[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

063 Simple heart.

Motivated by money rewards, the efficiency of the private detective is extremely high. What he ordered that night, by the next night, Makishima Shenghu received the information from the private detective.

As he expected, during the year he neglected Sakuragi-san, Sakuragi-san did change his personality overnight, becoming smarter and braver, no longer being bullied in the orphanage, but daring to Confronting those who bully her is like a straight young pine tree.

Kind of stupid.Makishima Shenghu thought so.

If the traverser really knew about Sakuragi-san's situation, he shouldn't have done this kind of thing in the orphanage. Standing against other children would only make others less willing to adopt her.

As for the so-called "hate" of the children, don't worry about it at all.

And another point of information reported in the data allowed Makishima Seigo to confirm that the traverser was in the same situation as him, and had not obtained the memory of the original owner of the body.

Because of that white cloth skirt.

In the orphanage, there is only one person who has been kind to Sakuragi-san from beginning to end, and he is not afraid that she can see the physique of a monster, and that is the former director of the orphanage who has passed away.

The amiable old man brought Yingmu-san back to the orphanage to grow up, and treated her very well. The other children would hate Yingmu-san, probably because the headmaster loved Yingmu-san more.

That white cloth skirt was a gift given to Sakuragi-san by the dean on her birthday, and not long after that, the dean fell into a deep sleep forever due to years of hard work and illness.

Although the skirt is very old, Sakuragi-san still put it away carefully, probably because of this, the traverser will think that the skirt is very important to wear on the body - for example, when Sakuragi-san saved Makishima Shenghu The skirt she was wearing wanted to evoke Makishima Seigo's memory of what happened that day.

This approach cannot be said to be wrong, but when he noticed that Makishima Shenghu had no impression of this skirt, he simply discarded it... Makishima Shenghu did not continue to think about it, but just put down the information, got up and got out of bed, Going to pour a cup of hot tea in the living room to drink.

The cold moonlight came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows in the downstairs hall, illuminating the room without being dazzling. Just as he was going downstairs, Makishima Shenghu noticed the figure sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

It is not correct to say that it is a human figure, because it is an illusory and hazy light.

That group of light exudes a gentle and soft light blue light, like the light of a firefly that has been softened countless times, vaguely showing the outline of a human being, just sitting there.

Makishima Shenghu walked over and stood beside the light group, and then he could see clearly.

The moonlight and the light of the light cluster are intertwined, but they are very harmonious.

Sitting quietly was——Sakuragi-san.

It should be Sakuragi-san herself, because she is still wearing the white dress that should have been thrown away.

Makishima Shenghu said, "Who are you?"

Even though he knew Sakuragi-san's identity, he couldn't explain why a soul that had taken over his body appeared here, let alone the soul.

However, even if you think about it, you will not get an answer.

The girl looked at him sideways and moved her lips, but no sound came out.

But there was indeed a hesitant and timid female voice in Makishima Shenghu's mind.

"I am... Sakuragi-san."

This tone is more in line with Makishima Shenghu's imagination of Sakuragi-san at the beginning.

Curiosity about the soul made Makishima Shenghu continue to ask: "Why are you here?"

"I... don't know." The female voice was intermittent, as if she would die at any moment, "I'm... sad, so... I want to be alone... I want to cry..."

She blinked, but there was no moisture in her eye sockets.

"Crying is a way to relieve stress. You can express your sadness to your heart's content." Makishima Shenghu said lightly, before turning around and leaving.

He didn't want to waste time on a fragile soul, not to mention that this soul couldn't provide him with any help, and maybe this soul would dissipate in a few days.

"But, I have to laugh." The words suddenly became fluent, "The dean's grandma said, I have to laugh, so that others will think I'm cute and will be willing to adopt me."

"Until she fell asleep, the dean's grandma hoped that I could be adopted and live a happy and stable life. Therefore, if I want to laugh, the dean's grandma can rest assured."

"However, no matter how much I laugh, Grandma Dean is still sleeping. She is lying in a black box with many white flowers on the side. It is very beautiful. I also want to send a flower to Grandma Dean. But the other kids took my flowers and trampled them, saying I wasn't worthy of presenting flowers because I was laughing."

"The dean's grandma clearly said she was going to laugh... I think she saw my cute appearance..."

"That's a funeral." He stopped his movements and looked down at the dazed girl condescendingly. "It's a ritual that the dead must go through. Smiling at a funeral is a sign of disrespect for the dead."

"Will you be hated by the dean's grandma?" Sakuragi-san said in a low voice.

"...No." Makishima Shenghu couldn't understand his sudden soft-heartedness, "Because she likes you, she wants you to do that. There is nothing wrong with what you did, it's just that you don't understand, and neither do others."

"You just have to be yourself." Makishima Shenghu said.

That's right, be yourself, implement your own nature, and show your true thoughts and pursuits, so as to make the brilliance of your soul more dazzling, instead of being bound by various frameworks.

If the body is not occupied, this soul should be able to let him see this, right?But it's just thinking about it, the impossible is impossible, he just regrets it.

"Yeah!" Sakuragi-san nodded vigorously and smiled.

It was indeed a cute smile, but looking at Sakuragi-san in the state of soul at this time, Makishima Shenghu suddenly felt that she was a little pitiful. What came was an abnormal tingling sensation. He even thought that his hand would be cut, but when he retracted it, there was no wound.

Did you get attacked for your nice gesture?Makishima Shōgo narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at the light ball that closed his eyes and dissipated in front of him, and finally went back to the room with a cold face.

That night he had a nightmare—or rather, he watched a "movie" in his dream.

If you want to generalize, that dream is the process of what Sakuragi-san said.

When I woke up, Makishima Seigo was in a very complicated mood, and it was uncomfortable to put myself into other people's memories and feelings, especially the kind of mood that was so sad that my heart was about to be torn apart but was holding on to a smile—— Sakuragi-san knew all about it, but she was pretending not to know, deceiving herself, but she didn't want to face such a painful fact.

So weak, such an act of self-deception.

Makishima Shenghu looked at his palms that had turned black because he had touched his soul, his face was gloomy, he changed into a suit of clothes and walked out of the house, not wanting to stay indoors.

Then, he came to a shop. The shop owner was a mysterious black-haired woman. She just glanced at him and curled her mouth: "People from different time and space, what do you want?"

Ichihara Yuko.Makishima Shenghu quickly recognized her identity.

It seems that this world is more complicated than he thought, and he didn't see the high school student named "Kunhiro on April [-]st" beside Yuko Ichihara. It seems that the "story" has not started yet?

Makishima Shenghu sat down, and since he was recognized by the witch of the dimension, he didn't mean to hide it: "I want to know if there is still a soul in my body."

Ichihara Yuko weighed the long pipe: "Since you are still confused, the transaction should be postponed." She ordered the two waiters to bring the wine, and then said with a smile: "It's good to chat."

In Makishima Shōgo's body, there is indeed a soul, which is the "Makishima Shōgo" of this world.After hearing Makishima Shenghu talk about Sakuragi-san's situation, Ichihara Yuko said that Sakuragi-san's situation is similar, but there are still many differences between the two.

"What's the difference?" Makishima Shenghu asked.

"For example, your time travel is your destiny. The young master should indeed die at that time, so it is unreasonable for you to have a new life. His soul still stays in the body, but there is still an unfinished life. I will leave when my wish is fulfilled in the future." Ichihara Yuko said, took a sip of wine, and then continued slowly: "But that little girl is different, she was forcibly occupied, and she also Not being able to leave one's own body sooner or later causes the soul to dissipate instead of being reborn."

He wanted to say what that had to do with him, but he heard Yuko Ichihara's low smile: "Whether you care about it or not, that little girl has saved you once, and your fate has already been connected, so it won't be so Simply disconnect. Did you see that? The child's memory?"

Makishima Seigo looked at his still black palm with a calm expression.

"Don't worry about that abnormality, that child will appear again, just ask her to take this back." Ichihara Yuko also looked at his palm.

"What's this?" he asked.

"This is the child's pain," Ichihara Yuko smiled, "the light of the soul looks beautiful, right? But it just keeps the image of her body. You will be hurt like this, it seems that the child's The soul is full of things that hurt other people."

Then, what kind of pain does Sakuragi-san suffer from every day in the soul of Sakuragi-san who has produced those things but is still suppressed?Makishima Shōgo was amused by the thought.

Is he sympathizing with Sakuragi-san?Possibly, because it's so incredible.

A few nights later, Makishima Shenghu saw Sakuragi-san again.

He walked over and spread his palms in front of her: "Take your things."

Sakuragi-san just froze for a moment, then put his hand on his palm.Something drained from his palm, and then his palm returned to its original healthy color.

This time, there was no pain in the contact.

He withdrew his hand and asked, "Why did it appear today?"

If the last time it appeared was because the traverser lost the white cloth skirt and appeared sadly, why is it today?That traveler is just living a normal life these days.

"Today? Appear?" Sakuragi-san frowned in confusion, "I just felt that I lost something, so I came out to look for it, and then you appeared." She loosened her brows and bowed calmly: "Thank you You picked up my stuff and gave it back."

After saying this, she disappeared again.

"Oh, don't you remember?" Yuko Ichihara replied, "She didn't know about her body being occupied, and she usually just sleeps in her body. The controller of her body is not her now, so she doesn't know what happened. What, you can only act on subconscious feelings. For example, the skirt is lost, such as finding that you have lost something that will cause harm to others.”

"So, does her memory stay in the orphanage?" Makishima Shenghu frowned.

Now that there is nothing to make Sakuragi-san come out, will she stay in the body until the soul dissipates?Thinking of this, Makishima Seigo felt a sense of discomfort in his heart.

I've only seen it three times—

For the first time, the crying face I saw when I opened my eyes.

For the second time, I endured sadness and showed a smiling face.

The third time, with a calm face politely thanking you.

I always feel like I am growing up. A child whose real age is only eight years old is more stable than some adults. If this is a real performance from the soul, it is too strange.

"It was indeed staying in that period," Ichihara Yuko saw his strangeness, "Her behavior is not strange, the soul will not lie, she is just a child who has experienced so many things?"

As if hearing something funny, Yuko Ichihara laughed.

"She can see monsters, so she can see more ugly things. She knows the darkness of the world better than anyone else. Even if she has a pure and innocent heart, it doesn't mean she is ignorant of the world."

At that time, Ichihara Yuko still didn't say a word.

"Wait until one day, these things that she controlled and accumulated in her heart and didn't want to show them broke the barrier of her innocent heart, what will she look like?"

The author has something to say: Well, there is a bug in the front, but I can actually get around it...【←You are enough】

When I was writing this chapter, I felt that Bai Mao did not seem to be the character who would go to the orphanage to pick up people, so I simply asked Li Hua to pick up the time traveler.

Then, the dialogue in 034 where Baimao took the time traveler home could not exist... Please treat it as the time traveler's delusion. 【← shut up】

Ahaha, the undisguised soul is terrible, isn't it, so Queen Yuko has long recognized the essence of Sakuragi-san.

其实我是个纯洁的妹纸扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2014-04-3021:31:42

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络莎扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2014-05-0101:37:52

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