Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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Fu Nianyu almost thought he heard it wrong.

In the past, when Chi Fan stayed overnight, he repeatedly persuaded him to stay. This was the first time that the other party would offer to stay.

"Okay!" After a brief surprise, there was a huge surprise, "There is nothing wrong with this, let alone one night, you can just stay here all the time."

Chi Fan smiled and didn't speak, but just picked up his glass and took another sip.

His capacity for alcohol is really bad, even if this is the second cup, his cheeks are already flushed, and his head is a little dizzy, but as I said just now, he suddenly wants to drink tonight, even if it's just a small sip Sip, I also feel in my heart? Happy.

After the second glass of wine, Chi Fan's body was already very hot. He subconsciously unbuttoned a few shirts, not only revealing his collarbone, but also the lines of his chest.Fu Nianyu's eyes would glance here from time to time, and even the delicious food was a bit tasteless.

But when he saw Chi Fan getting up to pour a third glass of wine, Fu Nianyu lost all his thoughts and hurried to stop him.

"Senior, you really can't drink anymore." Fu Nianyu pressed his hand, "Two glasses are enough."

He knew where Chi Fan's limit was. In his last life, he had seen how uncomfortable Chi Fan was when he drank. At that time, he was so distressed. How could he be willing? Seeing him suffer again.

Chi Fan didn't speak, his eyes fell on Fu Nianyu's hand pressing him.The temperature of Fu Nianyu's hand has always been cold, covering his hot skin, the coolness is very comfortable, Chi Fan almost has the urge to hold the hand with the well-defined joints, wrap it in the warm palm, and warm it up little by little hot.

"Senior?"

Fu Nianyu saw Chi Fan staring at his hand with an unpredictable expression, thinking that the other party minded his touch, so he quickly shrank back.

"Senior Chi Fan," he said softly, "are you drunk?"

Chi Fan slowly looked away, looked at him for a while, and shook his head.

"Fortunately."

He was just a little dizzy, and he should be very early to get drunk, at least he wouldn't be as drunk as Fu Nianyu was before? Fragments - he knew exactly what he was doing, what he was thinking, and what he was going to do.

"Okay, I won't drink anymore." Seeing that Fu Nianyu covered the wine bottle tightly, Chi Fan sat back helplessly. He picked up a few chopsticks dishes boredly. He watched Fu Nianyu eat with a straight face.

Fu Nianyu saw that Chi Fan was not in a good mood, and thought of his insistence on drinking just now, so he couldn't help but ask, "Senior, is there something on your mind?"

Chi Fan shook his head and squeezed out a smile: "No, I'm in a good mood. I'm just curious about one thing."

"what's up?"

"What was your birthday wish just now?"

"I can't say that." Fu Nianyu raised the corners of his mouth and winked at Chi Fan, "If you say it, it won't come true."

"What about ordinary wishes?" Chi Fan asked, "Do you still remember that I promised you a reward after the final exam last winter? You haven't said what you want until now."

Of course Fu Nianyu remembered this matter? He was surprised that Chi Fan would mention it at this time, as if he was very anxious to help him realize his wish.

"I've actually already thought about what I want." Fu Nianyu thought for a while, "But it's not the time yet. I want to tell you after I finish my college entrance examination."

"Do we have to wait until then?"

"Why can't we wait until then?" Fu Nianyu asked back, he felt more and more? Chi Fan is a bit strange today, "Senior, are you in a hurry?"

Chi Fan scratched the table unconsciously with his hand: "I just think?...something? It's better to fulfill it as soon as possible."

What can be done? He wants to do as much as possible now, and he also wants to complete the promised agreement as soon as possible. In case the two of them no longer talk about everything like they do now... that will also reduce regrets.

"Why as soon as possible? I'm not afraid of your repudiation, are you still afraid of me running away?" Fu Nianyu joked.

Looking at the young man's smile? Simple, Chi Fan twitched the corner of his mouth and said nothing.

After eating, both of them were very full, they cut the cake, ate some symbolically, and then prepared to clean the table and tidy up the kitchen.

"Go read the book, just leave it to me here."

Chi Fan stood up while talking, suddenly swayed, and quickly supported the table with his hands before standing still.

"Senior?" Fu Nianyu quickly supported him and said nervously, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

"It's okay, I just fainted for a while." Chi Fan rubbed his temples, and his dizzy vision gradually returned to normal, "It seems that I'm really not suitable for drinking, I'm a bit over the top."

"Don't clean up, I'll help you to wash up first, and go to bed early if you feel uncomfortable."

Fu Nianyu put his hand on Chi Fan's shoulder, and Chi Fan's body trembled slightly. He instinctively wanted to avoid it, but finally held back.He let Fu Nianyu take him to the bathroom, then took a handful of cold water to wash his face, and instantly became sober.When he was walking just now, he seemed to be stepping on a cloud, and everything around him seemed to be separated by a distance, and there was an unreal feeling of trance?

It's uncomfortable, but it seems... It doesn't feel too bad.

"Aren't you going to do your homework?" Chi Fan was about to continue washing, but seeing that Fu Nianyu hadn't left yet, he was leaning against the door and looking at him.

"I don't need it tonight. I have finished my evening self-study." Fu Nianyu leaned on the door frame and stared at him cross-handed. "I'm afraid you may fall, so I'd better look at it and rest assured."

"I'm so touched," Chi Fan opened the cabinet door, and took out a disposable paper cup and the toothbrush that had been placed here before, "Should I give you a big gift, thank you very much?"

Fu Nianyu nodded solemnly: "Also."

Chi Fan was amused, and complained while squeezing toothpaste.

"How did I find out that you are so thick-skinned?"

"Senior, there are so many things that you didn't discover." Fu Nianyu smiled, "There are too many things that you didn't know."

Chi Fan's eyes flickered for a moment, and he said something you don't know? What's more, he began to brush his teeth in silence.During this period, Fu Nianyu remained silent, and when Chi Fan was about to come out after washing, he didn't move and just blocked the door.

"Chi Fan," Fu Nianyu said, his tone was light but quite firm, "You have something on your mind tonight. What happened?"

Chi Fan looked at him and said nothing.

"Is it your father's business?" Fu Nianyu guessed, "Did he trouble you again?"

"No, he never came to see me again."

"Why is that?" Fu Nianyu frowned, "Don't hold back alone, if it's a difficult matter, you can find a solution faster by speaking up."

Perhaps the long-term depression urgently needs an outlet, or the alcohol tonight made him a little excited, Chi Fan gritted his teeth, looked up into Fu Nianyu's eyes, and said courageously.

"I want to do one thing."

Seeing that the other party was willing to communicate, Fu Nianyu secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and his tone became much more relaxed: "What's the matter?"

Seeing the young man's concerned expression, Chi Fan's heart was full of mixed feelings, and the solitary impulse he had just had cooled down slightly. He hesitated to look away, and said in a low voice.

"I...hesitate very much. I am afraid that I will regret it if I do it, and I am afraid that I will regret it even more if I don't do it."

Fu Nianyu was very puzzled when he heard it. He couldn't guess why Chi Fan was so troubled and entangled. Combined with the experience of his previous life, the first thing that came to his mind was - Chi Fan would not leave without saying goodbye again, right?

Although he felt that this possibility was unlikely, Fu Nianyu became nervous instantly. After all, Chi Fan's low mood was very similar to what he was before he disappeared. He stared at Chi Fan closely, trying to find out from the other's expression. Some clues, and once you have doubts in your heart, how do you feel? The other party seems to be going to do something stupid.

"Will what you are going to do bring trouble to those close to you?" Fu Nianyu asked cautiously.

Chi Fan was silent for a while: "...It's very likely."

"Then don't do it." Fu Nianyu said immediately, he was really afraid that Chi Fan would make the same mistakes again, "Don't act rashly, or you will regret it, very, very regret."

Chi Fan stared blankly at Fu Nianyu. For a moment, he almost doubted whether the other party had guessed what he was going to say, so he cut off the conversation so firmly to avoid falling into an embarrassing situation for both parties; of course, it might just be a coincidence , the other party may simply be putting forward their own suggestions, nothing more.

But no matter what the situation is, since the parties have said so——

"Okay." Chi Fan nodded lightly, and his anxious heart gradually returned to the original place. While he was relieved, he also felt that his chest was empty, like an athlete who heard the starting gun sprint to start, and was suddenly announced It doesn't count if you violated the rules just now, it's the same as running again.

But for him, there will be no second time.

The impulsiveness was only temporary. After calming down, he realized how hasty and irresponsible his decision was. He should have understood that if he was dragged by uncontrollable emotions If you keep going, you will make a big mistake sooner or later.Just like what Fu Nianyu said just now——

I will definitely regret it, very, very sorry.

"I know what to do." Chi Fan smiled faintly, "Thank you, Nianyu."

***

The night passed peacefully at last.

Chi Fan then went to the bedroom, and when Fu Nianyu returned to the bedroom after washing, he found that Chi Fan had fallen asleep.

He must be very tired, with the thin blanket uncovered, and the phone still in his hand, just fell asleep like that.It was the end of September, and the weather was starting to turn cold. Fu Nianyu gently helped him cover the blanket? and sat down on the edge of the bed.

He stared at Chi Fan's sleeping face, not knowing what the other party was dreaming about, even though he was asleep, his brows were slightly frowned.Fu Nianyu looked down for a while, then stretched out his hand to gently rub the center of Chi Fan's eyebrows, the other party unconsciously murmured, and his brows relaxed a little.

Fu Nianyu couldn't help thinking of Chi Fan's performance tonight.The other party never said what the entanglement and hesitation were. Fu Nianyu reviewed the tape carefully, but still suspected that it might have something to do with Chi Jianguo.

These days, the money extorted by the other party has been accumulated one after another, which is enough to file a case. The other party committed another crime soon after he was released from prison. As long as he hires a good lawyer, it will be enough for Chi Jianguo to stay in for another three to five years.Even if he still wanted to trouble Chi Fan after he was released from prison for the second time, Chi Fan had already graduated at that time, so he might not stay in City S anymore, men don't think it would be so easy to find someone.

But Fu Nianyu has yet to decide when to close the net. He doesn't want to "untie" Chi Fan so soon. He understands that this is because he is too selfish and too greedy for the lover-like interaction during this period. He really can't imagine being two When the relationship between people returns to the category of normal friends, how should I face the huge psychological gap.

But if Chi Jianguo pushed forward and harassed Chi Fan again, even if he didn't want to, he had to simply let this matter end as soon as possible.

"What do you think?" He gently held the sleeping man's hand, and whispered to himself, "Are you looking forward to untying as soon as possible, or are you like me, hoping that this relationship will never end Woolen cloth?"

That night, Fu Nianyu had a dream.

It's been a long time since he dreamed of the past, and what he dreamed this time was the memory he most resisted and hated——

The day Fu Siyan brought Chi Fan home.

He seemed to be watching a spoiled movie, watching what happened before, and it clearly appeared before his eyes again.This was an ordinary family dinner. Halfway through the meal, the stepmother Wang Yaqin started to worry about Fu Siyan's marriage again. She said that many Bai Fumei who were in good condition wanted to get to know Fu Siyan and asked him when he would have time to meet her. See.

——There is no need for this.

Fu Siyan interrupted his mother's words suddenly, and held Chi Fan's hand beside him under everyone's shocked gaze.

——I wouldn't consider dating anyone except him.If I were to get married, he was the only one I would choose.

A stone stirred up a thousand waves, and at that moment, everyone's reaction was the most direct and true.Fu Nianyu remembered that he, like Wang Yaqin and the others, stared at Fu Siyan in disbelief, but in this dream, instead of looking at Fu Siyan, he turned his attention to Chi Fan who was sitting opposite.

He also turned his head to look at Fu Siyan immediately when he saw Chi Fan, but compared to the shock of the others, the young man's first expression was neither surprise nor surprise, but more like... frightened.

frightened?

Fu Nianyu was startled, and a question suddenly popped up in his heart: Why is it frightened?Shouldn't it be happiness and joy?

The scene suddenly changed. When Fu Nianyu came back to his senses, he found that he was no longer sitting in the dining room of the Fu family's mansion, but had returned to the rental house where he and Chi Fan lived together.

He wandered around the room casually. The furnishings here were the same as in his memory, except that everything belonging to Chi Fan had been emptied. It was obvious that this was the timeline after the other party left.

When passing by the bay window, Fu Nianyu saw the white paper lily again, placed at the top of the flower basket, the lifeless pale petals quietly blooming.

He suddenly felt a bit of disobedience?

This flower basket is usually placed in the corner of the bay window, but on the day Chi Fan left, it appeared on the cushion of the bay window. I don’t know if Chi Fan placed it like this on purpose, or because he walked away? I was in a hurry and didn’t have time. Return to original position.

But Fu Nianyu didn't notice this kind of detail at all at the time, because all his mind was focused on the shock that Chi Fan had left without saying goodbye, and he had no energy left to think about other things?

Fu Nianyu frowned slightly, and couldn't help picking up the lily again, putting it in his palm and examining it carefully.I don't know if it was a psychological hint, but after he noticed something strange, the paper flower gave him a different feeling. He looked at it silently for a while, and then suddenly stretched out his hand to take it apart.

The white paper spread out, revealing the contents inside.

In this lily... there is actually a line? written in it.