Divorce!I want to feed you.

Standing in front of an old house, Qiu Ye regretted even the tip of her fingernails.

What's the best place here!The word "Yujing" is clearly written on the sign next to the gate, which is obviously a private house.What on earth is Jing Shan thinking about bringing him here...

Jing Shan, who had already stretched out his hand to open the door, looked at Qiu also standing still, and turned around to ask him.

"Come in, what can I eat standing there?"

"This is...where?"

The sky was not so bright anymore, although Qiu didn't feel hungry, but if he went back now, without Jingshan's help, it would take a lot of trouble for him not familiar with the place.

"This is my home, what's wrong?"

"what!?"

Opening his mouth almost to the maximum, Shuya looked at him in disbelief.Jing Shan dragged him home for dinner without saying a word. Didn’t this person’s common sense include “ask the other party if he’s willing”?

"Ask me in advance, can you respect my opinion? Why did you bring me here!"

After working all day, Qiu Ye has long since lost his patience, and his complexion has become ugly because of Jingshan.The expression that seemed distressed was actually angry, full of unhappiness.

"If I ask you, you will refuse, right? So I didn't say anything. Anyway, you are here, and I will take you back after dinner. Don't you want to walk back to your residence by yourself?"

"That's why you forcibly brought me here regardless of whether I wanted to or not?"

Qiu also found that besides being unable to accept Jingshan's touch, he was also incapable of accepting his way of thinking.

"if not?"

"you!"

Being so enraged by the person in front of him, Qiu Ye couldn't think of what to say for a while, he could only quickly calm down the anger in his chest, but found that no matter how he tried to comfort himself, it was futile.

The two people who were stalemate at the door did not move, but the door inside opened.Perhaps hearing the conversation between the two, the girl looked at Qiu Ye standing outside the door with some confusion.

Jing Shan still pushed the door open, and the girl walked up to him in a light pink home dress.

"Taozi, this is the Qiuya I told you about."

Introduced to the girl, the girl named Taozi took two steps forward and stretched out her hand first. The smile on her face was sweet, and the young and quiet face made Qiu Ye calm down in an instant.

Although it was all Jingshan's fault, there was no need to get angry with irrelevant people, so Qiu Ye reached out and grabbed the girl's finger in front of him.

"Hi, I'm Qiuya."

Being polite and humble is no longer a concern, it is already very hard for Qiu to speak calmly at this moment.

But after holding each other for a while, the hand was already released, and the other party didn't say a word, but just kept showing a sweet smile to himself quietly.Qiu was also a little puzzled, but Jing Shan answered him first.

"Taozi can understand, but she has been unable to speak since she was a child."

Only then did Qiuya understand, and hurriedly lowered her head and said "I'm sorry".

"Why do you keep apologizing, Taozi doesn't hate you."

The girl who heard what her brother said turned around and stared at Jing Shan angrily, as if accusing him of his way of speaking.But although Jing Shan could understand what his sister meant, he ignored it completely and continued to urge the two of them to go in quickly.

Seeing that Qiu was also hesitant, Tao Zi immediately grabbed the other's arm, and after a half-push, Qiu also realized that she had already entered the house.

"Ah, you are Qiuya, right? I heard that I would invite you to my house for dinner this morning. It's so late now, are you hungry?"

A woman over fifty was wearing an apron, serving dishes on the dining table, and warmly greeted Qiu Ye.

"Uh, hello auntie, I'm a friend of Jingshan, I'm very sorry to disturb you so late."

Looking at the mother and daughter sitting across the table and Jingshan next to him, Qiu also felt that his thinking power was not enough.Why is he sitting here?Do you want to have dinner with someone you don't know?Even for Jingshan's family, it was the first time for me to meet...

After not moving his chopsticks for a long time, Qiuya lowered his head as if he was looking at the rice bowl. In fact, at this moment he had already begun to think too much.

Jing Shan stared at the motionless man beside him for a while, then helped to pick up some vegetables and put them in the bowl in front of him.

"You look at the rice and it won't run into your mouth by itself, so do it."

Urging Qiu Ye, Jing Shan continued to eat.On the other hand, Tao Zi didn't know what she was thinking, and kept staring at her.

"You too, Taozi, always staring at what Qiuya is doing, hurry up and eat!"

Unexpectedly, Jingshan is so fierce to his younger sister who can't speak, shouldn't he be gentle to her?Qiu also doesn't understand this kind of brother-sister relationship, but she knows that the reason Taozi is looking at her is because he keeps looking down at Fan but doesn't move.

"Don't be cruel to others, I will eat it..."

He frowned and said something to Jing Shan, then turned to Tao Zi and said "I'm sorry".However, Qiu also forgot, because he had said this sentence too many times in front of Jingshan, and the other party would complain about him almost every time.

"You didn't do anything to Tao Zi, why do you keep apologizing! Did the apology bug transform?"

It was the first time Qiuya heard such a description!And the mother and daughter on the opposite side also laughed because of this, which made Qiu Ye feel very embarrassed after taking a bite of the meal.

"What...the apology bug...don't talk nonsense!"

Shuya, blushing with bouts of embarrassment, picked up the bowl and swallowed quickly in order to finish the meal quickly.But Jing Shan didn't speak any more, but put vegetables into Qiu Ye's bowl while he was chewing.

The meal ended too quickly, and when Jingshan's mother asked if he needed more food, Qiu also declined.Now he just waits for Jingshan to finish eating and send him back, and he doesn't want to say a word to him.

Why is it always so easy to lose control of my emotions when facing this man?

Thinking that he couldn't figure it out, Qiu also sighed and decided to relax and ignore other things.

To send Qiu Ye back to his residence, Jing Shan drove a striking pink car.Hearing that this is Taozi's car, Qiu Ye secretly sighed that girls like pink, and this tall man nestling in it is really funny.

"By the way, so your surname is Yujing?"

While waiting at the red light, Qiu also suddenly remembered this question.Although I kept calling him Jingshan, I thought it was his last name.

"Jingshan is my name after I came out to work. After I became a designer, if I didn't have to, I wouldn't give my real name."

"So, is it a stage name?"

"I'm not an artist, but... well, it almost means the same thing."

"Then what's your real name?"

Curiosity made Qiu also unable to stop asking. Although he didn't like the way this person spoke, as long as he asked himself and he only needed to answer, the way of chatting was normal.

"..."

Unexpectedly, Jingshan didn't answer, but just drove in silence.The atmosphere in the car where no one spoke was too cold.

Jing Shan, who didn't speak until the front door of the hotel, only said a word before Qiu Ye got out of the car.

"There is an exhibition here on Sunday. If you accompany me to see it, I will tell you."

Without staying any longer, without even giving him time to say good night, Jingshan kicked the gas pedal and walked away, leaving Qiu Ye stunned in place with a look of astonishment on his face.

"No way..."

Even telling his name has to be negotiated, what is this man thinking...

But when the other party talked about the conditions, he suddenly lost the desire to know.Seeing an exhibition together on Sunday can only reveal the real name, such a time-consuming cost, Qiu also just wants to give up.If you have time, you might as well communicate with Muma more. The days when you can’t see each other always feel long because of missing.

But it wasn't until I was about to go to bed after packing up that I realized that I hadn't rejected him yet!Why is he always at a disadvantage, if he doesn't refuse, isn't it the same as agreeing to him?

Thinking of this, Qiu also hurriedly turned over and sent a message to Jingshan.

[I want to take a day off on Sunday, sorry I can't accompany you to see the exhibition. 】

Expecting the other party to agree, but while waiting for a reply, Qiu couldn't help guessing that the other party would not agree to him so easily.That kind of man with a strong character, as long as he wants, will not be flexible and tactful. I have suffered losses in front of him more than once, and this time it seems that there is little hope...

[Because why should you rest? 】

When Jingshan replied to the message again, Qiu also took a nap between sleep and sleep, and was startled by the vibrating phone, so he rubbed his eyes and replied the message.But looking at this sentence, Qiu also felt that no matter how he explained it, it was useless.

【I want to rest when I’m tired. If I don’t rest on the weekend, I won’t be energetic next week, so I want to lie in the room for a day. 】

Should it be said that Jingshan is selfish or has no eyes for others... If he can treat his friends like Ohara, even if they are in close contact, it will be fine.But ever since he showed his desire for him, Qiu also felt resistance and fear to every touch.Even if it won't hurt him, the psychological pressure that that kind of touch invisibly brings to him is so great that Qiu can't bear it.

[I will rest with you on Saturday, and you will accompany me to the solo exhibition on Sunday. 】

The communication was fruitless, and finally ended in failure.In order to stop the loss, Qiu also had to minimize the risk.

[I'll accompany you, you don't need to accompany me on Saturday.Well that's it, good night. 】

Annoyedly recalling that from the time he met to the present, Shu also felt like a fool.At the beginning, he thought about winning a game at Jingshan, but now he expected that the other party would not come to him, and he would not let himself lose too much.Having gradually become a complete loser, Qiu also felt a lot easier the moment he accepted it.

That's right, in the end it's because I'm not Jingshan's opponent, I might never learn that way of speaking.But what is puzzling is why Jingshan always appears by his side.If……

If it is said that Jingshan likes himself, then it almost makes sense.

Qiu also looked at the night scene outside the window and couldn't help feeling confused.

At the beginning, I misunderstood, but now, should I think so?Jingshan is a normal man, right?In addition to being a calm and lustful man, he also has a sharp and precious character that is unwilling to perfunctorily deceive others.It's just that the unintentional and unbearable approach always scares Qiu Ye.

Just like the day when Jing Shan bit his earlobe lightly with his teeth, his body trembled with excitement, and his whole heart wanted to jump out.And that day, being hugged and kissed by the man who was sitting in the corridor waiting for him to fall asleep, the strange feeling that spread from the place where the lips touched together and the place where the hands on the side of the waist touched was so frightening .

Qiu also thought, if he hadn't been alone on the hotel bed tonight, he really wouldn't have the courage to think about it.It was as if the heat hadn't dissipated, and the fingers lightly stroked the upper lips, and the eyes must have lost their focus, which is ugly...

The heat that slowly grew in the depths of my heart was like poisonous vines, entangled those fears of Jingshan, twisted round and round until they suffocated, releasing an aura that confused reason.

The interaction between cedar and musk, mixed with warmth and the warmth of a touch of tobacco slowly revives from the deepest part of memory...

This kind of loss of control after being overly suppressed caused Qiu Ye to hide under the quilt, biting her lower lip tightly, and curled up her trembling body...

The author has something to say:

If love can be stopped, parting will be the most painful victory.

PS: lust-type personality, the word "grand desire" is a Japanese kanji phrase, in fact, it can be understood literally. "Yu" means wanting, wanting forcibly, and has the meaning of greed.Jingshan represents personality - lust.

(Why Jingshan is called Jingshan instead of Yujing is in the Fanwai, no spoilers. The 50 chapters of the main story are already halfway through, and it is very close to the Fanwai. I will make a green version of the Fanwai.)