When I woke up, my son was older than me

After the sports meeting, it is time to enter the intense preparation stage for the third year of high school. Most of the students choose to take the college entrance examination in the second semester of the third year of high school, so as to enter the palace of the university campus.There are also a small number of students who participate in the early recruitment of universities at the end of the first semester of the third year of high school or the beginning of the next semester.

As long as you pass the written test and interview, you can directly enter the university campus without taking the college entrance examination.

Although the second half of the last semester of the third year of senior high school is not as tense as the state of the upcoming college entrance examination for most students, there are also a small number of students who want to participate in this kind of early recruitment and have begun to prepare for it.

For students with low or poor grades, the school encourages students to participate in early recruitment. After all, this kind of early recruitment will make students more likely to enter the university than the college entrance examination.

Xiao Song invited Xiao Sifan to his office today just to talk to him about persuading Xiao Yue to apply for the exam in advance.

"Sifan, take a look at Xiao Yue's report card for the past three years." Xiao Song took out the report card of Xiao Yue's three-year summary from the cabinet, handed the list to Xiao Sifan and sighed: "Back then He was able to be admitted to this high school, and Lao Ling made a lot of effort. But judging from his current grade level, I think it might be better for him to take the route of recruiting in advance than the college entrance examination."

Xiao Sifan took the report card, glanced at the score with an average score of no more than [-], and the smile on the corner of his mouth froze a little bit uncontrollably.

After helping the other party with tutoring these days, he also has a rough idea of ​​what the other party's true level is.But he didn't expect that the opponent's grades before that were even worse than what he knew now.Except for the period when I just entered high school, I barely maintained the bottom of the class, and then I have been hanging at the end.

Fortunately, there is still an upward trend recently, otherwise he might hate iron and steel like ordinary parents.

"I know that you have been helping him with tutoring recently, but there is still considerable difficulty in reaching the basic score line for the college entrance examination. Recently, a financial school is recruiting in advance. I mean, I hope Xiaoyue can give it a try. As long as he If you can get into that school, then it will be fine to inherit Lao Ling's family business directly after finishing school." Xiao Song half-seriously half-jokingly said.

What he meant was that the financial school recruited in advance is much better than the general junior colleges. If you miss this early recruitment, Xiao Yue may not be able to get into that school when the college entrance examination is held. It is better to try now. , It's a good thing if you get in.

"I'll go and ask him." Xiao Sifan couldn't decide on this matter, after all, Xiao Yue was the one who wanted to take the university entrance exam, and it was Xiao Yue who wanted to sign up.

As a father, he does have the obligation to pave the way for the other party, but the final decision still needs to be made by the child himself.

"That's right. I called you here just to talk to you, so that you don't think that I, an uncle, don't leave good things for my nephew."

Xiao Song poured out a glass of water from the teapot, took a few sips from the glass and said, "Before, it was Lao Ling who mentioned this matter to me, so I thought I'd call you over just after I got the news. I said it." Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, then changed the subject and asked: "By the way, Lao Ling came back a few days ago. Do you need to meet? It's better to talk about the child earlier. We will fight for custody in the future ..."

"No need." Xiao Sifan replied, "Xiao Yue has been taken care of very well in the Ling family these years, although I still don't know what kind of person that person is, but as far as his behavior towards Xiao Yue is concerned, He was quite a competent father."

"What about you?" Xiao Song asked immediately.

In his opinion, it is not a long-term thing for his cousin to hold back his identity for a long time.One day, the identity matter will be exposed sooner or later. If the situation does not go well at that time, the friendly relationship that the other party and his nephew have just established will be ruined.

His nephew's temperament is said to be soft-hearted, but he is not soft-hearted at all.

"I..." Xiao Sifan tightened his grip on the teacup, frowned slightly, unable to speak.It has been a while since he came to Xiao Yue's side, and his understanding of Xiao Yue is getting deeper and deeper.The relationship between the two can be regarded as a normal friendship.

But just getting along for such a long time also let him know that the weight of his father in the other party's heart is almost equal to zero.

Since the other party doesn't care, what's the use of saying it?

The temperature of the tea is hot enough to burn your hands just after pouring it. Xiao Sifan's fingers pressed against the wall of the teacup, but he couldn't feel the slightest bit of heat.There was a hint of coldness in his heart, and the coolness rushed to his limbs, and gradually tended to crush the temperature of the tea.

Suddenly he came back to his senses, his hands trembled, and the water splashed on his hands, and the heat really touched his nerves.

"After the kidnapping incident at the age of eight, Xiao Yue asked less and less about you. Until one day, a parent meeting was held in the kindergarten and asked the best child's father and mother to go together. But the whole room He was the only one in the classroom who went with Dad."

"Perhaps he understood something from that day on. Children always matured much earlier than we thought. When the Chinese New Year of that year came, the Xiao family received a false message about your return, and my aunt and uncle rushed to the police station overnight. I didn’t expect to get sick on the way back.”

"Xiao Yue followed him all the way that day. No one knows exactly what he heard in the police station, but the topic about you has never come up since then."

Having said that, Xiao Song stood up and walked to Xiao Sifan's side.

In fact, many things can be regarded as misunderstandings, but 18 years has been too long, and this misunderstanding has changed in nature after a long period of brewing.If my cousin could have appeared immediately and explained the misunderstanding clearly, perhaps the misunderstanding would disappear in a few days.

But what happened in 18 years, the misunderstanding has been deeply rooted in people's hearts, even if you explain or refute, what is missing in those 18 years cannot be resolved by saying "I don't want it".

Xiao Song understood this truth, and so did Xiao Sifan.

He raised his eyes to look at Xiao Song, the person in front of him was already different from the person he remembered in the past, let alone Xiao Yue.

He doesn't expect the other party to forgive him and accept him.

It's just that before that, he hopes that the other party can have a good future and development.

Just want to give happiness to the one you love.

"I will tell him my identity, but not now. When he goes to college and is able to take care of himself, even if my dispensable fatherhood is known, it will be meaningless."

Xiao Sifan stood up and faced Xiao Song, clutching the report cards tightly in his hand.The two of them had finished discussing the things they wanted to discuss earlier. Seeing that half an hour had passed since school ended, Xiao Sifan was afraid that Father Xiao and Mother Xiao would be waiting at home, so he was about to get up and leave.

Xiao Song called to him, "I'll see you off."

Xiao Sifan replied, "No, I want to think about it by myself."

Not only about Xiao Yue, but also about Ling Tingyun.During the time when he just came back, Xiao Sifan only thought about being able to continue his unfinished school as before, and graduate and work step by step.In addition to taking care of his parents and caring for his children, he did not regard the missing 18 years as a burden.

But now Xiao's father and Xiao's mother's worry, Xiao Yue's neglect, and the Ling family's relationship, all told him that letting nature take its course and step by step would not have the slightest effect.

After leaving the campus gate, Xiao Sifan felt a little confused looking at the vast sky.

At the same time, a black business car parked beside Xiao Sifan, and the people inside got out of the car, walking to Xiao Sifan step by step at an even but eager speed with the sound of neat leather shoes stepping on the ground. In front of Sifan.He stood still in front of Xiao Sifan and called out, "Long time no see, Sifan."

This shout caused Xiao Sifan to have the illusion that time and space intertwined. He looked up and saw Lu Hang standing in front of him in a neat black suit.

Time passed 18 years ago, and that face coincided with the face 18 years ago.

"Okay... long time no see."

The two were supposed to be inseparable brothers, but the first meeting after 18 years seemed isolated and unfamiliar.It was Lu Hang who broke the embarrassing situation with a smile, "I didn't expect it was really you, I thought..."

"You think I'll deny it?" Perhaps because the smile reduced the sense of isolation, Xiao Sifan also relaxed.It was not so much that Xiao Sifan was caught off guard by Lu Hang's sudden appearance, but rather because of Lu Hang's appearance, Xiao Sifan understood that the things that cannot be escaped are always inescapable.

He had thought about meeting the other party before, and now he didn't need to find the other party on purpose.

"Ah, no. I just didn't expect that in the past 18 years, you are still exactly the same as before. Do you have time? Let's have a meal together." Lu Hang opened the co-pilot position for Xiao Sifan, hoping that the other party would have time to chat with him chat.

Xiao Sifan sat in, but said: "Take me home, my parents are at home."

"Oh, that's fine." Lu Hang smiled, returned to the driver's seat and started the car.

The two were silent at first, and then Xiao Sifan asked, "Thank you for taking care of Xiao Yue for so many years."

Lu Hang paused with a smile, and replied, "It should."

"I heard from Lu Miao that you are in the same class as Xiao Yue. Does he know your identity?"

"do not know."

"Yes, if I knew, I should have known."

Xiao Sifan turned his face to look at Lu Hang, it was amazing to say the least, obviously in his memory the other party had discussed with him with a playful smile not long ago about Xiao Yue's recognition of his godfather in the future, and in a blink of an eye the other party had matured to his It looked a little strange.

"I don't blame you for what happened back then." Perhaps seeing the guilt buried in Lu Hang's eyes for too long, Xiao Sifan withdrew his gaze from looking at the other party and said: "My disappearance is an accident, just like the popular time travel , space-time black hole or something else, in short, when I opened my eyes in the hospital that day, I found myself 18 years later.”