Qi Jin thought of the tombstone.

Grandpa Shen Yan's tombstone.

That day, when Shen Yan went with him to visit the old man's grave, he remembered that he glanced at the inscription.The names of all family members are engraved on the inscription... but "Shen Yan" is missing.

He also remembered the photo album.

There are no photos of Shen Yan's childhood in the album.

In the extant photos, apart from Shen Yan when he was a teenager, there is only an old man; and that Shen Yan has never smiled on his face from the beginning to the end.

——When I was a child...the living environment was not very good.

- I want to overcome something.

——Even if the content is not what you want to hear, is it okay?

It dawned on me.

"what……"

Qi Min suddenly moved his lips slightly, and when he came back to his senses, something fell from his eye sockets unconsciously, and hit the back of his hand covering his mouth with a "slap".

The man's low murmured call hit his ears again.There is always a bitterness in the voice, and an almost humble uneasiness.

Qi Yu, don't go.

Qi Yu, what should I do to make you need me more?

Qi Chen, this match... I want you to listen to the whole process——

"Because that's what..." all of you.The voice suddenly became so sour that he couldn't even complete the sentence.

The last piece of the puzzle was also the most embarrassing piece that could not be patched for a long time—that person chose to put it in front of him after all.

Qi Yu couldn't even speak anymore.

He finally knew why.

He finally knew the reason why the other party still couldn't let go of the knot even in the most intimate moment between the two of them.

The past that was buried between the words and was not clearly stated was engraved on the heart with a knife.The glass wall between him and Shen Yan collapsed, and he could reach out and grab each other, but first he had to experience the pain of being cut by the glass crack.

It turned out that from the very beginning, the "audience" of this competition was only herself—Shen Yan was confessing to herself in this way.

"Woo..." Qi Jin couldn't catch her breath, sobbed hurriedly, her shoulders trembled slightly, and she suddenly tightened her hands, trying her best to suppress the choking sound so that the person could not hear it.After realizing that there was another layer of meaning in the lines of "Hou Shunyang", the desolation Shen Yan expressed just now pierced in like an awl, forcefully breaking open the gate of his emotions, and couldn't hold back the tears The more fierce.

This feeling is like watching a movie in a college media class.

The story in the film is dark and heavy, and in the middle of the viewing process, it is just dull and astringent, but not to the point of grief.But when he later learned that the content was not fiction, but a documentary, the pain of being hit hard in the chest could not be expressed in words.

just now.

Two people and two stories, one false and the other real, are combined into one through the lines, the weight...he can't bear it.

Tears are nothing more than a cathartic form of overload.

"Enough..." Shen Yan, enough. "I already understand, don't read any more..."

Qi Jin begged hoarsely, hoping that the performance would end.

But the show goes on.

"Brother," a cold and hard voice suddenly came out of the earphones. It was different from the "Shunyang Hou" who was calm and self-sufficient. It was like a double-edged sword that could hurt others, but also hurt yourself at the same time, " You misread me."

"Hmm—" Qi Jin subconsciously opened her eyes wide.

Since he played the role of "Emperor Chang", he is very sensitive to the personal pronouns in the lines.

What's more, this dialogue is one of the few in the original book, where "Shunyang Hou" showed his true heart in front of his elder brother for the first time - the last forced palace, the former emperor was at the end of his life, and his younger brother who was supported by the rebel party When he appeared in front of him, he lost all reason, and severely humiliated him and his biological mother who came from a humble background.

"Marquis of Shunyang" kept frowning and listened silently to his scolding.

"Emperor Chang" was already on the verge of death. After cursing for a while, he was out of breath and had to stop.At this moment, he was extremely angry and sad, from scolding his younger brother to scolding himself, hating himself for being deceived for so long and so deeply by this evil seed abandoned by the late emperor among the people.The arrogant emperor's nature made him feel that his trust was in vain, and he suffered a great shame.

[...I actually thought that you were loyal to me and would never disobey me, let alone betray me——]

[Brother, you misread me. 】

This is the first time that "Hou Shunyang" interrupted the emperor face to face in the original work.

The verbal insult just now brought back the old and bitter memories that had been buried deep in his heart.Ten years of experience in the military and the national community have buried the pain of that little boy for too long, so long that when he grows up, he hardly remembers having those gray emotions.

But now.

After many years, when these emotions were dug out by my biological brother, I was shocked to find that the gray had corrupted into black, so dark that it was almost dark.

At this time, the lips next to the microphone tugged lightly, and he laughed twice, but the smile was not as bright as it should be.

"Actually, you don't know anything about me—"

In terms of tone, these two lines are very coherent with the first scene after his reversal.

Same cold.

same hate.

However, coherence is sometimes not a good thing.

Perhaps aware of this, a sentence suddenly popped up on the public screen that had been giving voices of support: "...Actually, I can't agree with Daddy Cat.

The speaker was a veteran of the original book party. As a fan of the "Zhu Tian Ling" series, she can recite the lines of the two characters in this scene fluently, and is also very familiar with the changes in mentality from the beginning to the end of the character book.

After she spoke, many original party members who felt the same timidly responded.

Audience 1: ...Actually, I can't agree with Daddy Cat. _(:з"∠)_

Audience 2: ...Actually, I also..._(:з"∠)_

Audience 3: As an original party, I have always liked the role played by Cat Papa very much, and think that "highly restored" is his biggest feature and attraction.But here, I also have to weakly say that I regret supporting him to change the emotions of the characters in the first act. 〒▽〒

For some people who have not read the original work and come to appreciate the CV performance purely, such opinions seem incomprehensible.

For the first time, there were differences among the supporters of "Cat's Papa".

Audience 4: Σ(°△°|||)︴Students upstairs, why do you say that? ?I think the feelings and the first scene of reformation are coherent, and the first scene is very real and very infectious! !

Audience 5: Yes, yes, yes, although it does not conform to the original, it deeply moved me...┭┮﹏┭┮

Audience 6: But, this approach is already very controversial...

Audience 1: It's not because of the appeal, nor is it completely inconsistent with the original work.The problem is that the first act is reversed, but the second act chooses to continue, and I feel that the characters have not changed... _(:з」∠)_

Audience 2: Row upstairs in tears! !The mood of Lord Hou in the early stage and the later stage is very different, and it progresses along with the progress of the story. Once this change is gone, it will be impossible to express the process of the character's inner deterioration! !

Audience 3: Hey, "indifference" and "hate" should have appeared at this time, and the first scene of Cat Daddy has been completely changed. As a result, there is no way to compare before and after. A routine is a big part of dubbing Bogey, big bogey... Papa Cat's sincere performance today is not up to standard [I agree with some people above that the first act is very contagious, but it's good to listen to alone, but listening to the two acts together will not reflect the fate of the characters].

……

……

Qi Min suddenly thought that when the scene of this scene came to this point, the "Hou Shunyang" would make an action below - the action of grabbing the skirt of "Emperor Chang" fiercely and pressing it against the wall.

A well-cultivated man like Shunyanghou would make such an action, which proved that he was on the verge of losing control.

Then he heard a "bang".

It wasn't that something actually hit the wall, but the sound of that person's hand clasping heavily on the table.Although it was some distance away from the microphone, it was loud enough and hard enough that it shook him all over and forgot how to breathe for a moment.

The place where Shen Yan's fist landed was next to the button.

And he just clenched his fist tightly, and didn't touch the button, even just a little bit.

"You grew up in a deep palace with rich clothes and fine food... Do you know what it's like to be alone and homeless?" His voice trembled slowly, and he asked a word.

Instead of asking, it is better to say "forced questioning" is more in line with the tone, and the words are sharp and aggressive.

Qi Yu involuntarily backed away.This is a subconscious reaction, even though he clearly knows that the lines are not aimed at him, the strong sense of oppression in the lines still rushes towards him, he can't move, he can only sit in a daze - I believe whether it is "Emperor Chang" or something else People, when they hear such questions, it is impossible not to shake their hearts.

From the beginning of the second act to the present, all the people present seemed to be walking on the edge of a knife.

The deeper the hatred in the tone, the deeper the foot sank into the blade, and walked towards the tip of the blade step by step under the guidance of the voice.When Shen Yan's sense of compulsion was suddenly raised, everyone seemed to have slipped heavily onto the tip of the knife, and at some point they would be fatally stabbed by the standing knife——

Shen Yan stopped, and began to breathe rapidly, as if struggling to suppress her emotions.

The statement thus pauses for two or three seconds.

Although there were different opinions before, the audience was still firmly grasped by the tension of the performance, holding their breath, not daring to take a breath, for fear that they would miss something if they took a breath.

Qi Jin's heart was also pounding, and her fingers trembled a little.

"Shen Yan... Hurry up."

He stared at the numbers on the timer that were decreasing one by one, and he didn't care to wipe the half-dry and half-wet tears on his face, and a layer of cold sweat oozed from his temples.

Few people may have noticed that because Shen Yan changed the emotional tone of the first act and slowed down his speech to reflect the sadness, it took a little time for the lines that could have ended quickly.Therefore, when he reached the second act, the time was already very tight, and if he paused like this...

"You're going to run out of time—"

Qi Jin's heart was in a mess, and she couldn't help blurting out.

Surprisingly, at this moment, Shen Yan suddenly let out a slight gasp, like a sigh or a sob.

The huge oppressive force just now began to soften at this moment, like a pile of sand slowly collapsing, and I couldn't bear it.

The illusion that the audience was walking on the edge of a knife suddenly disappeared, and the soles of their feet fell to the ground, as if a heavy mental shackle had been removed, and everyone unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

"Do you know... what it's like to never be able to recognize your loved ones?"

His voice itself was very deep and thick. After the previous crying, his guttural voice became rustling, and it was easier to bring out a bitter taste when he spoke.What's more, he finished this sentence almost intermittently.

Although the sentence pattern is exactly the same as the previous sentence.

Although it is also questioning the other party.

However, the hatred disappeared - not so much hatred, but rather the frustration of wanting to hate but not being able to hate it, even... a sense of relief.

For a moment, Qi Jin couldn't feel his own heartbeat.The heartbeat disappeared, and it was frozen between the choked sobs that were gently passed into the ear by that person.

changed.

The line hints in the second act stop here, and the direction takes another turning point.

[You who grew up in a deep palace with rich clothes and fine food...do you know what it's like to be alone and homeless? ] (questioning tone)

【Do you know... what it's like to never be able to recognize your loved ones? ] (The questioning tone deepens, increasing the sense of sharpness)

After that--

【You are obviously my only family member in this world, but I hate you very much in my heart——】

The tone of the three lines is progressive, obviously moving in the direction of "increasing hatred".

But Shen Yan completely reversed it.

"I clearly... I hate you very much in my heart..." The voice trembled slightly like a fist pressing on the table. When the voice reached the limit of hoarseness, he let go of his hand suddenly, and touched the button next to him, as if grabbing a This kind of redemption was hurriedly buried in the palm of my hand, and finally I lost my voice with a wry smile, "But, you are my... the only relative in the world."

——"So, I still can't take revenge on you, so I leave you alone."

This is his turning point.

The haze that was about to attract a storm slowly dissipated, and the clouds and the sun were seen.The long-lost sunshine quietly sprinkled the ground, just as his real ID implied, the end of winter and the arrival of spring.

The audience fell silent.

Hearing himself take a slow breath, Qi Jin blinked his eyes in a daze.Spring came so unexpectedly, something seemed to be melting in the eye sockets, melting faster and faster, almost overflowing.

At this time, he heard the man on the other end of the earphones smile softly, calm and peaceful.

What was more surprising than the turning point was the man's next words.

"Okay, let's call it a day—"

so far?

What does end here mean?

Gongping was finally shocked by this sentence breaking the silence.

Audience 1: QAQ! ! !

Audience 2: QAQ... what ends here...

Audience 3: What did QAQ say suddenly when I was silently crying in front of the screen!Cat Daddy!

Audience 4: QAQ...my eyes hurt...I couldn't help it in the next part...tears flowed down my face...

Audience 5: The turning point of QAQ Cat Daddy is too unexpected and wonderful! !Totally unexpected! !Don't stop! !please! !

Audience 6: QAQ Don't stop here! !

……

……

"I know I don't have enough time," Shen Yan's voice returned to his most natural state, just listening to it like this, one can feel a warm sea caressing the beach, and it is indescribably stable and gentle, "And I have never From the beginning, I only intend to complete the first two acts."

Only the lines from the first two acts are enough.

He lowered his eyes slightly, looking at the hand holding the button.

"From the beginning, I have planned to give up this role-sorry, I abstain."

Everyone at the scene was stunned for a moment, and their faces changed drastically when they recovered, and the scene got a little out of control.

Audience 1: 〒▽〒 No! ! !

Audience 2: 〒▽〒 Abstain? ? ?Don't do this, cat dad! ! !

Audience 3: 〒▽〒The heart split in an instant, and the whole person is not well! ! !

……

……

"I'm sorry." Shen Yan apologized softly.However, it did not change the meaning of the decision, "I know that I violated the line prompts and violated the original work-this is a taboo in dubbing, and I am not qualified to continue."

Having said that, he smiled lightly.

"I'm sorry, there is only this role... Please forgive my selfishness, please let me be selfish for once. Only this time, I only play for myself and perform only for myself. I have given up the basic principles of dubbing, I also gave up everyone's expectations of me...but I don't regret it."

The scene gradually settled down, and everyone was listening to his statement with mixed feelings.

Because I gave up early, there is still a little time left.Shen Yan lowered her head and slowly stroked the buttons on her palm with her fingers. The buttons reflected a subtle light in front of the screen, flickering quietly.

"There is a person," he said suddenly, "that... the person who made me take the first step and overcome the pressure to sign up for the competition, he is also listening here today."

Qi Jin's lips parted slightly, unable to speak, choked and unable to speak.

At this time, Shen Yan had already fixed the talking object on him alone: ​​"Are you there? I know you are here, because you have always been by my side."

"Hmm..." Qi Min bit her lip and muffledly responded to the computer.

The tears that had already stopped couldn't be controlled again, and they fell silently and hurriedly, dripping on the keyboard one after another.

Shen Yan whispered: "I want to tell you, without you, I would not have appeared here from the beginning, let alone have the courage to complete these two scenes according to my own ideas. I think you should have guessed... Why I did it. I don't know, and dare not know what you think."

After a pause, the voice became lower and more astringent.

"Maybe, you'll be disappointed, or regret being with me... or something. But—"

Qi Jin held his breath lightly and remained motionless.

The countdown is almost over, and the last five seconds are starting to slip away.

"But," Shen Yan's hoarse words came from the earphones, every word contained emotion, "please stay and accompany me to the end."

Lowering her head, she raised her hand at the same time, her lips slowly pressed against the button, and imprinted a kiss reverently.

"I love you."

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