The second marriage of the stars

I want to have another baby, the mute couldn't believe his ears when his beloved partner said so.He secretly pinched his thigh fiercely, but it was not a dream.Seeing that the other party looked normal, he didn't look like he was brainwashed by Arthur, and of course he couldn't see that he was joking.But if it's some kind of temptation, wouldn't he be deducted points if he rushed forward anxiously at this moment?

After thinking about it, the mute didn't dare to act, but put the food on the table.Two vegetarian and one meat plus lazy rice, full of color, flavor and nutrition, the portion is just enough for two adult men to finish, so there will be no waste.

Xing Zou was not polite at all, he picked up the bowl and started it as soon as he was on the table, there seemed to be nothing wrong, and his appetite was better than usual.Sao Guang's delicious meals were not enough, he chewed a few pieces of spicy beef jerky, and took out the apricots that were honeyed in the earthenware urn and planned to make wine.

The mute was afraid that he would spoil the food, so he hurried to look after cleaning the kitchen, only to find his overfed lover laying on the bed to digest food, looking very cute.Dumb never thought that a 30-year-old middle-aged man would be associated with such words as cute and cute, but his current appearance really moved people's hearts.The man couldn't help but walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed, reaching out to caress the slightly swollen belly from eating too much.

"I'm not pregnant again. There's only food and poop in it. Why are you touching so affectionately?" He knocked off the big hand, pulled the man to lie down together, found the most comfortable position to lean against his strong chest, and asked softly: " Pu Ning, do you like children?"

Like - these two words are written in the palm of Xingzhao's hand.

The mute hugged him from behind, and the two snuggled together. The warmth and ease brought by this intimacy sometimes outweighed the passion and excitement. This is why a man can endure a long time without venting, and he is unwilling to force the other party to have intercourse with him. main reason.Of course, I was also afraid that my impulsiveness would frighten the already scarred Xingzhao, and the other party seemed to be very satisfied with the days without that aspect of life, except today!

He forgot where he read such a report, saying that daily companionship can increase the emotional connection between husband and wife more than exercising in bed. He didn't believe it before, but when he arrived in Taoyuan Township, he found that this statement made sense.But this is also different from person to person, like the pair of Zed and Xiaolin, if they are allowed to abstain from sex, they will probably break up after three days of quarreling.

But he is a man after all, and he still has needs, which is also a place of contradiction and pain.

"Pu Ning, I have to confess something to you." After a moment of silence, the person in his arms suddenly started talking.

The beginning of this monologue is a bit scary, so that the dumb brain has several bad assumptions in a few seconds. Is he going to break off the relationship, or fall in love with someone else, or is there something wrong with me that makes him Dissatisfied.What to do, what kind of words will he say, what kind of decision will he make, and where will he go or stay?Because the content of the brain supplement was too scary, the man's joints became stiff, and the hands that hugged his lover were like rusty machines, and even the fingertips became pale.

"I told you, don't be angry. Actually, I don't like children." Sighing lightly, he added, "You know that my family was very poor, and I had a very bad life when I was a child. I had to compete with my brothers for food, but I couldn't. I had to be hungry. At that time, I secretly complained to my parents. Since the living conditions were so poor, why did I have to have five children. Especially after I went to school, I saw those one-child families, and I was more concerned about the parents who were unable to raise their children and had to have more children. I was very conflicted. At that time, I swore that I would never let my child go his own way. If I was not mentally prepared, my economic conditions and education level could not keep up, and I could not teach him by example, I would not have a child. "

I know you have suffered a lot, the mute hugged Xingzhao heartbroken, and stroked his arm.At the same time, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, assuming that there are thousands of people, but he didn't expect this one. Although it is quite shocking, it is not a big deal.

Bear children are so lethal, it’s okay not to like children. Besides, not liking children does not mean that this person has no love or has a problem with his character.Whether as a doctor or as a father, Xing Zou is careful, caring, serious and responsible, and never shows disgust on his face, nor has he neglected.He did his duty as best he could, and that was enough!

Everyone has their own personality, and their views on things, their likes and dislikes don’t hurt, I think as long as they don’t hurt others or harm the society, no matter what they do, others don’t care—the mute comforted him like this.

Besides, you haven't hurt anyone, have you?For those children who come to your clinic to see a doctor, you always receive and serve them gently, and you also comfort the anxious parents.I see all of these, you don't need to feel guilty about your petty temper.Besides, it's annoying enough for a child to make a fuss - the man writes in a hurry, and at the same time chooses his words carefully, for fear that saying the wrong thing will make his lover feel uncomfortable.

"Thank you for speaking for me, but you don't know that when you were pregnant with Doudou and Miaomiao, you were still a college student. You didn't have a stable job, let alone income, and you didn't finish your studies. The future was dark. At that time, I hated many people. , hated my father who was suddenly injured and needed a large amount of debt for medical treatment, hated my hopeless elder brother who only knew how to farm, hated my sister who was slow to help me, and even more hated you who made me go to a desperate situation. To be honest, the first time I saw You, I knew that you were the proud son of heaven. Born in such a prominent family, you have an unparalleled appearance, a smarter mind than anyone else, and you are so good at what you do, with ease. I envy you, Park Ning, you have There are too many, too many for me to bear..." This was the first time Xingzhao revealed his heart, talking about the past of those years.

Bitterness spread in the air, and even the mute deeply felt the sourness in his words.

What to do, I never knew he would be in such pain.The mute didn't know what to say, he just hugged Xing Zai even harder, hoping that he would understand that everything is over and everything is beautiful now.

He smiled, patted the man with his hands, and signaled him not to hug him so tightly, he was going to be out of breath, and then continued: "I escaped from your house, penniless, and could only wander on the streets, and was finally caught The senior took me in. In fact, how could I not see what he thought of me, but it was really desperate at the time, and I might not be able to survive if I refused to help. At that time, with his help, I was hiding in hiding, fearing that I would be killed by your family. I found out that I never had a good night's sleep. The pressure was too great, and I even wanted to get rid of this burden. At that time, I really hated this piece of meat in my stomach. I felt that my miserable life was because of being a man, but I could Pregnant and have a child like a woman. I don’t want to give birth to this child, I think about it day and night, but I can’t make up my mind when I go to the hospital.”

"After all, they are a piece of my body." Xingzhao said, tears rolling in his eyes: "No matter how cruel and unfair this world is, no matter how much I resist the identity of a pregnant woman, no matter how dark and bleak my life is... Without hope, children are innocent."

Stop it, stop it!Everything is my fault, I made you suffer so much!

The mute's heart throbbed.

"Later, I underwent embryo freezing, and I only gave birth to Doudou, which greatly reduced the burden. I thought that if I could study hard, be proficient in medical skills, and pass the qualification certificate, I could at least find a stable job and at least support one child. Question." After taking a few deep breaths, he calmed down a little, and then he continued: "To be honest, I didn't have much affection for Doudou at that time. Although I knew he was my direct son, do you understand, my The identity is not the father but the mother. When he grows up in the future, how should I explain all this to him? And all the supplies needed for the baby are so expensive that I start to regret bringing the child into this world. As a person who has nothing to be poor Students, whether they can take good care of him and make him comfortable in food and clothing are all big questions."

But you made it through, you are great - not participating in the birth and growth of the child, not being able to contribute to the family, is the biggest regret of Dumb.

"I still have another worry, that is, it's obviously twins, but I only chose one of them, which is too unfair to Miaomiao." Although this matter was unavoidable, it was also a hurdle in his heart that he never crossed. Always feel guilty.

Miao Miao will forgive you, I promise, because we will cultivate him into a good boy who knows how to read and understand, and who knows how to be grateful. When the mute wrote this sentence, he also deeply realized the responsibility of being a father.This time, he will never escape, and must give his lover and son the happiest time.

"Look at me talking so much nonsense, I almost forgot what the most important topic is." Xing Zou smiled wryly, and turned around to hug the mute: "I said that I don't like children, but one day I worked late one day and brought a full load of children with me. This happened when I came home exhausted and rented a single apartment that was as small as a pigeon cage. The volunteer who took care of Doudou said to me, 'No matter how much you coax Doudou when you are not at home, he is not happy. Only when I heard your footsteps did I regain my energy. It seems that my favorite is still Dad.’ Actually, I didn’t believe this sentence at the moment. I didn’t think that such a young child could clearly express emotions, but when When I approached him, he smiled and stretched out his two chubby little hands to hug him. When I hugged him, he made a giggling sound and called Dad inarticulately."

"At that moment, the negative energy accumulated on me in the whole world disappeared. With this immature call, a certain emotion that was dormant in my heart began to awaken. I found that I really love him and thank him so much Thank you for choosing me, an incompetent father, to fall into this poor and handicapped family." Xingzhao choked up and said this, tears streaming down his face: "The two children were given to me by God and you. The most precious treasure."

After finishing speaking, he took the initiative to kiss the mute's lips, and their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, so close that they could even feel each other's breath.

"Although childbirth is very hard and there are various difficulties in the process of raising, but seeing the smiling face of the child, everything is not worth mentioning. So I want to give birth to another child for you, and experience the beauty and unforgettable experience again." He put his arms around the man's neck, looked into the other's eyes, and promised word by word: "I am not a romantic, and I don't know how to dress myself to please you, and I can't say any sweet words of love. But I am willing, willing to talk to you again. To combine with you once, spend the rest of my life with you, and bear children for you, this is my sincerity to you!"