Divorce!I want to feed you.

Jing Shan looked at the man screaming in pain at his feet, straightened his clothes, picked up his wallet from the ground, and put the fruit knife away.

I didn't expect that I would come here for a stroll when I was bored, and I would encounter robbers in the middle of the night.It was almost the same size as her own body, but she had no strength at all.

He glanced at it with disdain, and then walked towards the old hotel.Jing Shan didn't expect to see Qiu Ye at this time, but at night when he had nothing to do, even looking at the lit window in Qiu Ye's room could comfort the emptiness in his heart.

In his own eyes, the light on the most side window was turned off, and Jing Shan extinguished the remaining cigarette butts before turning his head and leaving.He won't bother Qiu Ye anymore, but he will take a look from a distance where the other party can't see.

What is the magic of this man?He is ordinary and has a hesitant personality. What is it that makes people miss him so much.Jingshan has thought about it many times, but the result is the same, that is gentle and lovable.Even if it is the first time, I don't know architecture at all, but I can chat with myself, and I can tolerate my cold and blunt way of speaking.Even if I didn't understand, I listened carefully to myself for nearly three hours.

And every time I see his teardrop or red-eyed face, his pitiful look always comes into my heart.His emotions are contagious, and he is always easy to catch.

The existence of Qiu Ye may have started from the moment when he looked back at himself while still crying.The self who fell defenseless has long been unable to turn back.

Closing his eyes, Jing Shan bit his dry lips hard.The time on the watch was already close to midnight, and he was in a daze until now, so Jing Shan had no choice but to go back to the nearby parking lot and drive his sister's pink car back to his mother.

Qiu Ye thought he was wrong, that man with a ferocious face just resembled Jing Shan.

It has been half a month since we parted, and after returning to a peaceful life, Qiu also gradually got used to this kind of life.Apart from this lucrative and leisurely job, I earnestly follow the time to rest, so much so that I like to sleep recently.

Counting down day by day, there is still a week before leaving.In the harmonious working atmosphere, Shuya was well received. Whether it was Mr. Shima, or Miura and others, they all spoke highly of Shuya.Only Shenjin still didn't pay him much attention.Although Qiuya smiled and said it was okay on the surface, but in private at noon three days before the return trip, he quietly called Fukatsu who was about to go out for lunch.

"I already know why Miss Fukatsu is always angry with me..."

Qiu Ye only said one sentence, and Shen Jin raised his eyebrows in shock.Although he loves to play, he is not a person who likes to gossip.The most important thing is that this matter seems to have only been complained to a cowherd, and has never been disclosed to any of my colleagues... Could it be that Qiu also has a hobby in this area?

"What do you know?"

Asking Qiuya warily, Fukatsu stared hard as if trying to see through the man in front of him.

"Because I passed out at the time, so I don't know. But is Miss Fukatsu sure that I was treated like that in the car? Maybe he was just joking."

Trying to confuse Fukatsu's skeptical judgment with this kind of psychological suggestion, Shuya disturbed the other party with his firm eyes.

"I'm not mistaken. And aren't you married? Why do you keep this relationship with that man?"

"Miss Fukatsu knows I'm married, why does she still drink me so much?"

Even Qiu maintains a casual smile and a soft voice, but in Fukatsu's eyes, he is not so gentle.Qiu also seemed to wrap himself completely, with thorns wrapped around the outermost layer, and there were thorns in his firm eyes.

Unwilling to face it, Fukatsu sighed.

"...You guessed it right, I just have special hobbies. And as I said, I'm not angry with you anymore, what else do you want to do?"

Fukatsu, who was holding his arms, wanted to leave immediately, but the other party blocked the door and refused to give way.

"I apologize to Miss Shenjin on behalf of my friend. Although I don't know what he has done, I still apologize to you first..."

The almost ninety-degree bow startled Fukatsu, and the sincere Qiuya really made people feel scared. Fukatsu even began to rejoice that he hadn't attacked this person in the first place.

"Well, that, it's nothing, anyway, I won't see your friend again in the future, forget it..."

Fukatsu waved his hands, and Shuya raised his head.But looking up again, Fukatsu felt something was wrong.

"No way! Why are your eyes red?"

Not sure if he was extremely angry, or felt aggrieved and wanted to cry because he felt sorry for his friend, Fukatsu hurriedly explained that she really didn't blame anyone.

"It's okay, it's just that I won't meet him again... I'm really sorry for delaying Miss Fukatsu's rest time, I'll excuse you first."

After finishing speaking, he dodged his eyes for a moment, and Qiu also turned and left the tea room, leaving Fukatsu alone in a daze.

The man's eyes were really not something he should touch, Shenjin stood at the door and thought for a long time before going out.

"Anyway, I won't see your friend again..."

Qiu Ye looked at the dazzling sunlight at noon, squinted his painful eyes but did not turn away, his mind was like a repeater, repeating Fukatsu's words over and over again.

In a few days, I will go back to the company in Saitama, and live in the same apartment again. I don't know if I will have a chance to meet Jingshan.But I don't expect it, and I won't avoid it on purpose. After all, Jingshan has decided not to contact me anymore.

After that, Qiu also seemed to live in her own world.When my colleagues talk to me, I can listen and think about the answers, but I just feel lonely, as if I am the only one in the world, and everyone else lives in a lively space other than myself.

At the farewell party before the farewell, Qiu Ye, who deliberately drank too much, finally vomited out as he wished.While bending over to wash his face in front of the sink, a figure appeared behind him.

"I didn't drink you wine today, why have you been drinking like crazy, are you so reluctant to come here?"

Fukatsu hugged his shoulders and looked at Qiuya with a cold face, chatting with him jokingly.

"Hehe, yes, the weather here is good, and it's really sad to get along so well with everyone."

After Qiu Ye apologized for Jingshan, Shenjin finally let go of the grudge in his heart and stopped targeting him.But that was only two days.

"Don't lie to me! People who don't drink well will vomit after drinking, usually because they are in a bad mood. Could it be that Qiuya likes this kind of feeling like an animal chewing cud?"

Tilting his head, Fukatsu didn't look at Shuya in the mirror, but took care of his hair.Her long hair is an elegant dark chestnut, and the soft waves make it look even more shiny.Qiu also felt that this hair was very similar to Muma's, both had the same hairstyle.

Because of this, Qiu also felt extremely sick from the moment the alcohol rushed into his blood.He wanted to vomit, and wanted to vomit all the embarrassment secretly hidden in his heart while he was drunk.

He shouldn't be filled with self-blame when he thinks of Muma, and don't think of Jingshan uncontrollably.Such a greedy and eager Jingshan himself is a betrayer, unable to forgive himself.And he couldn't let Muma know his ugly and twisted desire, because he didn't have the courage.

During the month in Osaka, I felt as comfortable as escaping to the moon.But Qiu must also go back, return to the life of Muma, and then cut off everything.But as long as he is still awake, Qiu will have to face unavoidable self-blame.He loved Muma, but fell in love with Jingshan at the same time. Greed made him ugly, and the more beautiful the memories, the more painful Qiuye's heart was.

That's why he was drunk today, and that's why Qiu Ye didn't recognize the original expression reflected in the mirror that belonged to him.

"The thing I was most afraid of when I was a child was throwing up, so I haven't been drinking very much. I drink very lightly. I made Miss Fukatsu laugh, sorry."

Taking out a piece of paper to slightly wipe off the water droplets on his face, Qiu also cleaned up and walked outside.

"Akiya, are you in such pain? Use the most annoying thing..."

Fukatsu frowned slightly, looking at Shuya's Ding's back.Her voice was not loud, but these words were full of strength that made Qiu Ye stop.

He leaned his head against the wall and thought for a while, then Shuya slowly turned to look at Fukatsu.

"Do you think I'm in pain? Maybe it's because I'm inexperienced and haven't learned how to hide it. You're laughing at such a poor acting."

Without saying anything more, Qiu Ye returned to the table with unsteady steps.It's still the same smile, which can't be considered perfunctory, but every time he raises the glass, the bright yellow liquid can reflect a broken and tired look.

The night wind carried dampness, and what started to become damp was the climate and also my own heart.Qiu Ye held on to the street lamp and tried to take a taxi while enduring the pain in his head and stomach.But dizzy, he couldn't pretend after all, squatted on the ground and vomited.His stomach was already quite empty, and he had hardly eaten anything tonight except drink.The bitter but throat-burning gastric juices were still in the corner of his mouth, and the image of a dirty and sloppy alcoholic made Qiu Ye ashamed to reach out to hail a taxi.I can't even walk to the subway station, what should I do tonight...

Just lie on the ground, it’s already summer, and if you sleep outside, you won’t freeze to death.I just don't know if someone will think he is dead and will call the police.It would be great if I could still have a good dream while sleeping on the side of the road like this, and it wouldn't make people feel full of sadness.

Therefore, Qiu also had a very realistic dream.

He dreamed that Jing Shan was standing beside him frowning, looking at himself who couldn't move with disgust.

"Why do I always give you the aftermath of this drunk, I really owe you..."

Feeling that something was wiping his face, he was confused and remembered that this was the luxury handkerchief that Ohara's boyfriend gave him as an apology.It's a shame it ended up being used to wipe filth...

Thinking of this, Qiu also laughed.

"This is... it's HERMES' handkerchief, hiccup! Ohara's boyfriend... Ohara, Ohara's boyfriend's name... what is his name..."

It sounds like the preamble is out of line, because I am so drunk that I can't even use my tongue.But Qiu Ye still didn't give up, he stubbornly recalled how Ohara's boyfriend was called.

Jing Shan in front of him ignored him, he lifted him up from the ground, wrapped his arms around his neck, and then dragged Qiu Ye's legs to carry him behind his back.

"No! You haven't recited it...you have always been! It's all er, dude, princess hug...I don't want you to recite it, so I can't see you...!"

Qiu also twisted his limbs, very uncooperative.Even though her feet were off the ground, Qiu struggled to free herself because she was in a dream and was not afraid of pain at all, and fell down in two strokes.The uncontrollable legs couldn't stand still, so he put his arms around Jing Shan's arms and fell on his body. Not knowing what was wrong, he suddenly knelt down again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Zhe, I'm sorry..."

Crying and howling attracted passers-by to watch, but Qiu Ye didn't care, only caring about her own sadness and venting again and again.

"I'm sorry, Zhe, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for Muma, and I'm even more sorry for you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"What about you? Shuya. Who should apologize to you?"

It was that particular familiar tone again, his deep, smoky voice, which made Qiu Ye suspect that it was Jingshan himself who ran into his dream.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Woo... I'm sorry for you, Zhe. It's all my fault. I made, I made an unforgivable mistake, I'm sorry..."

"If you don't want to hear this, say something else."

Qiu also hugged Jingshan's leg tightly, rubbing his wet face against the other's pants without letting go.He doesn't care how ugly the tearful look is, he just wants to spend a little more time with this Jingshan who ran into his dream, just a little longer.

But apart from being sorry, Qiu also had nothing to do but cry.

"Do you want my princess to hug me, Qiu Ye?"

Qiu Ye could only bite his lip and nod vigorously, he wanted to be in Jingshan's arms.

The body suddenly became lighter, and the body picked up by Jingshan seemed to be floating in the air. Qiu also buried her head deeply in his arms.

After that, the dream was broken, and Qiu never found Jingshan again.He never forgot this fragmented dream until Qiuya boarded the return Shinkansen.

Unlike summer, the sky was terribly clear.The strong sunlight made her face ache, and Qiuya stared blankly at the wound on her index finger where she had bumped into it.The wound resembled a scrape with a blunt object, but Qiu also suspected that it was a tooth mark.But why bite your fingers, when did you have a tendency to self-abuse?

It was different from when I came here. Although it was raining lightly that day, I was even in a happy mood.Looking at the sky now, it is so clear and clean, it seems that it can calm the waves in my heart, and Qiu also looks forward to it.