Divorce!I want to feed you.

Qiu, who was suddenly hugged, froze in place at a loss, but the constantly tightened arms began to make people breathless, and the tightly clamped arms could not be pulled out.After shaking for a while, Qiu also found himself being hugged by Jingshan...

"Let go, let me go...Jingshan, Jingshan!"

Holding his breath, Qiu also struggled to inhale with difficulty.But no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't escape the imprisonment.

"Please, let me go, please."

The feet cannot bear weight, and it will make people feel very insecure in the case of weightlessness.He didn't know what Jingshan was going to do next, nor did he know his purpose for doing so.But Qiu is also convinced that as long as he is with this neurotic man, he will not feel safe.

"Look, it's really easy to hold you up."

Jing Shan's voice was right next to his ears, the deep and hoarse voice had obvious graininess, as if his throat was inflamed after staying up late for the second day without rest.Qiu couldn't help but wonder how long he had been by her side yesterday.

Jing Shan put Qiu Ye on the ground again, but did not let go.He still maintained the posture of embracing Qiu Ye, but suddenly pressed his shoulders down.The body that had just stood firmly on both feet had not yet maintained a good balance, and a mountain-like weight fell down.

"Hey hey... Jing... mountain!"

The other party took off the strength of his legs and put his weight on Qiu Ye's body little by little. For this reason, Qiu Ye had to reach out to hold the window sill next to him to prevent the two of them from falling together.

"Quick...get up..."

It was more uncomfortable than before, as if my body was squeezed into the wreckage of the earthquake and couldn't move.Qiu Ye barely supported his knees, and his body was shaking so hard that he was about to fall.

"So weak. You have no strength and no weight. I'm afraid you will starve to death one day."

Gently withdrew the strength, and after letting go of his hand again, Shuya was able to breathe.Like being hunted by an animal with a huge size, Jingshan's strength and weight are terrifying.He is just an architect, how could he have such a strong body?Qiu also thought that if he couldn't help being angry and beat him up in front of him one day, he might be crushed immediately.

The clear sound of breathing was so abrupt in the quiet room, and the gradually darkening room seemed to cover Qiu Ye's shame with a thin layer, preventing him from being clearly seen by Jingshan. flushed face.

"You, what do you want to do..."

Backing away to the window, Shuya turned his back to the window, covering his face helplessly with his hands.He knew that he couldn't face Jingshan, but he still ran into his room today.Qiu also wanted to know where this constant and ubiquitous discomfort came from, and why she was so allergic to this man.

"Let's show you how unhealthy you are. Go, go out and eat."

Jing Shan stretched out his hand and tried to grab Qiu Ye's wrist. The man, whose soul was resisting approaching, even childishly hid his hands behind his back, but Jing Shan was very confused by his painful expression.

"Why do you hate me so much? Is it because I sent you back to take care of you last night?"

What reason is this?If this can cause Qiu Ye to hate him, then what can he do to make the other party at least not so resistant.

"No, I appreciate you."

Even though he said so, the painful expression didn't seem to be grateful at all.Making Qiu feel so miserable, Jingshan also fell into confusion.

"But you resist me. Didn't I say that? Now that we're friends, it's normal for me to care about you. Why are you so sad, Qiuya?"

There seemed to be an invisible wall between the two, Jing Shan didn't take a step forward, nor did he move closer.He just stood there, waiting for Qiu Ye to come over.

But even with the pain on his own face, Qiu also saw the other party's expression is so uncomfortable.What is he suffering from?This free, self-willed and strong man can suppress himself physically and forcefully. Why does he have such a sad expression?

"Even if you're a friend, shouldn't you keep a certain distance? I've tried my best not to think about what you did to me. Let those things go, okay?"

"what's up?"

Still in the same stalemate, Jing Shan stood in the shadow reflected by the window, it became increasingly difficult to see his expression clearly.

"I drank too much yesterday, but the last time you waited for me, I didn't drink too much! Did you forget that you hugged me and kissed me?! What about your common sense? Is it wrong for two men to kiss together? Is it something so commonplace?"

He actually forgot? !

Shuya yelled out with what little strength he had left, but in the end, his voice became very quiet because of lack of physical strength.Even if there is a white bear effect in this world, but I have tried so hard to forget it and don't care, why does this prisoner who caused him pain still look innocent here?

Squatting down feebly and hiding under the window sill, Qiu also curled up into a ball and hugged her knees, pulling her hair with her fingers and sinking into deep despair.

"...I didn't say that."

After a long silence, Jing Shan finally answered.

"So, you don't consider me for things that you think are very common... Is it acceptable to consider whether I am married or not?"

The inside of his body seemed to have been bitten clean, and he staggered when he stood up.Already so hungry that the blood supply to the brain was insufficient, and the dizziness made Qiu Ye have to hold on to the window sill with both hands.

"Why are you doing this..."

Qiu Ye rubbed his cheek with the back of his hand, only then did Jingshan realize that there were crystal tears running across the thin man's cheek in the darkness.

"sorry."

The words could be heard from Jing Shan's mouth, and Qiu Ye suddenly smiled with tears on his cheeks.When walking towards the bed, a sense of powerlessness caused him to fall down.But no matter how soft it is, Qiu still feels pain all over his body. From top to bottom, a knife-like feeling arises from nowhere, making his chest tremble silently.

"Already, it's all right..."

"If it's okay, come out to dinner with me."

"No."

As if giving up on himself, Qiu Ye rejected Jing Shan with a blunt tone that he rarely used.

Walking to the bed, Jing Shan squatted down.He wanted to stretch out his hand to pull him up, but recalling Qiu Ye's reaction just now, he still took it back.

"Qiuya, as a friend, I am very concerned about your health, so I want to take you out for dinner...how can you promise me?"

The feeble inquiry mixed with the sigh seemed to be pleading, Jing Shan looked at this thin body with complicated emotions.

"You promise me that you won't have physical contact with me casually, so I can promise you."

She gave up on herself, Qiu also felt.If the entanglement continues, the two of them don't know how long the stalemate will last.

"..."

Qiu Ye was secretly surprised that Jing Shan didn't answer right away.If it's a normal friendship, even if it's with Da Yuan, he doesn't think it's a big deal, but now this man makes him feel uncomfortable as long as he touches him.Why did Jingshan hesitate?Can't be friends without touching?Is it my fault or Jingshan's fault...

It was getting dark, and there were one or two birdsong, which made the already extremely cold atmosphere even more prominent.

Until Jingshan sighed deeply.

"Okay, I promise you, I won't touch you again without your permission. Can I go out to dinner now?"

Jing Shan still made a concession, and Qiu Ye's heart finally calmed down.

Getting up slowly, Qiu also tidied up his suit, and when he was struggling to put on his shoes, he was so dizzy that he wanted to fall down, but he always remembered that Jingshan was by his side.If you can't stand firmly, even if the other party says that, they won't sit idly by.It's better to be careful yourself.

Following Qiu Ye, Jing Shan still walked slowly with his hands in his pockets habitually.

"What to eat?"

Qiu Ye's tone was full of powerlessness, and the twitching of the empty stomach made him unable to concentrate.And he himself is very clear that if he doesn't supplement food, he will really lose his energy.

"Whatever, depends on your mood."

Hungry to such an extent, Qiu Ye even struggled to confirm the store logo.But he didn't want to admit it, so he had to find a restaurant near the commercial street and walk in.

The service staff is very enthusiastic, and they spare no effort to recommend it in the face of the two.After Qiu also said that he was casual, Jingshan ordered a mild set meal for him, and the drink was replaced with thick corn juice.Qiu Ye, who has always disliked corn and hardly even ate it, frowned and wanted to refuse, but seeing that the person had already left, he didn't want to bother to bring him back.

"What would you like to drink?"

Leaning back in the chair weakly, Qiu also carefully kept facing Jingshan but not looking at his face.

"Pomegranate juice. What's the matter?"

"That...can I exchange it with you?"

Although some don't know how to speak, they still want to speak out.

"I never liked corn and green beans growing up, so can I trade it with you?"

"okay."

Although he knew that the other party had ordered hot corn juice for him out of good intentions, Qiu still felt unable to swallow the taste.

His stomach was already empty, but Jingshan sitting in front of him had such a strong sense of presence that he couldn't even concentrate on enjoying the delicious food, so he only ate half of it and couldn't eat any more.

"Is it bad?"

While bowing his head to eat, just as Qiu Ye put down his chopsticks, Jing Shan asked.He seems to be paying attention to his eating behavior all the time, which is really hard not to pay attention to.

"No, maybe it's because I've been hungry for too long, so I can't eat anymore."

After finishing the pomegranate juice in the glass, Qiu also waited for Jingshan to finish eating before going to pay the bill.Although he made him unhappy, he still has something to apologize to him, at least he will pay for the dinner. Such a thank you, even if it is sloppy, can make him not care so much.

But when it was about to check out, the other party said that the man at the same table had already paid. Qiu also frowned, guessing that he might have paid when he went to the bathroom.

Walking on the street again, it has been changed from one after the other to side by side.But it seems that they are side by side, and the distance between the two is still very wide.Qiu also felt the presence of Jingshan around him all the time, and walked in the direction he came, and the other party followed.

"You don't even ask me, why are you here today?"

Jing Shan, who broke the silence first, suddenly stood still and asked Qiu Ye a question.

"Hey?"

Qiu Ye was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that Jingshan was already at the hotel when she called him.

"That's right, is there something important that you are looking for me today?"

Qiu, who also stopped, looked back at Jingshan, but the other party just took out the cigarette case, lit one, and stood leisurely by the side of the road to enjoy himself.

"I wanted to say it, but now, it doesn't make sense."

She said something that she didn't understand, but Qiu also was very confused.What is it that is different when we first meet and after dinner?

"Ah, that, about what?"

"About that message you sent me last night."

Instead of looking at Qiu Ye, Jing Shan slightly raised his head and looked in the direction of the park.It is not in the same direction as the hotel where Qiu Ye lived, but the two places are not far away.

"That...I wanted to send it to Muma, but I sent it by mistake, sorry."

Qiu also stood with her head down like a child who has made a mistake, trying to explain while smiling awkwardly.

"……I know."

He just said something lightly, put out the cigarette butt, and put it in the ashtray he was carrying, as if thinking about something, Jing Shan withdrew his gaze and looked at his feet.

"Then why are you still here..."

The man on the opposite side cast complicated gazes, and Qiu Ye, who was being looked at like this for the first time, suddenly felt a little flustered.

"I'm waiting for you to give me an explanation, a correct answer. Although I know what's going on, I just want to hear you say, listen to you tell me, it's wrong, I chose wrong. Qiu also……"

Under the long and narrow eyes, Jing Shan's helpless but loving gaze made Qiu Ye's heart skip a beat.

The author has something to say:

Pomegranate Juice: During that time, I ate pomegranate every day and thought it was really delicious.

I was full on my wedding anniversary yesterday ==, I wanted to add an update, but I didn't catch up.