Divorce!I want to feed you.

"What's wrong with you, Qiuya!"

What a terrible state Qiu Ye is in right now...

The sleeves and trouser legs were rolled up, a large area was wet on the body, and there was still a blurred bloodstain on the front chest.His body shook like a sieve, and the shirt on his stomach was pulled into a ball.

"I have a stomach problem, drive to the hospital!"

Without asking any further questions, Muma trotted all the way and followed Jingshan into his car.After letting Muma hug Qiu Ye, the started car suddenly jumped out and drove towards the hospital.

Qiu Ye was in so much pain that she was unconscious, but Muma, who was silent beside her, held Qiu Ye's hand.He didn't say a word, only the humming of the engine and Qiu Ye's intermittent pain in the car.

It wasn't until the infusion started that Qiuya felt that the nerves that had been hurting for a long time slowly relaxed, and then fell asleep while his consciousness was confused.

"Miss Muma, can I treat you to a meal? I have something to talk to you by the way."

The man who hung the water quietly was pale, the blood on his lips was wiped off, and the dirty shirt was thrown out.Jing Shan just looked at Qiu Ye like that, although he was talking to Mu Ma, he didn't look at her at all.

"What's up...?"

Muma was a little puzzled by the inexplicable invitation, and had no idea what the other party's intentions were.

"About Miss Muma's husband - Qiu Ye."

In the quiet ward, the two stood silently at the door.But this is obviously not a place to talk, so Jingshan walked out first, and Muma followed behind from a distance.

In a restaurant around the hospital, after ordering food, Muma asked Jingshan warily.

"Thank you Mr. Jing Shan for sending him here, but what do you want to say?"

The man's impatient appearance made Muma care for no reason, but he himself didn't care.

"Miss Muma, what is your relationship with Qiu Ye?"

"Married couple, didn't Mr. Jingshan already know about it?"

Although smoking is not allowed here, Jingshan still touches his pockets habitually.But the newly changed clothes didn't bring that thing at all...

"never mind……"

With a discouraged sigh, Jing Shan turned to look at Muma.It was the first time to be stared at by Jing Shan's blunt eyes, and Mu Ma was a little displeased but didn't show it.

"When you first moved here, did you know about Qiuya's attempted suicide? And he often hid in the fire escape and cried. Do you know all of this?"

"I... sorry I didn't know."

No matter how much Muma dodged her flustered eyes, she couldn't get rid of Jingshan's torture-like gaze.

"Stress can cause hemorrhagic gastritis, do you know why?"

"Is your relationship really a couple?"

"Why do you not care about him? Does Miss Muma understand that marriage is just living in the same house?"

"Also, on the night I first moved in, why did your laughter and his cry appear together? Miss Muma, what is Shuya to you? Huh?"

Jing Shan didn't expect the woman in front of him to give an answer at all, because once he gave it, it would be very difficult for him to have a chance of winning.

Muma, who was left speechless by the question, hadn't realized what Jingshan was saying, and she was startled by the next sentence.

"Miss Muma, is it strange why I ask this question? This should be a matter between you and your wife, and it's not up to me, an outsider, to talk too much. But there's no way..."

Unexpectedly, he smiled involuntarily, Jing Shan hooked one corner of his lips as if mocking himself.

"Who made me fall in love with him? I can't see him in such pain now."

Leaning his head on the back of the chair, Jing Shan hugged his elbows and touched his lips as if he was in constant thought.

"What are you talking about? You..."

Muma stared at this man in disbelief. Even though his scruffy image was different from before, the cold and haughty eyes were still annoying.

"I'm in love with him, you heard me right."

In a calm and breezy tone, Muma said something that Muma couldn't digest. Amidst the noise, Muma found that she had forgotten how to keep calm.

"So you're going to be the third party in our marriage? Does Qiuya treat you the same way?"

Not convinced, Muma's fingers gradually curled up.

"This..."

...I have forgotten how long the two chatted, but the whole process was not as difficult as imagined. Both of them ate dinner calmly. Finally, Jingshan sent Muma back, and then drove back to the hospital.

Qiu Ye was still sleeping. After applying for escort, Jing Shan sat next to him and held his cold hand.

"……Uh-huh……"

I don't know how long I've been asleep, Qiu also wanted to move, but saw that the infusion was still in his hand, and the other hand was hot and sweaty from being held by Jing Shan.

"Why are you here?"

Although I didn't eat dinner, after the infusion supplemented my strength, my paralyzed stomach temporarily lost consciousness.But still lacking strength, Qiu Ye just tilted his head and looked at Jingshan.

"Are you awake? The doctor won't let you eat, so bear with it."

"What about... Muma? I remember she came to the hospital too..."

His eyes searched around the ward, but he couldn't see Muma, and the slightly disappointed expression did not escape Jing Shan's eyes.

"I've sent her back. Does your stomach still hurt?"

Different from the suffocating atmosphere in the bathroom, Jing Shan's multi-faceted nature makes Qiu Ye always unable to grasp his temper.But every time he spoke to himself in that low, soft voice, it made people want to run away, or to hear more.

"Thank you...it doesn't hurt anymore."

"That's good. I'm going back too. Are you afraid of being here alone?"

Looking at such a serious gaze, Qiu Ye suddenly smiled, but the feeling of chest tremor made him uncomfortable and frowned.

"It's not a child in kindergarten, how can you be afraid."

"Is that so..."

After thinking for a while, Jing Shan let go of his hand, said "I'm leaving" and stood up.

"Hey?!"

The conditioned reflex was normal, and Qiu Ye grabbed Jing Shan's hand without thinking about anything.As an adult, he was naturally not afraid of being hospitalized alone, but just watching Jing Shan leave like that, he suddenly panicked like hell.

"What's the matter, is there anything else?"

Without forcing Qiu Ye to answer immediately, Jingshan stood there and watched Qiu Ye's flickering eyes.

"No...it's, it's me!"

Before the words were finished, there was a clear sound in the stomach.Even though he was already bleeding, he was still hungry, and Qiu Ye's face turned red.

"I'm so hungry..."

I wanted to cover my face to prevent the other party from seeing such an embarrassing scene.But he couldn't move with both hands, so he had to close his eyes tightly, hiding from Jingshan's sight like an ostrich buried his head.

Feeling that another hand was holding her wrist, Shuya released her fingers in time to cover her face.But that strong arm pushed it aside, and then the familiar breath invaded, and the strong kiss caught Qiu Ye by surprise, and easily let the tip of the other's tongue into her mouth, stirring with her. Together.

Kissing until Qiu Ye was dizzy, Jing Shan got up.

"Be patient, Qiuya. I have a job and have to work overtime tonight. I will come to see you tomorrow morning. Okay?"

Touching the flushed cheek, Jing Shan instructed softly.

"it is good……"

Just a simple answer, but Qiu Ye's eyes that have already become blurred have been obsessed with Jingshan and refused to move away.But he couldn't say anything more, even if he didn't want Jingshan to go away so much, he couldn't say it.

"Good night."

Before parting, Qiu Ye received a goodnight kiss on his forehead, and then Jing Shan left and closed the door.

But this night, I didn't know how to spend it. I had nothing else to do except watch the medicine dripping regularly and wait for the nurse to change the medicine.He wanted to call Muma secretly, but he didn't get through to any of them.I didn't read a single message.

What the hell is Muma doing?Is she caring about herself?Even though it sounds ridiculous, Qiu is really not sure if the other party misses her.They are husband and wife, but this superficial marriage that may fall apart at any time makes Qiu not confident at all.

Whether Mu Ma loves herself or not, Qiu also can't figure it out.As long as Muma smiled at him, Qiu felt that it was a proof of love, and when it disappeared in a blink of an eye, it also gave him endless loss.

I really hope Muma can love me like I love her...

I really hope that Muma can be more obsessed with herself like Jingshan...

But no matter which one is like a fairy tale, Jingshan's obsession is pathological, and Muma's behavior is not normal. In such an abnormal love, Qiu doesn't know what to do.

The night was very long, so long that Qiu also fell asleep several times, and woke up again after a while.He looked at the time on his phone, from 11:30 to four o'clock when the light shone slightly on the second day, Qiu didn't know how many times he had turned on his phone.

Why do you expect so much?He was the man who stuck himself in the bathroom and forced himself to make choices.Forcing myself to divorce, forcing myself to be his lover, forcing myself to do things I dare not even think about.Then he insulted himself, making the already clear sense of immorality aggravated the bargaining chip, making him unable to breathe.

It's really useless, it's just that, it will cause stomach problems.Just how weak and useless I am like a trash...

I don't know how to repent for the mistakes I made, how to make up, or punish myself.Having let down two people at the same time, this sinner lying on the bed is really not as good as jumping off like that in the first place.If there is no Jingshan, God knows if he will really not be able to come back.

Jing Shan said that living is a luxury.Perhaps after his father jumped off the building, he had a clearer and deeper understanding of living. Now that he has lost a loved one again, life was so cruel to him.

And he became an accomplice to a cruel life, and after he left, it was really like what Jingshan said, he had nothing left.Aside from his mother in the hospital, Jingshan has lost the constraints of the world.

I am not eligible.

Qiu also turned over, endured the gradually clear hunger, and glanced at the phone again.Jing Shan said that he had to work overtime overnight to finish his work, and he couldn't sleep well tonight, but he might not even be able to sleep.

Although it was promised to come in the morning, Qiu also didn't know what time he would come.I was entangled repeatedly in anticipation and non-expectation, until the sky was bright and the dazzling sunlight shone in.

Jing Shan, who opened the door as promised, looked even more tired than last night, so Qiu didn't dare to look at it.

"Good morning, haven't you slept all night?"

"Oh morning. I'm running out of time, and it was entrusted by a friend, so I can only stay up late. How are you? Does your stomach still hurt?"

Sitting on the stool next to him, Jing Shan held Qiu Ye's hand very naturally.Just like yesterday, he maintained this posture and carefully observed Shuya's face.

"It's much better, but it's going to be uncomfortable for a while."

"Ah... are you hungry?"

Fiddled with Qiu Ye's messy sleeping hair, got up and kissed her forehead.

"Don't do this, people will see..."

The helpless hand kept trying to push Jingshan away, but the other party didn't seem to have kissed enough. After kissing the forehead, he covered his lips again. The overly intimate behavior made Qiu Ye nervous.

"You...well, please don't do this again, someone will come..."

"Who? Your wife?"

Jing Shan raised his head, looked into Qiu Ye's eyes seriously and asked him.

"The nurse will come too, don't do this..."

"For the nurse, let her read it. But don't worry, Miss Muma has been busy with her studies recently, and she has already told me that she will not come here again."

His voice was so calm and peaceful that even the desire in his eyes disappeared.

"……Oh."

It was only mid-August, and Qiu also mistakenly thought that he was in the North Pole, and then there was a long silence.

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