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Shen Yan opened his eyes in a daze.The sobs of the man on his shoulder were like soft thorns, piercing his heart.

"Don't cry..."

He said, his voice hoarse.The body temperature is too high, and the vocal cords seem to be slowly scorched by flames all the way, and every word has a burnt taste.

When he said that, he lightly supported the back of Qi Jin's head with his palm, and pressed it hard against himself.He heard Qi Min's weak "um", and slowly rubbed his face buried on his chest a few times, but his shoulders on both sides were still trembling, and his right hand grabbed his back almost beggingly, causing a burst of burning pain.

Shen Yan frowned, panted for a while, still clasped the back of Qi Jin's neck with his hands, and at the same time moved forward slowly in a depressing manner.

There is a kind of illusion that the iron chisel is hammered into the wooden pile inch by inch——

Hard, yet blunt.

It is very blunt, but leaves no room for it, tenaciously occupying everything.

"Ugh..."

Qi Jin was already a little unconscious, breathing rapidly as if lacking oxygen.

But what came out from deep in his throat was not only breathing, but also intermittent syllables that he had never heard before.Every syllable seems to float to the surface from the bottom several feet deep. It is damp and muddy, but it has the intoxicating effect of anesthetic.

"Shen Yan..."

His sanity couldn't tell whether his voice was resisting or inviting.

His body understood.

When a person responds to pain instinctively, he will unconsciously push away the other person, but instead he hugs him tighter and tighter—even biting his lips to restrain his crying, and slowly separating his legs to cater to that person's movements .Although without any preparation, this process is very difficult.

Shen Yan had to stop for a moment, her eyes were closed tightly, and she was just panting.

He bent down, and the line of his back was like a section of slowly bending steel bars, showing a high degree of tension and oppression.Qi Jin's hands could clearly feel the violent ups and downs on his shoulder blades.It probably hurts too - the rhythm of breathing is completely messed up, and even a thin layer of sweat begins to ooze from the back.

Thinking drowsily, Qi Jin moved her body involuntarily, trying to find a less uncomfortable position.

With such a movement, the thing embedded in it was also affected.

Qi Jin trembled all over, and regained consciousness for a moment.

The toes curled up slightly because they clearly realized that their body was accepting another person, and the knees couldn't help but want to close together, trying to bury their shame deeply at the moment.But the huge sense of presence and urgency below him forcibly withstood him, the spine seemed to be electrified from bottom to top, and even the pulsating tendons inside seemed to be carved out by a knife, and slowly polished in his body .

"……Well……"

The heart hit her chest with a dull pain, and blood rushed to her forehead. Qi Yu's face was on fire for a moment, and she couldn't help but curl up into a ball between the man's arms, clasping his shoulders with her fingers.

Shen Yan was pulled over by this movement, panted heavily, and buried herself deeply to the bottom.

"Woo--" I couldn't help but make a sound, even though I had suppressed the pain inside to the minimum.

Qi Jin took a deep breath.

He turned his head aside as if drained of energy, and closed his eyes tightly.The contour line from the root of the ear to the collarbone bounced slightly under the light, and the sweat stains dyed it golden.Looking down, it seems like a stranded fish is hesitating and struggling in the sparkling waves at dusk.

...Does it hurt?

It must be painful.

Shen Yan stretched out one hand and gently stroked that face.

"Qi Xi," his voice was hoarse, and at this moment he finally organized a complete sentence, "... If you want to push me away, do so now."

This sentence was spoken very slowly, and every word was tormented.It was like beads of sweat dripping from the tips of his hair hitting Qi Yu's body one after another, leaving behind a salty and bitter taste—the smell of begging.

Hearing his question, Qi Wei slowly opened his eyes, and the two of them stared at each other.

His eyes were still red, the corners of his eyes were still wet, and his face was still a little pale because of the pain, but at this moment he suddenly smiled slightly.

The corners of the eyes are slightly curved downwards, forming a very beautiful arc.A bean-sized teardrop gushed out when this action was completed, and fell silently between Shen Yan's fingers.The moist light on the surface of the eyes also followed the line of tears and sank into the temples, just like the tide of their emotions overflowing now.

There was still an adhesive tape on Shen Yan's finger.

Tears drilled from the edge of the tape, and the salt gradually seeped into the wound, causing a little pain.

At this time, Qi Li turned his head to the side, rubbed his cheeks silently against the rough adhesive tape twice, wiped his lips past his wrist, followed by his palms, fingers, and finally found the place where the knife wound was, like an animal The cat licking the wound, the tip of its tongue slowly circled around the knuckles under the tape.

"If, you want to continue... right now."

When he let go, Qi Yu replied like this.

The answer is obvious—in fact, the answer was already decided when the other party entered his heart.

The so-called willpower, the so-called judgment, and the so-called endurance.

It doesn't make any sense anymore.

Shen Yan took a deep breath.

His hand fell to Qi Jin's forehead, gently stroked the hair there back, and pressed Qi Jin's head firmly back on the pillow.

Qi Jin followed this movement and leaned back, slightly arching her lumbar spine. At that moment, Shen Yan pressed down and hugged him tightly, supported his hip bones with both hands, bullied him over, and began to twitch under great restraint.

Because he raised his head, Qi Jin's Adam's apple stood out in the light. Every time he was extremely thirsty and swallowed lightly, it would move up and down. Shen Yan lowered his head and bit it without saying a word, his teeth were stronger than ever before. So much so that Qi Xi let out a sob that seemed to be in pain, and retreated on the pillow panting.

But Shen Yan was one step ahead of him, holding the edge of the bed firmly with one hand, his body pressed forward under the traction of his arms, still moving forward densely.

"what……"

Qi Jin's mind was blank, but his eyes were dazzled, all the perceptions were concentrated in the place where they combined with each other, his right hand slipped from Shen Yan's shoulder unknowingly, and landed heavily on the pillow, all the bones in his body felt a sense of shock. Feeling paralyzed when people lose their resistance, they can only hold on to the corner of the pillow tightly.

The pain at the beginning has gradually faded, replaced by a clear, sharp feeling of being penetrated by a man.

Pain is still pain, but I want to be more thoroughly possessed by the other party.

Crying is still crying, but the tears shed because of the pain have dried up, the choking sound has stopped, a pair of eyes are slightly sour, and the flowing light is swirling back and forth on the surface of the eyes, imprinting the man in front of him without reservation, It is more lingering and sentimental than the tears gushing out.

"Shen Yan..." During the rhythm, he suddenly called out the name hoarsely.

Shen Yan raised her eyes in response, panting and gently leaned over to kiss the area between his eyebrows.A very tender kiss.

"Shen Yan," he said, "I, like...you."

Because of the entanglement of the body, the sentences are fragmented, but they are more infatuated than ever.Shen Yan didn't answer, but groped with his left hand and grabbed his hand holding the pillowcase, separated his fingers one by one, took the palm after it was completely loose, and interlocked his fingers at last.

The lives of the two seem to be tightly entangled at the moment when their fingers are intertwined.

In the lonely early winter night, there was silence everywhere, and any slight noise could be heard clearly—and they were already very sensitive to sound.

The two people's heavy panting, the friction between the fabrics, and the subtle creaking sound of the bed board as they collided over and over again, the sound and the sound are intertwined, as if amplified a hundred times and clearly.The sheets seemed to have been through a turmoil, crumpled out of shape, but every crease on it testified to their urgency to give themselves completely to another for the first time.

Shen Yan's body with the clothes removed has the toughness of an adult man, stronger than Qi Yu imagined.

Sweat dripped from his upright outline, a straight light streaked between the two, hit Qi Yu one after another, and then was finely ground between the entanglement of the two limbs.

Hair was also wet.

The root of the hair has been soaked in a layer of sweat, and the light is attached to it. When the other party's hand slowly moves along the trajectory of the hair, the wet black and gold are intertwined like strands of reeling silk. The texture of the hair is as if it has been thinly waxed, showing a bewitching luster.

Shen Yan buried her head on the side of Qi Jin's neck, and the tips of her hair just touched the skin there.Whenever he draws deeply.As soon as she gave it away, those jet-black locks would sweep her throat line as if there was nothing there, and there was a mass of strong desire under each strand of hair.The fire became a sea of ​​flames.

For Qi Jin, there is another sea besides the sea of ​​fire.

That sea was different.

In that sea, he turned into a ship on the rocks in a trance, unable to move forward or retreat.When the tide was raging, it slapped the ship's side again and again, pushing the ship onto the reef, and felt a faint pain.He was powerless to struggle, and could only drift with the current, sinking and floating on the top of the rolling waves as if prostrating.

However, it is not terrible.

On the contrary, he understood very well in his heart that this sea...was originally his destination.

When the last wave slammed into it, the hull finally shattered under the huge impact of the waves, opened itself, and the sea water rushed in all of a sudden, filling up the original hull.Only then did I realize that the gradually calming sea was actually very warm—even, a little scorching hot, slowly flowing into the depths of the cabin.

When the tide receded, the wreck of the ship sank into the sand and became one with it.Everything returns to stillness.

Because of the temperature difference between front and back, Qi Jin shrank slightly.Only then did I realize that there was no soft sea sand behind me, only messy sheets.

The process of the separation of the two is like a shot slowed down ten times, from the time when Shen Yan let go of his hand, caressed him along his waistline, until he lifted him onto her body, it was so long and slow considerate.Before it came out completely, Shen Yan gently pushed it again, and Qi Jin let out an unknown groan from his throat.Moaning, slowly softening in his arms.

The once out-of-focus line of sight finally came back into focus, and the dazzling light on the ceiling returned to a clear color, quietly printed on the wall.

At this time, they were wet and covered with a faint salty smell, and they really looked like people who had just been fished out of the sea.

Panting, Qi Jin lay softly on the bed, stretched out her arms to gently embrace Shen Yan, letting him rest his head on his shoulders naturally.The two figures were entangled like two balls of water-soaked cloth, inseparable for a while, and there was no gap to be peeled from them.

The stabbing pain in the lower body turned into a dull pain, which was no longer obvious, but an inexplicable sense of loss welled up in my heart.

"...Shen Yan."

no answer.

"...Shen Yan." He called again hoarsely.His throat was too dry, and it was a little uncomfortable to speak, but calling out this name reassured him.

After not getting a response for a long time, Qi Min couldn't help raising his head, wanting to see him.

At this time, something suddenly hit the back of his neck, which was cool and wet, which made him stunned for a moment.At first there was only a drop or two, and then it fell more and more densely, and he finally realized that Shen Yan was crying.

Perhaps it was too suppressed, the voice in the man's throat was a bit sharp, and there was an occasional violent sob mixed with the muffled sobs.He seemed to want to say something, but he couldn't utter a single word, he just held one of Qi Jin's arms tightly, refusing to let go.Qi Jin felt a slight pain in his chest, and couldn't help but let him get as close as possible to him, giving him a sense of security that he could shelter from the wind and rain inside.

"Obviously it's me who hurts more, okay?"

Qi Xi was half joking, half whispering in his ear comfortingly, without any intention of reprimanding.

Shen Yan did not speak from the beginning to the end.It's just that the hand holding Qi Jin's arm moved, and after it was released, it slowly walked behind Qi Jin and gave him a bitter hug.

The corners of Qi Jin's raised lips slowly flattened, she stopped smiling, and suddenly hugged him back tightly.

Shen Yan's shoulders trembled slightly, as if he had received some kind of permission. At this moment, he really used great strength to hug the man in front of him tightly. At the same time, tears burst out, but most of the time, there was no sound , but the shoulders trembled from time to time, and she buried her head against Qi Jin's neck, kissing it tremblingly.

Qi Jin didn't do anything, but silently stroked his hair and waited silently.

When the trembling of that person's body finally gradually stopped, Qi Wei asked softly, "Is it better?"

"...Well." Shen Yan's mood has stabilized now, but his throat is dry and sore, and the words between his words are still blurred when he sniffs his nose lightly, "I'm sorry."

Qi Jin shook her head with a smile, kissed him on the forehead, and continued to comb his wet hair patiently with her fingers.

I have just experienced both physical and emotional venting, and I am exhausted both physically and mentally, as if my whole person has been hollowed out, as if all the living part of me has been given to the other party, leaving only a piece of ashes.Shen Yan's eyes were bewildered, and she slowly fell down, touching Qi Jin's skin.

"I, feel empty." He whispered.Maybe it's because I cried bitterly just now, my voice is very hoarse, if it's not close at hand, I can hardly hear it clearly.

"Empty?" Qi Yu rubbed his hair, buried half of his face in it, and deeply smelled the familiar fragrance of shampoo there.

"No," Shen Yan murmured mechanically, "...it's a feeling of escaping."

It is a feeling of hesitation that after escaping from somewhere, there is a blank space in front of you, and you don't know how to continue walking.But at least I know that I am free, so I am very calm and at ease——

"Escape? Who said that?" Qi Yu smiled like a lazy cat, gently hooked one of his fingers, pulled his entire palm to his chest, and traced the area of ​​his palm with his index finger from beginning to end. A thin and long emotional line passed by, and the lips moved less than one centimeter away from his lips, "Now you are mine, and you will never escape in this life."

Obviously he was the one being possessed, but he dared to make fun of it like that.

Shen Yan smiled weakly, lowered her eyes and said softly: "Okay."

Qi Min was taken aback, and when he realized it, he teased "Idiot" in his ear, but his heart was beating wildly, and it was only at this moment that he realized the happiness of having another person in this world.Different from Shen Yan's sense of emptiness, he felt that he was finally complete.

The moment Shen Yan entered him, it was as if a fragment that had been missing for many years had returned to her body, complementing him in the process of their asking for each other—probably the same for Shen Yan.

own puzzle.

Shen Yan's puzzle.

It turned out that only when the two pictures were connected together, did all the previous mazes finally see the overall situation and find the exit.

But Qi Jin is not in a hurry to go out, he prefers to slowly savor the tender moments when the two explore the road together.

Outside the window, everything is silent.

Time stood still for a long time, they never separated, and this narrow bed also gave them an excuse to hug each other and sleep, sticking to each other casually, quietly listening to the steady and powerful heartbeat in their chests.The remaining temperature has almost dissipated, but the bones are sour and numb, but there is a kind of sweet and soft feeling that half of the sugar has been melted after experiencing high temperature.

"I'll take you to take a bath..." Shen Yan's tone returned to the usual gentleness, and his fingers gently stroked Qi Jin's face full of pity.

"No," Qi Jin shook her head, closed her eyes, and whispered into his arms, "I like to leave your smell on me. At least... until tomorrow morning, okay?"

It is both begging and coquettish.

Shen Yan kept silent, and silently wiped his hands from behind his ears, strayed into his black hair, bowed his head and kissed for a long time.That is to say, but the bed they are in is really narrow, and they can't take care of it when they are distracted, and now they are lying together to realize it.

So he suggested: "Go back to the bedroom and sleep."

Qi Min didn't answer, but just buried her in his arms and gave a soft "um", but she couldn't bear to move for a long time.Shen Yan didn't urge her, and just accompanied him to listen to the passage of time silently.

Until Qi Wei suddenly asked, "Now... what time is it?"