Qi Yu didn't think about it.

I haven't thought about it in the past, and I probably won't in the future... If Shen Yan hadn't asked him this way.

There was a long silence, and finally no answer was given.

"I think you should have another good talk with your family."

Shen Yan answered this question for him when they sat down to eat together.

In front of him was a spacious black peach wood dining table, family-style; and Shen Yan's reheated four dishes and one soup were neatly placed on the table, all of which were home-cooked dishes - there is no more suitable time than now, than now This scene is a more appropriate background to talk about "home".

Qi Yu stopped the chopsticks in his hand.He silently put the half-caught dishes back into the bowl, and sighed: "Shen Yan, I know you have good intentions, but...if it was really so easy to communicate, I wouldn't have cut off contact with them for so many years. "

Qi Jin is a very talkative person, with a soft temper and a lot of patience.

In such a way, he would choose to leave back then. He must have really reached the point where he couldn't bear it and had no choice but to do so.

Shen Yan's chopsticks also stopped, not knowing for a while whether to continue or not.

Embarrassing Qi Lu was the last thing he wanted to do, besides, Qi Lu had just experienced a huge emotional ups and downs today, and he couldn't bear to make things worse.

"I see... Let's eat first." He whispered.

In addition to words of comfort, Shen Yan also stretched out her hand to gently stroke Qi Jin's temples, rubbing the hair there twice as if comforting, with a gentle smile.This is his personal habitual action, which has been developed in the hospital for many years. When he sees injured animals, he will always calm them down a little.

Qi Jin had carefully observed Shen Yan's work, and naturally discovered this.

However, he did not expose it, but accepted such comfort very frankly.

After all, there is only one person who can make him show weakness and let him lick his wounds with peace of mind.

The meal time was postponed for two hours than usual, and by the time the two of them had cleared away the dishes, the night had already darkened.After a day of filming work outside, and the reunion with that man before, Qi Yu was exhausted both physically and mentally. She was looking forward to taking a quick bath to wash away all those nasty memories and smells.

Shen Yan unbuttoned his clothes as usual, and gently took off his shirt.

Qi Min was about to raise his left arm and asked Shen Yan to help him pull out the sleeve, but suddenly felt a dull pain, and couldn't help but gasp in a "hiss".

Shen Yan froze for a moment, frowned and said, "Are you injured?"

While speaking, she held onto his left hand anxiously, put all the weight on her hand, and forbade him to move any further.

"No, the broken part is fine, but the upper part hurts." Qi Wei shook his head.I didn't need to raise my arm just now, but now that I made a movement, I realized that the area close to my shoulder was sore and numb, "That guy kept clamping there when he threatened me. It should be just a temporary pain, don't worry."

His tone was as understated as possible, but Shen Yan was not relieved by it, and still frowned, silently checking his upper arm.

Looking carefully with the indoor light, you can still see a little trace of being strangled.

In addition to the left arm, the right wrist too.

Although it does not seem to cause any harm on the surface, things are often not as easy as they seem.What's more, this kind of thing can't be easy.

"Did that person...do anything to you?"

The question that had not been asked before was finally asked.Qi Jin's mental state was not stable before, so he didn't want to ask, but at this moment he really couldn't suppress it.

Qi Min was slightly taken aback, then raised her head to meet Shen Yan's eyes.

There was concern and uneasiness in the eyes, but there was no blame for herself—Qi Wei was very grateful for such thoughtfulness, so it became less difficult to confess.

"Have."

Shen Yan stopped breathing when she heard this word, but Qi Jin shook her head slightly with a wry smile, pressed her right hand on the back of his hand, and added in a low voice: "But I didn't succeed, I dodged it."

Shen Yan froze for a moment when he heard the words, blinked his eyelids, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Qi Yu silently observed his every move.In fact, any topic about the ex is very sensitive to the person he is dating. He is afraid that Shen Yan will be disgusted by it, but he doesn't want to hide it - he hopes their relationship is based on honesty and not lies .

However, Shen Yan's hand was gently placed on his shoulder from beginning to end, without feeling any negative emotions.So he took a step forward slowly, and the two of them were almost close to each other.

"Shen Yan...do you mind if I have a past?"

Not only what happened tonight, but also all kinds of past that I don't want to mention anymore.

"No," Shen Yan heard the uneasiness in his words, after being stunned, she smiled and sighed, "I just don't want to see you continue to be hurt by him."

Everyone has a past that they don't want to reveal, and I am no exception.

Those past events that Qi Yu didn't want to know will be put in front of him one day, it's just a matter of time.Therefore, I understand Qi Jin's thoughts very well at this time, and how can I sprinkle salt on the wound if I compare my heart with my heart.

"I want to cherish our relationship, so I want to make it clear." Qi Min lowered her head, and it took a long time before she answered in a muffled nasal voice.

"I know." He knew that from the beginning.

"Your thoughts are very important to me." Again.

"I know."

The simple three words smoothed out the pimples that had been in Qi Jin's heart for a long time, and the tingling gradually disappeared, and he only felt full in his heart.Being able to gain the trust of someone you value is more comforting than any form of comfort.

"Then... are you still willing to be my warm bag tonight?" Once the suppressed thoughts calmed down, I wanted to act like a baby, "I probably really caught a cold."

After finishing speaking, he deliberately shrank his shoulders and pretended to catch a cold.

Shen Yan couldn't help laughing, and said in a low voice: "Okay, then you go take a shower first, and I'll help you make the bed."

Late autumn, night, cool down.

When these three things came together, Qi Jin's desire for warmth deepened.

There is nothing wrong with the quilt being warm, but what he wants is an existence that is warmer than the quilt—and after that existence laid the quilt for him, it automatically and consciously took out the hair dryer, and he was pushed onto the chair as soon as he walked out of the bathroom. He dried his hair, then tucked it into the comforter.

"You come here too." Qi Yu said softly.

The slight warmth brought by the hot water on his body has not yet dissipated, his skin is a little flushed, and the tips of his hair are still wet, making him look darker and softer than usual.

Facing such a person and hearing such a sentence, it was difficult for Shen Yan to find a reason to refuse.

What's more...he had no intention of refusing.

"Are you going to sleep?" Shen Yan asked in a low voice before going over, "If yes, I'll turn off the lights first."

"Not yet, I want to finish reading the original book of "Zhou Tian Ling" that I haven't finished reading during the day." It's still early, and Qi Yan intends to complete today's original plan and bring back the pace of life that was disrupted by that man.As he said, he set up the pillow on the bed, and slightly bent his eyes and shook the phone at Shen Yan, "If you have nothing to do, can you accompany me?"

Shen Yan nodded.

However, he still turned off the main light in the bedroom, leaving only a desk lamp on the bedside table. The faint warm light is not particularly bright, but it is enough for reading.

Originally, she was just sitting side by side with Qi Luo as she did yesterday, but as soon as she covered her with the quilt, Qi Luo moved her body and leaned towards him, and even slipped into his arms.Shen Yan naturally opened her arms to accept him, gently embraced him from behind, and let him lie on her chest to read the text.

Outside the window was an endless expanse of blackness.

Everything in the old town is silent, except for the linden tree downstairs rustling in the wind, but it is also peaceful.

The place where they are located can only be seen from the outside with a square window, the window glass is dyed a layer of dim yellow by the light, among the countless surrounding windows that have turned off the lights, it looks extraordinarily bright and has an extraordinarily sense of belonging; From the inside, their world is confined to a small area by the light, but it is very warm and comfortable - just enough for the two hearts to depend on each other.

Qi Yu was reading the article.

And Shen Yan didn't look at anything, clasped his ten fingers together on Qi Jin's lower abdomen, hugged him firmly, closed his eyes and smelled the smell of Qi Jin's body - the sweet smell after bathing, whether it is dry or not His hair, or the side of his neck where the tip of his nose brushed against, it was all there.

Don't want others to smell it.

Don't want to be owned by someone else.

Hugging without leaving any gaps is a gesture and emotion that no one else can intervene.In this way, even if it was just sitting quietly for an hour or two, Shen Yan felt that she was content.

After an unknown amount of time, the person in his arms put down the phone and said softly, "I've finished watching."

"Really," Shen Yan came back to his senses, and smiled gently, "It's not too late, but you should go to bed early if you are so tired. Have a good rest."

After all, he took out one hand to turn off the lamp on the bedside table.

At this time, Qi Min suddenly clasped his wrist silently, and slowly pulled it back in front of her, without telling him to turn off the light, nor did she intend to lie down: "Wait a minute...I want to see your hand."

Watch hands.

Such a unique request before going to bed made Shen Yan startled.

Seeing that Qi Jin really opened his palm and looked at it seriously without saying a word, he couldn't help smiling slightly: "What's the matter, what do you want to see?"

"Palmistry." Qi Jin seemed to stick closer than before, completely surrendering herself to him like a small animal that was afraid of the cold, keeping warm between his arms.Stretch out an index finger, and slowly draw along the line extending from the bottom of his little finger from outside to inside, with a low voice, "Your emotional line...is thin and long."

"So, what does that represent?" Shen Yan let him draw, gently resting his chin on Qi Jin's shoulder, being a loyal listener.

"It means that you are a long-lasting person, and your feelings are very delicate."

When Qi Yu spoke, her fingertips stopped at the extreme end of the emotional line, and slowly rubbed it a few times, feeling a little itchy.Shen Yan subconsciously gathered her five fingers, and gently kept Qi Jin's hand inside.

Qi Jin didn't pull it away, and let him hold it without moving.

"So, do you think I am?" he asked with a smile.

"Yes," the person in his arms seemed to be laughing too. After laughing, his voice sank, "It's just that sometimes...not only is it not delicate, but also very dull."

Shen Yan was slightly taken aback.

"For example?" He admits that he is sometimes stupid and doesn't understand the meaning behind Qi Jin's words.

Qi Jin didn't speak, and passed in silence for a long time.When Shen Yan thought that he had fallen asleep in his arms, he suddenly opened his mouth softly, half a smile and a sigh.

"For example... I've been lingering in your arms for so long, but you didn't make any movements—isn't this very slow?"

Yes, Shen Yan is very slow.

If he hadn't been so dull, he should have noticed the slight trembling of his hands when he said this, and he should have known that the palms of his hands were so tense that they were sweating.

Words do not bring fire, but only a cluster of small sparks that kindle the fire.

All I can do is this.

But Shen Yan can do more.

If that fire... really does burn.

The body suddenly sank, as if falling into a cotton field, the back fell on the light and soft quilt, and the back of the neck was firmly supported by a person's arm, and she lay on her back on the bed.

The bedside lamp was still emitting a thin light.

But the light disappeared from his eyes for a moment, because the man had turned over and slowly bent down from above to cover him, and the moment the two foreheads touched, he heard his name.The man's deep voice was almost pleading, calling softly: "Qi Yu——"

Fire, lit.

Because it was the sound of being obviously burned, dry and hot.

His heart was beating loudly, and he replied inaudibly: "Yeah."

"Qi Yu," Shen Yan called him that for the second time, his face under the backlight showed a trace of pain, and his fingers trembled slightly as he caressed his face.Every time he said a word, his breath would burn him once, "You just encountered that kind of thing today...would you be afraid?"

Scared.

What she was afraid of was not Shen Yan's approaching, on the contrary, she was afraid of his staying away - besides this, Qi Jin didn't know what else she was afraid of.

"If you're worried that I'm afraid, then let my mind go blank and I can't think about anything." He lowered his eyes and unconsciously rested his right hand on his cheek.Even if it was only for a moment, even if he was deceiving himself, he still wanted to cover the red spot under his eyes with his hands, but he couldn't hide the hoarseness of his voice, "Using your...'boyfriend' way...just alright."

At the end of the sentence, Shen Yan suddenly grabbed his right hand and pulled it away.

Even the cover-up of self-deception can no longer be done.I can only close my eyes, turn my face away on the pillow, and don't look at it.

Not looking, doesn't mean he couldn't feel the kiss when it fell on the side of his neck.In fact, not only did he feel it, his body even trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but raise his head and let out a light gasp.

"Shen Yan..."

"Qi Yu..." Shen Yan responded to him in a low voice.

Whether it can make his mind go blank, he has no way of knowing.

Maybe before the other party loses the ability to think, the person who did this has no way to think about anything.Everything is handed over to instinct, to the hands that take body temperature from each other, to the kisses that yearn for more.

Qi Jin's right hand seemed to have no strength at all, and she quietly obeyed his movements and placed it beside the pillow.People seem to be weak.

When Shen Yan gently kissed his Adam's apple, he only struggled symbolically, opened his eyes halfway while panting, and looked at the roof in a trance.

did not speak.

No call to stop.

Because he had to admit that Shen Yan's kiss was very comfortable.

Although it is no longer comforting, but with a little uncontrollable desire, it is still very comfortable.He was willing to accept all of this, as long as Shen Yan wanted to continue.

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