When I woke up, my son was older than me

After returning to school a few days later, the relationship between Xiao Sifan and Xiao Yue seemed to be more and more estranged.It's not that the two have to quarrel from time to time to show this kind of estrangement, but because they ignore each other, and even don't look at each other when they meet, the estrangement becomes more obvious.

Xiao Sifan followed Xiao Yue's intention to avoid the other party as much as possible, and Xiao Yue tried to ignore the other party thinking about Ling Tingyun's words.The deliberate estrangement between the two lasted for quite a long time, until the week before the end of the semester, the ice was accidentally broken because of the early recruitment of exams.

In the principal's office, Xiao Song handed over the exam information for early recruitment to Xiao Sifan, "This is the admission information for the school that you are going to participate in early recruitment this Friday. I'm not worried about your exam this time at your level. , but you really think about it? If you pass this written test, you can leave Huagao No. [-] Middle School early after the interview, and for Xiaoyue..."

After saying all this, Xiao Song couldn't understand how long it had passed, why the two of them were like two pieces of wood, neither of them knew how to give in.Especially that guy Xiaoyue came to get into trouble with him because of his cousin a few days ago, this kid has too much temper.

"No, it's better to leave earlier." Xiao Sifan replied.

Xiao Song said: "I also know that your temper is comparable to Xiaoyue's, but it's not a big deal for you two to be frozen like this. There is a reason for him to hate you, so it's fine if you don't talk about it. With the trick of running away, if he knows that you are going to abandon him to go to college again, this abandonment will not be much weaker than your previous abandonment."

"It's not running away." Xiao Sifan emphasized.

It seems that he is too irresponsible to use the word escape to explain it. Even if he recruits in advance, it doesn't mean that he will not pay attention to Xiao Yue and treat him like a stranger.

"Okay, okay... It's not running away, it's not running away." Xiao Song replied perfunctorily, shaking his head secretly in his heart, his cousin said he was 36 years old, but in fact he was still the same boy, and many things were in the hands of the other party. It seems that most of the meanings are different from those of people of their age.

I don't know if the young boy now thinks the same as his cousin, if so, then he doesn't have to worry.

Thinking of this, he took out a few certificates from the cabinet and handed them to Xiao Sifan.

"Because you came in after resuming school, and your student status is also from 18 years ago. So you keep these certificates first, maybe they will be useful when the materials are reviewed."

"Thank you." Xiao Sifan accepted the things.

Xiao Song waved his hand, "Thank you, just follow the procedure."

After the two finished talking, Xiao Sifan was about to get up and leave.Friday is the written test time for the early recruitment exam. Although he is not worried about the written test, this does not prevent him from needing to review the content of the written test.Unexpectedly, as soon as he left the gate of the principal's office, he saw Xiao Yue with a serious face outside the door.

Xiao Yue stuck at the door like a log.

It was only after seeing Xiao Sifan that there was such a slight movement, as if the mechanism of the wooden man was opened instantly, making the wooden man alive.

Xiao Sifan sighed, stepped forward and asked, "How long have you been outside?"

Winter was approaching, Xiao Yue was still wearing a thin long-sleeved coat, and the wind seemed to be able to blow away the tall and thin boy in front of him.In addition, the other party had been waiting outside for more than half an hour, his face was already purple by the wind, and he looked pitiful.

Only the lips have always maintained that rosiness, which adds a bit of blood to people.

Hearing Xiao Sifan's question, Xiao Yue didn't answer, but asked the other party: "Have you decided to recruit early?" He seemed to be angry in his heart, and his full anger was suppressed under this short question .

Xiao Sifan was stunned for a moment, and replied: "Yes."

He was surprised that Xiao Yue stood outside the door just to ask him about recruiting in advance.

"You really want to recruit in advance, so you just leave?" Xiao Yue raised his voice, and broke his voice when he shouted the last two words.

He was the one who made the other party get out of sight at first, and he was the one who had a cold war with the other party and ignored him in the end, but at the moment when the other party was about to leave, Xiao Yue always felt that everything was wrong.He didn't want the other party to go at all, not at all.

If Xiao Sifan hadn't given him warmth, he might be able to accept the other party's abandonment again without mercy.But why did this guy mercilessly leave immediately after he came back and gave him a little care? This is what the other party said about fatherly love?

What bullshit paternal love!

Is it another abandonment?

"How can you..." Xiao Yue's eyes turned red, "Turn around and leave so cleanly again!"

"Xiao Yue, I..."

"You're always like this." Xiao Yue took a breath, shrugging his shoulders pretending not to care, "every time he said that he didn't want to leave, and then he chose to leave without hesitation under this excuse. Abandoning once will gain experience Is it coming? So are you going to implement it a second time?"

"Let me tell you! I won't choose to forgive and save you just because of you! Whether you go or not has nothing to do with me! Go now if you have the ability!"

Xiao Yue no longer knew what he was talking about. What he said was illogical gibberish. He was in a mess. He wanted to keep the other party, but at the same time he was angry at the other party's departure, but his mouth Just like not listening to him, saying a lot of irony that is not what he really thinks.

"Xiao Yue, calm down."

"I'm calm, I'm calm!" Xiao Yue was so angry that he kicked the wall of the principal's office with his foot, and Xiao Song inside was so shocked that he came out and shouted, "Xiao Yue, come in!" Then he glanced Xiao Sifan said, "You too."

It was lunch break, and there was no one in the surrounding offices, and I don't know where Xiao Yue got the news of Xiao Sifan's coming, just in time for this time.

Xiao Song called the two of them in, and then closed the door.

After the door was closed, he dared to speak loudly, "What's the noise? Think this is a busy city or your house? Xiao Yue, how old are you, can't you speak well? You're just relying on your big voice, and you're going to make my little office Has the building been disturbed?"

"Uncle! You ask him!" Xiao Yue was still furious.

However, Xiao Song returned to his seat and sat down calmly, and answered, "Ask him what, ask him. Si Fan and I have already discussed this matter. It was Si Fan himself who recruited in advance. Even you can't change your decision."

Xiao Yue said angrily: "So he is irresponsible!"

"Why, don't you plan to recognize Sifan? Since you don't care anymore, what are you so concerned about whether he will recruit in advance? Don't you have Lao Ling as a father? Are you planning to have another father to take care of yourself? If I Absolutely not happy, parents are so annoying, nagging, you can't listen to enough nagging, right?" Xiao Song said it was persuasion but he didn't seem to be sincerely persuading it, he analyzed the current situation according to Xiao Yue's thoughts The situation, Xiao Yue blushed and was speechless.

To be honest, if Xiao Yue really hated Xiao Sifan so much that he wished he had nothing to do with this person, then he wouldn't be standing here now, nor would he have trouble with Xiao Sifan.But it was because he cared, he was unwilling to give up this paternal love, so awkwardly he could only learn to cry and act like a baby like a child.

Because it seems that only in this way, Xiao Sifan is willing to change his mind.

"Okay." Xiao Sifan poured a cup of hot water from Xiao Song's kettle and handed it to Xiao Yue's hand, "Drink, you probably stood outside for a long time just now, isn't it cold?"

"You don't have to worry about the cold." Xiao Yue glanced at the hot water, his eyes moved a little, but he said awkwardly as always.

"Warm, to dispel the cold."

Xiao Sifan poured himself a glass by the way, and took a sip.

He had heard all of Xiao Yue's questioning just now, and it was only now that he cleared the fog to see the true thoughts in the other party's heart.If you really don't care as the other party said, then today's conversation would not exist.He has never experienced the experience of adults raising children, but he may not know more than adults.

He also had troubles like Xiao Yue before.

It's true that the father and son have the same temperament. They don't know it when they are in the game, and they can see something when they look at the flowers in the fog.

"Xiao Yue, choosing to recruit in advance is a way I want to escape. I admit that I am not a qualified father at the time or now. It is normal for you to complain, accuse or even resent. But the span of 18 years is Surprise, I don't know how you understand the abandonment of the previous 18 years, but looking at you from my perspective, I can say it's very surprising."

"I am 36 years old, but I only have 18 years of memory. I am just the same age as you. I can care about you, love you, and give you the sense of responsibility as a father you want. But there are many things I don't understand, and I need to learn What I wanted to explain to you before was that your repeated accusations and complaints made me not have the urge to explain. I am a human being, and I will be angry."

"When I first came to this time, I was very confused. It was really an accident to find you. I am very glad that I have the confidence to continue because of you. I am very happy to be at the same table with you. It was a wonderful experience. I am also very happy. I'm glad to be able to observe your growth from a special angle, although it seems that I am a little pet raised by myself. After a long time, father's love will be there."

"Actually, I have a temper. I don't know if you know that I used to fight with people. The medicine box in the cabinet was prepared for me by your uncle. Now I still have a temper, but I don't fight with people casually, because I found out your dad's way of handling things for you was better than me going into fights."

"Xiao Yue, I just want to tell you. It doesn't matter whether you forgive me or not. I am very surprised to see you, and I don't regret seeing you. I just say what I want to say. As for you It was all my accident. The accident wanted to give everything..."