brother is god

"Hello?" An Yuhang answered the phone. He was the only one in the dormitory, so there was no inconvenience.

"Going back to school?" Mother's voice was still flat, neither happy nor unhappy, just like treating a stranger.

"Hmm." To be honest, when his mother called suddenly, An Yuhang didn't know what to say. It seemed that his instinct to talk to his mother had been forgotten by him...

"On Valentine's Day, Xiaoxi said that she saw you." The mother paused, and continued: "She said you were with a man, and ignored him."

An Yuhang didn't answer the call, and felt a little unhappy. It turned out that his younger brother had seen him, and went home to complain to his mother.

"You haven't grown up since you left home, but you've developed a temper. How did I teach you before when you saw your brother outside without saying hello?" The mother's voice became very severe, accusing An Yuhang every sentence It's not.

An Yuhang didn't stay silent anymore, he sneered, and said, "An Mingxi is my younger brother, and I'm his elder brother. Since he saw me, he didn't come to greet me first, why should I blame him for ignoring him? Mom, are you here?" When asking about my upbringing, shouldn't I look at whether An Mingxi's upbringing is qualified?"

"What's wrong with Xiaoxi not saying hello to you? He is young and sometimes ignorant. Are you older than him and ignorant?" Mother didn't care at all whether An Mingxi did something inappropriate, and pointed all the blame at An Yu Hang, "You don't know where you have read in the past few years. If you haven't learned anything else, you have learned to bully your brother!"

"Heh..." An Yuhang's eyes were a little swollen, and he said, "Don't push me whenever something happens. No matter how young An Mingxi is, he is still an adult. If he is ignorant, he can blame me ?” Maybe in less than a month, he has been spoiled by Xiao Muci.In the past, he always gave in to his younger brother, but after being with Xiao Muci, Xiao Muci gave him unconditional. He seemed to have gotten used to this kind of humility and the feeling of being held in his hands, and he would no longer compromise unconditionally up.

"How did I teach you since childhood?!" Mother's voice also raised a bit.

An Yuhang said expressionlessly: "I was brought up by my grandma, have you forgotten?"

"You..." Mother was speechless for a while.

An Yuhang sighed in his heart. He didn't want to confront his mother, but he couldn't hold back for a while.After a moment of silence, An Yuhang said, "That's why you called?"

"No." Mother said coldly: "Xiaoxi said that you were with a man that day, did you find a boyfriend?"

"Yes." An Yuhang admitted happily.

"Are you stupid?" The mother said unceremoniously: "You are young now, and you can find a boyfriend to play with. But if you don't get married, don't others get married? You are as stupid as you are, and the two Can a man really live his whole life?"

In fact, what his mother said was not unreasonable, and An Yuhang knew in his heart that he and Xiao Muci might not be able to make it to the end.But he is already mentally prepared, even if the relationship ends in vain, he will not regret it.For the rest, it can only depend on fate and God's will.

"Heterosexuality may not be able to live a lifetime." An Yuhang said calmly: "But this is my business, whether it is good or bad, I bear it alone." He knew very well that his mother didn't want to care when she said this to him His feelings, but hope that he will be normal and find a woman to fall in love with and marry.But he... could only disappoint his family in the end.

"You said why are you so determined? What's so good about that man? You just follow him so determinedly? When he dumps you, we'll see what you do!" His mother hadn't given up on teaching him to "return to the good".

An Yuhang is not a person who likes to talk about his feelings, as long as he knows that some are good and some are happy.So even to his mother, he didn't want to mention how happy he was, and only said: "I don't force it, I just try my best to cherish what I have now."

"Okay. Just be stubborn, and I'll wait until the day you regret it!" After finishing speaking, the mother hung up the phone directly.

An Yuhang put the phone on the table, he didn't want to think about what would happen in the future, what should come will always come, and what should be his can't leave.Now he and Xiao Muci are on good terms, that's enough...

When Shi Ran and the others returned to school, An Yuhang had already adjusted his mood.In fact, as long as he thinks of Xiao Muci, he will be happy. The heart of a person in love is very simple, easy and happy...

There are not many classes in the second semester of the junior year, and the hours of An Yuhang's part-time job have not changed.For An Yuhang who was used to this, it was a good thing.

On the first day of school, everyone was still immersed in the casualness of the winter vacation. Although no one skipped class, they were obviously not in the state of study.

At seven o'clock in the evening, An Yuhang logged into the game as usual.After a while, Xiao Muci went online.

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: How is today?Tired of class?

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Not tired, just taking notes.And you?Are you busy with work?

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: It's okay.It's all competitive, and it's easy to handle.

Although the school has started, the competitive competition is not over yet, and it will be the end of March.

"Secret chat" [Feng Guyin]: Well, what did you have for dinner?

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: I ate Cantonese cuisine with Xue Yi, and the taste was not bad.However, I would rather eat your cooking.

Although Xiao Muci didn't want to tire An Yuhang, nor let him cook, but he had to admit that An Yuhang's dishes were well done, and he had a taste for them.No matter how exquisite the outside dishes are, they don't have the taste of An Yuhang.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Gu Yin]: I'll do it for you when I have time.

"Yuhang, do you want to play a copy?" Zhai Sixu turned to him and asked him.

"Which book?" An Yuhang asked.

"Fog Youlin." Zhai Sixu replied.

"Wait a minute, I'll ask." An Yuhang asked, of course, Xiao Muci.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Is Wu Youlin fighting?

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: If you want to go, I will accompany you.

"Secret chat" [Feng Guyin]: Well, let's go for a fight and earn some money.

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: Good.

Xiao Muci is not short of money, but An Yuhang is willing to accompany his salary if he wants to mix it up.The salary is not the key, the key is that two people play together.

"Sixu, brother Xiao is going too." An Yuhang still told Xiao Mu to resign from brother Xiao in front of them, so as not to make people suspicious.

"Okay, let me join the group." Zhai Sixu said.

An Yuhang advanced to the team, and then asked Xiao Muci to nominate him to join the team.In the team, Shi Ran, Yuan Jia and Xue Yi were all there, but Shu Wenyan was not seen.

"Secret chat" [Feng Guyin]: Where's Brother Yan?

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: He accompanied his mother to grandma's house.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Oh.

Zhai Sixu's confession to Shu Wenyan, Shu Wenyan didn't seem to mention it to Xiao Muci and Xue Yi, otherwise these two people wouldn't have played with Zhai Sixu so calmly.An Yuhang couldn't figure out what Shu Wenyan meant, and was worried about Zhai Sixu's life, so he didn't dare to raise a word with Xiao Muci.

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independent]: Xiao Yuhang, are you chatting with Young Master Xiao?

"Secret Chat" [Feng Gu Yin]: Brother Yi, good evening.

Before school started, Xiao Muci took him to dinner with Xue Yi and Shu Wenyan, and reintroduced him to them as a boyfriend.An Yuhang was very embarrassed, but Xue Yi deliberately teased An Yuhang, so that the heat on his face didn't fade away after he finished his meal.Shu Wenyan was still as easy-going as before, and asked him about the relationship between the two of them. After confirming that Xiao Muci was really good to him, he didn't ask any more.

And Xue Yi combined the terms "little apprentice" and "Yuhang" and started calling him "Little Yuhang." Although it was weird, but Xue Yi insisted on calling him, and An Yuhang couldn't stop him.

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independence]: Let me tell you, since Shao Shao was with you, he often sat in the office and lost his mind.I figured he must be thinking about how to eat you clean.

Xue Yi always reports to An Yuhang about Xiao Muci's recent state from time to time. It seems that he is trying to provoke the relationship between the two, but in fact he is helping to warm up the relationship.An Yuhang knew this very well.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Gu Yin]: ...

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independence]: Don't believe me?

"Secret Chat" [Feng Gu Yin]: I don't believe it...

He and Xiao Muci are only in the kissing stage so far, Xiao Muci has not crossed the line, and An Yuhang also thinks this is very good, after all, they have not been together for long, and he prefers what happens naturally when things happen...

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independent]: Then don't cry when the time comes!

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Brother Yi, you better stop staring at him all day.Also think about the major events in your own life, don't Yuan Jia be one step ahead of you when the time comes.

An Yuhang changed the subject.

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independent]: Does he have a girlfriend?

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: No, but you know, it's not difficult to find a girl who likes you in college.

"Secret Chat" [Luohua Independent]: Hmm... It seems that it's time for me to ask his family to talk to him about the issue of not being able to fall in love early.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Gu Yin]: ...

They're all in college, and they'll graduate in a year and a half, so it's not puppy love...

After that, Xue Yi went to talk to Yuan Jia, but An Yuhang didn't know how to talk about it.

Fog Youlin is a bit difficult, but it's not the most difficult. As long as you know how to play, it's still pretty fast.

This regiment is very popular. In addition to dropping a few top-quality special effects equipment, the fourth boss also dropped a waist pendant.This pendant is a bunch of lily of the valley flowers, which are very fresh and beautiful. Many players like it, so the price has remained high.And this pendant also has a special use, that is, it can increase the favorability with friends, which can increase by [-] points each time, and the use interval is one hour.

As expected, this pendant was photographed very high, and everyone happily felt that they had seen a very considerable salary.An Yuhang didn't have any money, so he didn't participate. Yuan Jia participated, but was defeated.The pendant was photographed for 38 yuan, and the bidder originally thought that he could finally get it, but at the last moment, Xiao Muci, who had been silent all this time, directly bid 50 yuan.The one who paid 38 could only give up with hatred and hand over the pendant.

Xiao Mu asked the group leader to give the pendant to Feng Guyin, and paid for it himself.Looking at the pendant in the bag, An Yuhang felt sour and sweet in his heart.Before, he watched Xiao Muci spend a lot of money for Shu Wenyan, and he felt envious and jealous. Now Xiao Muci has also started to spend a lot of money for him. Apart from being happy, he also feels a little bit distressed about the money. I'm not used to Xiao Muci's way of spending money.

"I said, brother Xiao is too kind to you, right?" Yuan Jia looked at An Yuhang.In his opinion, the relationship between him and Brother Xiao should be closer than that between Yuhang and Brother Xiao.

An Yuhang pursed his lips, suppressed his smile, and said, "I'm his younger brother."

"Hey..." Yuan Jia sighed, and said: "Brother Yan is not here today, if he is, Brother Xiao should ask the leader to step in for him."

"Yeah." An Yuhang didn't refute, still smiling.He knew very well in his heart that even if Brother Yan was here today, Mu Ci would give him the pendant, because Brother Yan would never want it.

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Thank you.

An Yuhang said goodbye to Xiao Mu.

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: Like it?

"Secret Chat" [Feng Guyin]: Well, I like it very much.

Not only because of its beautiful shape, but more importantly, it can increase the favorability, so that the favorability between him and Xiao Muci will soon reach five hearts.

"Secret Chat" [Shuang Tianjue]: As long as you like it.

After the dungeon was finished, the two took their jobs, then withdrew from the team to reorganize, and went about their daily routines together.After the two confirmed their relationship, their daily life became their two-person world, and no one else could get in at all.

"Squad" [Shuang Tianjue]: Are you free tomorrow night?have a meal together?

"Squad" [Feng Guyin]: Okay, where to eat?

"Squad" [Shuang Tianjue]: There is a nice hotpot restaurant, let's try it?

"Squad" [Feng Guyin]: Good.I'll wait for you downstairs at your company tomorrow night.

"Squad" [Shuang Tianjue]: You'd better wait in the dormitory, I'll pick you up in a car.

"Squad" [Feng Guyin]: It's okay, I just want to buy some books tomorrow.

"Squad" [Shuang Tianjue]: That's good.If you come early, come up directly, and I will tell the secretary.

"Squad" [Feng Guyin]: Got it.

Even though he agreed, An Yuhang didn't plan to go upstairs to find him, nor did he want to disturb his work.

After finishing their routine, the two talked for a while before going offline.An Yuhang has to go to class, so it's better not to stay up late.

The next day, after An Yuhang finished buying the book, it was just in time, so he went directly downstairs to Xiao Muci's company.

He arrived just in time for get off work.There are a lot of people coming out of the office building, because there are other companies here, so it's hard to tell which are interesting employees.

"I'm here, can you get off work?" An Yuhang sent a WeChat message to Xiao Mu.

Within a few seconds, Xiao Muci's phone call came.

"Hey?"

"I'll go downstairs right away, wait a moment." Xiao Muci said on the other end of the phone.

"It's okay, there's no rush." ​​An Yuhang said with a smile.

After hanging up the phone and waiting for about 5 minutes, Xiao Muci's car stopped in front of An Yuhang.

Others don't know about my boss's car, but the interesting employees must know it, and they all looked over.But when they saw that An Yuhang was a boy, not the graceful beauty they had imagined, they all put away their thoughts of gossip and walked honestly to the subway station.

After getting in the car, An Yuhang put the book in the back seat, Xiao Muci helped him fasten his seat belt, and then drove away from the main entrance of the office building to the hot pot restaurant.

This hot pot restaurant is not too far from F University, it was newly opened during the winter vacation, An Yuhang has never been here, but I heard it from my classmates in class yesterday.

The store is quite big, and there are partitions between each table, which feels like a small semi-open room.There aren't many people in the store, maybe it's because it hasn't been open for a long time, and its reputation hasn't spread yet.

The waiter took them to a seat by the window, where it was relatively quiet, the collision of hot and cold air formed a layer of fog on the glass, they couldn't see the outside clearly, and the outside couldn't see them clearly.

After the dishes were served, Xiao Muci began to put ingredients into the hot pot. The soup base here is made from fish heads, with the freshness and lightness of fish. It is especially delicious to use it to boil mutton.

After eating for a while, An Yuhang said goodbye to Xiao Mu, "you can eat, leave me alone, I will do it myself."

"Yeah." Xiao Muci picked up some balls for him before eating by himself.

An Yuhang was not in a hurry to eat those meatballs, and watched Xiao Muci eat with a Coke.Xiao Muci eats very elegantly, although his speed is not slow, he is still a gentleman.

"By the way, can you get me four tickets for the closing ceremony of the competition?" An Yuhang asked.This was mentioned by Yuan Jia before going to bed last night.Before, their tickets were taken from Xue Yi, but the closing ceremony was different from the usual competitions, the tickets were not easy to get, and Xue Yi didn’t have any for the time being, “I wanted to ask Brother Yi for it, but he said no. It’s easy, so I can only ask you. But if you can’t get it, forget it, don’t force it.”

In fact, they didn't have to watch it, but the level of this competition was much better than they had imagined. Yuan Jia and Shi Ran liked it more and more, so they really wanted to participate in the closing ceremony, because there was a finals that day.

"Well, I'll ask the secretary to help you ask tomorrow." Because the space is limited, many people are relatives, and many losing teams will also come to receive other awards. There are a large number of people, so this ticket is really hard to get.But if he wanted it, there was no reason why he couldn't get it.

"Okay. Let's say yes first, those who spend money are not allowed to buy!" An Yuhang said with staring eyes.

Xiao Muci pinched the tip of each nose, smiled and nodded.

Most of the things on the table went down, Xiao Muci took a sip of tea and said, "Let's discuss something."

"What?" An Yuhang looked up at him while eating fish fillets.

"From now on, come and live with me every weekend." Xiao Muci smiled.

This proposal was actually not abrupt. An Yuhang had lived in Xiao Muci's house many times, and it was quite normal for the two of them to spend weekends together.It's just that if he doesn't stay in the dormitory every weekend, it won't take long for Yuan Jia and the others to figure out the clue, and he will have to come out to them.

An Yuhang didn't speak, and Xiao Muci didn't urge him to make a decision, he just said, "You can think about it."

"Yeah." Xiao Mu gave him time to think about it, and An Yuhang had to think about what reason he would make up to get over the fact that he didn't live in the dormitory every weekend...

Xiao Muci looked at him with a smile, and said, "I won't force you, so don't worry about it."

An Yuhang smiled, he didn't struggle, he was just thinking about something.

"Okay, let's talk about something else." Xiao Muci picked some meat for him and asked, "Is your living expenses still enough?"

An Yuhang nodded, "It costs less to live on campus than to stay at home."

"Well, tell me if it's not enough." Xiao Muci had always wanted to give An Yuhang pocket money, but he couldn't find a suitable reason.There is no reason, An Yuhang will definitely not want it.

Putting the meat into the dipping bowl, An Yuhang lowered his head and said, "My mom called me two days ago."

"Huh?" Xiao Muci slightly raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's not a big deal, but on Valentine's Day, my brother saw me with you and told my mother." He didn't mention what his mother said, feeling that it was unnecessary, "I said that day that I seemed to see someone I knew, and it was me younger brother."

Xiao Muci nodded, even if An Yuhang didn't say anything, he could more or less guess what An Yuhang's mother had said to An Yuhang.Reaching out to hold An Yuhang's hand, Xiao Muci said softly: "Everything is mine."

"Well, I know." An Yuhang smiled.

Xiao Muci stroked the back of An Yuhang's hand, and said softly, "You only mentioned a little about your family during the Chinese New Year. Would you like to tell me more?" He also wanted to know An Yuhang better.

If it was the past, An Yuhang would definitely not want to mention it.But now they were lovers, and his mother's phone call really made him a little sad, and he just wanted to talk to someone.

"My parents have always favored my younger brother. As for me, I feel like an outsider involved in this family." An Yuhang smiled wryly.

Xiao Muci was a little surprised, he didn't know that An Yuhang was an unloved child.

"Actually, I was not born in the expectation of my parents. My father loves my mother very much, and my mother treats my father like that. I heard from my grandma that my mother had a boyfriend at the time, but then I don't know why, no Then someone introduced her to my dad. My dad fell in love with my mom at first sight. My grandma didn’t quite agree at the time because she thought my mom wasn’t sincere to my dad. I didn’t say much. Later, my mother got pregnant out of marriage and had me. The family saw that things couldn’t be delayed, so they held a wedding for them. But not long after they got married, my father’s partnership with someone went wrong. Seeing that the situation was not good, the other party took the money and ran away. My dad not only lost money, but also owed a lot of debts."

"People who are pregnant are already emotionally unstable. When I heard the news that my father owed debts, my mother became anxious. The debt collectors often came to the door. My mother couldn't bear it, and her spirit was slightly depressed. But when she was pregnant with me, she couldn't Taking medicine, I can only let my family come to talk with me and explain it to me." An Yuhang sighed slightly, and continued, "After I was born, my mother's symptoms did not improve, and they became more and more serious. It's postpartum depression. At that time, my dad didn't do anything else every day, but stayed with my mom, fearing that she would jump off the building. My mom was depressed and had no milk. I was so hungry that I cried every day, but she didn't care about me. I Dad was already worried about my mother, and my mother was suffering from postpartum depression, so he blamed it all on me. Seeing my mother haggard, he felt very distressed. Hearing me cry every day, he also Very annoying and often loses his temper."

"Later, my grandma couldn't stand it any longer. She felt that I would starve to death with them, or maybe I would be thrown to death or strangled to death one day. So she took me back to the home where I live now. She took care of me wholeheartedly. Although she doesn't like my mother, I am her grandson, and she loves me a lot." Speaking of grandma, An Yuhang showed a little smile, and continued: "When I was more than one year old, my mother Pregnant again. This pregnancy, my mother’s depression miraculously healed. The one who ran away with the money was also caught, and the recovered money paid off most of the debts. My dad also found a The job pays very well. My parents agree that this child is a lucky star, so no matter what, he must be born safely and healthily. Then I have a younger brother."

"After my younger brother was born, my parents' living conditions improved a lot. But my mother said she couldn't take care of two children by herself, so she let me continue to follow my grandma, who would pay the living expenses every month. I didn't return home until I graduated from elementary school. Go to his parents and live with them." An Yuhang felt that his parents didn't love him, which was related to his mother's depression and his living with his grandmother since he was a child. "So my relationship with my parents is not particularly close. Although I I long for the love of my parents, but after all, it is different from the one I grew up with. However, I have a very good relationship with my grandma. She was afraid that I would not be happy with my parents, so she transferred the house directly to my name before she died. It can be regarded as a guarantee for me. I didn’t expect it to be really useful.”

Xiao Muci didn't know much about depression, but no matter what the reason, An Yuhang's experience made him feel distressed.Without An Yuhang's grandma, An Yuhang would not have grown up to such a healthy age.

"If there is a chance, I will go with you to pay homage to your grandma." Xiao Muci said, he sincerely thanked the old man.

"Okay." An Yuhang smiled and nodded.Grandma has always been very open-minded, and has always been tolerant of him. If he takes Xiao Mu to resign, grandma should agree.

After eating, Xiao Muci sent An Yuhang back to school.The two chatted for another half an hour in the car before An Yuhang got out of the car and went back to bed.Xiao Muci received the WeChat message he sent after going back to bed, and then drove away in peace...