[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

022#I'm so tired, I feel like I won't love anymore#

It was so cold, my whole body seemed to be covered with icicles, sinking inch by inch into the ice valley.

Breathing became sluggish and gradually stopped, and even the beating of the heart became weaker.

"It's time to wake up, open your eyes..." Something slid across the cheeks, with a slight warmth, rubbing gently, like a gentle caress, the voice was a familiar male voice, low and gentle.

I opened my eyes suddenly, and there was darkness in my field of vision.

Had another messy nightmare?I looked around blankly, my eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, and I could vaguely see the surrounding furnishings—this is my room?I remember I was sleeping in the study before...

I obviously set the alarm clock on my phone!Although only the vibration is turned on, it is impossible for me not to hear it!And, what about the young master?At that time, the young master was still sitting on the rattan chair opposite me, now I am lying on my own bed, could it be said that the young master did it?

If the young master woke up first, saw me sleeping in the rattan chair, and then carried me back to the bedroom...I always think this is a very amazing or terrifying scene!Why am I always bothering the young master recently!

Just as I was about to hit my head with a pillow, I felt something soft in my hand, and subconsciously raised it to my eyes to see it.It's just that before I raised it to my eyes, I heard a "hiss" as soon as I raised it to my chest, like a breath of cold air.

Ahaha, I know what I'm holding on to...

I turned my head and looked at the young master lying beside me. The golden eyes were clearly visible in the darkness. Although I couldn't see the expression, I think the young master must be frowning.I'm sure my tongue is stiff: "Master, master?"

"Let go." The young master's voice was very soft, I quickly let go as if I was burned, put my hands behind my back, knelt on the bed and lowered my head, not daring to take a breath.

Can anyone explain to me what's going on here?Why is the young master lying on my bed?Wait, I grabbed the young master's hair just now, could it be that the young master kindly carried me back to the room, but I grabbed the young master's hair, and he lay down without leaving?

The brain supplement taught by the people in the league finally came in handy, but I don't want this to happen at all!I watched the young master get up from the bed rubbing the back of his head in confusion, yawned lightly, and said casually, "What time is it?"

Reflexively, I looked up at the luminous alarm clock next to the bed: "22:56." I almost bit my tongue when the time was announced: I remember it was almost 02:30 when I fell asleep in the afternoon, which is almost nine hour!

"I've slept for too long." The young master's tone was unrecognizable, but he changed the subject in the next sentence, "Go prepare supper, mine." After a pause, the young master added: "And yours."

When the young master said this, I also realized that I haven’t eaten anything since noon. If the young master stayed by my side all the time, I’m afraid I didn’t eat anything—he can definitely wake me up!I quickly got out of bed and ran downstairs to the kitchen.

There are enough ingredients in the refrigerator, and I was thinking about what to do, when I heard a familiar voice behind me: "Sapporo Ichiban Miso Ramen." I was so scared that I almost dropped the butter I was holding. go to the ground.

I turned my head and said, "Master, when did you come?" The young master leaned against the wall, didn't speak, and I knew I had slipped my tongue, so I obediently shut up, found a bag of Sapporo ramen, and side dishes, rolled up my sleeves and prepared to do it .

I didn't expect the young master to want to eat this.While unpacking the bag, I thought, Sister Tachibana and I bought this. Occasionally, the young master is not at home for dinner, and Sister Tachibana and I will cook ramen for eating, so there are always some instant ramen in the refrigerator.

However, if it is for the young master to eat, it cannot be cooked so casually.

The side dishes include cabbage, bean sprouts, carrots, seaweed, long onions... Pork and eggs are fine, the young master doesn't eat them.If you want to bring umami taste, you can add MSG and fresh chicken powder to the soup. The taste of the young master is relatively light, so it is better not to add too much.

Smelling the aroma of the fried side dishes, I sniffed, it looked delicious, but it’s not good to eat the same food as the young master, not to mention that if you eat high-calorie food at such a late hour, you will definitely gain weight... or Want to eat meat.

Glancing at the onions in the refrigerator, I immediately gave up eating meat and decided to fry onion rings instead.

After the two kinds of food were put into bowls and plates, I walked into the dining room with the tray, and the young master also stood up straight, went to the dining room and sat down.I put the bowl in front of the young master, intending to eat with a plate full of onion rings, when I heard the young master's voice: "Let's eat together." Before I was surprised, the young master picked up the chopsticks and stopped looking at me. Eat in peace.

Eating at the same table with the young master?I rubbed my face, sat down on the chair next to the young master, carefully looked at the young master, picked up an onion ring, dipped it in ketchup and ate it.Well, it is indeed the culinary skills taught by Sister Tachibana.

Speaking of which, when we were at home, did I have dinner with the young master?As long as I remember, I seem to eat in the kitchen with Sister Lihua, while the young master is sitting in the dining room, with the butler grandpa standing next to him.

"It's been a long time since I ate like this." The young master said suddenly.

I was choked and coughed before looking at the young master: "Well, young master, is this the first time I'm sitting at this table?" Judging from the young master's words, since it's "long time no", it means that it was a long time ago. Have you?

The young master's eyes fell on my face: "It was like this the year I just brought you back."

This time I didn't choke, I almost drowned in my own saliva: "I'm so brave?"

The young master didn't answer me, but asked instead: "Sakuragi, do you still remember the scene when I brought you back?" Why did you suddenly ask this?Although I found it strange, I still recalled obediently, and I still picked up onion rings in my hand and fed them to my mouth.

The scene brought back by the young master, it has been so many years, I don’t remember it very clearly. When I was eight years old, I seemed to have a serious illness. When I woke up vaguely, I saw the young master standing by my bed, and then Tell the person next to you that you will stay with me.

An orphan who was so sick that he was about to die, unexpectedly someone was willing to take it, and for this reason, he provided monthly subsidies to the orphanage where I was.People around said that the young master's actions are too capricious, and I also know that the young master's actions are not worth it at all-I am a monster, I can see monsters, and I will be hunted down by monsters, I am so sorry if I bring disaster to the young master Master.

However, the young master still ignored other people's words, he cured my illness, brought me home, and let Sister Lihua teach me how to work, and even gave me a salary. Compared with my previous life, it is completely different .

So I have to repay the young master well, my life was originally given by the young master.

I roughly described my initial impression, the young master didn't say anything, and went back to the study after eating the ramen.I wanted to say that it was time for a break, but after thinking about it, I closed my mouth again.

The young master always goes to bed late and wakes up early, today he slept for so long because of me, he can't fall asleep even if he continues to sleep, right?Thinking of this, I helped the young master brush his teeth and wash his face, and took out my phone to check it.

The alarm clock was clearly on, why didn't it ring at that time?

With a light hand, the young master took the towel I was holding, glanced at my phone, and said, "I was woken up by the vibration of my phone in the afternoon." Said that I was in a deep sleep and didn't hear?

"What time is it?" the young master asked suddenly.I glanced at the screen of my phone: "23:47." It's almost midnight, but because I slept a lot before, I don't feel sleepy at all now.

The young master didn't put the towel back in my hand, but put it by the sink and looked at me quietly.Being stared at like this, I inexplicably felt a little hairy in my heart, and asked uncomfortably, "Master, what's the matter?"

The corner of the young master's mouth was raised, showing a small arc: "Haven't you cared about it until now? I slept in the same bed with you." This smile looked weird, it didn't look like a joke, and it didn't look like I find it interesting.

I shook my head without thinking: "You don't need to care, isn't the young master doing nothing?" If you want to say it, I don't think the young master will do anything to me, compared to those class flowers in the school or the young lady of the group , I don't have any outstanding points, it's not so much inferiority, it's better to say that I have self-knowledge-how can those shoujo manga plots mentioned in the league happen in reality?

Moreover, if this kind of plot really happened... I pursed my lips, judging by the character of the young master, probably as long as I get tired of it, I will let go?It's not that I haven't imagined that the young master likes me-every girl would hope that a good boy likes herself, but so what?If the young master likes me, will I become different from now?how could it be possible.

The young master laughed twice, and then continued to ask: "What do you think I will do?"

...I seem to have wrapped myself in an inappropriate topic.I coughed, thinking about how to answer in embarrassment, the young master changed the subject again - why do you think the young master is always changing the topic today?

"I also found out about the human blood chocolate today." Yes, you cut my hand and ate my chocolate. At that time, I really thought you were too much, young master.

"The saying in school is not only to eat chocolate, but also to stay with each other after eating chocolate until Valentine's Day is over, right?" The young master's tone was very relaxed, and it sounded like a thunderbolt to my ears.

I jumped up straight away: "Master, do you know this kind of thing? Isn't it only girls who know it!"

The young master nodded: "I just found out by overhearing the conversation between two girls, so I want to try it." Normal people would never think of trying such a thing!Master, your curiosity is really enough!

...wait, try it?Master, what do you want to try?

I believed that my face turned pale in an instant, and I raised my finger tremblingly and pointed at myself: "Master, did you eat my chocolate today?" During the event, didn't he eat the chocolates of other girls?

"I only ate your chocolate," the young master said flatly, "Because only you can satisfy the condition of 'staying with the other person until the end of Valentine's Day', and I have no intention of finding strangers to experiment."

Should I be honored?No, it's another thing that's more important to me.

"That is to say, everything you did today, young master, was just to test the truth of this statement?"

Take me out, participate in activities, make chocolates, eat lunch with me in order to procrastinate for time, and read books and sleep together when I come back, and even let me stay at the table for supper just now.

"...Master, are you just here for the experiment? I was obviously very happy, but in the end, are you lying to me?" Sad... No, it's not this kind of mood, but a more complicated one that I can't explain. know why.

"It's not cheating, it's just concealing, because I didn't cheat anything from you, and you didn't lose anything." Ah, yes, it's not cheating, but I still feel sore in my heart, and I don't want to cry .

Because there is no need to cry at all.I looked down at the phone, it was already past zero, I raised my head again, took a few deep breaths, adjusted my mood, smiled and bowed to the young master: "Valentine's Day has passed, young master, are you okay?"

"I don't feel anything." The young master's answer made me breathe a sigh of relief: "That's good, I'm going back to my room. If there is anything, the young master can call me. Although the young master has slept for a long time, it is not good to stay up all night. Please rest."

I don't know the young master's expression, I just finished speaking dutifully, turned and left.

Suddenly remembered that there is a saying in the league, and it would be appropriate to say it to myself now.

Tired, feeling never love again.