[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

031 The Standard of Good and Evil

"If you want to talk about the murderer, who do you think it is?"

"Aren't you the ones who caused such consequences?"

"I just obeyed my own wishes and vented my hatred."

"And the people who caused these hatreds are you, not me, and you will bear the consequences."

"You ask me why I didn't choose to be tolerant? I don't know, this is probably the ugly nature of human beings j□j."

While listening to the heroine's words in the handheld, I unconsciously followed the heroine's words.

It wasn't until someone took the handheld away that he raised his head blankly and looked at the young master standing in front of him. After watching for a long time, he finally realized: "It's the young master...ah, no, I'm not, I'm just playing a game, Those were all lines from the game just now, I just accidentally read them!"

The young master frowned, looking at the screen on the handheld: "Have you been playing this game recently?"

"Well, but it's over now." I secretly looked at the young master's expression, and after making sure he didn't have any dissatisfaction, I said with a sigh of relief, "This is the final ending, and I probably won't play this game again in the future." It's a game, it's really... the pollution of the spirit is too serious."

Two days ago, I asked Gui Mu to get the special version of the game. I played for two full days before I typed out the final ending. What I read just now was the words of the heroine.

"Spiritual pollution?" The young master raised his eyebrows and looked at me, seemingly curious.

I scratched my hair: "Master, you heard the lines I read just now, don't you think that kind of thinking is too negative and heavy? And it's not right at all, because although the male protagonists are the same, but for female protagonists The ones who did those things are not the male protagonists of this week, they don't know anything and just..."

Wait a minute, what's the use of me telling the young master this?The young master doesn't know the plot of the game!

I slapped my forehead with a slap, and said with a wry smile: "Ah, I'm sorry, young master, I seem to have said a lot of nonsense, don't worry about it... But the brainwashing ability of the heroine's words is too strong, I think my complexion is muddy, no I know it will take a few days to recover..."

Before the words fell, I felt something was wrong, and when I looked up, I saw the young master looking straight at me.

"Well, master, what's the matter?" I asked cautiously.Wasn't the young master fine just now, why did he suddenly become like this?

"What did you just say?" The young master narrowed his eyes slightly.

"What did you say?" My heart became more and more strange. I just said something casually just now and asked me to repeat it... What did I say?

I simply shook my head: "I can't remember, young master, did you not hear clearly?"

The young master looked at me for a while, and the scrutiny in his eyes made me feel uncomfortable—did I say something wrong?

"It's nothing." The young master finished speaking lightly, and sat down in front of me, "Speaking of which, I haven't chatted with you for a long time, so let's talk about something."

chat?I think I have chatted with the young master quite a lot recently.

Thinking so, I obediently put away the handheld, then straightened my sitting posture, and calmly waited for the young master to speak, still unavoidably puzzled.

Wait, I remembered, shouldn't it be that kind of "chat"?

"What do you think of the lines you read just now?" The young master pondered for a while, then looked at me with folded hands, "It doesn't involve game characters, background and plot."

Sure enough, this kind of "chat" really hasn't been experienced for a long time.

I complained in my heart, but I calmed down and thought.

This kind of "chatting" was something the young master liked to do before. Sometimes he would think very deeply about a very simple question, and he also liked to ask my opinion.

How can my knowledge be as broad as that of the young master?Besides, life, philosophy, etc. are not topics that I can discuss, but the young master has asked, so I can only express my own opinion.

"Those lines I read just now mainly involve human j□j?" I tried hard to think about how to organize my words, "The ugly human nature that will produce hatred."

The young master raised his eyebrows: "Then do you think human nature is ugly?"

"No," I replied without thinking, "In the final analysis, human nature is determined by oneself, right? Isn't there a word called 'difference in one thought'? This kind of momentary difference will produce different human nature, which will lead to Different choices, right? Then different choices lead to good and evil..."

"Then what is your standard for measuring good and evil?" The young master interrupted me, "Your standard of good and evil is only 'you', and it is up to you to decide. It may be correct in your opinion, What is good is wrong and evil in the eyes of others.”

...I was really overwhelmed by the question all at once.I frowned, and then looked at the young master: "That is my own choice, and I will accept any consequences. But if you want to be kind to others, then this kind of human nature is kind?"

"There is a saying called 'doing bad things with good intentions'." The young master threw out this sentence again.

Ahhh what should I do then!I gritted my teeth: "According to what the young master said, there is no such thing as good and evil, right and wrong, good and bad. But, that is not absolute, right? There is no such thing as absolute right and absolute wrong in this world. Does evil still exist?"

The young master smiled softly: "You are not wrong in saying that."

"Humanity and human nature are two different things. A person's human nature is determined by himself and is related to his experience, but human nature is different. Human beings are a collective, and all human beings will have a common character. , and the darkness that lurks so deep is the nature of human beings."

...Look, look, and start talking about things I don't understand at all.

I raised my chin and said to the young master with a bitter face: "Young master, why do you say that the nature of human beings is a deep darkness? Why can't it be light?"

"Because I don't think human nature is bright." The young master said lightly, "In the Bible, Adam and Eve were tempted by snakes, disobeyed God's order and ate the forbidden fruit, and were driven out by God." Garden of Eden. To be tempted is a manifestation of weak willpower, that is, to have desires, so there is the original sin of human beings.”

"So that kind of behavior is wrong?" I pouted, "Is it just out of curiosity? I think it's normal. If there is no curiosity, then this society will not develop. And I remember the forbidden fruit Is it the fruit of good and evil? It is precisely because of eating the fruit of good and evil that human beings have the ability to distinguish between good and evil."

After thinking too deeply, he began to get angry: "And if you want to say this, God is also at fault, right? If that is the case, don't create the tree of knowledge of good and evil in the Garden of Eden from the beginning! Why is what he said the truth, and it is wrong to violate it? Wrong? If he is omniscient and omnipotent, how could he not have discovered the temptation of the snake? He didn’t let Adam and Eve eat the fruit of knowledge of good and evil, that is, he didn’t want them to understand good and evil, so what good is there?”

"If you don't understand good and evil, you don't need to discuss it now." The young master said with an unknown smile, "In fact, there is no need to consider it from the Bible alone. Religion itself is a kind of spiritual sustenance. Seek protection in it, pray for forgiveness for your actions, but it is still human beings who actually create religion, not so-called gods.”

"...Then why did I say so much before?" I had a headache.

"In order to provide a more interesting point of view," said the young master, "what I want to see is the brilliance of the human soul, not the dust hidden under false cognition."

"...What is your basis for distinguishing between good and evil? I want to see the brilliance of human souls, and I want to confirm that that is the truly precious thing, but now those who don't ask their own will, only live according to the oracle of Sibyl people, is there any value?"

A passage came to my mind, the voice overlapped with the young master's voice, but it also brought severe pain.I pressed my head hard: "Since you say that, young master, you believe that there is light in human nature, right? But you said just now that you don't think human nature is bright... Isn't this statement contradictory? "

"Ah, that's just to get your point of view better." The young master's words seemed to come from far away, "When a person tries to persuade others with his own point of view, it will produce greater power, and new Opinions will keep coming out of your head in order to gain approval.”

"Then... they are all just a part, whether it is light or darkness, good or evil, they are all relative, and they are all just a part of the world." I was dizzy in my head, and I didn't know what I said , just continued subconsciously, "Since they are all part of the world, they have their own freedom. How to treat those lines is my freedom, and how to understand my words is your freedom. I just express my own Opinions, live with your own opinions, none of your business."

After I finished speaking, my head suddenly stopped hurting, and I became sober, and then I saw the young master was silent and didn't show any expression. He just asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"My head suddenly hurt just now." I said honestly, "What I said was a little unconscious, but it doesn't hurt now...Did I say something that the young master hates?"

I don't know where I said this sentence well, the young master regained his usual calm expression, got up and left the study: "Lend me this for a few days."

this?I looked down at my empty hands, and after a while I realized: My handheld!Master, what is the use of borrowing my handheld? !

If the young master wants to play games... I really can't imagine.