Premeditated favor [rebirth]

48

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the teacher on the podium made a concluding remark for the class, announcing the end of get out of class neatly.

Everyone packed up their things one after another. Chi Fan stuffed the books into his schoolbag. He glanced at the screen of his phone. Fu Nianyu was still working on the problem. After saying hello to a few roommates, Chi Fan put on his bluetooth headset and left the classroom.

"Class finished?" As Chi Fan walked down the stairs, he heard Fu Nianyu's voice coming from the earphones.

"Yeah." Chi Fan said, "You finished your paper? Do you want to take a break?"

"I'll go downstairs in a while." Fu Nianyu has to maintain a certain amount of activity every day. This is what the doctor ordered, but it needs to be moderate, so he usually only wanders around the community, "Senior, are you coming back now?" gone?"

"Yes, but I have to go to the supermarket first to buy some ingredients." Chi Fan said, "Is there anything you really want to eat?"

“Braised pork knuckles!”

Chi Fan: "..."

Chi Fan: "Change."

“Spicy pork trotters!”

"I think you look like a pig's trotter." Chi Fan snapped back unceremoniously.

"Then... can Kaifeng dishes work?"

Chi Fan thought for a while: "Mashed potatoes are probably fine."

The voice over there is weeping: "But I want hamburgers and fried chicken."

"..." Chi Fan expressed his firm position in silence.

"Hey, when will we be able to eat big fish and meat..." Fu Nianyu wailed.

While chatting, Chi Fan had already descended the stairs to the first floor.The first floor of this teaching building is an exhibition hall, and one wall is specially set up as a bulletin board. Many posters of school activities will be posted here.Maybe a new event poster was put on today. At this time, many students were stopping in front of the bulletin board to watch it. Chi Fan glanced around and saw an acquaintance among those people.

——Fu Siyan.

It was not a surprise to Chi Fan to meet Fu Siyan on campus, after all, the other party also said that he would come to S University often.Fu Siyan was not alone, there were several students beside him who were talking to him.

Seeing that Fu Siyan didn't seem to notice him, Chi Fan immediately looked away, and even quickened his pace, wanting to get out of the building quickly - on the one hand, Fu Siyan seemed to be busy, so there was no need to disturb him; on the other hand, Fu Nianyu also " In ", if he took the initiative to say hello to Fu Siyan, Fu Nianyu might be unhappy, and because the camera didn't scan that direction, Fu Nianyu didn't seem to notice Fu Siyan, one more thing? Why less? I should just pretend that I didn't see it.

Thinking like this, Chi Fan's pace became a little faster?

It's just that people are not as good as heaven, and when Chi Fan was about to pass through the hall, he suddenly heard Fu Siyan's voice.

"Chi Fan!"

Chi Fan: "..."

Fu Nianyu's voice in the earphones stopped abruptly, Chi Fan secretly sighed, and turned his head slowly.

Fu Siyan smiled and waved to him, and the students around him also looked at Chi Fan curiously.

"I saw you coming down the stairs just now, and I thought I was wrong." Fu Siyan walked up to him as if he didn't see Chi Fan's reluctance? His smile was still elegant and graceful, "Just now Are you done with class?"

"Yeah." Chi Fan forced a smile, the silence in the earphones made him a little embarrassed, he guessed that Fu Nianyu was staring at Fu Siyan with a displeased face, "What a coincidence."

"That's right." Fu Siyan rolled his eyes, and his low-pitched smile gently fell into his heart, "How many times is this a coincidence? Don't you think we are very destined?"

When Chi Fan heard Fu Nianyu snort coldly in the earphones, he twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment and didn't dare to speak.

Chi Fan's "coldness" did not make Fu Siyan's smile fade, and he still said with ease: "Would you like to have a meal together later?"

"No need." Chi Fan said immediately, "I have to go back quickly."

Fu Siyan said "ah", as if he just remembered: "Fu Nianyu is waiting for you at home?"

"Ah."

"How is his recovery?"

"pretty good."

Not only is it very good, but I am still watching the live video now!Brother, let me go quickly, or your brother will explode again... Chi Fan is in my heart? I prayed silently.

"Thank you." Fu Siyan sighed.

"It's not hard." Chi Fan was about to end the conversation, "You do your work first, and I will..."

"Oh, by the way, I have something else to ask you."

There was no way, Chi Fan could only turn his half-turned body back again: "What's the matter?"

"I just want to ask, how did you think about the thing I told you before?"

Chi Fan was stunned for a moment, but didn't realize it for a while: "What's the matter?"

Fu Siyan was always very patient: "Is it because you came to me for an internship during the summer vacation?"

So it's this... If Fu Siyan doesn't mention it, Chi Fan will almost forget it.

"Thank you for giving me the opportunity." Chi Fan said sincerely, "But I don't think my ability is up to it."

"Really?" Fu Siyan smiled a bit playfully, and looked deeply at the person in front of him, "You didn't even ask what you will do when you come here, so why did you conclude that you must be incompetent?"

"..."

Because his head was full of thoughts about leaving quickly, Chi Fan didn't know how to answer the other party's questions for a while.

"Is it because of Fu Nianyu that you refused to come?" Fu Siyan asked, "As I said, business affairs do not involve personal affairs? Are you so worried about his attitude?"

If it was a month ago, this was of course only a small part of the reason why Chi Fan rejected Fu Siyan, but now it is different, now Chi Fan really cares about Fu Nianyu's opinion on this matter, so much so that he and Fu Siyan can talk for a while, They are all worried about the extent of Fu Nianyu's feelings.

It wasn't that he was too concerned about the other party's attitude, but that his attitude and thoughts towards Fu Nianyu had completely changed.

Chi Fan didn't know if his expression revealed something, or if Fu Siyan's ability to read people's hearts was too strong. When he thought about the words to reject the other party again, he suddenly heard that person asking.

"Are you and Nianyu...already together?"

Chi Fan was stunned: "What?"

"Have you two started dating yet?" Fu Siyan slowed down and asked again.

The man's expression was very natural, very normal, as if this question, like talking about the weather, was a topic that could be discussed easily and casually, but Chi Fan listened to it in his heart, but it was like thunder, shaking his mind and heartbeat like a drum .

After the shock, the first thing that came to my mind was panic and fear.

"Do you know what you're talking about? There must be a limit to joking!"

It was as if a strong searchlight was suddenly projected into a corner that he thought was hidden, and his sense of security in the darkness disappeared instantly. He wanted to escape, escape, and try his best to hide again, even if he knew this It's self-deception, he also wants to keep his eyes blindfolded like an ostrich, as long as he doesn't face it, he will never have to think about this problem.

But the man spoke out.

Although it wasn't the most direct way of asking, it sounded almost the same to Chi Fan.Thinking that Fu Nianyu saw all of this in his eyes, like the embarrassment and shame of public execution, Chi Fan couldn't stay here anymore? Wait for a second, and he turned his head and left. Fu Siyan didn't expect the boy's reaction to be so violent, and he was stunned for a moment before chasing him. go up.

"Chi Fan!"

He wanted to stop Chi Fan, but the opponent was walking so fast that Fu Siyan had to grab the opponent's arm to slow down Chi Fan's speed a little.

"You let go!"

While the two were tugging, the phone in Chi Fan's coat pocket fell out and fell to the ground with a "slap".The voice was like a switch, and Chi Fan, who was originally emotional, calmed down instantly, and his chaotic thinking gradually returned to the right track.

It was only then that Chi Fan realized that the tugging between him and Fu Siyan had attracted a lot of attention. He pursed his lips, leaned over to pick up the phone in silence, and found that the video connection had been disconnected, maybe it was automatically disconnected when he fell down, Or...Fu Nianyu hung up directly.

If Fu Nianyu really took the initiative to hang up, was it because he didn't want to see Fu Siyan, or because...he hated what Fu Siyan said just now?

If it was the latter, Chi Fan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

"Sorry," seeing Chi Fan calm down again, Fu Siyan said quickly, "I said something wrong just now, I apologize, I'm really sorry, I didn't know you would... you would."

Did Chi Fan know about this? No wonder Fu Siyan reacted too radically, but he didn't know what to say, so he just remained silent.

"You..." Fu Siyan hesitated for a moment, and asked in a cautious tone, "Are you homophobic?"

Chi Fan didn't speak, but shook his head slowly after a long time.

In fact, he never considered this question before he realized his thoughts on Fu Nianyu.

He has met people in that circle, but he will not look at them with colored glasses. He believes that everyone has the right to freely choose their own life, and others have no right to interfere.It's just that when this matter is placed on oneself, the nature is different.He has no love experience, nor has he ever had a crush on girls. Sometimes people in the dormitory get together to watch movies, and he is not very interested. like men.

There have been too many accidents in his life, and he is not ready to face a new one.

So he needs time.

It takes time to calm yourself down, time to think clearly, and time... so that you don't become an accident that affects the other person's normal life.

"I'm just..." Chi Fan took a deep breath and managed to find a way for himself, "I don't like being misunderstood so much."

"Okay, I won't mention it again in the future." Fu Siyan glanced at Chi Fan, and realized for the first time that he might not understand this person's thoughts at all. He was used to being conceited, and today he finally encountered Waterloo, "Actually, I asked that, I just want to say, if you two are just ordinary friends, you really don’t need to worry too much about him, you have to think more about yourself, instead of looking forward and backward for others.”

Fu Siyan didn't know if Chi Fan listened to what he said. The other party didn't nod or shake his head. He just remained silent for a long time, said "I'll go first" softly, then turned and left.

This time, Fu Siyan didn't stop him again.

***

On the way back, Chi Fan's phone was very quiet.

Fu Nianyu didn't send any more video applications, nor did he send any messages, which made Chi Fan heave a sigh of relief, but also felt more and more heavy.

Although Fu Siyan didn't say much, he knew that the reason why the other party asked that kind of question must be because he saw it.

——He can see that he has different feelings for Fu Nianyu?

Now that Fu Siyan saw it, would Fu Nianyu see it too?

Thinking of this possibility, Chi Fan was suffocated.In fact, it’s nothing to make similar jokes between boys. Before that, Fu Nianyu also laughed and said that the two of them had CP feelings. Normal reaction, if there is no ghost in your heart, it doesn’t matter how ambiguous the topic is, after all, it is a joke; It was a joke.

——"It's fine if you don't know, if you know, it's better to draw the line as soon as possible." 』

The man's words still echoed in his ears, and Chi Fan almost didn't dare to go back to see Fu Nianyu.

He wandered absent-mindedly for a long time in the supermarket, bought some vegetables indiscriminately, and slowly returned to the community with a tragic mood of imminent execution.Chi Fan stood at the door for a full five minutes before raising his hand with difficulty and entering the password to open the door.

The moment the door was opened, Fu Nianyu's voice came from the study.

"Senior? Are you back?"

The other party's tone sounded natural, without any strange emotions. Chi Fan heaved a sigh of relief and felt a little relieved.

"Well, I've been shopping in the supermarket for a long time, so it's a bit late." He finished changing his shoes at the entrance, and when he passed by the study, he took a look in. The boy was still sitting at the desk with half-written papers spread out in front of him Papers and some scratch paper for calculations.

"Didn't you go downstairs for a while?" Chi Fan asked.

"Go, I just came back." Fu Nianyu looked up and smiled at him, "Did you bring me mashed potatoes?"

"Ah... I, I forgot." Chi Fan was upset just now, and he had already put this matter behind him, but fortunately, there is a remedy, "I bought some potatoes, and I can make them for you later one serving."

"it is good."

Feeling that this matter should have been uncovered smoothly, Chi Fan's flustered heart finally fell back. When he was carrying the ingredients and was about to walk to the kitchen, he suddenly heard Fu Nianyu yell again.

"Senior."

This time the voice was a little lower than before. Normally, Chi Fan might not have noticed the subtle changes in the young man's tone, but now he is so sensitive that his originally settled heart hangs in an instant, and he even turns his head. Both are a bit stiff.

"...Huh? What's the matter??"

Fu Nianyu turned his brush a few times, half turned around, and stared at the person standing at the door of the study.

"My brother, he..." He paused slightly, his face expressionless, "He didn't come back later? Did he make things difficult for you?"