Long time talent and deep love [entertainment circle]

"You will regret it." He Ercheng's last words kept turning in his mind.

It has been 15 days since she left, even though she has no hasty schedule or left the country, but every time she comes home, she is no longer greeted at the door, talking about what to eat at night, and such a topic of anticipation.

When I left for work before, I wasn't in such a bad mood. Even if I haven't seen her for more than a month, I can still know whether she is well or not through the phone, and I can even get news about her through Hormon. But now, even the phone has been logged out. The social network has also withdrawn, and the latest news about her is that INS is still separating the relationship between the two.

Even if other people's guess is right, then they have broken up now and have nothing to do with him.

The word "unworthy" she said at the end seems to be typing hard on the keyboard and in her heart. Besides, she is not worthy, and she has always been worried that others will say whether they are worthy or not when they are together.

What he said, whether they deserve it or not is up to them, and even more so, he has the final say, if they don't deserve it, then why should they like it? However, the words now come from her words.

"Breaking up doesn't mean denying the past." Quan Zhilong was struggling from the bottom of his heart, who dared to say that she wasn't good enough for him.

He turned on the computer, installed it just for her, even he rarely moved the mouse, there were TV dramas she liked to watch in it, because she was too busy, so she had to concentrate when writing a book, the TV dramas she wanted to watch had already been updated It's over, so she likes to download all of them and watch them later.

He clicked on the video that He Ercheng watched recently. It was a MV for several years, "My Heaven". As a male artist, having a beautiful girl kisses you, you really make money, not as a boyfriend, it’s great to be a star, but it’s even better to be a male star, fortunately you are a singer, otherwise I will lose a lot, kiss Anything more is a machine without emotion."

When introducing, he would always pinch her chin and frown and ask, "Why do you always find out things that have passed for a long time? You have to die before you are reconciled. Is it okay to be angry with me?"

"Of course, there is nothing more exciting than when it makes you angry or when you are in a hurry, which means that my guess is still right."

"Hey... you—"

At this time, Quan Zhilong was always told by her that there was no way out, only kissing her, "you should talk less".

But in the future, such words will no longer be heard, and even the temperature will not be felt, and all the pictures that come to mind are just fantasies of brain wave travel.

"Ouba, how long will you like me?"

"I don't know, it should be a long time, doesn't it mean that after a long time, it will become the most familiar relative?"

"Then I have to do more things. One day when I'm not around suddenly, you can miss me crazily, and even don't like it."

"Little villain~"

"It's not as bad as you. You always order me, cry if you want me to cry, and impatiently show me a fierce face when you don't want me to cry. You are like this..."

"Will I lose you?"

"Yes, that's what it means."

While recalling those sweet pictures, Quan Zhilong opened the diary that he always carried with him. He wanted to read it before. What was written in it, was it about him?Or just a little bit of life.

At first, I always felt that He Ercheng didn't take him seriously, and the initial acceptance was just the idea of ​​"trying it out", and it was not until three months later that he let down his guard.

Tears blurred my eyes, and "My Heaven" was looping over and over again on the computer.

On the first day of dating, he was really too obsessed with three months, why is three months my problem?I don't know anything in my heart, and I am also very uneasy with such a playful face.

Turn over a page at random, the record happens to be after my birthday, I left the UK and returned to Seoul, South Korea, that is, January 1st

You agreed to call me before 24 o'clock, even if it was the last minute, you wanted to hear my voice, but after waiting for another 1 minutes on the 2nd, you didn't give me any information, as if this It was as if nothing had been said.It's really bad. Is it because I didn't tell you that I was staying at a friend's house, but what should I say about such a thing?I have never seen you so narrow-minded, and I hope to be a girlfriend who makes trouble for her boyfriend everywhere. Girls should be a little reserved, don't you say you know women best.

After that day, I heard the news about her through my sister, and heard that He Ercheng had entered the hospital, as if she had escaped from death again. Fortunately, she came out alive again, and almost lost her forever. It has not been three years. Yue, you are the most difficult girlfriend I know, really, even fate is always against you.

And when my grandmother died.

My world suddenly lost the most powerful support. Grandma left. Although what my mother said made people angry, grandma was also doing it for me. I was the sinner. I indirectly killed her. It was mine. Wrong, in order to be selfish and be with the person I like, I have been insisting, and with the encouragement of my grandmother, I finally have the courage to think about some pictures of the future, but my grandmother can no longer share my happiness. looking at...

When I came back from Japan, the study room had just been renovated and finished.

Yes, I was very touched, almost never thought that I would have my own study room and put my favorite books. As long as the bookshelf is thick, it will prove the knowledge I have accumulated in my life and the drawing board I like. There is even the glass that he said he has been looking for for a long time, he is very satisfied with his design, the comfortable and free space, all of them, I can take care of everything, but when I go up to cover my eyes mysteriously, in fact, I I thought it was a well-arranged proposal scene. After all, I said in Japan that I want to get married, but I don't want to see such a scene: a person with a child, around the child.But this doesn't conflict with marriage, it's just that you can arrange your work well on the matter of the baby, and you don't want to lose attention to you and give up on your dreams for the sake of the baby.However, such words seem to have been conveyed incorrectly, and may also cover up the true idea of ​​wanting to get married.So, I finally thought about it, the time of dating is not very long, then wait a little longer, maybe when the time and place are right, you will be like a gift like a study room, when I have nothing prepared, suddenly say Is it...

Quan Zhilong sniffed, and continued to read the book that almost completely recorded the things between them.

When it was his birthday, she wrote the plan on the previous page, and happily wrote that after the careful arrangement, she could imagine his joy when he saw such an arrangement.

But the next day, there was a mark of water in her diary. It turned out that at that time, she was not just struggling to get angry and crying in front of him, but also very sad when writing this content.

I originally thought that the plan would go according to the arrangement, Ouba specially went to the supermarket for the food he likes, and even searched it online, but your mother is coming back the next day, if you put it in the refrigerator, she will definitely say you are wrong, and then I feel that so much is a waste, so I threw away all the things you like. It's a pity that I didn't come back at dawn, and I just slept outside, and then went directly to the company.I was expecting you to light up your favorite music and enjoy the program I prepared, and the tiredness of the past few days will be swept away. You are right, but unfortunately you didn’t see it, and I am also a little disappointed. I am disappointed that you are Didn't realize I was waiting for you.You attach so much importance to my birthday, so I want to cherish it too, because I love you, like you love me, love you, you should be able to think of these things.But later, I think, is it too narrow-minded? You used to live with others. This year, you are not used to it, right? You are relaxed when you are with friends, and you are burdened when you are with me. Feeling too heavy, sometimes I think so, so I don't want to disturb you a lot of times, for fear that you will dislike me, for fear that I will become a burden and increase your pressure.

Seeing this so far, there are still so many uneasy feelings from her, the deeper the love, but there is a kind of breathless pressure.

There are also class reunions at the bar.

Eh... Taemin is going to show off his album, so what about me... I'm showing off my ring, of course, I'm the same as Lee Taemin, I won't say it, the popularity of the album itself is very high, if the students envy it I can say it, so I don’t need to say it myself, such a dazzling and unique ring.You said, let me show off, I did it, but others can't see it.After I went back, I thought you had drunk too much, and you looked like you wanted to throw up when you entered the door, but in fact, I was a little panicked about the following things, and I was not prepared at all. You have changed a bit, probably because of the classmate who likes me, To be honest, I'm really a little narrow-minded, and I can't control being pursued. When you were chasing me, you avoided you like that. You still pestered me and used all kinds of excuses.But the effect of alcohol can also be said, who told me to like you, only when I love you deeply and hard, can I be like this, um... I can still accept it.It's very strange, why I always say that I am disobedient, how to obey you to feel satisfied, and the little bit of my own characteristics are almost gone.Hmph~~ But, if you want to say it’s a loss... you’re still the one who is at fault. After all, you still have to take care of me when I’m sick, so every time I’m sick, why do I suffer as long as I can? It’s also a chance for you to behave However, I have a sense of proportion, that's just an excuse, it feels weird to go to the hospital often, obviously I am very young, but I always have to deal with people in the hospital, isn't that weird.

Seeing that he was already crying, he turned off the lights in the study, looked at the screen on the computer screen, and continued to look at the MV screen in a daze, took out his phone, opened INS, found He Ercheng's account, and edited [You are doing well. ?On the 15th day when I didn't hear your voice, I miss you crazily. How about you, will you miss me?I know, you're not mad, you're just disappointed, disappointed I said "break up" didn't I?No matter what, we have to get through it together. Even if it is a death threat, I will accompany you. However, you have long been a part of the family. I really can't bear it. If I let you bear this because I like me, I would rather let it go , Other words, I take it back, I shouldn’t tell you that you can like others like that, I know you won’t, Ercheng, if you can, can you wait for me, when the matter is over, after I am discharged from the army, I will pick you up Come back, the ring and necklace will always be reserved for you, and I will not change the name of the house.If you open my message and see it, can you reply, I can accept even an expression, don't need to say a lot, at least let me know, you saw it. 】

After sending, he curled up tightly, covered tightly by the quilt, and hugged the phone.

He still firmly believes that it is the one who loves him, and until now, he has not stopped.