The process of getting to know someone is like playing a jigsaw puzzle before.

At the beginning, there are only scattered small pieces, seemingly disorganized and clueless, but as long as you look for clues patiently and give yourself enough time, you can connect them little by little to form unexpected patterns.

Now, he has completed several different areas of the map.

But, want to see more, want to be more complete——

In the evening, the rainwater lined up under the eaves, rolling down one by one in no order, as if the keys of the piano were playing an unwritten sheet music.

Fortunately, the sound that came out in the end was still clear and pleasant, tick-tock-tap-tap-tap on the window sill.

An atmosphere where you can calm down and chat.

"Tell me about you." Qi Min smiled faintly.

After being in contact with Yan Beixiang for a long time, he gradually figured out the other party's chat habits.If you don't speak, that person will also keep silent, instead of rushing to find a topic to break the quiet that can be enjoyed.

On the contrary, if you open the chat box yourself, the other party will definitely respond.

"What do you want to hear?" Yan Beixiang didn't sound reluctant, and his voice was very calm.That kind of tone is very suitable for telling children bedtime stories.

What do you want to hear?

Do you want to hear anything?

Qi Zhen looked down at Xiao Guiqi scratching his chest with two paws, pondered for a moment, and chose a topic that was more suitable for their current identities: "Then... tell me why you started dubbing."

Yan Bei's breath disappeared for a moment.

There was a slight, rustling sound from inside the headset, adjusting the microphone.Qi Zhen was already familiar with this point, it was Yan Beixiang's habitual action when he felt hesitant.

Is this actually an inconvenient question to answer?Qi Jin sensed something was wrong with him, and planned to change his words temporarily.

But Yan Beixiang spoke at this time, although his voice was very soft: "I... used to suffer from a very serious speech disorder, to be precise, it is called 'selective mutism'."

Qi Yu was taken aback.

Subconsciously, the words of apology blurted out: "I'm sorry, I—"

Yan Beixiang stopped his words lightly, sounding calm: "It's okay, it's all over."

Selective mutism is a phenomenon that can not make a sound or speak normally under mental stress and anxiety. It usually appears in specific occasions, especially in unfamiliar environments.When the speech organ is not damaged and the IQ is normal, the patient will be unable to speak due to psychological barriers and remain silent.

"When I was a child...the living environment was not very good."

This is the opening remarks of Yan Beixiang.

It took him a long time to continue, but he did not give a specific explanation of the content of the first sentence, but slowly told his experience after the illness: "I have always been very bad at dealing with strangers. Later they found out that I have This kind of speech impairment has already happened after I went to middle school. I am old and missed the best treatment stage, so I can only slowly adjust myself."

Qi Jin felt her breathing was stagnant, she didn't dare to make a sound, she hugged the kitten and listened quietly.

The fingers pinched the kitten's paw pads, holding it nervously, and the palms were sweating.

"The doctor said that it is difficult to recover from this disease when it is a teenager, but it is not impossible. He suggested that I try desensitization therapy first, and communicate with people through indirect methods, such as exchanging emails and voice chats. I hope I can gradually adapt myself gradually.”

"So... you started dubbing online?" Qi Wei suddenly had a realization.

"Not yet." Yan Beixiang seemed to smile slightly, "At that time, the Internet was not as convenient as it is now, but the school would have drama performances from time to time. By chance, I was temporarily dragged to top up, but found that I was acting as a role Symptoms will be relieved when I was there, probably because I feel a lot more relaxed when I play someone else's relationship. Later, I often participated in similar activities, but..."

Having said this, Yan Beixiang paused for a few seconds.

Qi Jin could hear a slight change in the up and down rhythm of his breathing.Then there was another rustle from the microphone.

"However, sometimes, things in life...do not go so smoothly, which once affected the treatment. There are even more serious relapse symptoms than before."

Yan Beixiang's emotions seemed to have infected Qi Jin.

He felt that his breath began to rush as the other party's tone sank. When the cat scratched his palm, he realized that it was wet and full of sweat.

Can't bear to ask for details.Fear that those details will bring up bad memories.

However, I couldn't help but want to hear what happened next.

"Then...what about later?" Qi Yu carefully paved the steps for that person to go down, so that he could jump over the places he didn't want to talk about.

Yan Beixiang was silent for a long time, and finally went down to pick it up.

"Later, although there were similar club activities after I arrived at university, I didn't participate because I couldn't get rid of the negative emotions after the relapse, and I didn't want to act face-to-face. It was at this time... I met a few friends who like dubbing on the Internet. , found that it is possible to perform in this way without meeting directly, so I started to contact the online distribution circle. At that time, the circle did not have the current forum concentration, and most of them were just scattered exchanges. After work, everyone had their own lives. Contact It has been on and off, and the dubbing has been temporarily put on hold."

It turned out to be the case.

No wonder his acting doesn't sound like a rookie at all, it's quite solid and natural.

Qi Jin frowned slightly, recalling all the things that the puppet show had told him before, and suddenly asked: "I heard that you never take on the main role, is this true?"

Yan Beixiang said softly, "Yes."

Qi Wei thought it was a pity that he had been playing tricks for thousands of years in terms of his sense of drama, so he asked: "Why?"

Yan Beixiang seemed to sigh in front of the microphone: "I... can't do it. I can't take the lead."

Qi Yan patiently followed the instructions: "Why not? When you played against me, you played the leading role. If it was because of busy work, it shouldn't happen. After all, the time spent on the scene that night was enough for you to record once. It's the master."

Since he is willing to spend more than two hours on the show, and still has the shady identity of a stand-in, why can't he officially lead the role?

"It doesn't matter if it's just for the show." Yan Beixiang replied in a low voice, "When it's officially recorded, I won't..."

Qi Jin seemed to wake up suddenly, and opened her eyes wide in front of the screen.

"You still..." There is a possibility of relapse?

"I don't know." Yan Beixiang seemed to know what he hadn't finished speaking.

silence.

The silence was occupied by the pattering rain outside the window.

Little Guiqi licked Qi Yu's fur in his arms with a carefree look, not noticing the heavy air around him at all.

The chest seemed to be stuffed with something, and it was very stuffy.Qi Jin tried several times to return to language communication, but all failed. She could only sit up straight and wait quietly for the most difficult layer of suffocation between the two to pass.

"Sorry. My story...may not be as good as you imagined." In the end, Yan Beixiang spoke first.

"No, everyone has certain pasts that they don't want to mention to others." Qi Jin's voice was low, as if it was slowly vibrating directly from his chest, "So I'm actually... very glad that you can tell me this, Thanks."

Sharing stories that may not be so good is a sign of trusting the other person.

Qi Jin was a little envious of Yan Beixiang, because he couldn't do it himself, at least not yet.

Therefore, he hopes to give back to the man's honesty in other ways: "Although I don't know how to treat such a disease and how long it will take to fully recover, I believe there must be a way."

Yan Beixiang didn't react immediately.

Qi Zhen cheered up and smiled softly: "Take your time, don't rush. Since you said that you have no problem with the right play, then start with the right play first, and wait until you are fully used to it, and then formally pick an interested one." Try the book."

Yan Beixiang hesitated to speak: "I..."

Qi Yu decisively cut off the words behind him, preventing the word "no" from exiting: "I believe you can do it."

It became quiet again, but it was not the suffocating silence before.

"It's not just the script. If, in your heart, there is someone who really wants to work with the other party in the drama... Maybe you can overcome the psychological barrier to the main character." Qi Wei said again.

Isn't the so-called CV effect of the opponent's play just as explained?

"Why do you insist on letting me be the main character?" At this time, the man suddenly asked back.

Qi Min never expected him to ask such a question, so she settled in her seat in a daze.

He actually wanted to imitate the other person, so he adjusted his own microphone with his hands.

"I just think...it's a pity for your talent." This sentence is the truth, and only one truth is enough for my answer, and I don't need to say other redundant words.

"I don't think it's a pity." It seems that Yan Beixiang is more difficult to persuade than he imagined.

"Then, even if it's just a play, can I ask you to practice a script with me every day in the future to improve my sense of the play?" Qi Yu takes retreat as a way to advance. At this time, he is more determined than anyone else.I deliberately changed it to asking for help, hoping to slowly disintegrate the iron wall in front of him.

Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, Yan Beixiang did not answer for a long while.

Usually when the person does not answer, it is the default.

"My personal abilities are limited, so I may not be able to help you much. Because you are very capable—"

"I don't care, I even put on the unethical vest of 'Grandpa's fan', Grandpa, you can't refuse." Unexpectedly, he was still struggling, Qi Yu interrupted loudly.

After a while, he finally heard Yan Beixiang's sigh.

"Okay," there was a sense of helplessness in the man's voice, but Qi Yu seemed to hear him chuckle slightly, "I hope I can really help you."

"Definitely." Overjoyed, he couldn't help picking up the little return date, and rubbed his chin for a while.

Little Guiqi tilted his head ignorantly, actively wrestling with the microphone with his paws.I don't know if Yan Beixiang heard the hissing sound when the little guy was caught.

"So, do you have a notebook on hand now?" Yan Beixiang kept his promise, and immediately took action once he agreed.

His voice returned to its original upright state, even a little restrained.

Recalling the first time they played against each other on the spot, Yan Beixiang didn't say a word before the official start, and behaved in a low-key manner. When he didn't know him before, he mistakenly thought he was cold. Probably just not fully letting go around strangers.

Even now that they are acquainted with each other, Yan Beixiang is sometimes too reserved.

So, might as well reconcile the atmosphere a little.

Qi Jin thought for a while, and suddenly had an idea, calmly opened the Tianlei script that Ning Xiaoxiao had sent him, intercepted a classic line from it, and posted it in the reply box of QQ with a smile, send it out.

"I recently accepted such a book." He maintained a serious and upright tone with the most professional CV spirit, and cleared his throat, "Ah, by the way, the planning girl asked me to play the attack in it, so please trouble Yan Yan Mr. Beixiang, please take the line of Shou."

After all, Qi Yu covered the microphone by herself first, and laughed for half a minute in front of the computer.

If the attack line in this script is a thunder and lightning effect of [-] volts, then the receiving line is at least [-] megavolts.

This kind of line must be very effective in alleviating the atmosphere.

Sure enough, he heard the person in the earphone sigh softly: "...you must be teasing me on purpose, right?"

Zijin laughed out loud.

He was frightened by him even during the return period, so he burrowed his head into the triangular scarf with plaster hanging on his left hand.No way, I can even imagine that person's helpless expression in front of the screen at this moment.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Qi Jin apologized with a smile, and explained with the corners of her eyes bent, "Because you are too tense, I want to relax you a little."

Unexpectedly, as soon as the voice fell, Yan Beixiang's lines displayed with professional dubbing spirit suddenly came out of the earphones.

"I couldn't help but feel shy when he stared at me like that."

"puff--"

Qi Jin didn't expect that he would really read it out, and couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing regardless of his image.

At this time, that person suddenly changed his voice. It was the so-called 50-year-old upright uncle voice that planners often demanded, and he completed the following line without a single laugh.

"Unexpectedly, he suddenly opened his arms and hugged me. I couldn't struggle and trembled in his arms like a little rabbit."

The modal particles and sentence emotions are still in place.

"Ouch!"

This time, Qi Jin laughed so hard that she couldn't straighten up, she just lay down on the table, her shoulders shaking like a sieve.

"Okay, please don't read it, my stomach is starting to hurt." The lines were already quite funny, and the other party still used such a pure uncle's voice to dub, he couldn't guard against it at all, and laughed out of breath.

Yan Beixiang continued to follow the next line calmly as if he didn't hear it.

This time it is the finale's signature grandpa voice.

The fairy-like kind——

"What to do, my whole body is so hot that I can't cool down. God, this must be the initial symptom of falling in love."

Qi Chen felt that her laughter was so loud that the neighbor next door was about to knock on the door.

If it weren't for the fact that his arm was still in plaster, he probably could have rolled directly from the chair to the floor, and let the unknown kitty watch him pound the ground hard.

Then the downstairs neighbors can knock on the door too.

"Hahahaha...really! Don't read it anymore, really don't read it anymore! I was wrong, I shouldn't have teased you, grandpa, please let me go! Hahahaha..."

Qi Xi really said that.

After such a toss just now, he laughed until tears flowed out, and his vital capacity was completely insufficient.

"Next time, don't use this kind of notebook again." This time, the lines were finally not spoken, and the voice returned to its original tone.

It was only at the end that Qi Jin heard him laughing in a low voice.

It was a bit softer than the warm light from the desk lamp on the table.

next time.

Just such a simple word has a sense of agreement.desirable.

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