Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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Chi Fan was a little surprised.

He thought, maybe he was wrong. What happened just now should have had an impact on Fu Siyan. Their mood was definitely not as calm as it seemed on the surface.It just so happened that Chi Fan also promised to invite Fu Siyan to dinner, so they nodded.

"good?."

The two walked out of the office building together. This is considered the core business district, and there are many restaurants nearby. Fu Siyan picked it randomly? The family wanted to go in, but Chi Fan stood at the door without moving.

"Are you sure you want to choose this one?" he asked.

Fu Siyan took a look at the signboard of the store. This is an Italian restaurant. The dishes and environment are very good. They often come here for lunch when they are at work.

"You don't like western food?" he asked Chi Fan.

Chi Fan shook his head: "If you're in a bad mood, come here? Isn't this kind of place more depressing? Even speak in a low voice."

Fu Siyan hooked the corners of his lips, showing a somewhat amused expression, but his eyes were a little dangerous: "Who told you that I was in a bad mood?"

"Okay? If so, do you still need to find someone to accompany you?"

Fu Siyan didn't speak.

They looked at Chi Fan for a while, then withdrew his foot that was about to enter the store.

"Okay?" Fu Siyan sighed softly, "Then where do you want to go?"

Chi Fan looked around and pointed to the opposite side of the street.

"That one is good."

Across the street is a night market, which is much more lively than the shopping malls here. The colorful LED signs are dazzling at night.Fu Siyan looked in the direction Chi Fan pointed at. It was an open-air food stall facing the street. The business was booming, and the tables were almost lined up on the side of the road.

"Like skewers?" Fu Siyan asked in surprise.

Chi Fan nodded: "You can also drink some wine."

Fu Siyan smiled: "Forget it? I still have to drive."

Chi Fan also smiled: "Then drink herbal tea. Let's go, I'll treat you."

The two of them crossed the street and didn't enter the store, so they directly picked a table and sat down in the open air. Immediately, an enthusiastic clerk handed over the menu. After Chi Fan and the others finished ordering, the clerk brought it over. The free herbal tea, and then I went to the back kitchen to urge the order.

Fu Siyan was wearing a suit, which looked very eye-catching among a group of people wearing T-shirts and sandals, but he didn't care. After taking off his coat, he rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing a smooth and sexy forearm , full of the charm of a mature man, people passing by can't help but look this way more?

When Fu Siyan rolled up his sleeves, Chi Fan saw? There was a red mark on his wrist, which may have been scratched by the opponent's hand when he was pulling with him just now.When Chi Fan worked part-time at "Shimu", some students accidentally hurt their hands when using a carving knife. He always kept a Band-Aid with him, so he reflexively took one out of his pocket and took it apart halfway. Did it stop? He handed it directly to Fu Siyan.

"Paste it? Let's not get infected." Chi Fan said.

Fu Siyan didn't answer. He stretched out his wrist and looked at the person opposite with a half-smile: "Why don't you just stick it up for me?"

Chi Fan stuffed the band-aid into the opponent's hand, and said in a helpless tone, "Aren't you useless? It's the same if you stick it yourself."

Fu Siyan smiled. He tore off the seal, pasted it casually, and suddenly said something.

"Will it be Fu Nianyu, you will directly help him? Paste it??"

Chi Fan's chest tightened suddenly, and the unpleasant experience when they met at school came to mind again. They took a look at Fu Siyan and tried to act as if nothing had happened.

"I'm more familiar with him than you." Chi Fan said.

"Just because of this?" Fu Siyan took a sip of herbal tea, his face was half bright and half dark under the neon light, and his gaze hidden in the shadow was unpredictable.

"I thought you didn't want to help me because you hated being gay," he said.

Chi Fan was startled, and blurted out: "I don't."

Fu Siyan didn't speak, just looked at them with a half-smile.The awkward feeling of being seen through came to my heart again, and Chi Fan subconsciously clenched the cup in his hand. They were silent for a while, and then asked suddenly.

"Are you?"

"What is it?" Fu Siyan said.

Chi Fan's voice was very low: "You and that boy..."

Fu Siyan understood?

"Hmm." He nodded, "But I'm not pure, to be more precise, I should be double." After a slight pause, "You can't accept this kind of thing?"

"I don't." Chi Fan pursed his lips uncomfortably, and stroked his fingers unconsciously on the table, "I don't discriminate."

Fu Siyan was thoughtful, and slowly said: "Well, you can accept others, but you can't accept yourself, right?"

Chi Fan suddenly looked up at Fu Siyan. Even though he was mentally prepared, his fingertips still felt cold and his heart beat wildly when he was pointed out so bluntly by the other party.I was wondering what to say in embarrassment, but the other party suddenly burst out laughing.

"Excuse me? Excuse me, see? You are too serious? I can't help but want to tease you." Fu Siyan said with a smile.

"..."

At this moment, Chi Fan suddenly understood Fu Nianyu's mood: Sometimes Fu Siyan really deserves a beating, making people want to beat him up.

The tense mood that felt like walking on thin ice was subconsciously relieved. Looking at the smiling eyes of the other party, Chi Fan suddenly felt: Today's Fu Siyan seems to be different from before. It seems to be more real and approachable. Some, but also... Not so close that people feel overreached, just right? Maintain a subtle distance.

This kind of distance is very suitable for confiding - some concerns can't be shared with people you know well, but you can boldly open up your heart to people you don't know too well.

The night breeze is blowing, the surrounding environment is lively but not noisy, it contains all kinds of voices, faded away? The camouflage of the day, the cover of the night let everyone have the illusion of freedom, no matter how secret their thoughts are, they seem to have it all • Opportunity and right to surface and breathe freely.

Chi Fan plucked up his courage and asked in a low voice? Fu Siyan.

"You... how did you find out? You are?"

"You know it naturally? It's an instinct." Fu Siyan said, his calm tone and attitude eased? Chi Fan's uneasiness and discomfort, "Do you think there is still a need for some ceremony, ding dong? Let Did you turn on that cognitive switch?"

Chi Fan frowned slightly, as if he didn't quite understand.

Did Fu Siyan think about it? He said, "Actually, there is a very simple way to let you know right away if you are."

"what way?"

The man suddenly moved closer, and a magnetic and pleasant voice almost rang to Chi Fan's ears.

"Let me kiss you? If you didn't pick up the teacup and hit me right away, you would?"

"..."

"Try it?" Fu Siyan smiled.

"No need?" Chi Fan leaned back, and distanced himself from the man, and said in a calm voice, "I really want to hit you now?"

Fu Siyan laughed out loud.

The skewers they ordered came out quickly. The two of them had just eaten a little bit when Fu Siyan's phone on the table rang suddenly. Within a few minutes, the phone vibrated again. Chi Fan glanced at it. It was an unfamiliar number with no name on it.

Fu Siyan hung up twice in a row, and when the same number called in for the third time, Fu Siyan turned off the phone directly.

"Aren't you going to answer it?" Chi Fan couldn't help but said, "This kind of constant calling should not be an advertising call, and it might really be something for you."

"I know it's not an advertisement." Fu Siyan took a sip of his drink and said calmly, "It's that person."

Chi Fan was startled for a moment, and quickly realized: It's that boy.

It was so ugly just now, and Fu Siyan even ran away crying, but after calming down, that person couldn't resist calling Fu Siyan again, maybe he didn't know what to say. Deep obsession, or use? Deep love.

"He?...Should like you very much." Chi Fan couldn't help but said.

"I know." Fu Siyan finished eating a skewer slowly, and placed the skewers neatly on the empty plate, "But I don't like him?"

"But he? Said..." Chi Fan stopped talking halfway, but Fu Siyan understood.

"Huh?" He raised his eyebrows, "How much did you hear?"

Chi Fan was a little embarrassed: "I didn't eavesdrop on purpose, it's because you guys are too loud... I heard him say, you said you also liked him."

Fu Siyan laughed immediately.

"Chi Fan, do you have zero experience?"

The topic changed too quickly, and Chi Fan couldn't keep up with the other party's train of thought for a moment: "What?"

"Let me teach you a lesson." Fu Siyan leaned forward slightly, stared into Chi Fan's eyes, and said meaningfully, "Don't take what you say when you go to bed? It's basic common sense."

"And to take a step back, even if there is no such relationship, what if I say I like you? It's strange to be a person who takes it seriously. I said I like you before, don't you? Didn't take it? It's true. ?"

Chi Fan was taken aback by the other party's natural tone, and felt that the three views were about to be subverted.

"If you don't like it, you still...you still..." He? I don't know what to use for a while? What word is better? "Still with him?..."

"You mean to sleep with him?" Fu Siyan raised his eyebrows and looked at Chi Fan with interest, "Are you the kind of person who thinks that you have to get married after you have sex with him?"

"It should be for the purpose of marriage, so you can go to bed." Chi Fan whispered.

"You are more conservative and traditional than I imagined." Fu Siyan hooked the corner of his mouth, "I finally understand why you are so obsessed with a sexuality issue."

Fu Siyan's teasing tone made Chi Fan very uncomfortable. He immediately retorted, "I don't think there's anything wrong with that?"

"Me too? I don't think there's anything wrong with me." Fu Siyan lightly bit down a piece of barbecue. He seemed to have an aura of elegance, even if it was a skewer, his movements were pleasing to the eye. Desire, I just don't want to wrong and suppress myself?"

"You never thought about stabilizing? Come??"

"Think about it." Fu Siyan smiled slightly, "But I haven't met anyone who makes me want to settle down. I'm also very helpless."

"..." Chi Fan's mouth moved, but he didn't make a sound.

"What do you want to say?" Fu Siyan asked?

"Did I say that? You're sure to be angry."

"Say it, I don't mind."

"I think you're a scumbag." Chi Fan said. In fact, he wouldn't comment on others easily, but he couldn't complain, "Obviously it's to satisfy my own desires, or to take over other people's It’s cheap, but after the fact, you blame the other party for being tempted, not only picked it clean, but also packaged yourself as a poor person who was frustrated in love, isn’t it too much?”

Fu Siyan was not angry, and was always smiling. He even nodded his head and gave an "um" in agreement.

"When you say it like that, I feel like it's too much." He? Said, "But I also? Said? Me and him? It's just a relationship with friends with benefits. To put it bluntly? It's a game between you and me , I abide by the rules of the game from the beginning to the end. After I found out that they? Deeper? That's really too much."

Chi Fan was left speechless. He always felt that something was wrong, but according to Fu Siyan's logic, there was nothing wrong with his handling method, and he could even praise a good job.

"By the way," Fu Siyan said again suddenly, "I haven't found a bed partner again since I returned to China. That person was met abroad before. When I found out that his purpose was impure, I immediately went to bed with him. Disregarding the relationship? It's just that after returning to China, I didn't expect to meet him again. They seem to be unwilling to pester me all the time, that's it."

Unexpectedly, the other party actually explained it specifically? After a while, Chi Fan was stunned for a moment before he said "Oh".

"Do you still think I'm a scumbag?" Fu Siyan asked?

Chi Fan didn't speak.

This is not a question of whether he feels it or not, but a question of the huge difference in the concepts of the two people in this regard.Chi Fan won't criticize anything, but he? Also? Absolutely won't agree with and appreciate it.

"Is it true that in your eyes, the spirit and sex must be absolutely pure to be considered not scum?" Fu Siyan said.

Chi Fan gave him a surprised look.

Judging from Fu Siyan's narration and performance, they chose to follow their inner desires, and they didn't really care much about the attitude and opinions of the outside world. When they called him a scumbag, they really didn't care. look.But now that the other party's sentence after sentence seemed to be trying to change his view of him as a "scumbag", Chi Fan didn't understand this operation.

Could it be that he actually cares about what other people think?The original free and easy and self are all pretended?

Chi Fan thought about it for a while, and then he was more cautious when he spoke again.

"I take back what I said about you before." He said, "That's the way you treat your feelings. You have the right to choose freely. Outsiders are not qualified to label you indiscriminately. What I said just now is only extreme because of different positions. Sorry, Hope you don't mind."

Fu Siyan was stunned? He didn't seem to expect Chi Fan to respond like this, and he was a little dumbfounded for a moment.

"I really don't mind, it's just..." He stopped suddenly, and after a moment, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and changed the subject.

"What's your way of dealing with feelings?" Fu Siyan asked?

Chi Fan answered quickly, which was something they didn't need to think about at all: "Single-heartedly. Both spiritually and sexually."

I thought Fu Siyan would tease him for his conservatism and tradition, but the other party was silent thoughtfully for a while, and said slowly.

"If I can meet someone I really like, I can also be single-minded and loyal."

Fu Siyan was sincere, but Chi Fan didn't believe it too much.The reason why the prodigal son is praised by the world is because there are too few such people.How easy is it for someone who is used to playing?Maybe they can remain loyal because of the novelty of the moment, but a lifetime is so long, and it is only a matter of time before they repeat the same mistakes.

So Chi Fan just smiled? Laughed, raised? raised the cup in his hand.

"I hope you can meet that person soon."

Fu Siyan smiled wryly: "But I seem to be a step too late."

His voice was so small that Chi Fan couldn't hear it clearly: "What?"

Fu Siyan shook his head, and they also raised the cup in their hands, and lightly touched Chi Fan.

"Thank you for your good words." The corner of the man's mouth curled up, and the arc of his smile was as perfect as ever, without any flaws.

"I hope... I will meet that person soon." He whispered.

***

A few days later, Chi Fan's summer internship company was finally settled. It was the company at the end of his interview. He started work from next Monday, and the salary was two-thirds of the regular employee's salary. There are also car subsidies and meal subsidies, which is very good?

When he went to tutor Fu Nianyu on Sunday afternoon, Chi Fan immediately told them about his internship.

"Congratulations!" Fu Nianyu was happier than Chi Fan himself, "Learning and growing up, you are really good!"

Finding an internship in freshman life is very difficult. Chi Fan rejected Fu Siyan's invitation. Although Fu Nianyu was happy, he was still a little bit sorry. Seeing that Chi Fan had successfully found a new one, he finally let him go. Heart.

"After the internship starts? Can you continue to work part-time at 'Shimu'?" Fu Nianyu asked?

"Okay." Chi Fan said, "I asked Shang Yang to schedule the class on weekends and evenings, so that I can take care of it?"

"Weekends..." Fu Nianyu suddenly felt a little sluggish, "Then how long do you have less time on Saturdays and Sundays?"

Chi Fan understood it as soon as he heard it, and couldn't help laughing: "Don't worry, I won't fall? The ones on your side, I promise to come over? The number of times is only a lot, how about this?"

Fu Nianyu finally showed his smile: "You must do what you say."

"Of course." Chi Fan paused, then suddenly said, "By the way, there is one more thing I want to tell you."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"The company I practiced at is in the same office building as Fu Siyan's company. His? That company is on the 16th-20th floor, and mine is on the 15th floor."

The smile on Fu Nianyu's face froze instantly?