Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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Fu Nianyu seems to be quite playable, but he is a "king of mouth"? He has lived two lifetimes and is still a virgin. He was stunned after seeing this battle, and he dared not go to see Chi Fan when he came back to his senses. expression.

"Senior, I was wrong! I, I didn't read the room introduction carefully..." In fact, he can't be completely blamed. The B&B didn't put any photos of the room at all, probably? It would be reviewed and removed by the platform, so all the photos Is it the picture in the yard? Fu Nianyu didn't expect it to be in the house. "How about we change?"

"Forget it, it's all over, and it's troublesome to find a place." Chi Fan couldn't laugh or cry at this oolong. After experiencing the initial shock, he didn't feel embarrassed anymore, he just thought it was funny, "Anyway, I only stay for one night. Make do with it."

Of course Fu Nianyu agrees with both hands, doesn't he? He has an opinion on the theme of this room, but he hates that it's too early to meet - if he has already dated Chi Fan, he can stay here for a week, okay?

After putting away the backpacks, the two little whites looked like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden? After walking around the room, I was deeply eye-opened, and the strange knowledge items increased a lot.

"This is you and me. If you want to bring a little girl, she will give you a big mouth when she gets home." Chi Fan said.

Fu Nianyu laughed dryly twice, thinking that I can't bring the little girl here, I can bring you if you want, as long as you don't give me a big mouth when the time comes.

Two people? After visiting, they returned to the yard and began sorting ingredients for barbecue.

The sun has completely set, and there is still the last burning cloud in the sky, blooming the last brilliance on the sea.There are still a lot of people playing on the beach, and in the distance there is still the faint sound of square dance music, combined with the ebb and flow of the waves, the coexistence of pyrotechnics and poetry, won't people? It feels contrary to harmony, but it has a real and romantic feeling.

The food delivered by the barbecue shop is all pre-processed, the seasoning has been sprinkled in advance, and it can be eaten after grilling on the barbecue grill.The aroma of the barbecue attracted many passers-by outside the yard? Looking sideways, a little boy even stopped, stood outside the fence, and kept looking at them with big eyes blinking.

Chi Fan noticed the child. He took a few freshly grilled meat skewers from the grill, walked to the fence and handed them to the child: "Yes? No? Hungry? My brother invites you to eat."

The little boy swallowed, but shook his head sensibly. His parents called him in front. The little boy smiled at Chi Fan, and turned to chase his parents.Chi Fan looked up, and the couple was still holding a younger little girl in their hands. The little boy chased after him and held his father's hand. The man seemed to be scolding him softly, but his eyes were full of It was a loving smile, and the family of four enjoyed themselves happily, and they could still hear the laughter of the two children when they walked far away.

Chi Fan was so dazed that he didn't even pay attention when Fu Nianyu walked by his side.Fu Nianyu followed Chi Fan's gaze and immediately understood.

"Senior, do you like children very much?" Fu Nianyu said.

"Well, I really like it." Chi Fan's eyes were still looking at the family of four who had gone far away, and his voice was very soft, "I used to want to be a teacher in a kindergarten, so I could take care of many, many children , so happy."

Fu Nianyu didn't speak, and his mood was subtly complicated.

He had seen it in his previous life. Chi Fan liked children very much, and he was especially envious of the scene where the family was harmonious and the children were happy. This should be related to the defects of his native family.Because of this, Fu Nianyu never doubted Chi Fan's sexual orientation at that time. He always thought that the other party would definitely follow the traditional route, find a woman he likes, get married, have a lovely child, and have a happy family. Happy, perfect? ​​Happy ending.

But this kind of ending didn't come true in the last life, but in this life...he will never be able to watch Chi Fan get married and have children with someone else, just thinking about it can't bear it.

"However, I can only do this. Envy and like other people's children." Fu Nianyu sighed when he heard the people around him, and said flatly in a calm tone, "I will definitely not Will get married and have no children."

what?

Fu Nianyu almost thought he heard it wrong, so he immediately turned to look at Chi Fan. The other person's expression didn't look like he was joking.

"Why?" Fu Nianyu was? Really surprised, Chi Fan never said that in his previous life.

The skewers Chi Fan was holding were already cold. He went to the shelf to reheat them, and Fu Nianyu immediately followed.Chi Fan silently flipped through the skewers in his hand, and suddenly said.

"You? You went to my house before, didn't you? Can you see? My mother is not in good health? Actually, she was not like this when she was young, she..." Chi Fan paused slightly, "She is? Because she gave birth to me The body just fell off."

"My father's family is very patriarchal. After my eldest sister was born, they kept urging my mother to have another son. When my second sister was born, our family was already in a bad situation. My mother also lost her job because of the extra birth, but that family? Still? Obsessed with it? My mother has no natal family? She couldn’t deal with them at all. Then there was me. When she gave birth to me, she almost had dystocia. Fate, the body has become very poor since then."

Fu Nianyu vaguely understood: "But it's not your fault? Senior, you? There's no need to blame yourself!"

Chi Fan shook his head lightly.

"After having me, that family? I'm very happy. My grandma said every day that I'm from the Chi family. The eldest sister and the second sister can't get a share of anything. They have to give it all to me. If my mother secretly gives it to the two elder sisters Keep something, and if you find out, you will be beaten and scolded."

"When I was young, I didn't quite understand it, but later I realized what was going on, and I felt very disgusted. I didn't go to my grandma's house any more during the holidays. I really hated seeing them, and I didn't I can't accept their love, because I think I'm just a tool to continue the incense." That's all.

"If I could make a choice, I really don't want to be born. If it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have suffered so much, and the life of the eldest sister and the second sister would definitely be much better. I can't change what has happened. , but I can control the future. Don't they? Want to continue the incense? I will not live up to their wishes. I will not get married, let alone have children. I am the only one in his family's generation? A boy, then Let the blood of their Chi family be completely cut off with me."

Chi Fan had never told anyone about these things, not even the second sister who talked about everything.

Childhood hurts are two-way. He became an accomplice in the persecution of his mother and sisters as soon as he was born, and his existence destroyed many things for them.The trauma caused can no longer be repaired, and the sense of guilt and guilt that is ingrained in his blood has also been deeply ingrained. He can do nothing but draw a line with those people in silence and show his determination with practical actions.

After hearing this, Fu Nianyu didn't say anything for a long time.

Chi Fan didn't talk to him about this in his previous life, but that person? He must have thought so too. Many things that Fu Nianyu didn't understand before suddenly understood.

"You? Yes? No? Think I'm cold-blooded?" Chi Fan suddenly smiled wryly, and asked the people around him.

"No." Fu Nianyu said immediately, "What you want to do is up to you, senior? It's just...you? Don't use other people's mistakes to punish yourself."

"Is not getting married and having children a punishment?" Chi Fan suddenly glanced at him with a delicate expression, "That's just a secular standard. I can live a good life by myself."

Fu Nianyu's attention was all on "one person", and he didn't hear the subtlety in Chi Fan's words for a while: "But the road to life is still so long, do you want to be alone all the time? That would be lonely."

Chi Fan was silent for a moment: "I still have friends."

"But? Friends can't accompany you? For a lifetime, they will have their own lives, after all, they can't compare to getting along day and night..." Fu Nianyu paused slightly, "Partner."

It was as if his heart had been pricked by dense needles, and it began to tingle faintly. Chi Fan immediately lowered his head, his voice a little low and bitter.

"Do you? Do you think that my thoughts? And choices? Are they abnormal? Getting married, having children, and carrying on the family line is the right..."

"I don't? That's what I mean!" Fu Nianyu said quickly, he was actually afraid that Chi Fan would make a fool of himself, "I just think it's hard to say what will happen in the future, if you... meet someone you like very much, and the other person likes it too You?, don't you? Still? Want to stick to one? Life?"

Chi Fan looked at him silently for a while, then suddenly smiled: "You? These words seem to be urging people to go home for the New Year? Uncles and aunts who are going on a blind date." Before Fu Nianyu could speak again, Chi Fan put the grilled skewers on After reaching the plate, he sat down at the table again, "Don't talk about that, let's continue eating, otherwise it will be cold again in a while."

There is still a lot to say, but Fu Nianyu can see that Chi Fan is obviously not in the mood to chat, so it is not easy to continue persuading him.Afterwards, Chi Fan's behavior was considered normal, and the gloom at that moment seemed to be just Fu Nianyu's illusion. He observed silently for a while to confirm that there was nothing abnormal about the other party, and then he relaxed a little.

Maybe the chat was interrupted abruptly just now? The other party simply didn't want to continue this topic...Fu Nianyu thought.

***

The night was getting darker and the sea breeze was getting stronger. There was no one on the beach anymore. Chi Fan and the others simply cleaned up and went back to the house to get ready to rest.

Although they had been "shocked", the two returned to the room and found that they still underestimated the embarrassment and discomfort of living in this theme room.

In fact, if you have nothing in your heart, no desires and no desires, you will naturally be open and frank, so you can treat this place as an ordinary place to sleep, but the problem is...they both have something in their hearts, and no matter how calm they are on the surface, they still have a guilty conscience , I feel awkward no matter how I sit or stand.

"Uh... Shall I go take a shower first?" Chi Fan said.

"Okay, senior? I'll go after washing."

Chi Fan took his pajamas and opened the bathroom door.

Chi Fan: "..."

The decoration style in the bathroom is even worse than that in the bedroom? It's hard to describe in words, except for the huge jacuzzi, the entire wall is covered with mirrors, and even a lot of rose petals are sprinkled on the floor.Seeing that Chi Fanchu hadn't moved at the door for a long time, Fu Nianyu looked out curiously and was also shocked.

And then the first thought was?——

This bathtub looks very nice, if it can be two people? Together...

He glanced at Chi Fan's expression, and immediately dismissed the idea with great interest.When Chi Fan entered the bathroom and closed the door, Fu Nianyu let out a long sigh.

The facilities here are beyond my imagination, but unfortunately I can't use them.

Thinking about it this way? What a pity...!

The sound of water soon came from the bathroom. Fu Nianyu couldn't sit still, so he just got up and walked around to divert his attention.There was a long white TV cabinet under the TV wall. He opened the drawer and took a look, and was a little surprised to find that it was full of things.

It wasn't... some evil little plaything, but... some normal movies and a fashion week, with a few Playboy magazines in it.Fu Nianyu rummaged through it casually, and found a bunch of discs in another drawer. They were all very old DVD versions.

No wonder there was an old disc player with a sense of age on the TV cabinet. Fu Nianyu was still thinking about who would watch this, but it turned out that there was a matching old disc.

The original packaging boxes for these discs are all gone, and they are packed one by one in the most common white paper envelopes, with the names of various films handwritten on them.Most of them are old movies, most of which are romance movies, and there are also literary movies, but Fu Nianyu has no interest in these types. Write the title in Chinese, and write the name of the original movie: "The Italian Job".

Is it the original American version?

Fu Nianyu suddenly became interested, pulled out the disc and put it into the disc player, and found out the remote control to turn on the TV.

He sat comfortably on the sofa, and the movie started to play. It started with a beautiful pastoral scenery, and the camera slowly advanced to an exquisite and beautiful small villa. Fu Nianyu was a little confused, and instinctively felt that something was wrong , I simply jumped the progress bar to the middle, and when the movie is playing normally again, what jumps into view is? A few men and women who are inseparable from rolling on the bed, the scale of action is large, and the angle of the camera is so hot, it has completely exceeded? The category of ordinary movies.

Fu Nianyu's hands trembled in shock, and the remote control in his hand fell to the ground.

grass!What do I want to see? Action movies, no? Fucking love action movies!Your family's "stealing the sky and changing the day" turns out to be "changing the day" in this sense? ?

Fu Nianyu didn't know whether to feel that the shop owner was too good at playing or? It was too funny. Love action movies should be love action movies. name, who would know!

Fu Nianyu has no interest in AV at all. The multiplayer activities on the screen are in full swing. He just wants to turn off the TV quickly and seek peace.However, after the remote control fell on the floor, he didn't know where it went. He searched around but couldn't find it. When he was about to lie down on the floor to see if there was one under the sofa, the bathroom door suddenly opened.

After taking a shower, Chi Fan walked out.

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