I'm only engaged in business when I'm in the heartthrob

In the next scene, Shu Yiling was extremely silent. Fu Yan was always by his side, wanting to explain and apologize, but Shu Yiling didn't have any extreme emotions, and he even comforted Fu Yan in turn.

He knew that Fu Yan felt guilty, and even Lu Yiyuan who had exposed the "truth" felt uncomfortable, but Shu Yiling couldn't make it clear.

He was caught in uncontrollable self-blame and sadness.

This kind of emotion needs time to adjust, at least, right now, I can't think about it so quickly.

After finishing work, Shu Yiling and Fu Yan went back to the hotel together.

During this period, all Shu Yiling's reactions were normal. He and Fu Yan should talk and laugh when they should, and Shu Yiling never mentioned the word "breakup" that Fu Yan fears most.

But the mood remains low.

After getting out of the elevator, Fu Yan unconsciously slowed down.

Because he knew that there was a high probability that Shu Yiling would not sleep in the same room with him today.

It was obvious that they were just getting together, but he messed it up in the end.

The always courageous Fu Yan couldn't help but fell into regret.

Shu Yiling lowered his head, slowly pulled his hand out of Fu Yan's, hesitatingly said, "Fu Yan, I..."

"Yi Ling, I know you're sad now, but it's my fault, don't blame yourself, okay?"

Shu Yiling looked up at Fu Yan, he didn't expect Fu Yan to see that he was blaming himself.

Although he didn't know what he was blaming himself for.

Presumably, after realizing that he was blaming himself, Fu Yan would blame himself even more.

"it is good."

Shu Yiling nodded heavily.

***

At night, Shu Yiling had a dream.

In the dream, he became the original owner and experienced everything the original owner experienced in the book. Fu Yan looked at him with cold eyes that he had never seen before, and said to him, "Sorry, I will never like you."

Shu Yiling immediately woke up from the dream, Fu Yan's indifferent eyes seemed to be still in front of him, although he knew it was just a dream, but he still felt suffocated.

If in the real world, Fu Yan looked at him with the same eyes and said the same heartless words to him, then he would definitely not be able to bear it.

And if the original owner is not just a character in the book, but becomes a real character like him, like Fu Yan and Lu Yiyuan, how painful it is for him!

Shu Yiling thought, if he is like this now, is he freeing the original owner in a disguised form?

But as soon as this thought came out, he immediately began to despise himself, obviously taking advantage of it, and wanted to find excuses for himself to feel at ease.

The next morning, Shu Yiling went to the set very early.

Because he didn't sleep all night.

Seeing his expression, Jiang Yi said excitedly: "This is in good condition, it's just the right time to film that quarrel scene!"

Shu Yiling: ...

Fine.

The conflict between Sheng Ning and Li Zi'an started before returning to China. In essence, the two people are very different in age and occupation. When they are abroad, they can ignore everything, but as soon as they return to China, the two return to their original status. Social attributes, contradictions come.

A month later, Li Zian wanted to go back to China, but Sheng Ning didn't want to go back. He had a falling out with his family, and being young, he just wanted to hide in the small world he created.

And this world cannot live without Li Zi'an.

Li Zi'an's persuasion failed several times, and a fierce quarrel broke out between the two.

Before the filming started, Fu Yan sat beside him and silently handed water to Shu Yiling.

After filming the quarrel scene, Shu Yiling was followed by a crying scene. He needed to drink more water, otherwise he wouldn't be able to cry for a while.

Official shooting.

Here Li Zian was actually a little impatient with Sheng Ning, after all, he had said countless good things to Sheng Ning, but Sheng Ning just refused to let him go back.

The two stood facing each other, Li Zi'an's handsome face faintly revealed a bit of irritability, while Sheng Ning was shouting at him angrily, the young man's originally clear voice had become very hoarse.

"Li Zi'an, why do you have to go back to China and leave me here alone?"

Li Zian coaxed him patiently: "No, Sheng Ning, I never thought of leaving you here, why don't we go back together? We can come out to play when we have time in the future."

In fact, both of them know that going back to China is a great challenge to their relationship, and the ending, [-]% of them will not be good.

But there were a lot of things going on in Li Zi'an's country, so he had to go back, so he could only comfort Sheng Ning by saying something that he didn't even believe.

Sheng Ning roared like a desperate little beast, "Li Zian, don't lie to me, I just want to stay here."

The two argued a few more words, Li Zi'an lost all patience, left Sheng Ning behind.

Only Sheng Ning was left staring blankly at the wide open door.

He knew that everything was coming to an end.

Even if they haven't broken up yet, it will be sooner or later.

I think of my family who never understood me, and my lover who is about to abandon me.Sheng Ning was so desperate that he burst into tears.

His emotions are not only aimed at these, but also the confusion and fear of the future for a boy of this age.

Shu Yiling has never filmed a crying scene before, this is the first time.

But everyone was shocked.

Jiang Yi stared at the camera, not willing to miss any details.

As for Fu Yan, he was standing not far away, his heart tightly clenched into a ball.

Although he knew it was filming, but Shu Yiling cried so emotionally that he couldn't help wondering if it was because of himself.

His words were really hurtful.

***

Jiang Yi came over, handed Shu Yiling a towel, and gave him a thumbs up in satisfaction.

"Your crying scene is absolutely perfect!"

Shu Yiling took it while wiping away tears, and thanked him lightly.

Jiang Yi looked behind him, then sneaked over and whispered, "Did you quarrel with Fu Yan?"

Shu Yiling glanced at Fu Yan subconsciously, and met his worried eyes.

"Oh, it's normal for young couples to quarrel. If you want to open it up, don't be too sad. Did Fu Yan do something to offend you? Tell me, and I'll scold him for you!"

Shu Yiling was shocked at first that Jiang Yi saw the relationship between him and Fu Yan, but after hearing that, he was speechless. He knew that Jiang Yi just wanted to make him happy, so he shook his head and said: " fine."

"That's fine, you can talk to Fu Yan, just talk about it."

Shu Yiling stared at the direction Jiang Yi left in a daze, should he chat with Fu Yan?

But how can he talk?

He didn't want to tell Fu Yan about the transmigration. If Fu Yan knew that they were just characters in a book, it would be too cruel.

Shu Yiling didn't doubt Fu Yan's sincerity towards him at all, nor did he doubt his determination to be with him forever.

He just couldn't pass the psychological level, and felt that this relationship seemed to be stolen by himself.

Obviously, Fu Yan in the original book was not with anyone.

After work was over, Shu Yiling took the initiative to walk to Fu Yan's side and said, "Fu Yan, shall we have a chat?"

Fu Yan looked at him deeply, and nodded after a long time, "Okay."

Shu Yiling figured it out, Jiang Yi was right, he and Fu Yan are already lovers, if there is any knot in the heart, it's better to have a chat and get rid of it as soon as possible.

Because he cherishes this relationship very much and doesn't want to lose Fu Yan.

The author has something to say: near the end, a bit stuck, sorry for the long wait