The second marriage of the stars

Xing Zou floated and sunk in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, and it took a long time before he realized that he had passed out due to poisoning.However, the captives were not kept in a secret place. There were people coming and going there, and the anomaly should be discovered soon. Grandpa will find a way to save them if he finds out.

It's just what state is he in now, is this the world of dreams or the so-called subconscious?The cerebral cortex is still active when a person is sleeping or in a coma, so even a vegetable can have dreams, but the person may not be aware of it.Then I will wake up, can I recover?There were more and more questions, and the originally optimistic mood gradually turned into anxiety.He couldn't sit still, but what could he do in the darkness of nothingness?

He looked around, but couldn't see anything, it was all boundless blackness.You can't touch objects, and you can't step on the ground. It's like being suspended in the universe, which is empty and can't fall.But the breathing is normal, and there is no uncomfortable place, the only unbearable thing is the silence and darkness.He raised his hand and tried to use spells to light the fire, but failed, for some unknown reason, maybe because the main body was in a coma, and the spells didn't work.

He yelled irritably, but there was no echo, the voice just flew into the distance in vain, making it even more desolate.It's too quiet here, there is no sound, this kind of silence can drive people crazy!

Xing Zou paddled his limbs like swimming, trying to touch the surrounding environment, but he didn't know whether he was moving forward or spinning in circles. After he couldn't see or hear, his feeling became inaccurate.In this place, time and space have become distorted, and cannot be deduced by common sense.After an unknown period of time, he suddenly found a bright spot in front of him that was smaller than the tip of a needle. It was light!

I didn't notice it just now, probably because my eyes haven't fully adapted to the darkness, but now that I've been there for a long time, even a little bit of bright light will be conspicuous.Although he didn't know what was waiting for him ahead, but human beings' desire for light was eternal, so he swam there desperately.Perhaps there is hope, the body is gradually recovering strength, and the bright spots are getting bigger and bigger, which is enough to show that he is indeed moving forward.

After a long time, he finally felt that he had passed through nothingness, the surrounding environment gradually became colored because of the light source, and his feet could finally step on the ground.Being down-to-earth reassures and gives him strength.Without further hesitation, Xing Zou walked towards the light.After the blinding white light passed, it was completely out of the darkness.There is only one hole left in the dark world, which is getting smaller and smaller behind me.However, there are not many surprises on the bright side. It is still an endless space. The difference from before is that it is dazzlingly white, and there are many large and small translucent bubbles suspended in the air.The big one is as big as a house, and the small one is about the size of an apple.

There seemed to be a lot of people moving inside those spheres, because of the problem of the refractive index, it couldn't be seen clearly from the outside, and it was all a distorted picture.

Out of curiosity, Xing Zou approached one of them, but he didn't hold his breath. One accidentally broke the thing, and the picture inside the ball immediately surrounded him. What appeared in front of him was a shabby-looking thatched hut. The children were sitting on the ground, the two older ones were helping their mother peel the beans, and the younger one squatted beside them, collecting the peeled bean shells and taking them outside to dry in the sun, which could be used as fuel for the fire in the future.

This house is no stranger, Xing Zou has lived there for more than ten years.That is his old home.And the two older children are really his two elder brothers, and the younger one is naturally him.

What's going on, this is my memory?

Xing Hao didn't dare to break anything anymore, for fear of losing her memory after waking up.But those balls still exploded in front of him one by one, whether he wanted to or not, staged a revolving door after another.

stop, stop!

The more anxious he is, the faster the ball destroys.In the end, the ball of the whole world exploded and became fine snow flying all over the sky.When the wind blows, it falls all over the sky.Xingzhao's head hurts so much that he can't stand upright. He read his life in one go in just a few minutes. There is so much pain and joy, separation and reunion, happiness and despair flooding into heartache. The feeling is indescribable. Unexplainable, too strong to bear.He began to scream and run like crazy, as if he wanted to escape from this ghost place, even if it was to return to the darkness.

But he couldn't find the way back...

He started yelling, spinning like a headless chicken, and finally rolling on the ground.

Calm down, calm down quickly.He knows that as a doctor, he should have the ability to calmly deal with any emergencies. He has also seen countless emergencies during his consultation, and eventually he overcame all difficulties and survived. Why is he now going crazy because of a little thing?He remembered the trick taught by Zhu Wang, and began to meditate and adjust his breath, slowly stabilizing his emotions.But this world will not change because of his change. It didn't take long for the fragments on the ground to gather together again and fly to him provocatively, forcing him to experience his life again.

From small to large, bit by bit, again and again.

When he was on the verge of collapse, Xingzhao suddenly realized a truth, why should he be afraid of these memories?Even if it is bad, the part that is not worth remembering is still his life.Grandpa often said that suffering is also a fortune, and people should face everything about themselves correctly.So, these are just memories of what happened in the past.Thinking of this, my mood suddenly became brighter.He seemed to have stepped out of the fog, and his mind was much clearer.

The endless loop of memory mazes is no longer a source of terror, but a time-killer.

Xingzhao began to face his past directly, and even watched some parts with relish.In fact, most of the memories are very happy, even in the few months when I married Feng Puning, there were some memorable moments.Among them is a small detail that even he himself has forgotten, that is, after a certain intercourse, the mute did not leave as usual, but stayed in the bedroom abnormally to read a book.At that time, he was exhausted and fell asleep in a daze, but every time he was awakened by the light, he found that the young husband was staring at him, and the book in his hand had never turned a page.

In fact, he still likes me, and he has liked me since then.Seeing these scenes, Xing Zou couldn't say that he didn't feel a little proud, but it was more sweet.It turns out that memory is not only a bad thing, but also contains many forgotten little secrets and surprises.With this in mind, he began to actively poke open the memory ball that had been broken before he had time to look at it.

Because I was obsessed with observing my former self and couldn't extricate myself, I didn't know what happened outside, and I didn't know how much time had passed.Of course, I also thought about going out from here, but no matter how far I walked, there was endless whiteness all around, no exits, and no roads leading to other areas. The whole space was full of unreality in technology movies.The only thing that can stop him from going crazy so quickly is the frightening memory before.

Watching the past to pass the time has become Xing Zai's daily life.

Until one day, he suddenly heard someone calling his name.

Although the memory ball has a realistic picture, it has no sound, so when someone other than himself speaks in this world, Xing Hao jumped up and looked around to find the source of the sound.He pricked up his ears to listen carefully for the sound of Mei, and knew that the person called out again.The sound is coming from overhead.But it was completely empty and there was no one there. Not only was there no one, there were no creatures or objects, but he still responded and asked loudly who you are.

But that voice never appeared again...

Xing Zou returned to the days of watching nostalgic small theaters every day, saying that every day is actually not accurate, and there is no distinction between day and night here.But he will be tired, sleepy and need to sleep, and hungry.Back then when he was starving and had nothing to eat, and his chest was stuck to his back, he didn't know whether he was fainted from starvation or whether he had the mentality of holding a dead horse as a live horse doctor, so he ate memory balls to satisfy his hunger.I didn't expect that thing to taste, well, it tastes pretty good.However, the memories that were eaten would not regenerate, so he didn't dare to let go of eating. He only picked out bad memories that were not worth keeping, and he didn't open his mouth until he was too hungry.

But he has been trapped for too long, so long that when he opened his eyes recently, he could clearly find that there were a lot fewer memory balls than before.

But if I don’t eat, I will be hungry again, what should I do?

"Grandpa, Master, hurry up and save me." In addition to meditating and adjusting breath every day, Xing Zou will also walk in a certain direction every day, rest when he is tired from walking, and continue after regaining energy, just want to see if he can go out .But no matter how far and how long he walks, the world is nothingness, and those memory balls, which are getting smaller and smaller, have followed him from the beginning and slowly stopped in place.He used to think that this meant that he was about to walk out of this nothingness, but in the end there was nothing left, and he could only return to the area where the ball was floating because he was so hungry.

Finally, the bad memories are eaten up, and I start to work on the good, but less important memories.It's just that there is always a day when the memory is finished, what should I do then?

In the end, Xingzhao began to think about the future, reflect on his life, miss his relatives, worry about his son, and tried to get out in this state, but finally failed.However, the one he can't let go of, can't forget, or lose is that Feng Puning.

"Xingzhao... Xingzhao... Please wake up, don't sleep anymore... Everyone misses you so much... Doudou asks my father every day why he keeps sleeping and never wakes up...so please...don't sleep anymore... So sleepy..." His thoughts were interrupted by the call again, he sat up, and suddenly realized that it might be someone from the outside talking to him who was unconscious.It's just that the voice of the speaker was a little strange, and he couldn't tell who it was at the moment.

"Xingzhao...I love you..." It wasn't until these words came out that he realized that the person who kept calling his name turned out to be dumb.