The cold and ruthless school bully's school god, Xiaojiaofu

Dr. Li also guessed it, but it doesn't matter, the occupational disease of a psychiatrist is that he wants to chat with anyone, and he can chat with anyone. The more time he chats, the more comprehensive information he has, so that he can judge that there is nothing abnormal about a person.

It can't be measured by the scale alone. Some criminals with high IQ and EQ often escape the scale test and fill in the values ​​perfectly like a normal person.

"Well, it doesn't matter, life needs some little lies to polish." Dr. Li said with tolerance.

Bian Jing believed him instinctively, and began to talk about his life and studies, and occasionally about work.

Oddly enough, the psychiatrist rarely chimed in or contradicted his point of view.

Dr. Li always looked at him with encouraging eyes, indicating that he could continue talking.

Bian Jing is not a particularly extroverted person, he does not have a strong desire to talk, and only occasionally picks something to say.

Once the atmosphere subsides, or the side scenes stop, Dr. Li will pick up the conversation and redirect him to talk about other topics.

Just chatting like this, time passed quickly.

Xie Ting was anxious downstairs, walking up and down, looking at the time on his watch, and said to his mother: "It's been 45 minutes, nothing will happen, right?"

Where did Secretary Yu see such a frizzy son? He frowned and said, "Come and sit down, Xiaojing, why are you so anxious to see a doctor? Sit down, you don't look like that at all, how can you keep things stable in the future?"

Xie Ting was so tempered by his mother's training, after sitting down on the sofa, he still stared at his room.

The minute hand went round and round.

The door still had no intention of being opened.

Dr. Li looked at the boy in front of him. He was seventeen or eighteen years old, in the right grade, and full of youth.

The boy's life and studies are handled very well. When talking about these two aspects, Bian Jing's eyes are full of real emotions.Until Dr. Li mentioned: "Did you meet a girl you like at school?"

Bian Jing was taken aback for a moment, shook his head, and smiled wryly, "I don't."

Dr. Li only regarded him as a late bloomer, but for the sake of surprise, he asked in another direction: "Is there any boy you pay special attention to? To you, it is quite special."

This question was very reserved, but the question got to Bian Jing's heart, and after a moment of silence, he answered cautiously: "Yes."

There was no surprise, disgust or objection on Dr. Li's face, which made Bian Jing heave a sigh of relief, and he even had the desire to take the initiative to talk.

Dr. Li nodded and said, "That's good. There are always some people in youth who use their strong presence to make us never forget."

For a while, there was no result in the side scene, he lowered his head, from the beginning until now, he has entered the state of opening his heart, his eyes skipped the English exercise book on Xie Ting's desk, there were graffiti drawn by him boringly.

Bian Jing plucked up the courage to ask Dr. Li: "Do you think this is a mental illness?"

From the beginning of the chat to the present, Dr. Li did not think that his crux was here, and shook his head in disapproval: "No, child, sexual orientation is diverse. It is not only the opposite sex that is considered a normal sexual orientation, but also love between the same sex. normal."

Bian Jing was still puzzled and uneasy.

Then he heard Dr. Li say to him gently: "Son, I have stayed abroad for a long time, and I have seen couples in Western countries. They are male and female, and they walk on the street normally. In the view of love, there is only love and loyalty, and there is no trouble between the same sex and the opposite sex. For them, there is only one orientation in the world, and that is the direction of the heart."

Bian Jing listened quietly, hovering over the last sentence, and repeated it in his mouth: "There is only one orientation in the world, and that is the direction of the heart."

It turned out to be the case.

He knows exactly who his heart is for.

As if the chaos was enlightened, the dark clouds were pushed aside to see the bright moon, and everything in the world gradually became clearer. Bian Jing looked at Dr. Li gratefully, and said gratefully: "Thank you, I know how to go."

Dr. Li smiled at the corner of his mouth and encouraged him: "Come on, kid, this road may be difficult, but there are thousands of people walking ahead, you can follow their footsteps to explore, to find your heart. Answer."

He was anxious, he hesitated, he loved but didn't dare to ask for it, and he couldn't keep it when he asked for it. These things have survived in his mind for several years.

Dragging him down like the bottom of the sea.

But, loving someone should not be like this, love should give people courage, love should be a powerful thing.

After the consultation period, Bian Jing left Dr. Li's contact information, and the one-time psychological consultation did not reveal anything. If necessary, Bian Jing can continue to look for him.

Dr. Li also asked him a question during the process: "Why did he give up his life so easily?"

Whether it was Christmas Eve or the day he jumped off the bridge, he put his life behind everything else, and he never thought about living well.

This is what Dr. Li is most worried about. A person who lives without any faith or belief will easily give up life.

This has nothing to do with whether you are depressed or not, it is simply giving up the choice.

He, the visitor, was an orphan, without any attachments.

It is the type that is easiest to give up life when the mental state is normal.

He has also come into contact with many people who commit suicide of this kind, and the authentic suicide notes left by many international cases show that these people were calm during their lifetime.

The tone of the written suicide notes is calm and normal, and some are even written very humorously, and no abnormalities can be found at all when reading, but such people are often unable to be saved.

What I fear most is not the disappointment after seeing hope, but the hopelessness in the world.

Bian Jing smiled at him and said, "It won't happen in the future, I have found my faith."