brother is god

Love is a matter, sometimes it is really hard to say clearly, sometimes love may be just a feeling.This feeling is throbbing and strong, but Mo Ming has to do it.This kind of heartbeat has nothing to do with family background or appearance, it just lies in being that person.For Shu Wenyan, his feelings for Yezhuo are like this.I like it and can't control it.

Shu Wenyan never thought that he would meet Ye Zhuo again, nor did he think that Ye Zhuo was not far away from him.So when Shu Wenyan met Zhai Sixu for the first time and learned that he was Ye Zhuo, Shu Wenyan was surprised and annoyed.In this kind of anger, there is dissatisfaction with being concealed, and there is also shame and anger at being insulted at the beginning... So he has no way to face Zhai Sixu, so he can only leave in a hurry.

As for what kind of lover he wants to find, in fact, Shu Wenyan doesn't have a particularly specific concept. He has everything, so he is more pursuing a feeling.Because Ye Zhuo had given him this feeling before, and he had already tasted it, so he always wanted to experience it again.Easier said than done?

So apart from the online dating with Yezhuo, he has never had a decent relationship.I have been single for a long time, and I just talk about the idea of ​​chasing feelings, and sometimes I don’t even remember what kind of feeling it is, so I gradually don’t bother to love anymore, preferring to spend more time with my mother, busy Work.

And when he saw Zhai Sixu, that throbbing feeling seemed to start to germinate again.Shu Wenyan admitted that Zhai Sixu's appearance and figure were very suitable to his liking, so when he first met Zhai Sixu, he felt that this kind of throbbing should only be due to his appetite for this person's appearance.But when Zhai Sixu told him that he was Ye Zhuo, Shu Wenyan suddenly felt a little dazed. He didn't know whether his throbbing was because of Zhai Sixu's appearance, or because Zhai Sixu himself would bring him this feeling.

It wasn't exactly running away, but he did, and he found a reason that looked pretty good...

Before he had considered whether to give Zhai Sixu a chance, to be precise, the day after Xiao Muci finished talking with Zhai Sixu, Zhai Sixu came to the door carrying his things.When Shu Wenyan knew, Zhai Sixu was already sitting in the living room of his house, so he left early that day on a rare occasion.

Hurrying home, as soon as Shu Wenyan entered, he saw Zhai Sixu cooking in the kitchen with his mother.

"Are you back?" Shu's mother said with a smile, "I've never heard of Xiao Zhai before, and he surprised me when he came suddenly." Shu's mother was able to talk to Shu Wenyan on the phone, and she was sure that she knew each other before letting Zhai Sixu rest assured. Entered.

Shu Wenyan frowned, looked at Zhai Sixu and said, "Come with me."

Zhai Sixu put down the fish in his hand, and followed Shu Wenyan into the room obediently.

Shu Wenyan put down his bag and asked, "What do you mean?"

Zhai Sixu looked at Shu Wenyan deeply, and said: "Although you didn't agree to be with me, I think I should come to see my aunt first. I want to spend my whole life with you, and the elders will definitely pass this test. So before your aunt knows about the bastard things I did to you before, make a good impression on your aunt."

Shu Wenyan didn't know how to refute him for a while, he didn't hate Zhai Sixu, nor did he hate him, but he just couldn't accept Zhai Sixu now.Even if they are not lovers, they are still friends, so when Zhai Sixu came to visit, he really couldn't say anything.And he could see that his mother was very happy.

Taking off his coat, Shu Wenyan asked, "How did you find this place?"

"Yuan Jia told me." Zhai Sixu's honesty with Shu Wenyan meant betraying Yuan Jia without hesitation.

Yuan Jia followed Xue Yi to deliver things to him several times, so it was normal to know where his home was.

Shu Wenyan rubbed the center of his brows, and said, "I'm troubled by you rushing to my house like this."

"Sorry." Zhai Sixu apologized very simply.

"Go back." He wanted to be quiet now.

"Can you let me finish my meal before leaving?" Zhai Sixu asked after discussing.

Shu Wenyan frowned at him in puzzlement.

"If I leave now, my aunt will definitely be suspicious. Have you thought about how to explain it to her?" Although he had only a short contact with Shu's mother, he could tell that Shu's mother was a very careful person.If he left now, no matter what excuse he made, it would be too far-fetched.

"Okay..." Shu Wenyan compromised.

When he came out of Shu Wenyan's room, Zhai Sixu was no different from before, while Shu Wenyan changed into home clothes, and didn't communicate much with Zhai Sixu.Zhai Sixu continued to go to the kitchen to help Shu's mother cook. Shu's mother seemed to like Zhai Sixu very much, and the chat in the kitchen never stopped.

Shu Wenyan didn't know how to cook, at most he would help his mother, but he couldn't help much at all, so with Zhai Sixu accompanying his mother, Shu Wenyan simply turned on the TV and watched the city's news while waiting for dinner.

There are a lot of dishes on the dinner table today, and more than half of them are made by Zhai Sixu.Shu Wenyan is very familiar with his mother's usual cooking style, so it is easy to tell which ones are made by his mother and which ones are made by Zhai Sixu.

"Xiao Zhai's first visit to the house, treat him as his own, don't be too polite, eat more." Mother Shu took out a drink and poured it for Zhai Sixu.

"I'll do it myself." Zhai Sixu hurriedly took the drink, poured it for Shu's mother first, then poured another for Shu Wenyan, and finally filled it up for himself, "I'm disturbing my aunt with a sudden visit. Auntie don't mind."

"Where, I'm happy to have someone at home." Shu's mother thought it might be because of her age, she prefers a more lively home.Although Shu Wenyan came back to eat with her almost every day, and she didn't feel lonely, but it was not really lively after all.

"Auntie, let me toast you first." Zhai Sixu said, raising his glass.

Shu's mother agreed with a smile, and clinked glasses with Zhai Sixu.

Shu Wenyan didn't say much, after Zhai Sixu finished respecting his mother, he picked up his chopsticks and started eating.Unexpectedly, Zhai Sixu's dishes were very good, and Shu Wenyan liked the taste, so Shu Wenyan also ate a lot without knowing it.

Seeing that he ate happily, Zhai Sixu was satisfied, and the rest should not be rushed.

After dinner, Zhai Sixu went back.

Shu Wenyan brewed a pot of Pu'er, drinking tea and chatting with his mother.

"Why haven't you mentioned Xiao Zhai before?" Shu's mother asked. Usually Shu Wenyan would tell him anything.

Shu Wenyan took a sip of tea and said, "Well, we've known each other for a long time, but we didn't contact him for a while. Later, I found out that he was Yuan Jia's classmate, so I got in touch again." Shu Wenyan didn't mention those things with Zhai Sixu, It doesn't feel necessary.

"That's it," Shu's mother said with some emotion, "It's kind of a fate." She also met Yuan Jia a few times, and thought this child was very interesting and had a good personality.

"Um……"

After a moment of silence, Mother Shu looked at Shu Wenyan and asked, "Does that little Zhai like you?"

Shu Wenyan froze for a moment. He didn't know where his mother saw it, but he didn't deny it.My mother knew about him being gay a long time ago. Although it took a period of consideration and struggle, she finally understood and tolerated his sexuality.

Shu's mother smiled and said, "It seems so. I think he looks at you with special concentration, so he probably likes it. Although Mom is old and doesn't understand the thoughts of you children, her intuition is still very accurate."

Shu Wenyan twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I'm still thinking about it."

"Yeah. Looking at Xiao Zhai's agility in cooking, he should be someone who often does housework. He looks good and speaks well. But he is younger than you, so he may not be mature enough, or he may be more playful." She always felt that Shu Wenyan was looking for someone An older person who can take care of him is better, at least he is more caring about others, and he can also accommodate Shu Wenyan.Although Zhai Sixu looked good, she was always worried that he would not be able to take care of her son.

"You don't have to worry about the horoscope yet." Even though he was thinking about it, he had no clue now, and he didn't know where to start thinking about it.

"Well, we still have to observe carefully. It's not that being young is necessarily bad, but after all, there is still a lot of uncertainty about his future, and I'm a little worried." Mother Shu didn't want Shu Wenyan to make a hasty decision either.Zhai Sixu is still a student now, and he has limited contact with things after all. When he enters the society in the future, with more contacts, his heart will become bigger, and he may not be able to live with Shu Wenyan in a down-to-earth manner.

"I understand." Zhai Sixu's young and reckless Shu Wenyan has experienced it before.

After that, the mother and son didn't talk about Zhai Sixu anymore, and changed to other topics.

In the following days, Zhai Sixu would cook with Shu's mother whenever he was free.It was just cooking with her, no food left, and no meeting with Shu Wenyan again.But as soon as Shu Wenyan came home and saw the food on the table, he would know whether Zhai Sixu had been here.

Regarding this, Mother Shu didn't say much.After all, it's the child's business, she will care about it, but she doesn't care too much, she believes that Shu Wenyan has ideas.

After getting along for a period of time, when Zhai Sixu faced Shu's mother, he was no longer as cautious as before, and often brought Shu's mother some very appetizing recipes, and then accompanied Shu's mother to study together.

Shu's mother likes to cook very much, and also likes to take a walk in the surrounding countryside, where she can relax and buy some fresh vegetables grown by herself.Zhai Sixu, who had nothing to do, would often accompany her to various supermarkets to buy ingredients and make some nice snacks.Or accompany her to take a walk or picnic in the countryside... Shu's mother's life has become more and more busy and fulfilling.

Shu Wenyan saw all these things in his eyes, and these were what he wanted to do with his mother, but he was too busy with work to spare so much time to spend with his mother.For this, he felt very guilty, but Zhai Sixu helped him make up for this guilt.

After eating that day, my mother stopped Shu Wenyan who was going to work, and said, "Come talk with me for a while."

"Okay." Shu Wenyan never refused when his mother wanted to talk to him.Mother poured two cups of sour plum soup that had just been cooked today, and said, "What do you think about the matter between you and Sixu?"

The mother's address changed from "Xiao Zhai" to "Sixu", and Shu Wenyan understood her attitude.

"I'm still thinking about it. I've been too busy recently to think about it." Shu Wenyan replied.

"Well, I don't want to interfere with you, I just want to tell you what I think about Si Xu."

"Well, you said."

"After getting along for this period of time, I think Si Xu is a very mature child. Although he is a little younger, he is very considerate. He is also very considerate to me. I took him and a few friends out to play, and they all said If you don't know that you are my son, you will think that Si Xu is my son." Shu's mother laughed, "Although Si Xu doesn't like to laugh very much, it shouldn't be considered a shortcoming. He is quite serious when asked to do anything , and always ask me about your preferences in different ways, which is pretty good."

"How do you know he's not pretending?" Shu Wenyan asked with a smile.

"It takes a long time to see people's hearts. You also know how poisonous the eyes of your aunts are. If Sixu is not a good person, they will not be willing to let me take him with him often."

"You haven't known him for a long time, right?" The so-called time to see people's hearts must be long enough.

"Yes, although we haven't known each other for a long time, Yuan Jia and Sixu have known each other long enough, right? If he is not a good person, Yuan Jia will definitely tell Xue Yi, and Xue Yi will definitely tell Mu Ci With Mu Ci's character, can Si Xu come to me every day?" Zhai Sixu has already confessed to her that he is chasing Wen Yan, and also said that he and Yuan Jia have known each other since high school.She may not know Yuan Jia well enough, but she knows Xue Yi and Xiao Muci well enough. She believes that with their protective character, they will definitely not harm Wen Yan.

Shu Wenyan couldn't find a reason to refute this time. After thinking about it, he said, "I still have to think about it."

"You think I have no objection. But you should at least get in touch with him more and get to know this person better before you can consider a result, right?" Mother Shu looked at him with a smile.In her opinion, her son's "consideration" is more like an "evasion" of not wanting to meet.

"I see." Shu Wenyan replied.

"On the weekend, Si Xu and I agreed to go to the resort, go on Friday night and come back on Sunday night. Shall we go together?" Shu's mother said.It's a newly opened resort. I heard that it's not bad in all aspects, but Shu's mother hasn't been there yet.

Shu Wenyan thought for a moment, then nodded - just take it as a chance to get to know Zhai Sixu...