Divorce!I want to feed you.

It was the lips that seemed to be punishing him. The sense of aggression was so strong that Qiu Ye had no time to react. He opened his mouth domineeringly. Jing Shan easily bit Qiu Ye's lower lip, and then held on until a fishy and sweet smell followed. The fused saliva began to diffuse in the mouths of the two.

Alcohol burned and relaxed nerves did not resist, but let the other party bear all the weight of his body, the dusty smell that had settled for a long time mixed with Jingshan's special smell, entangled and was sucked into the lungs by Qiu Ye, unexpectedly As if consciously filling every corner of the internal organs, Qiu couldn't help but flinch.

"You're shivering, is it this cold outside?"

It was almost May, and there was no temperature difference between the passage and the outside at night. Qiu also wanted to explain to the other party that she was not shivering because of the cold, but the current situation was not easy to explain.

She was pulled and kissed forcibly, just like when her ear was bitten that night.But if you find some excuse that time, you can still try to hypnotize yourself not to think about it as a dream.Or because no one saw it, it doesn't matter if this kind of behavior that can't cause any consequences doesn't exist.

"..."

Jing Shan sat on the first step of the downward stairs, his legs almost reached the fourth and fifth steps.Covering him like a quilt was Qiu Ye lying on his stomach, using an angle where he couldn't grasp the center of gravity at all. Even if he supported Jingshan's shoulders with his hands, he couldn't stabilize at all.It is Jingshan's legs that can carry his body without knees hitting the sharp corners.One of his legs was stuck between Qiu Ye's legs, and the posture he was sitting astride was actually very embarrassing.

"It's not swollen..."

Without any scruples about the ambiguous posture at the moment, Jing Shan raised his head slightly, stretched out his hand to stroke the cheek that had been slapped, and his eyes were peaceful.

How could he be so calm!Qiu also couldn't figure it out, but he could hear his manic heartbeat clearly in the quiet space. Because of the over-excited and distracting intimacy, the back was faintly sweating, and the sticky shirt made people feel uncomfortable. .

"Please let me get up."

The murmuring voice lacked confidence, and Qiu Ye was already exhausted just resisting her body's messy reactions, and besides, she couldn't stand up by herself in this posture.

Jingshan didn't move, and Qiu, who didn't dare to entrust the weight of his body to one thigh, tried his best not to press it. After a long time in the leaning posture, his waist couldn't stand it and began to tremble uncontrollably.

I am not very good at sports, so I was not very popular with girls when I was studying, and there were not many male classmates who got along well.Until graduating from university, Qiu Ye, who lacked muscle, always lacked muscle even though he had good stamina.

It was almost unbearable, and the fatigue and soreness from the waist stimulated the willpower.Right now, there are only two choices, either twist your body to one side and fall onto the steps, or sit on Jingshan's lap so that you can lift your feet to a higher step and use your strength to stand up.But no matter how you think about it, Qiu also doesn't want to choose.Alcohol made his head restless, and the moment of willfulness made him decide to discuss with Jingshan.

"Can you help me? I can't stand up."

He lowered his head so as not to look at the man's face in front of him, fearing that something would happen if he got too close.That violent and painful kiss had already surpassed his own warning line, and keeping a safe distance was the only thing he had to do right now.

Jing Shan's eyes remained motionless as if he was stunned, and Qiu couldn't help being puzzled.Is there a problem with what you said?

Jingshan felt that this problem was too big to cause headaches.It was a tone I had never heard before, even if it came from a man, but the soft tone of relying on himself and praying to himself, as if... acting like a baby...

"Akiya, do you talk like that to others?"

The strange posture made Qiu Ye struggle, but Jing Shan waited for his answer relentlessly.There is no way, if I don't tell him clearly that I won't be able to get up, the position like push-ups is really uncomfortable enough.

"No, it's not... my waist is so sore, I can't hold it... I can't hold it..."

The bent arms wanted to stand up for a long time, but the hands holding the sides of his ribs did not let go at all as if they were fixed.Because of the strong support, all the strength reached the abdomen, and the words that came out were intermittent.

Jingshan was silent for a few seconds, and Qiu also felt as difficult as a few minutes.He desperately wanted to get up and get out of here, the touch was sick to him, the air was sick to him, the smell was sick to him.All of this is to be blamed on Jingshan, why is he waiting here like a statue, he has clearly rejected him.

But I couldn't explain it clearly to him, the two kissed, even if Jingshan forced himself, it still disturbed the slightly drunk Qiu Ye.

Without insisting any more, under Jingshan's recommendation, Qiu Ye was finally able to retract his legs, and his tired waist and abdomen muscles could finally relax.

"I've already seen it. Mr. Jingshan should go back too. I'm going home. Good night."

Once the urgent desire to escape from here swells, the fear of Jingshan becomes stronger.Not to mention that I am married and still a straight person, such a man who takes the initiative but has no rules in his behavior, even if he is unmarried, even if he is gay, he will definitely not be able to accept this kind of pursuit.

Jing Shan, who also stood up, stretched his body slightly, stretching his slender hands and feet to the maximum extent.In Qiu Ye's eyes, the height of more than two meters with a raised hand made him feel a huge coercion, as if he was about to rush over and lock himself firmly in the next second.

Shaking his head, Qiu Ye's somewhat chaotic thinking urgently needed cooling.If I stay here again, I will only think more, so before Jing Shan can reply, I turn around and pull the door handle.

"Wait a moment!"

Whether it is the problem of too small space or Jingshan's arms are too long, Qiu also realizes that before he has time to escape, he is pulled back again and falls into the limb cage called Jingshan.

"Hey, Qiuya..."

Qiu also can guarantee that he has never heard Jingshan's tone so gentle, and the originally deep voice suddenly felt powerless, calling his name with his head bowed as if praying, most people can't refuse, right?His usual cold and blunt tone was gone, and this mouth that was close to his head whispered in such an foul way, where did his usual arrogance and "Jingshan accent" go?

"Let... let go of me!"

If you listen to it any more, your heart will definitely be in a mess.Struggling to let Jingshan let go, the other party's restraint was not as gentle as that call, and the arms tightly embracing each other gradually seeped warmth through their clothes, which made Qiu Ye unconscious for a while.

this is not right.Qiu also warned herself like this.

Already married to Muma, I can't fall in love with a man, the other's persistence will only bring me trouble and guilt towards Muma.

"Are you troubled, Shuya. I am troubled."

Before Qiu Ye could open his mouth, Jing Shan talked to himself.

"I'm not gay and don't see you as a woman, so it's weird."

"I'm going to want to kiss you. I've had this idea since the first time we ate together."

The heart couldn't help but tense, and the rapidly beating part seemed to have a sudden lesion. Longing and fear were intertwined. Qiu Ye just stood there with his eyes closed, unable to do anything, because he couldn't lift his hands.

"I've been waiting for you for two hours. It's too cold and I miss you so much. Qiuya..."

The self-satisfied speech made the evasive heart unable to stop clamoring.

"I really want to be with you all the time, I want to see you more. But sometimes I can't help it..."

Qiu also began to feel that something was wrong.

Even if Jingshan would show such emotions on weekdays, he was not someone who would express it easily. Even if he was hugging and biting his ears, Jingshan never said a word beyond the limit.

"We...we are friends, and we live close together, don't we often see each other?"

He explained with a guilty conscience, but Qiuya himself felt that such nonsense was meaningless.After I met for the first time, counting the occasional meeting in the apartment, the total number of times did not exceed ten times.

But he had to say those unnutritious nonsense, even if he couldn't deceive Jingshan, he still regarded it as a psychological comfort for himself.Qiu also kept hypnotizing herself with the excuse of "we are friends", not believing or deliberately avoiding, but normalizing the relationship.That's all he can do.

Qiu Ye obviously felt that Jingshan's body became stiff, and those words seemed to sink the opponent, and Jingshan didn't speak again for a long time.The part he was covering was warm and hot, and the spring night was more cool than cold, so the two of them sticking too close for too long seemed to be hot and sweaty.

Suddenly, Jing Shan seemed to lose control of his reason, put his broad palm on the back of Qiu Ye's head, leaned over and kissed the soft lips of the man in his arms.Unlike the angry way just now, but violent and impulsive, the tongue actively poked in trying to hook up the crown of the opponent's tooth, and the moment it opened, it got in and plundered wantonly.

Qiu has never experienced such a deep and passionate kiss. To him, kissing is more of a formal action.As long as two people stick their lips together, it is enough to rub and taste.But Jing Shan did it differently, he seemed to be sucking his own mouth, as if the urge to swallow the other person was both frightening and uncontrollable excitement.

Qiu, who tried a deep kiss for the first time, didn't master the method well, her lungs failed to regulate, and her head began to feel dizzy as if she lacked oxygen.

"Mmm... Mmmmm...!"

I don't know if it's pain or something, but the voice just ran out, and Qiu Ye heard the strange voice that he hadn't made in 30 years, his face was so hot that he almost fainted in an instant.But the persevering man seemed to be very greedy for this kind of behavior, and he was still focusing on kissing with his eyes closed.

During the struggle, the bodies of the two fell towards the wall. The impact of the cold concrete made Jingshan, who had hit it first, let out a muffled snort, and Qiu also took advantage of the gap to quickly push each other away.

"This...you are too much Jingshan..."

Qiu Ye, who kept panting, blushed and didn't dare to look over, with a distressed and painful expression as if she was about to cry.

Sighing, recalling the intense kiss just now, Jing Shan regained that indifferent expression.

"This is the last time before we become friends, I'm a bit willful, sorry."

Raising his hand symbolically, the man walked up the stairs towards the seventh floor as he saw for the first time, but this time he did not tilt his head, but lowered his head.

After running home quickly, Qiu also began to take off her clothes and take a shower.

The aroma that made him excited remained on his body, and the phrase "Qiu Ye" that Jingshan called softly in his ears.He couldn't help but think about it, and even began to wonder if he was gay at heart, whether his body could only respond to a man like Jingshan, and whether this body could hold Muma.

Although the unequal special relationship between the two made Qiu Ye have no chance to do this for several months, which also contained too many psychological problems, but when he locked the door, he still stretched out his hand involuntarily ...

Even if he couldn't hug Muma, she was his wife in name.For the first time, Qiu Ye began to hate herself, hating the self who was flustered when facing Jingshan.

When hugged, one feels warm, and when one is kissed, one feels unconscious. While longing to escape, it also breeds sinful expectations.He likes Jingshan, but it is limited to his special and charming taste and deep voice, not including gender, face or soul.No matter how tall and stern Jingshan is, it is a style that women like, but I just can't find what I like, and I am not allowed to look for it.

Whether you have expectations or desires for yourself.Tonight, let everything that should be over be over.Those unrealistic fantasies are extravagant. I don't have the courage to break through taboos, let alone the self-consciousness to cross the moral bottom line.Those memories that are like a dream, just burn them out.

The alcohol remaining in Qiuya's body played a last bit of effect, making him fall asleep in anxiety and escape.

The author has something to say:

Although I really want to congratulate him!But this chapter is a bit sloppy.Such a proud man is used to tilting his head even when he is short, but now he leaves in embarrassment with his head down, admitting that he will be friends in the future (dreaming), admitting that he is cold and misses Qiu Ye.He also admitted that he would like to kiss the other party, and said that he is not gay, meaning that he bent because of Qiu Ye?I was so teased by the other party, and then separated properly, it really is a crime!