I heard you only see me as a friend

Doubt flashed in Feng Jin's heart, he squatted down and let himself approach Ji Wan who was lying on the sofa.

Ji Wan's eyes fell on Feng Jin's face for a moment, and then quickly moved away.

Feng Jin frowned, and tried to touch Ji Wan's face again, but was avoided by Ji Wan again.

Once might be a coincidence, but twice definitely not.

Feng Xin had never been treated so coldly by Ji Wan, his hands stopped in mid-air, and there was a moment of stiffness.

Feng Jin tried his best to coax his voice softly: "What's wrong, you're in a bad mood?"

Ji Wan didn't speak.

Feng Jin then continued: "Is there someone outside? Bullying you, I'll check it out."

Ji Wan didn't want to hurt anyone else, so she finally said, "No."

"Really not? Then why did it happen suddenly?" Feng Jin asked inquisitively.

Ji Wan was silent, he lowered his eyes, not allowing himself the chance to see Feng Jin's face clearly.

Feng Jin stared at Ji Wan for a long while, and leaned over, wanting to kiss Ji Wan.This time Ji Wan stretched out her hand and directly blocked his face.

"...I have a bit of a cold, and I don't feel well because I haven't slept enough. Don't make trouble with me these days."

cold?

Feng Jin was a little skeptical, but he still stood up and went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of ginger syrup for Ji Wan to dispel the wind and cold.

Ji Wan lay down for a while, then got up and came to the kitchen, trying to stop Feng Jin's movement: "Go and rest, don't help me, I can get what I want to drink by myself."

The water that has not been boiled is buzzing in the pot, and the smell of ginger is wafting in the kitchen.Ji Wan tried to pick up the knife, but before her fingertips even touched the handle, she was sealed in and pulled from behind, pushing him out of the kitchen with a skillful force.

Sealing the sliding door of the kitchen and locking it, Ji Wan wandered outside for a while, then resigned herself to her fate and sat back on the sofa.

Not long after, Feng Jin cooked the ginger syrup, put it in a cup and sent it to him: "Drink it while it's hot."

"Thank you." Ji Wan apologized politely, and he took the cup without touching Feng Jin's fingers at all.

Feng Jin narrowed his eyes, he bent down, and quickly pressed Ji Wan's shoulder before Ji Wan fled: "Why are you being polite to me?"

Ji Wan didn't speak, but clenched the cup tightly.Feng Jin didn't do anything, let him go and let him drink ginger syrup first.

After Ji Wan finished drinking, Feng Jin asked, "Is it good?"

Actually? It's delicious, Feng Jin knows his taste well, and the sweetness is just right, even if he doesn't like this taste too much, he can accept it.The temperature is also slightly hot but it can be eaten without scalding him.

In the past, he thought that this meticulousness was due to his love for him, but now Ji Wan finds out that there may be other unspeakable purposes.

"... Delicious." Ji Wan said softly.

"I don't believe it, unless you let me taste it." Feng Jin said, holding Ji Wan's jaw with one hand, raised Ji Wan's head slightly, and bent down.

This time, he finally got his wish, kissed that piece of soft lips, and tasted the remaining sweetness.

Obviously it happens every day? The action between them? But at this moment, it suddenly seems a little strange.After being kissed for a moment, Ji Wan stretched out her hand to push Feng Jin away.

Feng Jin took the opportunity to sit down next to Ji Wan: "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Ji Wan was silent for a moment, then tentatively opened her mouth: "I don't think you fell in love with me during that summer vacation at all."

Ji Wan has been paying attention to Feng Jin's expression, so she also noticed that Feng Jin's expression was temporarily stiff.

Ji Wan just pretended she didn't find out, and continued: "When I was confessing to you, you were just a friend to me. I just felt that I had been friends for so many years and didn't want to just cut off contact like this, so? Just agreed to it, right? What did I think, and didn’t find out? You were there before? What hints to me.”

Feng Jin's demeanor was imperceptibly relaxed, and he laughed a little: "Why do you suddenly start to struggle with this?"

"You lied to me, I'm not happy." Ji Wan said softly.

"It's not contradictory," Feng Jin hugged Ji Wan, "I've never been attracted to others. At that time, I didn't even understand what that feeling was, so of course I wouldn't hint at you until? You asked me You only understand when you confess."

Ji Wan put her head on her shoulders and closed her eyes.

Until now, Feng Jinye still refuses to reveal anything, refuses to tell him the truth.

If he didn't know the truth and just listened to what Feng Jin said, he would think there was nothing wrong with it.

But Feng Jin said that he began to like him during the summer vacation after graduating from high school, but according to Feng Jin's mother's description, Feng Jin already had that plan as early as the summer vacation when he first went to live in Feng's family.

The man who used him as a tool was just for a better plan to take his career to a higher level.

He can question Feng Jin directly, but so what, Feng Jin can find other reasons to deceive him, for example, to let him stay more at ease and not be embarrassed.

However, if he simply wanted to make him feel at ease and comfortable at that time, there is absolutely no need for Feng Jin to hide it now.Isn't this a very normal and loving, caring thing about friends?

It is like a bucket of cold water pouring down from the head, taking all the heat away.

Ji Wan didn't say much after that, when he went to sleep at night, he dug out another quilt and refused to sleep with Feng Jin.

Feng Jin is not stupid, how could he not notice Ji Wan's indifference? But no matter how he asks, Ji Wan just answers him with "tired".

Feng Jin tried to hug Ji Wan: "Do you want to take a vacation tomorrow? Your body is the most important thing, don't wear yourself out."

Ji Wan took off Feng Jin's hand on her waist, turned her back to Feng Jin and wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, and said lightly: "Don't ask for leave, don't hug me, it's easier to sleep unsteadily if you hug me, that's why? So tired."

After Ji Wan finished speaking, Feng Jin who was behind him didn't touch him again, Ji Wan frowned, his consciousness fluctuated, making him sleep restlessly.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Wan finally fell asleep lightly.

It is already late at night, but Feng Jin still has his eyes open.

He tried again to put his hand on Ji Wan's waist lightly, this time, Ji Wan who was already asleep did not drive him away.

Not only didn't drive him away, Ji Wan unconsciously let out a few hums, leaned back automatically and consciously, and leaned into Feng's arms.

Putting herself firmly in Feng Jin's arms, Ji Wan seemed relieved, let go of her frowning brows, and continued to fall asleep peacefully.

Feng Jin didn't dare to move even once, for fear of waking Ji Wan up, and Ji Wan would distance himself from him again.

Now that he is so close, he can smell the faint scent of shower gel left on Ji Wan's body after taking a bath, but there is only the scent of shower gel.

Recently, Ji Wan is busy, and he is not willing to drag Ji Wan to have some kind of communication in the middle of the night without letting Ji Wan sleep, so now? Ji Wan no longer has his pheromone breath.

Ji Wan was clean, as if she had never belonged to him.

Feng Jin originally wanted to tell Ji Wan today that his research project has made a major breakthrough. If it goes well, it may be officially put into production and listed soon. There will definitely be a storm by then, and he also has the initial capital to fight against his father. .

Even if his father objects to the two of them being together, he can still give Ji Wan a secure enough future.

But now, the future seems suddenly elusive.

Feng Jin forcibly suppressed the panic in his heart, and planned to investigate what happened around Ji Wan the next day? Is there someone talking nonsense to Ji Wan to provoke the relationship between Ji Wan and him.

It will be all right.

Feng Jin stared at Ji Wan for a long time, letting time go by.

-----

Ji Wan woke up the next day, got out of bed, washed and changed clothes, and was about to leave.

Feng Jin strode out of the kitchen after hearing the noise, holding a fried egg in his hand: "I made breakfast, why don't we go after breakfast together?"

Ji Wan took a deep breath and tried to speak in a normal tone: "I don't want to eat, I have to rush over to write a report."

Feng Jin was holding a plate, and the golden fried eggs for two on it still exuded a tempting aroma. He stood there blankly, looking a little helpless.

This man was supposed to be outside? Dominating the wind and clouds, stirring up the wind and rain in the city and staying still, instead of washing his hands here and making soup for him.

This should have been an extremely considerate move, but now, Ji Wan can't even tell how much sincerity there is in it.

Is this Feng Jin deliberately pretending to keep him from leaving?

Is there really someone who can pretend for a few years?

Ji Wan tried to calm herself down: "In a few days, I have something to tell you. You have been very busy recently, but I hope you will be free by then."

"Is there anything we can't talk about now?" Feng Jin asked.

"No, I need a few days to think." Ji Wan refused.

Feng Jin was silent for a moment, the corners of his mouth raised reluctantly, and he smiled: "Okay, when?"

"Three days." Ji Wan looked at the leaves blown away by the wind outside the window, "Three days is enough for me to understand many things."

----

Feng Jin naturally agreed to Ji Wan's request.And Ji Wan also tried to clear her mind, thinking about what to do next.

Calm down from the shock when he just heard the news, he didn't want to be arrogant, and he didn't want to compromise.

He and Feng Jin have known each other for so many years, and they are almost inseparable. Now he just wants to make an objective evaluation of this relationship.

During the time we were together, Feng Jin treated him well enough, and there was no sign of liking anyone else, everything was fine, if there was something wrong, maybe it was... Feng Jin's treatment of him This feeling is not love, but just a disguise.

And the one that is completely wrong, from the beginning of deceit.

There was a ding-dong sound on the phone, and a message was received.Ji Wan took it out to have a look, and found that it was news from Feng Jin.

[The weather is starting to turn cold tonight, remember to add an extra dress. 】

Ji Wan subconsciously typed the word um, then deleted it, and finally got no reply.

----

During these three days, Feng Jin certainly couldn't sit still and wait to die. He frantically searched for any possible reasons that might cause Ji Wan's attitude change, but unfortunately, he couldn't find anything.

Ji Wan wears the pendant he gave him, but once he enters the hospital, in order to prevent the contents of the pendant from colliding with the equipment in the hospital, Ji Wan will take off the pendant when he goes to the hospital. ?It will be put on again after walking out of the hospital.

According to the records, while wearing the pendant, Ji Wan's heartbeat was normal.

What exactly went wrong?

After the first day, Ji Wan's attitude seemed to ease up, but whenever he wanted to get closer, hold Ji Wan's hand, or hug Ji Wan for a while, Ji Wan would Will avoid, needless to say other more intimate actions.

Three days passed by in a flash, and it was time for this season's evening appointment and that night.

"Ji Wan, are you up for dinner at night?" Before leaving the hospital, a doctor asked.

Ji Wan smiled: "No, sorry, I have very important things tonight."

"How important is it? Are you secretly going back to get married?" The old doctor joked.

"You're joking," Ji Wan lowered her eyes, "I don't have a partner...may I get married."