuang Gan was still a little apprehensive when he stretched out his hand, but Tao Sheng didn't intend to hide from him, a smile appeared on his face immediately, "Okay, what do you want to eat?"

"It's all right, come according to your preference, can you eat spicy food?"

"Yes." Kuang Gan nodded, "My hometown is very good at eating spicy food. Every time I go back to my hometown, I have to eat it to my heart's content, but the taste in City B is much lighter. Don't just let me down, I can adapt to light food. s things."

"No, I also like heavier ones." Tao Sheng took a seasoning packet from the shelf, and Kuang Gan followed him to push the cart.

"How's work?" Kuang Gan asked, looking for a topic, turning his head.

"Resign." Tao Sheng hesitated for a while, but still confessed.

"What?" Kuang Gan was taken aback, "Why?"

"It's not very suitable for me, brother Kuang, look at me, marketing department, okay?" Tao Sheng turned around and smiled at him.

"Oh, I think it's okay." Kuang Gan smiled, "But don't do it if you don't like it. Do you have any plans in the future?"

"Yes." Tao Sheng replied.

"share?"

Tao Sheng smiled, "Actually, it's nothing. I studied Chinese in college, and I have always liked writing and other things, so I want to sit down quietly and do what I want to do."

"Text?" Kuang Gan tilted his head, "Writer?"

Tao Sheng nodded, "Yes."

"Hey!" Kuang Gan straightened his body, "It doesn't mean that our two majors have been mixed together."

"No, no, it's not like that." Tao Sheng shook his head, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "I'll just write and write, and it's almost done. It's too ambitious to stay with the director."

"Come on, what's the big deal? I'm not a saint. I just happen to have a play in March. Come and see it?" Kuang Gan patted him on the shoulder.

"Then I'll call you Director Kuang."

"No, Brother Kuang."

Tao Sheng was amused by his serious appearance, but he still shook his head and refused, "Brother Kuang, I know you want to help me, but I want to leave this matter alone, besides, the better the relationship, the more troublesome it will be if the business gets mixed up, you say yes Bar?"

When Tao Sheng said this, Kuang Gan was stunned for a moment and almost didn't follow behind.

The better the relationship, the more troublesome it is.

Is this an admission that they have a good relationship?

Kuang Gan grinned at the corner of his mouth immediately, and didn't take it back until the two of them arrived downstairs at his house.

Kuang Gan lived in a high-end residential area in City B. Tao Sheng used to come and go to such a place frequently, but compared to Guo Huai's, Kuang Gan lived in a place where the security system was particularly strict.

"This is the star group base in city b, you know it?" Kuang Gan smiled.

"It's the first time I heard that I didn't like surfing the Internet very much before."

"Hey, I still have to go online. Sometimes I go to the mountains to rehearse dramas. The short period is a few weeks and a month, and the long period is three or four months. When I come out, I feel like a savage has returned, and I don't understand anything." Kuang Gan said, and laughed hahaha, "It's always a joke to go out for a meal. In the end, every time I go out of the mountain, I have to sit at home and practice the Internet for a few days."

"Yeah, I'm just a savage who just returned to the city, half-ignorant."

"I'll know after watching it for a while. Speaking of which, I remembered it as soon as you said this. Are you free after the next year? Let's go watch a movie." Kuang Qian seemed to have thought of something.

"The one you took?" Tao Sheng asked knowingly.

"That's right, it's New Year's Eve, it just happens to be the first day of the new year, do you want to go back to your hometown?"

"No, I'll just pass by in city b. Let's check the time." Tao Sheng shook his head and said, "Thank you, Brother Kuang."

"Thank you fart," Kuang Gan pressed his head, "I'll give you back a movie ticket if you cook for me, and we'll go to the suburb you mentioned last time together, how smooth it is."

Tao Sheng was taken aback for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled, but didn't answer.

He's not stupid, not to mention that Kuanggan's thoughts had already been shown on his face as early as in the Four Seasons Garden, and he has never been covered up since then.

He is still looking for Tao Sheng to come out together, which means that he has not given up on his idea.

But to be honest, he doesn't have much repulsion towards Kuang Gan, and he can even say he has a little affection for him. After all, he always feels relaxed and happy when staying with Kuang Gan.

But he never thought that he would accept a new relationship so soon, at least not so soon.

But I can't say why, maybe Guo Huai's behavior stimulated him before, making him want to try to accept it.

He wanted to prove that it was not impossible for him to accept other feelings, so he didn't refuse Kuang Gan's intimacy, nor his invitation, and even followed his will.

But, can it really be so smooth?Or does he really want to choose to cover up the past with a new relationship?

Break through your own principles and do things that you think are unfair or even unwilling to do?

After visiting his house with Kuang Gan, Tao Sheng went into the kitchen silently.

Looking at the fresh vegetables in the bag, Tao Sheng hesitated for a moment with the hand holding the knife.

And Kuang Gan was standing in the living room, looking at Tao Sheng full of thoughts, and narrowed his eyes after a long while.