[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

040 Boring of Cold and Warm

Walking on the way home, I just felt that my footsteps were a little sloppy, every step seemed to be not on flat ground, and my mind was a little dizzy.

The silly words seem to be still echoing in my ears——

"Based on the memories you mentioned, it's very likely that Baimao has... killed you before."

"He couldn't stand the 'Sakuragi-san' who came through time, so he killed it."

"But for some reason, you came back to life."

"Maybe he really keeps you by his side because he likes you, but what does it mean for a person with his personality, even if he likes you? Not to mention why he likes you."

"I still don't know if the young master you mentioned is the same person as the white hair I mentioned. After all, the same person may have the same personality in the parallel world."

"If it's really the same person, then Baimao is probably also time-traveled, so it can explain why he was able to find out that you were time-traveled."

"The problem now is that you have recently acted like the time traveler back then. If Baimao suspects that you are actually that time traveler, with only temporary amnesia, and now that you have recovered, then he will most likely kill you again—— Now that there is the first time, the second time is also possible.”

These words kept ringing in my ears, and I couldn't listen to the rest. When I came back to my senses, I found myself standing in front of the house covered in rain.

When did it rain?I was thinking in a trance, and I reached out to push the door of the house, but someone grabbed my hand. The sudden heat and warmth woke me up a bit, and I looked up to meet the familiar golden eyes, and my clothes were Black—fortunately, it's a nightmare, not the young master.

I squeezed out a smile: "Xiao Hei, are you coming out to pick me up?"

He was holding an umbrella in his hand, and the edge of the umbrella was dripping with raindrops, his whole face seemed to be hidden in the rain and fog, becoming hazy and ambiguous.

"En." The nightmare agreed, then took my shoulders, and walked towards the big house with me holding an umbrella. Drips from the tip of the umbrella wet the dry steps.

I was led into the house, and then the zipper of my clothes was fastened, and I directly pulled it to take it off.Although the body was drenched, but the moment the clothes were taken off, he sneezed in the cold, and then looked at the nightmare with a smile: "At least give me a towel?"

"There are towels in the bathroom." The nightmare's expression was not very good. I think he was probably angry because I didn't let him follow me and got soaked in the rain, so he didn't say much. I took a hot shower, after all I don't want to catch a cold.

When I came out after washing, I realized that I didn't take a change of clothes, and raised my voice and shouted: "Xiao Hei, help me get a set of clothes."

It's not the first time I've asked a nightmare to do this kind of thing, and I felt embarrassed at first, but the nightmare is very happy to be able to help, and it doesn't matter if there are too many times.

After a while, I heard footsteps coming from the door of the bathroom. Just as I was about to open the door a crack, I reached out to take the clothes, when I saw the door of the bathroom was opened directly, and the nightmare stood in front of me, with hands on Still holding the clothes, there was no expression on his face.

...No, the nightmare always knocks on the door and waits for me to take the clothes in by myself.

The air from outside the bathroom came in, and it felt chilly on my skin. Goosebumps appeared on my arms, and I wrapped the big bath towel around my body tighter, looking uncomfortably at the motionless nightmare , tentatively shouted: "Master?"

"Nightmare tapir" smiled softly, then leaned against the wall next to it, not caring about the water vapor on the wall: "Have you finally recognized it? Sakuragi."

I coughed: "Xiao Hei and the young master look alike. I usually only distinguish them based on their clothes and attitude towards me. I'm really sorry if I made a mistake."

Even though I lowered my head, I could still feel the young master's gaze. Thinking of the stupid and cute words before, my body stiffened a little.

A hand suddenly pressed on the bare shoulder in the air, I stepped back reflexively, and the palm slid down the shoulder to the edge of the bath towel on my chest.

Good thing I wrapped the towel tight!I pushed the young master's hand away uncomfortably, and said with a dry smile: "Well, young master, can you give me the clothes first, and wait for me to finish changing if you want to say something?"

The young master just looked at me quietly, then threw the clothes to me, turned around and left the bathroom.

I breathed a sigh of relief, quickly closed the bathroom door, then picked up the clothes and shook them out to change.

...This is your pajamas, master!Since you dared to run into my room as Loki said, you can't do it with a suit!The point is - what about underwear!

I believe my expression at this time has become a broken stone.

Let's bury such a shameless thing in the corner of memory...

I managed to change into my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror in all white. I buttoned up all the buttons again, trying to make it look okay-but the size was too big, and it looked baggy.

I don't know that the plot of changing clothes is a must-have in the Eighteenth Ban!

Glancing at the soaked hat, I thought about rolling it up and stuffing it into the pocket of my trousers, then I walked out of the bathroom, planning to go back to my room and change back into my clothes.

Just now I used the bathroom on the first floor. Sister Tachibana and I have always used this bathroom, and the rooms are all on the second floor. Of course, there is another bathroom on the second floor, which is exclusively for the young master.

But before I went up the stairs, I heard the young master who was sitting on the sofa with his back to me say: "Come here." Hearing that, I just wanted to flip the table: Let me go and change first, please!

But thinking this way, I still walked behind the sofa and whispered: "Young Master, I'll go back to my room first... Uh!" I was spinning for a while, and then my chest hurt.I was held down by the back of the neck and turned over the back of the sofa, fell hard on the sofa, my legs slid to the side along the back of the sofa, and hit the glass coffee table in front of the sofa, the pain made me gasp, and when I looked up Just met the young master's indifferent expression.

Moody, unable to grasp the true feelings... A series of descriptive sentences came to my mind, I suppressed the anger and anxiety in my heart, got up from the edge of the sofa, my knee must have been bruised, but I still had to endure the pain and stand in front of the young master Well, he lowered his head and asked, "What's the matter, young master?"

"Why aren't you angry?" The young master asked rhetorically.

"Because it's the young master." I answered quickly. This is something I've known since I was a child. You can't disobey the young master's orders. You have to listen to the young master's words. Everything the young master does is right.

And... compared to what Chu Meng said would kill me, isn't that nothing?

"You were always angry when you were a child," the young master said flatly, "and then you would jump on the sofa with your hips on your hips and quarrel with me. You are full of a child's heart."

"...That's not what I did." I looked up at the young master, with a firm tone, "That's what another 'Sakuragi-san' did, not me."

As long as you tell the young master well, the young master won't kill me, right?Because I am Sakuragi-san, myself, not the time traveler I used to be.

The young master seemed surprised by my words, raised his eyebrows: "Who told you what happened back then?"

"I just know a little bit about the situation back then. My memory from the age of eight to nine is very vague. At that time, my body was occupied by someone, right? At that time, the young master killed me." I tried to keep my tone as calm as possible. It's just that the palms still couldn't help but clenched tightly.

"When I woke up in the hospital, I thought it was the first time I saw the young master. In fact, at that time, 'Sakuragi-san' had been with the young master for a year. He was actually killed and resurrected in the hospital. Are you getting treatment here?" I asked cautiously.

The young master nodded, stretched out his hand suddenly, and pulled me into his arms.

Hey, what is this unfolding!What happened to the sudden warmth? !

I was so nervous that I didn't know where to put my hands and feet, but the young master said calmly: "You are right, you at that time were much more interesting than you are now."

...It's not a good feeling to be treated like a toy.I chose to shut up and wait for the young master to continue. Now it seems that the young master has no intention of killing me?

"Your real birthday is obviously August 28th, but you regard June [-]th, when you woke up from the hospital and was adopted by me, as your new birthday. That day is the day I killed you."

Can you say this to my face?I was pressed on the back of my head, my chin had to rest on the young master's shoulder, and I could only frown.

According to this calculation... I seemed to really think so at the time, no wonder I remember so clearly that the young master was adopted when I was eight years old-because I recorded the day when I woke up on June 28 as eight Birthday?In this way, my real age is actually one year older than now?

As if he had guessed what I was thinking, the young master continued: "As a result, I celebrated your birthday on August 28th, and you actually thought that celebrating a birthday means that you have grown one year old, so I don't have to think about how to fill it up." You were blank for nearly a year when your body was occupied, and then your birthday was set on June [-]."

...Wait, I'm a little confused, let me clear my mind.

According to this, when I woke up, it was actually more than a month before I turned nine years old, and when I woke up, I thought I was eight years old, and after my birthday was over a month later, I thought I was nine years old... More than a month has passed since I was eight to nine years old, no wonder my memory of eight to nine years old is blurry!

During that time, I was taking care of my body again. I didn’t experience anything, and it’s normal that I don’t remember clearly.

To actually help the young master solve the problem of age, it's really... I have a headache, I was about to reach out and rub my temples, but I stopped before I raised my hands.

Wait a minute, why did the young master tell me this?

The young master continued: "Continue talking about the previous topic, you took me for that nightmare."

Just as I was about to explain, I heard the young master say, "This is already the second time."

the second time?What about the first time?My eyes widened: "Could it be that night?" The night I ranted about that game in the league?

"Yeah." The young master nodded slightly, brushing his hair on his cheek, a little itchy, "It was the time when I said I wouldn't abandon you."

What is wrong with this sentence!Definitely not the confession I had in mind!At that time, I thought it was a nightmare, but now it has become a young master... Please tell me this is just a joke!

Having said that, there was a sentence after this sentence?what is it...

"Actually, the guy who occupies your body is still very useful." The young master said suddenly, and I was also attracted to it, and asked subconsciously, "What?"

"Many of her viewpoints are very novel and have given me a lot of inspiration. At first I did regard her as you, and found it very interesting, but I didn't have the feeling when I was rescued by you, so I gradually became suspicious, and later killed her. Her." The words were so cold-blooded that I shivered.

It sounds like the young master fell in love at first sight when he was rescued by me... Isn't this unbelievable?However, the young master would say that, just because he believes that I am myself, so he won't kill me, right?Thinking of this, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

"I didn't expect that I would feel this way," the young master said as if talking to himself, "When I killed her, I wondered if you—Sakuragi-san meant something unique to me."

"This problem has troubled me for a long time, so I decided to re-adopt you, wondering how far you can influence me."

"But now, I don't want to continue watching. The feeling after the situation escaped control is indeed very novel, but it is enough, there is no need to continue to experience it."

"I'm tired of this feeling, there is no reason to continue with meaningless things."

By the way, what the young master said at the time was...

"I won't abandon you unless..."

As soon as my throat was cold, I couldn't even bow my head. I could only feel warm liquid gushing out from my neck, covering the clothes on my chest with a sticky touch.

"Unless you're dead."

That was the last thought that crossed my mind.

In the image of memory, the silver-white haired boy had a smile on his face that hadn't faded away.

But the fundus of the eye is ice-cold.