Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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一周后，池母进了手术室。

手术过程还算顺利，医生说情况比预料得好，癌细胞没有扩散转移，只要术后护理得当，复发可能性还是比较低的。

After the operation, the patient will continue to be hospitalized for observation for two weeks and receive some adjuvant treatment.The eldest sister, Chi Rou, had a lot of family affairs, so she had to go back first. The second sister, Chi Yu, had also used up her annual leave. Chi Fan persuaded her to go back to work. It was enough to keep him here.

The most worrying moment has passed. Although it would be tiring to take care of the patients alone, Chi Fan felt that it was nothing at all?He would prepare meals at home every day, then go to the hospital to deliver the meals, and would accompany him to bed at night. Later, Chi's mother recovered well and refused to let Chi Fan sleep in the hospital again, so Chi Fan went home to live by himself at night.

这天，池凡晚上从医院回到家，吃完剩饭，收拾好厨房后，照例给傅念宇发了个视频通话。这两天是傅念宇期末考的日子，今天下午最后一门考完，一出考场傅念宇就给他发了消息，当时池凡在忙，没顾得上回，现在才有空和对方联系。

The video request sent rang a few times, was pressed over there, and then a message was sent.

——学长，我现在不方便视频，一会儿我再打给你。

Chi Fan replied "Yes".

难得清闲，他躺到床上想休息一会儿，结果不知不觉睡了过去。

醒来已是晚上十点，池凡打开手机一看，这期间傅念宇居然没给他发信息或打电话。

Are you not done yet?

心里觉得奇怪，池凡正想着是再等等还是发个信息问问，傅念宇的电话突然打过来了。

“啊，学长你接得真快啊。”接通后，那边传来傅念宇的笑音，“简直是秒接。”

"Because I'm hesitating whether to call you." Upon hearing that person's voice, the corners of Chi Fan's mouth could not help but soften, and his expression softened, "Are you busy tonight?"

“是啊，忙着?要去见人。”

Chi Fan was stunned for a while, but didn't realize it for a moment: "See what? Someone?"

“你。”傅念宇笑着?说，“学长，开门，你男朋友来见你了。”

Chi Fan was originally leaning on the head of the bed. When he saw the news, he was stunned for three seconds, then his body jumped up, he quickly jumped out of bed, and ran to the living room.

打开房门的前一秒，池凡还是不太敢相信，怀疑是不是自己思念过度编织出的一场美梦，而打开门后，那个人居然真的站在门外，和上次一样，只简单地背了一个背包，一只手随意地插在兜里，另一只手冲他挥了挥，笑得张扬而随意。

"Senior Chi Fan, good evening."

“你怎么……怎么……”池凡脑子有点木，明明昨天他们通话时，还商量说等傅念宇正式放假时再过来的，他真的没想到，对方今天下午才考完试，现在就出现在了这里。

Fu Nianyu walked in and hugged Chi Fan tightly. The cold air enveloped Chi Fan, but he only felt warm in his heart.

“我太想见你了。”他听到那个人在他耳边低喃，略带喑哑的声音鼓动着耳膜，和心跳同步，“学长，你都瘦了。”

Even when his mother's diagnosis result came out, Chi Fan endured it? He didn't shed tears, but now because of a hug, a word, his eyes couldn't help but start to sore.

Taking a breath, Chi Fan also stretched out his hand, hugged him back very hard, and closed his eyes slightly.

"I miss you too, Nianyu."

***

傅念宇一考完试就打车去了机场，晚饭也没吃，池凡下了一锅热汤面，陪着傅念宇一起吃了点。

“你准备在这边待多久？”池凡问他。

“我不返校了，一直待到29吧。”返校就是取成绩，听老师交代假期安排，傅念宇觉得去不去都无所谓，今年寒假他们只放十五天，初十就开学，虽然傅念宇想直到开学前都陪在池凡身边，可大年三十他还是要回家的，否则傅严肯定会大发雷霆，之后一整年都不得消停。

Today is the 22nd of the twelfth lunar month, which means that Fu Nianyu can stay here for more than a week. Thinking of this, Chi Fan's originally happy mood because of Fu Nianyu's appearance added a layer of sweetness and peace of mind.

This pleasant feeling lasted until the two of them lay down on the bed after washing.The bed Chi Fan slept on was a single bed, which was a little wider than the dormitory bed, and it would still be a bit crowded when two people lay down.The lights in the room were not turned on, and the faint light of street lamps came in dimly through the cracks in the curtains.

自从两人确立关系后，这样同床亲密而眠的夜晚他们已经经历了很多次，只是这次傅念宇吻上去时，发现池凡的反应比以往热情了很多，也更加主动。等房间内的呼吸声渐渐平静下来，傅念宇搂着?池凡的腰，手指一直在恋人湿滑的皮肤上画着圈，他突然轻笑一声。

“怎么了？”池凡看他一眼。

“突然想到跨年夜那晚，在你宿舍时的事?了。”傅念宇感慨着，轻轻眨了眨眼睛，“那时的心情，和现在真是完全不一样。”

“哦？”池凡饶有兴趣地问，“怎么不一样了？”

Fu Nianyu turned his head sideways, and in the hazy darkness, he could see that the other party was also looking at him.

"At that time, I felt like I was dreaming." Subconsciously hugging him tighter, Fu Nianyu put his head on Chi Fan's shoulder, and the warmth of his skin made him feel extra happy and at ease, "I heard you say you like me, I'm happy, but also scared, afraid that I'm delusional, afraid that this is just a dream, afraid... when I wake up, nothing will change, nothing will happen."

手被对方温柔地握住，他听到池凡柔和的嗓音。

"what about now?"

Now, he really had the feeling of "getting it".

During the meal just now, Chi Fan didn't say much, but his expression, his eyes, his movements, everything, all showed his welcome, joy, and... the feeling of not seeing him for so many days Strong nostalgia and longing.

直至这一刻，傅念宇才敢确认：池凡对自己的喜欢，并不比自己对他的少多少。

所以现在，他就感到安心和满足了吗？

not at all.

“得到”以后，蛰伏在心底的情感并没有餍足，而是会更加更加的，贪心，贪恋，贪婪。

“现在你还会害怕吗？”对方一直沉默，池凡忍不住捏了捏他的手。

"No." Fu Nianyu turned over suddenly and pressed him under him, his hot breath blowing into his ears, "but I'm worried that you will be afraid."

Chi Fan laughed and put his arms around his neck: "Why should I be afraid?"

Fu Nianyu didn't speak. In the dark, he watched quietly? Those smiling eyes finally ended the conversation with a more passionate and affectionate kiss.

***

The next day when Chi Fan went to the hospital, Fu Nianyu went with him.When Chi's mother saw Fu Nianyu, she was very surprised and pleasantly surprised.

With Fu Nianyu's help, Chi Fan felt a lot more relaxed. When Chi Fan went back to cook, Fu Nianyu would stay in the ward to accompany Chi's mother. He lost his mother when he was young, and he has a personal experience of the pain of losing his mother. Fu Nianyu very much hoped that Chi's mother would get better as soon as possible.

腊月29的时候，池余回来了。但她不是一个人，童轶也一起来了。

Chi Fan heard that Chi Yu said that Tong Yi would come, so he and Fu Nianyu were not surprised when they saw Tong Yi, but Tong Yi didn't know that Fu Nianyu was there, so he was surprised to meet him unexpectedly in the ward.

“童哥好啊。”傅念宇大大方方打了个招呼。

“……好。”童轶简短地应了一句，他看看池凡，又看看傅念宇，当着?池余和池母的面，他也不好说什么?。后来池凡出去打开水，他前脚刚走，童轶后脚就找了借口跟出去。

“小凡，傅念宇怎么也来了？”童轶劈头就问，刚才真是憋死他了。

Chi Fan smiled and asked back: "Aren't you here too?"

"Can I compare with him? The relationship between me and your sister is..." Tong Yi was startled, and suddenly realized, his eyes widened, "Ah! Could it be, could it be that you two have..."

"Yeah." Chi Fan nodded embarrassedly, and his voice was a little softer, "Don't tell my sisters and them first, they definitely won't accept it now."

Even though he had suspected that Fu Nianyu was actually interested in Chi Fan before, Tong Yi still took a while to digest this amazing news. The progress of the two people was too fast, which caught him off guard.

"I don't need you to tell me. How could I tell them at this juncture." Tong Yi helped Chi Fan pour boiled water, but he didn't intend to return to the ward, but pulled him into a corner.

“你真的想好了吗？”童轶问，“认真的？”

池凡平静地点点头：“认真的。”

Tong Yi and Chi Yu are childhood sweethearts, and Chi Fan can be regarded as his watch? When he grew up, he suddenly knew that the other party was in love, and the partner was still someone he didn't know very well. old father.

“那他呢？”童轶又问，“他也是认真的吗？”

池凡沉默片刻，缓缓摇了摇头：“他是怎么想的我不能确定，但如果就这么?错过了，我一定会后悔。”他微微一顿。

"That's all I know for sure."

***

The 29th of the twelfth lunar month was also the day when Fu Nianyu was scheduled to return to City S. After seeing Chi Yu and Tong Yi in the morning, Chi Fan accompanied Fu Nianyu back to pack his things in the afternoon, and was about to leave for the airport in the evening.

As soon as he entered the door, before Chi Fan could react, he was hugged by the person behind him, and he was dragged into the bedroom with a kiss. The person kissed him fiercely, as if trying to tear him apart.During the interval of breathing, Chi Fan struggled to turn his head away, and held down the hand that was reaching down in time. "Don't make trouble," Chi Fan gasped and glared at him harshly, "You don't want to catch the plane anymore?"

"I'm not leaving." Fu Nianyu said sullenly, and was about to rush over again, but Chi Fan turned over and hid.

"What's the matter?" Chi Fan sat up with his shirt ripped open, and found the other party's puffy look funny, "Can't bear to leave? We'll meet again after a while."

Fu Nianyu's face was stinky and he didn't speak.

"Ok?"

“我听到你和童哥的谈话了。”傅念宇冷不丁说。

He didn't eavesdrop on purpose. He happened to pass by that corner at that time, and because he suddenly heard his name, he couldn't help but stop, and stood by the wall to listen to the conversation between the two people.

"Ah..." Chi Fan didn't expect the other party to mention this, but he didn't think it was a big deal? He and Tong Yi didn't say anything? It's a shameful thing, "You don't want us to do something? Did he know? He won't talk nonsense, don't worry. "

“谁担心这个了！”见自家恋人还一副不开窍的样子，傅念宇气得牙痒痒，扑过去又狠狠吻了他一下，还惩罚地咬了咬对方的嘴唇，“我是生气了，很生气！”

“为什么?？”池凡真的没太懂。

“他问你我是不是认真的时候，你为什么?说你不确定？”傅念宇气呼呼地质问他，“你以为我只是玩玩的吗？我究竟哪里让你觉得不认真了？”

Chi Fan opened his mouth and spoke after a while.

"I'm not doubting you, I just think that there will be a lot of uncertainty in the future, so..."

“没有不确定！”傅念宇生气地打断他，发狠地在恋人喉结上咬了一口，然后紧紧搂住他，用力得像是要把?对方揉进自己的怀里，“为什么?你会不确定咱俩能不能一直走下去？是你对这份感情没信心，还是对我没信心？”

"I don't." Chi Fan said immediately, he didn't want to create a estrangement with the other party because of this kind of thing, "I just... don't want you to have too much pressure."

他不是悲观，只是足够理性。在他眼里，还未走出象牙塔的傅念宇看到的世界还是太狭隘，他的未来会很广阔，很精彩，他不愿意让这份感情成为束缚对方高飞的枷锁。

“我保证，只要你不放手，我就不会放手，但如果有一天，你遇到了更好的……”

"Chi Fan!"

傅念宇压在他身上，强硬地扳起恋人的下巴，深深凝视着?那双无措的眼睛。

“没有更好的，你就是最好的。”他一字一顿地，似乎想把每一个字都深深按进对方心里。

"If you're not sure about my feelings for you, I'll tell you formally one more time."

他倾身，吻上恋人的眼眉。

“池凡，我喜欢你。”

又是一个温柔的吻，落在对方的脸颊上。

“池凡，我喜欢你。”

Then there is the sensitive earlobe of the other party, which will turn beautiful pink when kissed.

“池凡，我喜欢你。”

Every kiss is accompanied by a confession, which is the emotion that has been deposited in the heart for several years, the heartbeat that cannot be expressed in words, the promise of a lifetime, and the oath of a lifetime.

“我很认真，比你想得还要认真。”傅念宇握住恋人的手，十指紧紧交扣，凝望着?对方的眼睛。

"I will never let go. Even if one day, you want to let go, I will hold you tightly. No one can take you away except me. No matter where you go, I will hold you again. return."

额头彼此相抵，傅念宇的眼眸幽黑深邃，双唇翕动。

"Are you scared?"

Chi Fan was silent for a moment, then grabbed the back of his lover's head and put his lips in his mouth.

"Not afraid." He said.

"I'm afraid you're not holding on tight enough."