Divorce!I want to feed you.

The girl next to Shuya's seat is the only woman in the company who does accounting and audit work.Ms. Hashimoto is only 22 years old, and the major she studied in university is not the right one, but she still insists on staying here because of some personal reasons.

"Senior Qiu Ye, why is your face so ugly, is it uncomfortable?"

Hashimoto's body also reveals the cuteness and youthfulness unique to women who have just stepped into society. Even when they care about others, they feel very kind, and the tone of greetings is soft and anxious. The client has the comfort of being cared for.

"It's nothing, I'm not in good spirits, thank you Hashimoto."

If only Muma could care about himself so much, he wouldn't have to resist eating that breakfast in the morning and have a stomachache in the face of the calm Muma.Qiu also sighed secretly, and felt that he seemed to be unlucky when he started to have such delusions.

"Are you really all right? The dark circles under your eyes have come out."

The tone sounded very soft, which made Qiu Ye feel a sense of relief.Even if it didn't come from Muma's care, Hashimoto's words still made people feel warm and harmonious.

"Hashimoto, don't ask if you don't have experience... Qiuya, this is newlywed syndrome. It's normal for the young couple to get tired and tired for a while after being together~"

Someone started to make fun of Qiu Ye again. Qiu Ye even felt that he was not very happy about getting married. On the contrary, the group of colleagues became very happy. The troublemaker who resigned was equally enthusiastic.

"You will have such a day sooner or later, don't be so anxious when you are only 22 years old hahaha..."

Nishikata smiled unscrupulously. Although his chubby face had begun to show grooves, his rather sensual cheeks looked very friendly and contagious when he smiled, so that Senior Nishikata was almost the only one among the group of people. The best relationship with colleagues.And Qiu is different. He has a gentle personality, and he can smile politely with anyone, but he hardly gets close to anyone except Nishikata, who brought him with him at the beginning of work. Some colleagues say that although he is not bad, he has a reserved personality. .

"What, I'm not envious, I just care about Senior Qiuya..."

His face flushed with embarrassment at everyone's jokes, he deliberately lowered his head and made a pouting expression, and even muttered his excuses in a soft voice, but even though he looked angry, in fact No one would think that she was really like this, because such a cute expression was simply acting like a baby.

"Forget it, when I came here, I would blush when I saw Qiu Ye, but they are all married, you can only envy, don't have any other ideas..."

"No one else! Senior, stop saying that..."

"Then you left early yesterday, did you go on a date with someone else?"

"Is there a private matter..."

People who make good use of expressions are really amazing!Looking at Hashimoto's aggrieved but cute and bully look in everyone's eyes, Qiu also sighed like this.

Whether it is themselves or Muma, they are not good at disguising expressions.Unlike Hashimoto, Muma always has an elegant and confident face outside, while most of her own expressions are not as stiff as a log.When she was at home... Muma looked relaxed.But when the night was dark, I would be afraid of Muma's slightly frowning expression.

It has been more than a week since the wedding that is of great significance to life has ended.As if to get Qiu Ye used to it, within this week, there was only one Sunday, Muma came back too late because of a party at night, so she didn't wake Qiu Ye up.And insisting on locking the door to sleep in the guest room is not worth Muma's begging while knocking on the door.She used that kind of excuse that didn't make sense at all, and she was soft-spoken again and again, and she was even willing to kneel down and cry and beg bitterly, just for her own selfish desires.She poured all the pressure and bad emotions at work onto the things she held in her hands, and then unscrupulously vented to Qiu Ye. It seemed that only this way of not being able to speak to outsiders could completely release the tons of pressure.

And Qiu Ye must endure.Because he is the husband, he is the person who needs to be "dependent" in Muma's mouth.

But even if he was not as fiercely resisting as he was at the beginning, he would still occasionally feel unbearable after the raging, and finally spit it out.If you don't eat dinner, all you spit out is bitter water.He hates throwing up because that's when he thinks he's most vulnerable.

Is life going to go on like this?In a few days, I will celebrate my 30th birthday. If there are no accidents, I still have at least 40 years to live. Will I be raped by Muma forever?Then what's the point of living together like this, what's the point of living by yourself...

The seemingly profound but boring question that I never thought about in the autumn of 29 years ago, I didn't expect to ask myself suddenly today.Qiu also never thought about the reason for living. He firmly believed that the reason he went to and from get off work every day, ate and slept was because he could not die easily. He would be sorry for his family, and he was not tired of this kind of life.But aside from these, what else is worthy of my love for the mechanical repetition day after day?

Qiu Ye suddenly admitted sadly that he is indeed a boring man, not only boring, but also has no temper.It's no wonder that it attracts women like Muma who have unique preferences.But even Muma's bad hobbies can make her feel tied to living, what about herself?I have nothing, I am not good at anything and I am not passionate about it.

Just like the passer-by in many TV dramas, he does limited things in a limited space of activities and never attracts attention.How beautiful it is to live without a sense of existence like this, turning into transparent dust, no one can see it.He no longer has to deal with a nine-to-five job, nor does he have to deal with his wife, Muma.

Now that you have given up the basic dignity of being a human being, why don't you stop being a human being?

"...Senior, senior...I said senior?"

Something lightly tapped on the shoulder, and Qiu, who was so dazed that he lost consciousness, was suddenly pulled back.Turning his head suddenly to look at the person who called him, it turned out to be Hashimoto.

I just wanted to call him, but I didn't expect him to let go so much. Seeing Qiuya turn around, Hashimoto was startled.

"Senior Qiu Ye, what were you thinking so preoccupied just now?"

Seeing Qiu Ye's stupefied face, Hashimoto couldn't help laughing, and his pursed lips were covered by his hands, which was both coquettish and cute.

"Ah, no, it's nothing, I'm a little tired."

He pinched his temples hastily, and the smile he deliberately pulled out to cover up his not-so-relaxed mood made his face feel uncomfortable.

"It's time for lunch, what do seniors want to eat? May I bring some for you?"

It was only then that Qiuya noticed that there was no one else in the office except himself and Hashimoto.But Hashimoto, who used to make bento by himself, wanted to go out to buy it today. I don't know what happened.

"Didn't you make your own bento today?"

Qiu also just asked casually without any meaning, but Hashimoto's somewhat unnatural expression made people curious.

"Ah...well, I don't know why I've been feeling tired lately, and I've been snoozing a little, so I don't have enough time in the morning."

Tucking his bangs, Hashimoto was a little anxious waiting for Shuya's reply.She started to growl before her lunch break, and she couldn't do anything at the moment except to buy bento.

"Okay, then you can bring me a No. [-] bento."

As he spoke, he fumbled for his wallet, and before handing over the money, Hashimoto rushed to the elevator outside the office while shouting "Okay, it's not too late to give it back". It seems that buying food is important to her It's a happier thing at the moment, after all, the bright smile on his face can't lie.

I really wish I could get interested in eating like this.However, Qiuya has never ordered the No. [-] bento from the nearby shop. He usually likes to eat fried tempura set menus, and he almost has a fixed lunch, only on Saturdays and Sundays. The nutrition is not balanced and I cook a meal once in a while, even if it is right as a psychological comfort, but I never stop, so that I can maintain a balanced level of nutrition and body.

When did you start to lose interest in eating?Qiu also touched his slightly sunken cheeks, the listless and tired face in the morning really made him feel bored.Even after eating the breakfast made by Muma, he still couldn't maintain the good spirit to go to work as before.It is already the end of the overtime work due to redundant work. After the final end, it will enter the annual audit month in half a month.No matter how much I think about going faster, I will be distracted for no reason, and the pressure will increase.

If this continues, the year-end bonus will be in vain, and my work will not be done well.The most taboo of the financial position is the wrong number. Even if the decimal point is wrong, it will bring serious losses to the company, and once the mistake is made, it will be more troublesome to recover.This is the situation right now. The person who has done a mess of work and has just been here for less than half a year has problems with almost all the reports he has made.

"Aha……"

The sudden exhaustion forced Qiu Ye to lie down on the table, waiting for lunch while worrying about his official career.I have been in the company for 6 years, and if I make a mistake at this time, it is too unreasonable. I am embarrassed in front of several juniors. Thinking about this kind of thing makes people feel ashamed and their faces heat up.

He went quickly and came back very quickly. Hashimoto came back with two lunch boxes with a happy look, and his simple desire for food was sincere and unpretentious.

"Senior, let's eat together!"

He couldn't bear to refuse the girl who bought him lunch, so without saying anything, the two sat by the window and ate together.But Hashimoto seemed to be really hungry. She stuffed food into her mouth regardless of her ladylike image, which was in stark contrast to Qiu who was picky and picky.

"Are you hungry? Shall I share with you?"

Qiu Ye stopped moving his chopsticks after only a few mouthfuls of the tasteless bento, but he also knew it wasn't the bento's fault.

"Really? Thank you, senior!"

After thanking him happily, he picked up a lot of vegetables with his chopsticks and stuffed them into his mouth. He laughed while eating, as if he was very satisfied, and Qiu couldn't help laughing.

"We usually go out to eat together. I haven't seen you like this. Why are you so hungry today?"

Qiu also didn't want to make fun of her, but he was just curious about how the usually gentle and gentle junior, eating today seemed like he was on the battlefield.

"That's because only Shuya-senpai is here! Shuya-senpai is married, so I don't have to worry about eating, and I'm really hungry..."

After finishing speaking, he stuffed another croquette into his mouth and chewed it carefully.

"Huh? Because only I, a married man, is watching, so it doesn't matter what you eat? Is the fate of married men so sad?"

Although the question was slightly awkward, Hashimoto didn't care.She wiped the corner of her mouth, then swallowed the chewed food.

"Girls are like this, of course you have to be more reserved in front of others, but you are my best senior~"

The corners of the mouth, which was still stained with oil, turned up, and the squinted expression seemed to be coquettish.Qiu also smiled back in embarrassment, and began to think about whether Muma was this kind of woman.