Divorce!I want to feed you.

The cold steps, the musty smell from the accumulated dust that has been vacant for a long time, the pale walls and corridors, the green signs on the walls, and Qiuya sitting in the fire escape, shivering and whimpering softly.

If you make a little sound here, it will be amplified, so even if you are suppressing your sobs, you can clearly hit the gray wall opposite, and when you hit it back, you can prove to yourself that there is someone crying here, and the sad person is Own.

Touching her still damp hair, Shuya began to recall what happened just now.

The weather was a bit cloudy and there was no air circulation in the room.Wanting to open the window for ventilation, Qiu also found that the unprotected window was enough for an adult to pass through.I have never opened this window and looked down. The original quiet residential area always looks the same, and all I see are near or far roofs. I don’t know what the scenery looks like from the top down. Poked his head out the window.

"Is... more than 15 meters? It's really high..."

Looking down at the ground blankly, there are always very few pedestrians passing by in a very quiet area.Qiu also thought, if he falls now, maybe it will take a long time for someone to discover it?It was smashed into meat, and the blood spread along the rough road into irregular shapes. Would it be like in TV dramas, after the corpse was taken away, it would paint its own shape when it died on the original ground?

If my last moments were just a blur of white, who would remember him, would Muma?That hysterical woman, the wife in name, is actually the violent ruler of her own body and mind.She is merciless in depriving her, and she always destroys her self-confidence bit by bit with tricky angles, crushing her feet, making a man feel desperate and suffering every day. This may be another special kind of success.

So, if she died, would she regret it?What he did in the past forced the man who promised to love her to commit suicide.At the cost of the loss of a life, I also want Muma to repent of her actions and let her realize how much she has gone too far.

"Will you, will you regret it... I said that I want to treat you well and be gentle, but I..."

The fingers holding the handle of the window trembled slightly, and the overflowing sadness and grievances could only turn into endless tears.But it was still too painful. After I sincerely wanted to pay for my family and Muma, the two began to stand in an unequal position.No, it's not just unequal, Qiuya's life needs to bend his knees every day.The dignity that died at the knees and the self-esteem as a man are deprived day after day, but there is little left, but they are more and more longing for.

Qiu also thought that he was still an ordinary man.The longing for a warm family, the longing for the gentle devotion of his wife, and the longing for becoming Muma's dependable object.

Looking at it now, those longings are like teardrops falling down the sixth floor. They can't come back, disappear, and they have already been smashed to pieces. In a short while, nothing can be left behind in the temperature and wind.

"Well……"

Just jump down like this, it may hurt, but it's only for a moment, and I won't remember anything.When I am awake, the suffering I have to face makes people miserable, and the painful days with no end in sight make people full of despair.If you can end everything with a single jump, and you can also make Muma cry and repent, no matter how you think about it, it is worth doing.The death of an ordinary man will definitely not stop the world from turning, but it can stop Qiuya's pain and sorrow.

The sudden sense of powerlessness completely overwhelmed Qiu Ye. He had never expected unrealistically, never let anyone down too much, but he had reaped such a clear disappointment...

The body slowly leaned out of the window, the shoulders and arms were already outside the window, and the window was stuck at the height of the stomach, as long as it was slightly supported, it could be transformed into a free fall.

I'm leaving……

Saying goodbye softly in my heart, Qiu also remembered that his 30th birthday would be in a few days, and thinking that he was still young when he died, he couldn't help but suddenly wanted to chuckle again.

"Wow—"

It's raining.

Qiu also raised her head slightly, touched the wet hair, thought so, but found that the outstretched hand could not feel the rain at all.The windless air was slightly cool, but there was no humidity at all.

"Ok?"

Looking up curiously, a medium-sized silver watering can was pouring fine water droplets towards her. Unprepared, Qiu also quickly closed her eyes and shrank her body inward, and then found the place where the water was still pouring just now. There are no more water droplets.I couldn't help but put my head out of the window again to look out, and the kettle that had disappeared just now appeared again!Drenched myself again!

"Wow!!!"

He quickly retreated and closed the window without any hassle. Qiu also couldn't digest this dumbfounding look.He had given up on wanting to commit suicide, but the person who watered the flowers upstairs kept watering his head as a flowerpot!

"Click!"

The sound of the door was very clear, with wet hair, Qiu also guessed that it was Muma who had returned.

what to do?Qiu also doesn't want to see Muma at the moment.

I hurried to get a towel, only my hair was wet, and it was convenient to wipe it off.

"Hair is so wet, dry it quickly so you don't catch a cold. I'll get some information and leave. I'll go back to my hometown today. You don't have to wait for me."

No matter what Guan Qiu was doing, he hurried back to get the documents left at home, and hurriedly opened the door again to leave.It's already Saturday, but she still needs to work overtime. Muma is under a lot of pressure in the R&D department.Seeing the figure disappearing at the door, Qiu also suddenly felt that it was cruel to punish this woman with his own death.

But if she is kind to Muma, can Muma also treat herself with some kindness?Qiu didn't dare to continue to expect extravagantly. Even if she wanted to, she could predict that she would be disappointed in the end.

With hair that hasn't completely dried out, his head is also groggy.Thinking of going out to buy things, but in the end just sitting in the fire escape and sobbing secretly, Qiu Ye scolded herself "I'm so useless" while clenching her palms tightly.

The door of the fire escape, which was not locked all the year round, was pushed open, and Qiu Ye was startled by someone suddenly coming over, tears still hanging on his cheeks that hadn't been wiped away in time, the man with a strange fragrance looked at him with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Can I smoke here?"

The relaxed look was just the opposite of Qiuya. He was wearing casual pants and a cool-colored knit top with a V-neckline. He took out a lighter from his trousers pocket. Seeing Qiu nodded, he lit the cigarette and took a deep puff. After that, he spit it out long and hard.

"Cough cough... uh, cough..."

I didn't expect this guy to be so impolite, and he was exhaling towards others when he smoked. Qiu Ye's face and head were all wet when he was suddenly choked by the smoke. At this moment, he was curled up, and his lonely figure seemed to be trembling and struggling all the time. of shrimp.

After finally calming down and panting, the dry and strong smell dissipated, Qiu also looked at the tall man with somewhat sullen eyes.Even if they were standing together, the difference in height required Qiu Ye to look up. At the moment, she was sitting on the stairs facing down, and Qiu Ye was a little depressed because of the same height difference as this man, so she simply turned her head away from him.

Just a man who came to the fire escape to avoid his wife's addiction to cigarettes, right?I can't make contact with him, thinking like this, I even held back the unstoppable tears just now.

"Did you wipe it off properly?"

There are only two people at the moment, and it would be too much to say that he is talking to himself.Helplessly, Qiu could only respond to his question.

"Wipe what?"

"Hair, the water in my jug is clean but cold."

Only then did Qiu Ye suddenly realize that this person was the one who used his hair as a plant to water twice!Shocked by this incident, Shuya suddenly turned her head and looked at the standing instigator repeatedly.

"So it was you who poured the water..."

Qiu Ye's widened eyes trembled as he stroked his dry hair, not knowing what to say.Want to be angry?Or should I say thank him?Thank him for saving his life?

"Didn't you notice that you were going to fall?"

He flicked the ash as if he didn't care, and the half-burned cigarette was stuck between his white but not slender bony knuckles.There are faint dark red spots at the front end of the slowly burning, and the randomly falling ashes left marks on the steps.

"Hmm... ah, I just want to get out."

"Your airy posture looks like suicide. Don't do such scary things again. I beg you."

There was a hint of sarcasm in the playful tone, although he said "please" on his lips, but he didn't feel it at all.

The man squatted beside Qiuya, his slender legs were stacked together, his sharp knees were tight, and he didn't care at all. He touched the ground with his fingers, and there were shallow marks that appeared with the movement of his fingers. It is the trace of dust being wiped off.

"..."

Qiu didn't know what to say, if this person was just doing nothing to save others, he didn't expect anyone to save him.But no matter what, it's really hard to muster up the courage to stand at the window if you don't die once.When human beings can't think about it, once the feeling of getting into the horns of the horns is disturbed, it is difficult to connect.

Wanting to commit suicide is also a fragile act. Focus on seeking death and mourning intently, without any interruption.

"This building has something to do with me. I don't want you to fall and die here."

"I do not have……"

He wanted to try his best to explain something, but the other party seemed to be right, so Qiu also could only cover up weakly.

"Could it be that I poured water all over your head, that's why you sit here and cry? Don't lie to me."

What about the man himself?Or is he too sharp?Qiu was also not used to facing such aggressive guys.

"Got it, thanks."

After a perfunctory thank you, he hugged his knees and turned his head to the other side, as if facing the wall and thinking about his past, and didn't want to talk to this man.After a while, the man spoke slowly.

"That... I don't understand your life, and I don't know why you want to jump, but in my opinion, living is a very luxurious thing. If you can live, you can earn it. Good people seek death and despise life ..."

He put out the cigarette butt, put it in the portable ashtray, and continued to move his fingers slowly on the dusty ground.

"Don't you feel bad?"

Qiu also really wanted to say the hypocritical defense of "you are not me, you won't feel my feelings", but he couldn't say it, and he knew desperately that no one would bear the pain of torture in his place.No matter how others comfort you, you can't help yourself to share or just experience it.

"It's okay, I won't commit suicide again."

I didn't want to get entangled with this man, just about to stand up and pat the dirt to go back, but the other party pulled my wrist.

"that's not what it means."

Looking back at the man who was still squatting on the ground, Qiu Ye was a little confused.

"Although I am a life-saving person, I have no right to interfere with other people's lives. If you want to commit suicide, I can't stop you from hiding, cutting your wrists and hanging yourself, but don't be in front of me, and don't be near this apartment."

Pointing to the graffiti on the ground with the gray and concrete floor as the background board, the figure outlined by the thickness and thickness of the finger is the famous Leaning Tower of Pisa.

"This apartment was designed by me. I don't want to see dead bodies around my heart and soul, and it's the residents of this apartment who commit suicide, which can easily cause a big blow to me."

Using a cold tone and blunt words, as well as the vivid Leaning Tower of Pisa to warn Qiu Ye, this is his hard work, he is working hard to maintain it, and everything he does is not deliberately trying to save his life...

For some reason, Shuya suddenly smiled.

The heaviness that was placed on his body suddenly became lighter, and the indifferent and impolite man in front of him began to make him feel that his fate was wonderful.

"You are really an interesting person!"

It's been a month, and this is the first time Qiuya has smiled from the bottom of his heart.Don't care about being polite, don't deal with it deliberately, but feel funny frankly and genuinely.

"I've never heard anyone say that I'm interesting, but that I'm not easy to get along with."

Looking at him squatting on the steps, the positions of the two of them have changed.Qiu Ye stood where he was, while the originally tall man squatted there.

"Did anyone ever tell you that you were a weirdo?"

Although he wanted to ridicule with a smile on his face, he looked very gentle, and he knew that it would not make people feel aggressive. This provocation was actually unsuccessful.

"Then do you have time to chat more with the weirdo? How about letting you see me, the weirdo?"

The strange man who specially emphasized "I'm a weirdo" stood up, and even bent slightly because of the height difference, looking seriously at the man whose eyes were still red but whose face was just right showing gentleness.

Qiu Ye felt a little embarrassed for a moment, but he didn't refuse the other party's proposal.

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Jingshan is officially launched, don't stop me!I want to call Jingshan! He is so charming!After Zhang Zhang Gao Neng, I have to draw a tissue in case the nosebleed is lost.