my husband's boyfriend

Chapter [-] Leave it to me...

The whole room fell into silence for an instant because of this sentence.

After a long time, An Ruqiu opened his mouth in disbelief.

"What did you say?"

Because of the beating during the day and the indescribable feeling in his heart now, it is not too much to describe Xu Xiaobai's face as dead ashes at this time, but when asked again like this, Xu Xiaobai couldn't bear to speak again.But not speaking again does not mean that what was said just now has not been said.

"Can you say that again!"

An Ruqiu increased his voice, obviously angry.

But An Ruqiu was angry, and Xu Xiaobai who heard that An Ruqiu was angry also became angry.

The unbearable feeling just now was firmly suppressed by him at this moment, he stared at An Ruqiu and said, "We... let's go here..."

An Ruqiu didn't move... After a moment of silence, he suddenly broke out. He suddenly reached out to grab Xu Xiaobai's shoulder and pushed it down.

"Well!"

The series of pains in his body rushed up because An Ruqiu was suddenly pushed back to the bed, forcing him to groan for a while, but before he could slow down, An Ruqiu's face was tense. They pressed it tightly, followed by a long kiss.

At this time, Xu Xiaobai's head was at a loss, and he was suffering from various pains, and he had no strength to resist at all, and most importantly, what An Ruqiu wanted to express at this time was obviously not love, but anger and warning.

Xu Xiaobai only felt a tightness in his heart, and his body instinctively grabbed An Ruqiu's shoulder and pushed it hard.

Just listening to a "plop"... It's not right, it's louder than a "plop", it was a sudden attack, and under some unsteady focus, An Ruqiu was really pushed out by Xu Xiaobai , fell directly to the ground.

Xu Xiaobai adjusted his slightly shortness of breath, and soon calmed down, but he didn't see An Ruqiu get up from the ground, but lay there motionless, not knowing whether he hit his head or something and fainted. Not happy to move.

Xu Xiaobai slowed down, got up a little uneasy, and wanted to go up to see what An Ruqiu was doing, but before he leaned his head, An Ruqiu spoke first.

"Can I know why?" An Ruqiu asked suddenly.

Xu Xiaobai heard An Ruqiu's calm voice with a little anger, and at the same time as the original worry fell to the ground, the awkward and uncomfortable feeling in his heart also returned.

"..."

Xu Xiaobai didn't answer, and even looked aside, he was suddenly afraid of seeing An Ruqiu, afraid of hearing his voice, afraid of the way he looked at him after hearing what he said just now, afraid of seeing him s face……

"Just because a woman I don't like doesn't know whether it's life or death, are you going to break up with me?"

An Ruqiu propped up his upper body and leaned against the edge of the bed, staring at Xu Xiaobai and waiting for his answer.The atmosphere froze for a moment, and after a long time...

"It's only when we start...We...haven't started yet."

After listening to it at first, An Ruqiu still couldn't react to what he had heard, but after thinking about it for a while, he suddenly understood everything.He himself thought that since the day he brought Xu Xiaobai to see An's mother, he was already his person, but he didn't know that in Xu Xiaobai's heart, the two of them had never started.

In his opinion, they are not lovers at all, they have never been in love, everything has not started yet, and they are still the same as before, just two wounded hearts embracing each other, there is no love, no liking, just not hating ...Then what does he mean by the end now?of course?That means that even this initial relationship, he intends to break it off completely!

"Xu Xiaobai!"

After a moment of silence, An Ruqiu suddenly jumped up excitedly, grabbed Xu Xiaobai's shoulders, but saw that he didn't want to look at him at all, so he simply broke his head with his hands and made him look directly at him.

"Why? Why? There are only two people in this world who have rejected me. One is dead... and the other is you. Except for Ling Qiusi, I think I have never fallen in love with a second woman. I I have never liked men, and you are the only man who can make me believe that I really like it! If you can’t say a reason today, I will never let you go in my life! Don’t say anything to me We never even started this bullshit! I know you and I are the same! I'm going to tell the truth and I won't listen to anything else!"

"why?"

Xu Xiaobai looked at An Ruqiu's eyes and gradually accumulated tears.

"Because someone died!" Xu Xiaobai waved An Ruqiu's hand away and almost shouted at him: "I originally thought that whether I liked a man or a woman, it was a matter between the two of us. Then the parents of both parties are involved. But even if the parents object, even if the children and grandchildren are cut off, so what? There is no one missing in this world, and the earth will stop turning if it is not born! Even if neither of us wants children, what can we do? So what? Even if I am old and have no children, so what? But now? Someone died! Yang Ruoxue committed suicide because of the two of us! I never thought that my emotions would affect others, and even worse An innocent girl lost her life! I don't know what you, a person from Frost Que, think about human life! But I... I can't do it, I really can't do it...

Since I was a child, I have never done anything that I am ashamed of. Even if people around me, friends, relatives, classmates, everyone says that I did something wrong, as long as I think what I do is right, I can stick to it , but this time... I don't even know if I'm doing the right thing.Thinking of Yang Ruolin's day... He should hate me so much, but he still rushed to save me like an instinct of his body... He should have wished that I would be hit and killed by that car!But what about the result?I suddenly felt that I would never be able to face such a person again in my life.I'm so scared, you know how scared I am! "

Xu Xiaobai was emotional, tears rolled in his eyes but stubbornly did not fall, his hands danced and he was at a loss, An Ruqiu held this face that was stubbornly fighting against his own heart, and looked at Xu Xiaobai felt flustered and distressed with such an uneasy appearance.

He hugged Xu Xiaobai into his arms, he said he was afraid, but An Ruqiu was not afraid, no matter what happened, he was not afraid, at this moment, he wished he could directly break Xu Xiaobai into powder and swallow it, He would do anything to assuage his fear.

"Leave it to me...Leave it to me...Don't worry about anything...Leave it to me...I'll take care of it."

Xu Xiaobai listened to An Ruqiu's comforting words caressing his back, but he couldn't get any peace of mind. More fear and uneasiness welled up in his heart, not out of guilt towards Yang Ruoxue, but out of guilt for Yang Ruoxue. This person in front of you.

"what do you want to do……"

Before his tears fell, he withdrew them because of fear. He looked at An Ruqiu timidly, but he didn't see any reply from his eyes. His expression was cold, frighteningly cold, and irrelevant. as a result of……

"Don't worry about...don't worry about anything..."

The author has something to say:

Regarding An Ruqiu's sentence "There are only two people in this world who have rejected me, one is dead... and the other is you." He has loved two people in the world, one is dead, so he will not allow himself to lose his meaning again.Uh-huh!After all, Ling Qiusi was not killed by him.