Xu Wei is Kashuer's special recruit, because of his S-level mental power, he became a preparatory club for students in the first district before the military training started.

There were not many students enrolled that year, only a few thousand, and the chief instructor gave a military training model of two-two-group competition.

Unfortunately, Xu Wei and Shan Chen are opposite groups.

When they met for the first time, Xu Yun felt that Shan Chen smelled very fragrant, an intoxicating smell.

At that time, he was still thinking that the perfume was sprayed too much...

Although it smells good.

In the first military training class, the two of them, as the best players in the two groups, started to fight at close range. , has been pushed to the ground by Shan Chen, and the instructor announced that Shan Chen won.

Xu Yan returned to the team, Xiao Xiao complained: "This man is cheating, I don't know what he sprayed on his body, it's too fragrant..."

The teammate looked at him suspiciously: "Are you hallucinating? I didn't smell anything, and he's neither Alpha nor Omega. Where did the smell come from?"

Xu Yan didn't believe in evil. In the second fighting class, he and Shan Chen came and went many times. He was almost able to win the fight twice, but he couldn't fight.

Because once he made a move, Shan Chen would be injured after falling to the ground, which was too dark.

Xu Yun couldn't understand his soft heart, but when he thought of Shan Chen getting hurt, he couldn't help feeling a little uncomfortable.

However, Xu Wei had to admit that, as a Beta, Shan Chen actually had the talent of S, and his ability displayed on weekdays was no less than that of most Alphas, and it could even be said to be far better than most Alphas.

He deserves respect from others.

But Xu Yun still has doubts about the fragrance of Shan Chen. The main note is a faint mint smell, which is a bit cool at first, but after smelling it for a long time, the tail note has a little lemon fragrance, mixed with a touch of wine, which makes people feel People are fascinated.

Because they are preparatory students in the same district, they live in the same apartment building and on the same floor.

Once, after Xu Yan had a fight with Shan Chen, he returned to the dormitory and followed someone into the bathroom, blocking him in.

He put his hand on Shan Chen's ear: "May I ask... what perfume do you wear?"

Shan Chen didn't mind his behavior either: "Guess?"

Shan Chen already knew his life experience from his mother, and his father was a Zerg, so when Xu Yan asked him, he was not puzzled, but a little surprised.

"I guess..." Xu Wei suddenly approached Shan Chen, "You can't be an Omega, are you? Deliberately pretending to be a Beta?"

"If so?" Shan Chen smiled, and he asked in Shan Chen's ear: "Do you like my pheromone?"

Xu Yi replied almost subconsciously: "I like..."

After he finished speaking, he felt a little annoyed, but ignored the pity in Shan Chen's eyes.

"Then what should we do?" Shan Chen leaned close to Xu Yun's neck and took a light sniff: "Although I can't smell your pheromone, I still like you a little bit."

He lightly brushed Xu Wei's lips, like a casual accident.

Shan Chen unzipped his trousers, and raised his eyebrows at the stunned Alpha: "Are you standing here, are you going to help me?"

In all fairness, Shan Chen was not a good person emotionally when he was young, he was young and energetic, and when he knew that the Alpha pair in front of him could not resist his pheromone, he thought of teasing him a little.

No one expected that it would turn into the latter. Every fight between them turned into ambiguity and entanglement with room for ambiguity, from the very first kiss to the point where hugging was unsatisfactory.

That accident caused them to lose contact with the headquarters in no-man's land for several days. Shan Chen half-jokingly half-seriously said to Xu Yun: "Without support, I can only cut meat for you to eat."

Xu Yun was obviously seriously injured, but when he heard this, he still said anxiously: "Then you might as well kill me."

Of course Shan Chen would not do this, for an Alpha, it would be easier to kill him than to let him survive by eating his own Jinx's flesh.

So Shan Chen decided to take a gamble. He roasted the meat of the mutated wolves outside with hot fire, tried a few bites himself, and after waiting for a while, he found that there was no problem, so he took it back and fed it to Xu Yun.

The environment he lived in since he was a child made him never think that there would be a day when he would take risks for others in the future.

They successfully waited for rescue.

After ten days of recuperation, Xu Yun was still very weak. Shan Chen admitted that he was a jerk, and when Xu Yun couldn't beat him and couldn't resist him now, he started to think badly.

Shan Chen went to Xu Yun's house to visit him, and he raised Xu Yun's chin: "Poor little girl, don't you want to sleep with me? I'll satisfy you."

"Conditions?" This was Xu Yi's first reaction.

"You let me." Shan Chen kissed Xu Wei's gland.

At that time, Xu Yi already knew the connection between Jinx and himself, and he knew that from the first meeting, there was no way for him to escape.

He heard himself say, "Okay."

On weekdays, they are evenly matched in fights, and they have wiped and fired/fired several times, and finally stopped. Shan Chen has never been a subservient character. As an Alpha, Xu Yan's aggression is even more instinctive.

In the end Xu Yan took a step back, not because he couldn't resist, but because he knew that he had to be Shan Chen, but the reverse was not necessarily the case.

But he is still willing to meet all Jinx's demands, and silently endures the intrusion/intrusion he gives.

Shan Chen didn't mark his intentions, Xu Yun had already found out.

Shan Chen acted fiercely and ruthlessly, trying everything to possess him, but every time he just brushed around his glands, without any deep meaning.

Xu Yi didn't take the initiative to ask for anything, he couldn't say it.

As an Alpha, he is willing to be held down by Shan Chen, which is already his biggest concession.

No one thought that this spring night would make them miss it for decades.

It also made Shan Chen rejoice countless times. Fortunately, he didn't mark it at the beginning, otherwise how would Xu Yi spend these decades?

But Xu Yun didn't know this, he once really wanted to hear Shan Chen say that they were in love with each other, but he didn't hear the news of Shan Chen's death.

Maybe he'll never hear it again.

It is no longer possible to know how much the boy liked him back then, or if it was just for fun.

No one knew that Xu Yun had tried to commit suicide.

He stabbed himself in the chest with a knife.But seeing the blood flow more and more, he regretted it again.

It wasn't that he regretted choosing death, but he suddenly felt that he should drag Yuan Muxiya into the water before he died.

General Jiang Zhengan sent someone to find him and said he could support him.

Xu Wei took advantage of the situation and began to climb up, while he deeply remembered Shan Chen's original dream, even as time passed, he couldn't tell whether Shan Chen's original words were just a joke.

It was a long time ago, the two were tired from training and drank together. Shan Chen held the beer can and looked at him half lightly and half seriously: "My ideal is to protect world peace."

Whether it is fake or not, Xu Yun has believed it for many years, many years.

With Shan Chen's ideal as his goal, he worked hard to make achievements.

He doesn't care that there are more and more indelible scars on his body, and he doesn't care that he has been in a desperate situation countless times. Only when he is on the verge of death can he truly feel that the one who is alive now is Xu Yan.

But living alone is too hard, even the air becomes a knife, and every breath is dripping with blood.

On the doctor's advice, he performed this operation - mect.

This is an operation for the treatment of mental illnesses. Most of the patients are people with severe traumatic stress disorder from the battlefield, and some of them are Alpha or Omega whose glands have been polluted...

Only there was no Alpha like him who had no family history, no history of mental illness, and a mentally strong Alpha to perform this operation.

One of the more obvious effects of the treatment after this operation is that the patient will not damage the memory of the past, nor will he forget the people and everything around him, but his mood swings will become extremely weak.

The painful, happy, desperate, and heart-pounding moments cannot cause emotional fluctuations in patients after surgery.

Including the reappearance and reoccurrence of someone or something that made him crazy and obsessed, it is difficult for the patient to have strong mood swings.

It seems to have lost empathy, and it seems to see through the world.

If Xu Yun were to describe it, after this operation, he looked at all the people and things around him as if they were separated by a thin layer of fog, like a silent farce, like everything that happened in the past and now, all of them Nothing to do with himself.

Except Shan Chen...

Except Shan Chen.

After the operation, Xu Wei's mood improved a lot, and when the doctor deliberately mentioned the name of Shan Chen in front of him, he would no longer show how painful it was.

But only Xu Yan knew that the throbbing pain in his heart was not much milder than before the operation, and even more intense.

Fortunately, he is used to it.

He is used to his heart against his own mind, to love, to miss a person who will not return.

When he has nothing to do and no wars in his spare time, he will use the tip of a knife to engrave a well-known name on his chest stroke by stroke.

Watching the blood slide down the skin and onto the white sheets, he will find it difficult to feel happy.

In the year when he was promoted to admiral, Xu Wei had a chance to kill Yuan Muxi, but he didn't do it in the end.

It wasn't because Yuan Muxi told him that Shan Chen might still be alive.

It was because killing Yuan Muxi was contrary to the ideal that Shan Chen might have said casually at the beginning, so he let Yuan Muxi go.

Decades have passed, and the name on Xu Yi's heart is still vivid, and he is still undergoing such extremely damaging surgery as mect...

He still loves him, but he no longer wants to meet again.

The more time passed, the more Xu Yan suspected that the joy when he was young was just a one-man show sung by him alone, and it was just a dream with many gorgeous decorations added by him.

In the year when he wanted to support Yuan Miao to replace him, Xu Yun no longer had such strong thoughts of seeking death, but he didn't want to live too much either.

So he told Yuan Miao, when you have the ability to control everything, you can do whatever you want to revenge or torture, as long as you don't let him live.

In the decades of solitude, it was rare for Xu Yi to have a glimmer of hope.

Looking forward to the day he dies.

Xu Yun didn't know whether he would reunite with Shan Chen in another world after his death, or after he went to another world, Shan Chen who hid in a certain corner of the world would bring a bouquet of flowers to mourn him— —

Or have already forgotten him.

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