[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

120 Writing Proposal Reading Consummation

Makishima came back a bit later than I expected, but there was probably something that delayed me, so I didn't think much about it.Yato went out to work with the sound after eating, and he became more active when he got the artifact.

While I was eating, I was scrolling through posts on my mobile phone, and I was busy arguing with the group of guys in the league who were yelling. As a result, I was eating much slower than Makishima. I didn’t realize it until he finished eating, and quickly put down the phone to solve the dinner quickly. Take the cutlery to the kitchen.

"Let me help." Makishima said and walked into the kitchen, which made me stunned for a moment.

This kind of thing is normal in other families, but when it comes to Makishima, it feels weird.I touched my nose, and then followed into the kitchen, should I let go of those past impressions?

"Feel weird?" Makishima suddenly asked while washing the dishes.

I didn't hide anything, and nodded: "After all, you are the 'Master'. Of course, according to the family, there is nothing wrong with you doing this, but even if you really don't do anything, I don't think there is any problem." question."

Makishima was silent for a while, his hands were still wet, he just raised his arm and pressed his elbow on my head: "You just see me as Makishima Saint Guardian, don't care about identity and others. "

A drop of water slid down his arm onto my hair, along the bangs and onto the tip of my nose. It was cool. I don’t know why I suddenly wanted to laugh, so I just grabbed his clothes and buried my head in his arms. Li wiped away the drop of water: "I know."

After speaking, he raised his head again, smiled at Makishima and said, "I have something to tell you later."

Makishima showed a somewhat surprised expression, but nodded and withdrew his hand.

He said he wanted to have a good talk, but now he didn't even know where to put his hands and feet.

Sitting face to face is simply stressful!I don't know how to speak at all!

I put my hands on my knees, intertwined my fingers and twisted them around. I lowered my head and felt that my head was in a mess. I was still struggling with what to say, when I heard a chuckle, and then I was caught The waist was directly hugged into the arms.

Wait, why didn't I know I was so light!This unscientific!

"Are you nervous?" This slightly teasing tone is the most annoying!

I curled my lips, and didn't look at him at all, staring at the clothes on his chest wholeheartedly: "So what?"

"I've done everything that can be done, what else is there to be nervous about?" These words are simply immoral!I clenched the clothes under my hand and squeezed my head into his arms again, my ears were burning with embarrassment.

After a long time, I muttered: "I never thought you were such a person..."

"So what did you think I was like before?" Makishima said and leaned back on the sofa, and I also adjusted my sitting posture, sitting on Makishima's lap, leaning sideways in his arms, and reaching out to grab his A strand of hair, playing with it in his hand.

"In the past, wasn't it the young master?" I thought for a while, "Before the opening ceremony, he was strict, indifferent, calm, rational, and excellent... Well, I still can't see through it. Of course, even now I can't see through it." Toh. After you killed me..."

The arm still around my waist tightened, I hesitated for a moment, but continued.

"Cruel, indifferent, dangerous, crazy... insane." When I said the last word, I suddenly wanted to laugh, and looked up at his side face, "I remember that time in SAO, you should be in a place where you don't know You ran in under the circumstances of the truth, and if you die in the game, you are really dead... That’s not counting, it’s definitely black history for you to turn into Ziyuan’s appearance!"

Just thinking of Shion makes me laugh, hahaha!This is a black history that can be said to be old hahaha!

Makishima's expression softened a little, it seems that the adjectives I just said didn't affect him too much.This also made me breathe a sigh of relief, and continued: "But after coming out of SAO, I feel that you are a lot gentler and more humane, and then in the world of psycho-measurers, I really got to know 'Makishima Saint Guardian' Right? Although you cheated, you did win the bet."

"Chang Shou once told me that I am your deathbed and the key to open Pandora's box. What she said was a bit exaggerated, but it also shows that you really value me and really like me. I I also confirmed it with my own eyes, so I am willing to believe you and want to be with you." After I finished speaking, I felt that these words became hypocritical, and the hair I pulled was wrapped around my fingers a few times.

"The one who knows me best is the enemy." Makishima stroked my hair.

"It's not the enemy anymore, is it?" I let go of his hair, just wanted to laugh and thought it was a good time, and quickly turned to the topic I wanted to say: "But, for me, the problem now is, I don't seem to trust you enough."

"Although I believe that even if a lot of problems come, I won't be afraid and can solve them more smoothly, but I still don't want to expose my relationship with you, I just don't want to have to face a lot of problems because of you. But I also know that you can solve those problems without me knowing, not only me, you also have your own power - I just don't trust you enough."

"Or, don't believe in the relationship between me and you enough?"

The last sentence seemed to be talking to myself, I looked at my hand in a daze, and began to doubt myself.

Do I really like Makishima as much as I thought?Or just because of a moment of emotion?

I chose Makishima because I didn't have anyone else around who would be the "boyfriend"?

"Don't doubt it." Makishima held my hand, his fingertips were a little cold, even though it was always like this, I subconsciously stretched out my other hand to wrap his hand.His tone was still light, calm and gentle, "It's me who doesn't believe it."

I wanted to grab my hair, but I didn't move while holding my hand: "I know I didn't behave well..."

"Because so many things have happened, I can't believe that everything is real now." He said in a low voice, "I am always afraid that you will disappear from my eyes in a second, They would leave me without hesitation, and they would tell me that the relationship they have been getting along with is just charity... I want to lock you up and stay by my side forever."

... At this time, should I shake twice in coordination?

I paused, let go of Makishima's hand, then patted his cheek with both hands with a "slap", pressed it firmly, and stared straight into his eyes: "Who would give alms to such an extent! You If you really do that kind of thing, I will turn my face on you every minute!"

After speaking, he let go of his hand to hold his forehead, as if holding his breath in his heart, he really wanted to slam the door and go back to the room.

I just calmed down and thought for a while, and my heart felt a little sour.

People like Makishima actually say "fear"?He didn't believe it either, but actually he didn't believe in himself.

And when I think that he did this because of me, I can't help being sad.

"I know," Makishima said with a smile in his voice, as if grinding his chin on the top of my head with a feeling of nostalgia, "so I won't do this kind of thing--things that hurt you, I won't Do it again, it’s impossible to do it again.”

"When I saw you killed in SAO, I thought you were really dead. At that time I thought, what can I do? Actually I can't do anything, I never tried to protect, although in SAO I blocked an attack for you when it appeared, but in the end it didn't really protect you." He stretched out one hand, looked at his palm, and said in a flat tone, "I don't understand the meaning of 'protection'."

"You understand." I clapped my hand up, "In the world of psycho-measurers, you protected me from Wangling Lihuazi, and finally entered the Sibyl system to protect that world. "

Makishima was silent for a while, then said with a smile, "It's also because of your existence."

I'd be embarrassed to say that suddenly!I rubbed my face, saw that Makishima was still smiling, and wanted to reach out to pinch his face, but in the end my outstretched hand didn't pinch it, but instead covered his eyes, and then kissed him hesitantly .

Quickly touched and backed away, I withdrew my hand: "Even if we can't completely trust each other, it doesn't matter, the time is still very long, I will spend it with you slowly." Speaking of this, I ticked off mouth, "I will make you believe that I like you, and you have to let me do this. But it doesn't matter if you can't do this, as the key to Pandora's box, I will do my best responsibility."

I really like Makishima, even though there are still many uncertain factors, I don't think about leaving him.

Or, is it something like fate?Already inseparable.

Makishima frowned suddenly, and said, "Actually, I'm still not at ease."

Hello!I rolled my eyes and complained: "Then what do you want, I can't really do what you said, just stay by your side forever? No matter how good it is, there will always be separation... ..."

The voice stopped abruptly, and I looked at the small box opened in front of me, my mind went blank.

"...Foul." It was hard to squeeze out the words from my throat. I almost didn't dare to look at the ring inside. My eye sockets were hot, and it seemed that tears would fall if I blinked.

No one would suddenly take out the ring while talking!It's too foul!Ah ah ah I am not up to date!Obviously, I have seen the ring he was holding before, but now it is just a formal point, and I am so touched that I am so frustrated!

"Well, now I'm asking you formally." Makishima just continued softly, "Will you marry me?"

"I..." My throat seemed to be blocked, I sucked my nose, and felt that I was really hopeless, I was just asking for a marriage proposal... Ahhh, how could I calm down!This is a marriage proposal!The meaning is completely different from the confession, okay?

To use such a big killer at such a time, who taught him!

I didn't say anything, and neither did Makishima, just holding the ring box calmly and waiting, looking at me with a calm expression - I suspect that as long as I don't nod, he will keep holding it up.

"...willing." In the end, he still said this sentence.

What's not to like?You are even ready to get married, so what are you afraid of proposing?

Wearing the cold metal ring on the ring finger of the left hand, there is an inexplicable feeling of being bound.

For Makishima, this is probably a good way to tie me to my side all the time, right?

I spread my five fingers towards the ceiling, the diamond on the ring looked very eye-catching, and I quickly withdrew my hand.

"Do you like it?" Makishima looked quite happy, and then stretched out his hand and interlocked the ten fingers of my left hand.I didn't realize until this time that he was also wearing a ring of the same style on his left hand, and immediately waxed my dullness.

"You put the ring on a long time ago." I curled my lips, "I'm really confident, who was suspecting that I don't like him just now." There is always a feeling that this guy is cheating on me again...using me Is your heart soft!

I gritted my teeth, turned my head and took a hard bite on Makishima's shoulder.

Even so, I won't be really angry.

It is said to be restrained, but to be honest, it is uncertain who is restrained.

I believe in my choice at the moment, no matter what other people think, I have identified Makishima.

Because I love him and never regret it.

The author has something to say: This is the end of Sakuragi-san's perspective, but if you really want to say it, it's not the end. After all, there is still the white-haired perspective that you like to hear~

Well, I didn’t end up unfinished when I read it a hundred times silently, the story has come to a happy ending so far~

The customary concluding speeches should be placed after Baimao's perspective, and then they will be called one by one =v=

So... Tomorrow, let's look at Baimao's tangled mood 233333333, let's start from the main text~

PS customization will start in July, the exact time is not sure, some content will be completed, and the fan will also work hard!Four illustrations and cover~