I heard you only see me as a friend

After eating Malatang this time, Ji Wan found that Bai Jia no longer came to talk to him often, and tried to get closer?

Probably after several contacts, I found that Feng Jin was really as insurmountable as the legend said, so I gave up? This goal.

Ji Wan is actually a little worried about Feng Jin's state. Feng Jin is obviously a person who wants to stand on a high ground. Even if he and Feng Jin have always had a relationship? It hasn't faded, but as friends, wait? When everyone graduates and works?, He doesn't live in the dormitory, so he can still see Feng Jin every few days, let Feng Jin take a bite and heal??

After work, most of us can only go home at night, and we can't live with him after we are sealed off.

Ji Wan rubbed the center of her brows to temporarily suppress this worry?

Now that he is only in high school, it's normal that Feng Jin doesn't plan to fall in love. When we get to college and everyone starts looking for a partner, maybe Feng Jin will start thinking about it.

The milk shower gel was unpacked the next day? After taking a shower, Ji Wan felt that his body was covered with a layer of milk smell. He climbed onto the bed and saw that he had finished taking a shower next to him, and was leaning against the bedside to take it. Feng Jin plays games on his mobile phone.

Sealed on the body, it will also smell like milk.

The combination of tall and stern Feng Jin and milk fragrance is as magical as Snow White dancing with Monkey King, which is beyond imagination.

Ji Wan's curiosity couldn't be suppressed.If he just met Feng Jin, would Ji Wan restrain himself? But now that he has known Feng Jin for so long and has a good relationship, Ji Wan decided to be bold.

Ji Wan approached Feng Jin's shoulder as quietly as possible, wanting to smell it.

Seeing getting closer to Feng Jin's shoulder, Ji Wan's lower jaw was suddenly pinched by a big hand.

"What are you doing?" Feng Jin turned his head and raised his eyebrows.

"... Smell it?" Ji Wan said honestly.

Feng Jin's fingertips pressed against Ji Wan's cheek, the skin there was warm and soft, making one not want to let go.

Feng Jin released his hands restrainedly, poured his upper body towards Ji Wan, and asked softly, "What do you hear?"

The two were so close, and the common milk smell on their bodies mixed together that it was hard to tell who was who.

Ji Wan smelled the milk shower gel that was sealed into her body, it was so fragrant and sweet that it made people want to take a bite.

Feng Jin and the smell of milk really don't go well together, but thinking that this is Feng Jin's preference that has been carefully hidden for many years, Ji Wan still complimented his conscience: "It smells good, you really match the smell of milk."

Feng Jin: "..."

"That's good." Feng Jin laughed, "You also buy it with me in the future, and I can use it like this every day, otherwise I won't be able to use up such a big bottle."

Ji Wan nodded seriously, and was about to agree, when Feng Jin suddenly lowered his face: "Is it my pheromone that smells good, or this shower gel?"

Ji Wan: "...your pheromone smells good."

Feng Jin snorted, turned around, and hooked the corners of his mouth.

Although the class process is speeding up day by day and there are many exams, but when it comes to statutory holidays, the school will still have a holiday for the students to go to the festival.

Monday is the Qingming Festival on April [-]th, and the school has three days off in a row, so that the weekend and Qingming will be connected together.

It is always rainy at this time. On Saturday, Ji Wan changed into thinner clothes and went home from school.

Ji Wan's family has been preparing for it a few days earlier. For Ji's family, Tomb-sweeping Day is a very important festival, so it's impossible not to prepare well.

"Old Ji, the company has been very troubled recently, so we need to burn more paper money for our ancestors this Qingming Festival." The stepmother said while calculating if there is still something missing, "There is still a roast suckling pig that needs to be used, surely? Yet?"

"Don't worry, I have everything ready. We will set off early in the morning on Qingming and come back in the evening." Father Ji said.

Seeing that this matter was about to be settled so happily, Ji Wan, who was eating quietly, opened his mouth: "Dad, you don't want to go take a look with me this year?"

There was a bit of embarrassment in Ji's father's eyes, and he immediately reprimanded: "Why are you so ignorant, the company's income is not good this year, so of course we must hurry up and go back to worship our ancestors, and next year Dad will go with you again."

Ji Wan didn't raise his eyes, his long and thick eyelashes drooped, casting a shadow on his cheek: "You said so last year, and the year before last."

The stepmother smoothed things over gently and softly: "Xiaowan, why don't you visit your mother on weekends, and come back with us on Ching Ming Festival, how nice it is."

"No." Ji Wan's voice was rare and cold, "The memorial day is April [-]th, and it is impossible to change the date."

The stepmother stopped talking? There was silence at the dinner table.

Ji's father smoked a cigarette irritably. I knew that it would be too much to talk about if I didn't see my dead ex-wife for so long. I didn't want to say: "I'll get up half an hour early to go with him? You guys go back first, and I'll hurry up." Come here."

"Well, that's the only way to go." The stepmother said, "Xiao Wan, your father still loves you."

Ji Wan didn't say anything, just lowered her head and drank? A mouthful of soup.

On the day of Ching Ming Festival, the sky has been overcast, with continuous drizzle.

At around seven o'clock in the morning, Ji Wan followed Ji's father out to the cemetery where his biological mother was buried.

Ji Wan made a reservation in advance? A bouquet of chrysanthemums was delivered to him by the sender early in the morning, so that he could take this bouquet to visit his dead mother.

It was too early, when Ji Wan came to the cemetery, there was no one in the whole cemetery.Ji Wan cleaned her mother's tombstone and put flowers on it.

A black-and-white photo was printed on the tombstone. It was a beautiful woman of all kinds. Her eyebrows were [-]% similar to Ji Wan's, but the outline of her whole face was softer and more feminine than Ji Wan's.

Ji's father stood there for a while, and said to Ji Wan, "When you come to see your mother, don't bring more food and paper money."

"She doesn't like to eat." Ji Wan squatted in front of the tombstone, her eyes were cold, "She didn't eat much when she was alive, and she didn't have a good appetite."

Father Ji didn't speak for a long time again. He went to the side to smoke a few cigarettes, and came back after more than two or ten minutes: "It's time to go? You're about to take the college entrance examination too? Come back with me to worship your ancestors, let The ancestors bless you to do well in the exam, and also bless you to have a better relationship with the people around you."

Ji Wan frowned slightly: "I won't go, just go by yourself, I'll stay here? Be with mom."

"Nonsense! Do you think you haven't gone back to worship your ancestors in how many years?? The spirits of your ancestors in the sky will forget you? How can you bless you and keep you on good terms with your friends?" Father Ji scolded.

The thin raindrops wafted slightly wet Ji Wanya's black hair, making the black look more intense, and the face under the black hair became paler.

Ji Wan's black and white eyes are almost exactly the same as his mother's.Ji's father met Ji Wan's gaze, which overlapped with the black and white photo on the tombstone, which made him feel terrified for some reason.

"The spirit in the sky?" Ji Wan's voice was like a ghost, floating in the drizzle, "If there is really a spirit in the sky, Mom saw that you happily married her in the second month of her death? New partner, the child is still with you I am the same age, I will definitely bless you in heaven."

Ji's father was superstitious in the first place. Hearing what Ji Wan said, he felt a chill creeping up from the soles of his feet.

"What do you understand? Betas don't understand the psychological and physical entanglement and the collision of pheromones that occur between alpha and omega after they have been marked for life. Every alpha will do this when it meets an omega that suits it. It's not my fault, your mother will understand!"

Ji's father struggled to finish speaking, hurriedly walked, and fled in despair.

The continuous rain and fog seemed to be thicker. Ji Wan's umbrella was put aside, but he didn't have any intention to open it, and let the rain fall on his body, covering his whole body with a layer of ice cold.

Will he be here in previous years? After staying for a day, Ji Wan sat on the ground, lowered her head, and stared at the picture of her mother.

Ji Wan doesn't know how long it has passed, the rain and fog falling on her body stopped, and the light above her head also dimmed?

Ji Wan looked up and saw a big black umbrella propped above his head, helping him to block all the drizzle that would fall on him.The alpha holding the umbrella had a handsome face, frowning, and stretched out his other hand to press on his head.

"Is your hair wet?" Feng Jin said in a deep voice.

The palm of the big hand placed on the head was scorching hot, and the coldness was dispelled from the parts it touched. Ji Wan's heavy heart? For some reason, he also relaxed.

"Why are you here?" Ji Wan smiled and introduced to Feng Jin, "This is my mother."

"Hello, Auntie." Feng Jin restrained his hostility, and obediently bowed to the woman on the tombstone.Then he remembered something, put the umbrella on the ground to cover Ji Wan, and left in a hurry.

After a while, it was sealed in and then returned, holding a few fruits and a towel in his hand.

Feng Jin placed the fruits neatly next to the flowers, and said solemnly: "It's the first time we met, and I didn't bring anything good. Auntie, please try this first. Next time I see you, I'll bring some more."

"...This can't be, you took it from your ancestors." Ji Wan said it with difficulty.

"Yes." Feng Jin answered frankly, "They won't care."

Ji Wan belongs to him, and Ji Wan's mother is naturally part of their family. He brings some food from home, what's the problem?

Ji Wan was speechless, only thought that Feng Jin was the same materialist as him and didn't believe in ghosts and gods, so these taboos didn't matter.

Feng Jin didn't care if the floor was dirty, and sat down next to Ji Wan.In order for an umbrella to cover both of them, the shoulders of the two are close to each other.

"You came here to worship your ancestors, right? Is it okay?" Ji Wan asked softly.

"It's okay, my parents are busy, this kind of activity is done very quickly, it's over already." Feng Jin said as he opened the towel in his hand, spread it on Ji Wan's head, rubbed it on his hair, and put it on Moisture blots dry.

"I'll do it myself." Ji Wan wanted to press Feng Jin's hand, but Feng Jin's strength didn't stop at all.

Ji Wan took a step back and went to catch the umbrella in Feng Jin's other hand. This time, Feng Jin let go of the handle? Let Ji Wan hold it, and use both hands to help Ji Wan wipe her hair.

After wiping her hair, Feng Jin put away her things, turned her head and looked at the tombstone with Ji Wan: "Your mother is very beautiful, she looks very similar to you."

"……Um."

Ji Wan opened her mouth, wanting to say something.Silent? Years of desire to confide surged in my heart, and a gap was opened in the tightly closed box. Maybe it was the right time and place, or maybe the right person, and the things inside were rushing out desperately.

"My mother is also a beta." Ji Wan said softly, "A beta who believes that as long as she works hard, the alpha she likes will stay with her for the rest of her life."

Feng Jin's expression became solemn for a moment, but Ji Wan didn't notice it.

He leaned on Feng Jin's shoulder and whispered: "I heard later that shortly after marriage, my dad often smelled of omega pheromone, but she couldn't smell it, and neither could I."

"Later, she fell ill and passed away? But before she left, she didn't know that my dad had an omega outside."

Ji Wan smiled? Laughed, her slender fingers touched the cold tombstone, and gently brushed over the black and white photo: "It's also a kind of luck."

Feng Jin comforted: "Auntie has gone to a place where there is no pain."

"Yeah." Ji Wan nodded, "I hope she won't look for Alpha in the sky anymore?"

After a long silence, Feng Jin said again: "No wonder, you never considered finding Alpha as your boyfriend, and you asked me to stop them."

Ji Wan smiled and shook her head: "What are you looking for? I don't have pheromones, and I can't smell pheromones. I may not even know about his blatant cheating. What's more, I have a heart disease, and I died of anger when I found out about cheating." Maybe? Ao is a match made in heaven, and if I get a b, I won’t join the match?."

won't cheat.

The thought that other people's pheromones would get on Ji Wan's body through him and seal it in my heart? I felt nauseated, and I almost wanted to travel through time to chop up the self who might become a scumbag.

Countless words came to Feng's mouth, but he couldn't say a word, he could only bury it deep in his heart.

"What if there is an alpha plotting against you, what should I do?" Feng Jin seemed to have a sudden thought, "Have you watched TV, the powerful alpha only wants you, you would rather die than follow, and start a ninety-year-old war." The episode's sadomasochism? Deep."

Ji Wan: "..."

It can't be seen that Feng Jin has a wide range of interests and hobbies.

"...Don't watch too many TV series." Ji Wan was helpless, "How can there be such a powerful and careless alpha, instead of chasing omega and chasing me for a beta?"

"Besides, there is still you here," Ji Wan slammed into Feng's shoulder, "Brother Feng is covering me."

As the rain intensified, it made a rustling sound when it hit the umbrella surface, and the chill intensified. It seemed that only the person leaning on it was the only source of heat.

Feng Jin put his arms around Ji Wan's shoulders, and said softly, "Okay, Brother Feng will cover you."

It was getting late, and Ji Wan was about to leave.

He doesn't plan to go home, anyway? There is no one at home now, so it's better to go back to school directly.

He ate some food outside with Feng Jin first, then Feng Jin chatted with him, chatting and chatting, somehow they got to the point of individual differences.

"Each alpha has the gender of each alpha, how could it be the same. It's like the stereotype that alphas love sports and have good physical strength. Doesn't that guy Kong Liyan play games every day and run a few hundred meters to ask for it? He Same old life." Feng Jin said.

Ji Wan also remembered that in the last school sports meeting, Kong Liyan hung on him like a dead dog after running 800 meters?

Ji Wan smiled for a moment: "Indeed."

Just like the public thinks that alpha likes the simple and neat style, but Feng Jin also likes the cute, soft and cute things.

"The public's stereotypes are still heavy." Feng Jin didn't go further into this topic so as not to arouse Ji Wan's vigilance. "However, exercising is still very good. Exercising more can help you relax."

Ji Wan and Feng Jin walked to the campus, they passed by the stadium, maybe because of the holiday, there were not many people on the school stadium, it was rarely empty.

Feng Jin looked at his mood today? He was obviously not in a good mood. No matter from which angle he looked at Ji Wan, he was a little depressed. Stop?

"Do you want to play basketball?" Feng Jin asked.

"...Huh?" Ji Wan's reaction was a bit slow, "I don't know how to play basketball?"

"It's not easy, I'll teach you." Feng Jin smiled, "Brother Feng's basketball teaching is not something everyone can learn, you are blessed."

"That's it." Ji Wan also laughed, "Thank you, Brother Feng."

Feng Jin quickly returned to the dormitory to pick up the basketball, and brought Ji Wan to the basketball court.

Ji Wan followed Feng Jin's instructions and prepared a defensive posture, and listened carefully to Feng Jin's explanation.

"...When you're dribbling, pay attention to the action of the opponent, make fake moves to confuse the opponent, shake him and move forward, like this."

As Feng Jin said, he made a gesture of dribbling the ball to the left, then quickly pulled back to the opposite direction in the next second, passed Ji Wan before Ji Wan could react, and made a three-step layup at the end, as if he could fly Pulled up and dunked the basketball into the basket?

The basketball rolled to the ground with a thud, and Feng Jin was hanging in the air while holding the ball hoop with one hand. He let go of his hand and fell to the ground easily.

Ji Wan picked up the ball and clapped her hands: "Brother Feng is really amazing."

Feng Jin laughed? Laughed, and made a defensive posture: "You try."

"...so fast?" Ji Wan said in disbelief, "I only watched you demonstrate once."

Feng Jin nodded: "You can."

"Okay, I'll try." Ji Wan also knew that no matter how hard he practiced today, he couldn't surpass Feng Jin, so he recalled Feng Jin's actions just now, dribbling.

Feng Jin's eyes fixed on him, like a wolf staring at its prey trying to escape.Ji Wan felt an indescribable oppressive force. Presumably, on a real court, the opponents who are locked into the mark must be under great pressure.

With the thought that he will be blocked by Feng Jin, Ji Wan feinted and successfully passed Feng Jin. Feng Jin's intercepting fingers could barely touch his arm.

Ji Wan: "?"

Brother Feng's water is more generous than Huangguoshu Waterfall!

Ji Wan didn't look back, but looked at the basketball hoop that was getting closer.

If the ball is successfully shot, then he is also the one who can score basketball points in front of Feng Jin!

It can be blown in front of Fengjin for a whole year.

Ji Wan is eager to try, and the next step is a three-step layup.His jumping ability is definitely not that good, he should choose to throw the ball, but...

Feng Jin's figure leaping into the air came to mind, his handsomeness and heroism cannot be described one ten thousandth of him.

Ji Wan pursed her lips and jumped up too.

However, the moment Ji Wan just took off, he knew it was going to die? Not to mention his jumping ability was only about half a block higher than the basketball hoop.

However, at the moment when he jumped to the top, someone hugged his waist and lifted him up.Ji Wan raised herself up, touched the basketball hoop with her hand, and successfully threw the ball into it.

Did Ji Wan hear it? Feng Jin's voice: "Excellent, dunk."

Ji Wan lowered her head, her face was sealed in the position of his chest and abdomen, that handsome face was full of smiles, and there were exaggerated acting skills that anyone could see: "It's really strong to dunk the dunk at the first time, Teacher Ji deserves to be the one who can dunk me, I am willing to bow down."

Ji Wan was stunned, and couldn't help laughing? He got up, gloomy? The mood of the whole day? After the cloud was turned, only sunshine remained.

"Put me down." Ji Wan hammered Feng Jin's shoulder, and said with a smile, "How can you hug the teacher's waist? It's a big treason."

Feng Jin didn't let go immediately, he hugged Ji Wan around a few times before letting go reluctantly.

But after letting go, Ji Wan didn't go far to a safe distance, but stared at him.

Feng Jin wiped his face, a little nervous: "What's wrong?"

"Fold in." Ji Wan said suddenly.Feng Jin's tension intensified, and his body even stiffened unconsciously.

Why is Ji Wan so serious all of a sudden? He hugged Ji Wan's waist just now, and the little thoughts inside? He thought it was well hidden, but was it discovered?

Feng Jin didn't have time to think too much, Ji Wan hugged him, his mind went blank.

Ji Wan closed her eyes, buried her face in Feng Jin's broad shoulders, and said softly, "Thank you."

Maybe Feng Jin will meet more and better friends in the days to come.Maybe he will gradually withdraw from the stage of sealing life in the future and become an ordinary passerby.

But he will remember this day, this moment.

For the rest of his life, he will regard Feng Jin as his best friend.