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The tense semester came to an end after the final exams. Yue Shu dragged his luggage and went home for the New Year.

Ye Jingshuo sent him all the way to the station, and even bought a ticket to take him home before leaving.

Yue Shu was overwhelmed by flattery, and refused again and again. Ye Jingshuo's family was in such a difficult situation, and the round-trip high-speed rail would cost thousands of dollars. That person was even nervous about paying for his own ticket, let alone another one.

Before the ticket check, Ye Jingshuo buttoned his button with his slender fingers. His movements were gentle and gentlemanly. His palms ran along his neck and touched his head. The reluctance was written all over his face.

In the past, Yue Shu couldn't understand, but now that his mentality has changed, Ye Jingshuo's every move, every frown and smile seems to be giving a glance and a passionate secret love.

Yue Shu is now in a state of disarray, not knowing how to face him.

This enthusiasm seemed like a young couple who were about to break up. Yue Shu was originally sensitive to the relationship between the two at this stage, but now he was even more uncomfortable. His face was very hot, and he didn't dare to look directly into Ye Jingshuo's eyes. He himself did not know why.

With a blushing face, Yue Shu said goodbye to him: "You, you go back, I'm going to check the ticket..."

He glanced around quickly out of the corner of his eyes, and then retracted immediately. He didn't know if he was overreacting. He always had the illusion of being watched by people around him.

The gay world is always eye-catching. Maybe Ye Jingshuo is so good-looking, tall and handsome. No matter where he puts it, his rate of turning heads is astonishingly high. Once such a person becomes gentle, he will look extraordinarily attractive. Charm, if you meet someone like Ye Jingshuo, no matter whether you are a man or a woman, you will not be able to resist it, right?

Ye Jingshuo gave a "hmm" in a deep and magnetic voice, and said, "Be careful, call me if you need something."

Yue Shu nodded, hesitated for a moment, then raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and said in a low voice, "You too, be careful on the road."

Ye Jingshuo smiled, and suddenly leaned over, put his arms across his waist, and hugged him into his arms.

Yue Shu was startled, he didn't react at all, his heart was pounding suddenly, his hands and feet were so stiff that he couldn't move.

Ye Jingshuo is hugging him?

Is this normal?Will the two brothers who have a good relationship with others hug and bid farewell at the station? ?

Yue Shu felt himself sinking into his generous chest, and the man came over with hot body temperature, Yue Shu could even hear his throbbing heartbeat, I don't know if Ye Jingshuo has ever sprayed men's perfume, he has a refreshing fragrance It smells good.

... Now is not the time to think about this!

Yue Shu raised his eyes, looked over Ye Jingshuo's shoulder, and realized that this time it was not an illusion, there were indeed people looking at them curiously.

Yue Shu couldn't hold back anymore, he pushed Ye Jingshuo's arm with some embarrassment, Ye Jingshuo let go of his hand comfortably, and his magnetic voice pressed against Yue Shu's ear: "See you at the beginning of school."

Yue Shuxin jumped up and said goodbye to Ye Jingshuo in a daze. He walked into the station with his hands and feet, his heart in a mess.

Ye Jingshuo really likes him...

Ye Jingshuo doesn't seem gay...or is it only for him?

Is it because he is good-looking?

Yue Shu had to admit that his heart was beating violently just now, and every subtle expression of Ye Jingshuo was vivid in his memory, which was very strange, and he didn't like Ye Jingshuo, this kind of reaction was too unusual.

Yue Shu has a good face from a young age and a cool personality. There are many people who like him in middle and high school, those who love him clearly, those who love him secretly, those who pass love letters or confess in person, men and women together can form a team to play football, it’s not that he hasn’t tried Tried dating one or two of them, but they all ended up failing, and ended up not even holding hands, let alone hugging and kissing.

So if others like him, it has nothing to do with him. If they don't like him, they just don't like him. Although Yue Shu apologized when he refused, it would not cause any fluctuations in his emotions. But Ye Jingshuo is different, different from anyone in the past.

Could it be that because Ye Jingshuo is a man, being confessed by a man made him unable to let go?

Or is it that he can't bear to refuse, after all, he is a buddy in the dormitory, and he will have to get along with him for three or four years in the future, so he can't do things too well.

Thinking about it carefully, it's not that Yue Shu has never met his ideal type. The first time he was moved was when Ye Jingshuo pretended to be a woman on the day he entered the university...

Yue Shu's heart shook, he turned his head with his schoolbag on his back, and glanced in Ye Jingshuo's direction. The man was still standing there with a handsome face, and waved at him from afar.

Yue Shu took a deep breath, and his Adam's apple rolled around unconsciously. He felt that he couldn't be confused, even if his heart beat faster, it was understandable, after all, he fell in love with Ye Jingshuo's women's clothing at first sight.

Thinking so, he also raised his hand towards Ye Jingshuo.

Yue Shu had nowhere to go, so naturally he wanted to go back to his sister's house for the New Year. Now that a new member has been added to the family, the atmosphere is very different.

Tongtong is five months old. She can crawl and turn over. Her eyes are big and cute, with double eyelids. Howling doesn't cry very much, and loves to laugh very much. His round eyes are always looking at you curiously, and the corners of his mouth glisten faintly with a little saliva.

In the past, Yue Shu didn't like to come back here, and often came to visit Yang Lan when Li Wenqing was not around.

Now that Tongtong was born, the family was filled with a joyous atmosphere, as if the whole world revolved around this little guy, Yue Shu's attention became distracted, and he gradually became less repulsed to stay here.

On New Year's Eve, Yue Shu was lying in his bedroom playing games, Tong Tong was lying on his stomach, holding Yue Shu's clothes with his little hands, every time he slept for a while, he would be woken up by the sound of firecrackers outside the window, and would go back to sleep after crying in fright. Repeatedly.

The game interface stopped suddenly, Yue Shu stared straight at it, and found a phone call, and the interface displayed the words "Ye Jingshuo".

Yue Shu's throat tightened, and he sat up so fast that he forgot that there was still sleeping Tongtong lying on his stomach, Tongtong was troubled and fell headfirst into the bed.

Tong Tong cried out loudly, tears fell down in big drops, looking extremely aggrieved.

Yue Shu hurriedly picked her up, put her in his arms and coaxed her: "I'm sorry, sorry, you continue to sleep, I won't move..."

Yue Shu hesitated for a moment with his right hand, then picked up the phone, feeling a little nervous, and said in a dry voice, "Hello?"

"It's me, Yue Shu." Ye Jingshuo's voice came through the microphone, it was very penetrating, Yue Shu's ears felt a little numb, and he only heard the person say: "Happy New Year."

"Oh, happy new year to you too!" Yue Shu reacted, his eyelashes moved, and couldn't help but wonder: "Did you call specifically to say this?"

"Not entirely." Ye Jingshuo said suddenly, "I just want to hear your voice."

Yue Shu swallowed his saliva speechlessly, how did he answer these words, Ye Jingshuo really became more and more direct, it was so obvious, would he continue to pretend that he didn't understand?The key is to keep it installed? ?

Fortunately, before he could think of an answer, Ye Jingshuo asked again: "Is Tongtong at home?"

Yue Shu was taken aback, looked down at the baby, Tongtong blinked her watery eyes, and tilted her head to look at him.

Yue Shuxin wondered why he asked this, and said for no reason: "Yes, I'm holding her."

The other end was silent for a while, and said: "Tongtong is five months old now, has she grown up a lot?"

Yue Shu glanced at Tongtong, and said, "Yes, it's tiring to hold her now, but she looks better the longer she grows, with big eyes and double eyelids, she will definitely be a beauty when she grows up."

Ye Jingshuo stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows, the bustling lights of the city were reflected in his eyes, and he stood alone, making him feel infinitely lonely.

Ye Jingshuo said "hmm", Yue Shu and his family have very good genes, one is stuffed and the other is good-looking, Tongtong is a beauty, she was not cute when she was young, but the older she grows up, the more refined she is, her grades are outstanding, Girls' Generation There were countless suitors, and later married a very good husband, got married and had children, and lived a carefree life.

It's a pity that her biological mother didn't have the chance to see her, and Yue Shu also left them early.

The belief that was ignited in an instant is very scary. If Tongtong didn't need someone to take care of him at that time, Ye Jingshuo really didn't know how to persevere after going through that kind of incident.

Although Tongtong has no blood relationship with him, her existence is like a candle in the wind, the last straw, although small and fragile, is enough to support his entire life.

Ye Jingshuo thought more than once, if he hadn't changed shifts with his colleagues on New Year's Eve, but had found Yueshu to talk things through, and the two of them had a normal New Year together, would everything be different after that.

Perhaps it was his punishment. Every New Year's Eve after Yue Shu's death was an endless torment and loneliness for Ye Jingshuo. People said that when he was old, his children and grandchildren were full of joy, but he had nothing left, and the more he lived, the more he lived. Lonely.

In the last days, Ye Jingshuo suffered from Alzheimer's disease. He almost forgot Yue Shu's appearance, and he didn't remember who Tongtong was. after busy.

Li Motong was heartbroken to death. During that time, he took a long vacation to take care of Uncle Ye. Uncle Ye didn't know anyone, and he liked to play petty temper. Headed to the original hospital... He was like a child who didn't remember anything. I can only immerse myself in my own little world, leaning on the window and staring out of the window, sometimes sitting for a whole day.

On New Year's Eve, Li Motong was cleaning up the dishes when he vaguely heard someone calling her "Tongtong" in the back room.

Li Motong was overwhelmed with surprise, she didn't care about the bowls and chopsticks stacked in her hands, she threw them on the table and ran into the house, she herself was over middle-aged, but her hands trembled with excitement, one of the slippers ran away, making the junior I don't know how to drop my jaw when I saw it.

Li Motong bent down and called out in surprise, "Uncle Ye?"

Ye Jingshuo stared at him, the corners of his eyes full of vicissitudes were folded together, but there was a trace of clarity in his pupils, Li Motong excitedly clasped his hands with cold hands and said, "Uncle Ye, what did you call me?"

Ye Jingshuo was stunned for a while, then subconsciously repeated: "Tongtong."

Li Motong immediately burst into tears, and said with wet eyes: "I'm here, I'm here... Uncle Ye, you haven't called me by my name for a long time."

Ye Jingshuo was indeed much more awake than before, raised his wrinkled and mottled hands, and tremblingly wiped Li Motong's tears.

Li Motong held his hand and pressed it against his cheek.

Ye Jingshuo asked, "What day is it today?"

Li Motong was stunned for a moment, and quickly said: "Today is New Year's Eve, New Year's Eve."

Ye Jingshuo's ears are not good, so he didn't hear, and asked again: "Is it going to be New Year's Eve?"

Li Motong nodded. Uncle Ye didn't have much time to wake up. This time is especially serious. It has been a few months since the last time he was named. I heard that the disease will become more serious in the later stages, and his memory will completely deteriorate. Complications ensue, and eventually he becomes debilitated and bedridden.

When she thought that this might be a manifestation of Uncle Ye's return to light, she felt indescribably uncomfortable.

"Where's Yue Shu?" Ye Jingshuo asked suddenly.

Li Motong was stunned for a moment, Uncle Ye said the word "Yue Shu" just now, wasn't that his uncle's name?

His brother-in-law passed away decades ago. I heard that he was stabbed to death by gangsters or happened at Uncle Ye's house. The murderer has not been caught until now. His brother-in-law lost a lot of blood and has a rare blood type. He has been sent to the hospital. It was hopeless, and Uncle Ye performed the surgery at that time.

Uncle Ye never married a wife and had children in his whole life. He just lived his whole life alone. Li Motong rarely heard this name from Ye Jingshuo's mouth. It was like a secret sealed in a box. No one could touch it, even Uncle Ye himself. Will not work.

In fact, she could vaguely understand Uncle Ye's feelings for Xiaojiu. He put people in his heart, and he couldn't take it off in his whole life.

Li Motong didn't know how to answer, why did Uncle Ye ask such a question?Didn't Yue Shu die long ago?

Li Motong didn't know whether to lie or tell the truth, Uncle Ye finally regained consciousness, so it's not good to hit him like this?

She had no choice but to answer vaguely: "He's not here, what's the matter with you?"

Ye Jingshuo looked at her with a frown, and the two of them looked at each other for a long time. Ye Jingshuo breathed like a silk, and opened his mouth and said, "Tell him not to go to my house, and celebrate the New Year with us..."

Li Motong's nose was sour, and he didn't know what to say, so he nodded in agreement: "Okay, I'll tell him, don't worry."

Ye Jingshuo was stunned for a while, then stopped talking.

Li Motong was not in the mood to leave, so he sat next to Ye Jingshuo to accompany him, feeling as if his heart had been severely twisted, sourness surged up all over his head, and he felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

Not long after, Ye Jingshuo was sitting in a wheelchair. Li Motong heard the sound of sniffling. When she looked up, she found that Ye Jingshuo was crying. Tears were streaming down her old cheeks, and the whites of her eyes were red from crying. palm erased.

Li Motong stood up and hurriedly wiped away his tears: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong?"

Ye Jingshuo shook his head, his voice trembling, and said, "I miss him."

……

Ye Jingshuo insisted on finishing the New Year, and started to be hospitalized after the new year. He was unconscious and his organs failed.

Yueshu's residential area is not in the city center, but because it is in a relatively prosperous area, there are towering high-rise buildings with spacious compartments, and there are many firecrackers, which blare every 2 minutes. Li Wenqing's house is located in the middle and lower floors of the building. His eardrums trembled even at the sound.

Ye Jingshuo's voice was as calm as usual, and he said, "It's very lively over there."

"No one cares, so there are a lot of firecrackers." Yue Shu always felt that Ye Jingshuo was a little depressed, but the man's tone was as usual, showing no flaws, Yue Shu thought about it, and couldn't help but ask: "...how do you gone?"

Ye Jingshuo was startled, his heart seemed to be tightened suddenly, and he was speechless.

Yue Shu didn't know how to ask. Speaking of which, he and Ye Jingshuo were both old men, and it was too pretentious to ask each other about their cares and discuss their concerns, motherfucker.

But the conversation was off the rails, and it wouldn't matter if he didn't finish the question, so he could only bite the bullet and say, "Do you... have something on your mind?"

The author has something to say: I went out yesterday, made up today, and there is another update tonight

感谢读者“夜和日斗”扔了1个地雷！投掷时间:2019-02-2208:52:00