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The woman suppressed her voice to the lowest level, so that her throat was a little hoarse, and she yelled twice again as if thinking about it.

"Shen Yan...Shen Yan?"

No one heard it but him.

Except for him, no one knows who the person in front of him is.

Shen Yan couldn't look away.

The woman's eyes are not as sharp as they were many years ago, and the years have made them dimmed a lot, but the eyes are still filled with terrible obsession - being stared at by such a pair of eyes, he is so stiff that he can't move.

Even without answering, the change in his appearance and expression gave him away.

The woman's other hand suddenly climbed onto his arm, grabbed it tightly, and took another step towards him: "It's... you."

Shen Yan's breathing became slightly rapid, but just being watched by her, his throat seemed to be strangled by something suddenly, and he couldn't breathe, let alone make a sound.He knew he could shake his head, but doing so would serve no purpose other than to look embarrassed, so he dropped the denial.

"Qi Yu..."

Subconsciously shouted out.

The first time the sound was too soft, so soft that it wasn't a sound at all, it was just the rush of air rushing in and out when he spoke.

When he didn't get any response, he realized that his vocal cords couldn't work hard at all, and his voice was stuck in his throat and couldn't get out.

At this time, the woman in front of her was almost pressing towards him, her fingers stretched the fabric on his sleeves, and she grabbed him inch by inch, desperately trying to pull him over.

"Qi--"

The second time I finally yelled out. Although the voice was actually very small, it was enough to attract attention.

"what?"

Qi Jin had been looking at the place where she had walked when she was hospitalized in a car accident, and when she heard Shen Yan calling him, she turned her head, and suddenly saw Shen Yan supporting a middle-aged woman, who was crooked and about to collapse The geese went up, and hurriedly stepped forward to help.

"Oh, auntie, are you okay?" He asked with concern.

The woman trembled slightly, never thinking that there would be someone she knew by Shen Yan's side, her shoulders and hands retracted slightly.

Qi Wei didn't notice her little movements, and carefully held up her other arm, and asked considerately, "Auntie, is there something wrong with you? Do you want to call the nurse?"

The woman glanced at Qi Yu hurriedly.

Then, she lowered her eyes in embarrassment, shook her head silently, without saying a word, the hand holding Shen Yan's sleeve slowly let go.

Why... Isn't she willing to be supported by strangers?

Qi Jin observed this, so she slowly put down her hand after making sure the opponent was standing still.He looked at the woman in plain clothes, she didn't look like a woman living in a big city, but like a person who went to a hospital in a provincial city from a county below, thinking that she was not familiar with the place, so he smiled gently: "Auntie, are you Where can I find it? Do you need to register? We are going to the outpatient department, do you need us to lead the way?"

The woman listened silently, just pursing her lips and shaking her head again and again.

Without waiting for Qi Jin to ask again, she took a step back, her eyes rested on Shen Yan for a moment, turned her face away, and numbly walked slowly to a bench in the corridor and sat down, with a dejected expression.

"Is she a patient? There is no one to accompany her. It's really worrying..."

Qi Jin was a little worried, hesitating whether to call the nurse over.

Shen Yan's complexion was pale, and his eyes blinked twice blankly. He clearly turned his back to the woman on the bench, but he seemed to be able to see her lonely silhouette.

"Shen Yan?"

When Qi Min noticed that his expression was not right, and her fingers inadvertently touched the back of his hand, she suddenly found that that hand was cold, and couldn't help being startled.

"Shen Yan, what's wrong with you?" Qi Min frowned, worried that he might be wearing too little clothes and freezing outside.

"It's okay." Shen Yan took a short while to regain the focus of her sight, but she didn't focus on Qi Yu, but looked down at the ground for a long time, "...you have to follow up with the doctor today, don't delay. Let's go."

Qi Jin was about to nod, when suddenly a soft sob came from the bench behind her.

It's that woman.

It was the woman who was crying.

For some reason, he buried his face in his hands and choked up alone.The voice was so bleak that even passers-by couldn't help casting sympathetic glances, wondering if a relative had been diagnosed with some terminal illness.

"I, I'd better ask again..." Qi Yu couldn't bear to hear it, and just wanted to go back and ask what happened, but Shen Yan gently stopped him.

"You go to register first, I'll accompany her." Shen Yan's voice was dry and astringent, as if she said it with great effort, and the sentences were not coherent.He lowered his head from beginning to end, and there was a faint pain between his eyebrows, but unfortunately he couldn't look carefully, "If you have anything to do, just call me... I will go upstairs to find you when the time comes."

"Okay," Qi Jin said with a smile when he heard that he was willing to stay, "Anyway, it's fine for me to register by myself at the hospital. You can go and accompany that auntie."

Paused, smiled slightly and sighed.

"Actually, when I was alone in the hospital, I was also in a low mood. I think...this aunt may have encountered something sad. If this is the case, please be sure to comfort her. After all, there is someone to accompany me in this situation Talking about it will make you feel better."

There will always be more distractions for those who feel sorry for each other.

Shen Yan listened silently, then nodded for a while: "...Well, I understand, you go."

After saying goodbye to him, Qi Yu walked out about 30 meters, looked back, and found that Shen Yan was still standing there looking at her, so she smiled and waved her hand to signal him not to worry, and urged him to go over by the way.

Shen Yan still stared at him for a while, then finally turned around and walked towards the woman on the bench.

Relieved in her heart, Qi Jin walked into the outpatient department building of the hospital, went to the department floor where she was sent in when she had a car accident, registered, and then sat alone in the waiting hall waiting for her name to be displayed on the announcement screen.

There are several huge and bright glass windows in the hall, and from his position, he can see the dense clouds clinging to the city's outline.There is still a clear sky in the morning, but it has disappeared at this moment, and the heavy gray makes people feel that winter is coming early-today is destined to be cloudy.

...Hopefully it's just cloudy and not rainy.

he thinks.

Because none of them thought about bringing an umbrella, and none of them expected that there would be unexpected events.It would be bad if it rained—

A gust of wind was blowing, it was cold, but there was no sign of rain.

The sky was gloomy, and it was not a reunion atmosphere.

Shen Yan closed her eyes and took a deep breath, then walked slowly over to the woman and sat down beside her.The sitting posture is very stiff.

She seemed to feel his breath, and the choking sound gradually subsided, and the ten fingers covering her face finally opened, revealing the sad eyes behind the fingers.

"Shen Yan..."

She called the name again.

This is the name she gave, even though she inherited the surname of the man she loves and hates the most, it still belongs to her, and she will never forget it for the rest of her life.

He clasped his hands on his knees, trembling slightly, and said the word with difficulty: "...Mom."

Upon hearing this word, the woman raised her head abruptly.

"Don't call that outside!"

The stern, high-pitched voice of fear is exactly the same as in the past.How could I forget... I shouldn't have forgotten.

"I'm sorry..." After a while, he finished the second sentence, and then there was nothing.

The ability to organize language seems to be eroded by this blank space, and it disappears little by little deep in the throat.The person suddenly became in a trance, and involuntarily clenched his hands tightly, because he could feel the pain in the palm of his hand—the memory of the palm of his hand was actually better than that of his brain, and he still remembered the feeling of hitting the ruler at that time.

So, what should it be called?

By the way, when I was young, the two of us would occasionally go out on the street together, and a woman once taught him how to say it.

"...Auntie." He called out softly.He used the same address as a stranger like Qi Yu, just to keep the conversation going, "Are you okay?"

The woman was stunned for a moment when she heard him call that, her breathing became disordered for a while.

She took a quick breath and took several times before she shed tears again, but she couldn't stop her eye circles from turning slightly red: "Not good, not good at all."

not good--

The weight of just two words weighed on his heart, making him breathless.

The two sat side by side, and he didn't look over once, just looked down at his white fingers on his knees, and asked stiffly, "Why?"

After breaking all contact for many years and not hearing from each other, he thought that the woman at least lived happily ever after.

Because her most cumbersome things are gone.

However, the reality that the woman said was not what he expected at all: "Why... You ask me why? You see, I have become like this, but no one is willing to take the time to accompany me to the provincial capital to see a doctor. My natal family can’t take care of it. My father passed away for so long, and my mother was ill in bed for many years. The mud Buddha crossed the river and couldn’t protect himself. Other relatives said they didn’t have time to come, and my husband said they didn’t have time to come, but I knew them It's just too much trouble..."

Speaking of this, the voice couldn't help choking: "I don't know what to do when I see the test results now. No one dares to tell, so how could it be better..."

The woman sobbed again.

It wasn't until this moment that Shen Yan realized that he had been holding his breath for a long time. The strong suffocation made him slightly dizzy, and he couldn't help but start to pant low, with bursts of pain in his chest: "The test result."

There is no way to ask a direct question.

When he didn't know the answer, he couldn't ask, but could only repeat the key words in the sentence monotonously, and kept repeating.

"test result……"

"The test results... I found out yesterday." The woman continued.Because of her crying voice, she sounded older and more haggard than her actual age, "It is said that there is a tumor in my brain, and I am not sure whether it is benign or malignant - the doctor wants me to stay in the hospital for observation, and then decide whether to move or not Operation."

Shen Yan felt as if he had floated up from the deep sea, and after staying in the dark and cold water for too long, he shuddered violently the moment he picked it up.

Only by opening your mouth can you experience the astringent and salty taste of seawater: "Brain tumor—"

There was a lot of white in front of him, and he felt that he was about to lose sight of the surroundings, so he had to close his eyes hastily, and shook his head with difficulty.The only thing thrown out was the fear of reunion, but the kind of fear left behind was completely different, and he hadn't even thought about it.

"When will the pathology report... be out?"

"The doctor told me it was tomorrow."

The result of peT-cT is only for the initial identification and judgment. Whether it is a malignant tumor or not still has to wait for the pathology report.

Shen Yan sorted out his thoughts in a daze, put together some of the medical knowledge he knew, and tried to find information that could comfort him a little—but he found that thinking has become a rather difficult thing, let alone rational thinking.

"If, you end up having surgery...will someone come and take care of you?" he asked.

The woman's eye sockets were bloodshot, she stared straight at him, and sneered: "Who knows, I'm not sure if I can have an operation. Even if I need an operation, I'm afraid I can't afford it. My husband has been gambling for a few years. I have almost gambled away all my money, and I will not pay this money at all."

Hearing this, Shen Yan, who was rational, woke up slightly.

His knees were still a little weak, it took him some time to slowly stand up from the bench, and said in a low voice: "... Please wait here, I will be back soon."

For the convenience of patients, the hospital has several bank service points in the hospital area, which are just near the inpatient building, and it takes only 5 minutes to walk there.

The daily limit of the automatic teller machine was only about 4. Shen Yan went directly to the counter to withdraw money, withdrawing [-] from his daily savings, wrapped it in an envelope, and sealed it tightly.He returned to the bench without saying a word, and silently stuffed the envelope into the hands of the stunned woman.

"You keep this money for emergency use. Brain tumor surgery probably needs this much. I hope... at least you can survive this period of time."

Brain tumor surgery generally needs to be combined with other adjuvant therapies. At that time, the medical expenses may be far more than these, or even two to three times this amount.

However, his financial ability is limited, so he had to put it on as much as possible first, and live a day, count it as a day.

"Shen Yan..." The woman's hand holding the envelope couldn't help trembling, and she stared at him with wide eyes, but he just sighed lightly and didn't say anything more.However, the woman was in a trance for a while, then suddenly remembered something and pushed the money back fiercely, panting heavily and shouting excitedly, "No! No! Did your father give you this...I don't want it, I don't want it His money!"

Shen Yan was slightly taken aback, and when she realized what she was talking about, her voice sank, and she frowned: "No, I never asked for his money--I earned it myself, and not a penny is worth it. He gave it."

The woman took two steps back hesitantly, stood far away, and looked at his face quietly.

No matter how much you deny it, you can't deny that man's blood flowing in his body, you can't deny... the fact that that man is his biological father.

"Shen Yan," she suddenly laughed at herself, "You're right, he doesn't want you at all."