Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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"Have you?" Fu Nianyu was a little confused. The number of times this girl talked to him in his impression was very few. He couldn't imagine that the other party could have thoughts about him.

"It's very obvious." Chi Fan said with certainty in his tone, "Otherwise, who would have specially copied your notes for you? Wouldn't it be nice to have that time to do a few more questions? She also said that she would continue to take notes for you." .”

Fu Nianyu was silent for a moment, then pushed the notebook directly to Chi Fan.

"Then I can't take this note. Senior, will you return it for me next time you go to school? Give it to her, just say that I don't accept her things, and you don't need to take any notes for me in the future."

Chi Fan was stunned: "Just say it so straightforward?" This note was painstakingly written every stroke, so it was returned so straightforwardly? Just thinking about that girl's mood, Chi Fan couldn't help it. I can't bear it.

"Otherwise?" Fu Nianyu shrugged, stacked up the rest of the papers, put them aside, bowed his head and continued to drink porridge.

"It's fine if you don't know. Now that I know what the other party means, I can't give her a response. Or should I draw a clear line as soon as possible?" He said casually, but his tone was firm and utterly resolute. The kind with room for maneuver?, "I can't be an ordinary friend after knowing the other person's mind."

In this regard, he and Fu Siyan are completely two extremes. Fu Siyan must not take the initiative, refuse or be responsible for this matter. How can it not be done here with Fu Nianyu? His principle is to break off the relationship early and never procrastinate.

"You're still... quite... crisp." Chi Fan twitched the corners of his mouth, but he was reluctant, and subconsciously tightened his hand holding the spoon, "What if it's someone you know well? You also want to be so crisp and neat." Refuse, is it completely broken?"

"If you're familiar, it's really troublesome." As he said this, the boy's expression was not the slightest bit tangled? No, or he opened his mouth without any hesitation at all. Stop, if the other party refuses to give up, I can only slowly alienate her, anyway, I will definitely not be able to continue dating as if nothing had happened, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, this is also for her benefit."

Chi Fan was stunned, and mechanically scooped up a mouthful of porridge with a spoon and put it in his mouth.The originally sweet pumpkin porridge became somewhat bitter for some reason, and he swallowed it with difficulty, then smiled lightly, not knowing who or what he was laughing at.

"Exactly," he whispered.

***

That night, Chi Fan suffered from insomnia.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, he didn't feel sleepy at all, because he didn't dare to turn over all the time because he was afraid of disturbing Fu Nianyu's rest. Things, so good? Like nothing? I didn’t think about it, and before I knew it, it was dawn.

Fu Nianyu woke up very early the next day, but he didn't expect Chi Fan to wake up earlier than him. After seeing the two obvious black circles on the other's face, Fu Nianyu was stunned immediately.

"Senior, did you not sleep well last night?"

"Yeah." Chi Fan glanced at him, sat up and began to put on his clothes slowly, "You snored so loudly that I couldn't sleep all night."

"Really?" Fu Nianyu was shocked, "Did I snore? No way?"

When he lived with Chi Fan before, he never heard the other party mention it. The most he complained about was his sleeping appearance? He didn't like it, and he always liked to grab the quilt or something.

"I lied to you." Seeing the other party's nervous look, Chi Fan couldn't help laughing, "It's just a little insomnia, it's okay."

"Why do you suffer from insomnia?" Fu Nianyu asked persistently without letting go of the key word, "Do you have something on your mind?"

"No." Chi Fan buttoned his shirt with his eyes downcast, and his tone was normal and natural, "Maybe it's because I drank some tea before going to bed last night."

Although Chi Fan usually drinks hot honey water, it doesn't mean he won't drink other things, so Fu Nianyu didn't doubt him, and said "oh", and didn't ask any more questions.

***

Chi Fan only had classes in the afternoon today. In the morning, he accompanied Fu Nianyu to do his homework in the study room. After lunch, he took a lunch break and got up on time to go to class.

When he walked downstairs, Chi Fan looked back subconsciously. Although he couldn't see clearly because the floor was too high, there was indeed a figure leaning against the window in the study room facing the community.

Perhaps aware of his gaze, the figure moved immediately, as if waving.Chi Fan couldn't help but smiled and waved at the other party, but when he realized what he was doing, he immediately stopped, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was suppressed?

Until he walked out of the community, that figure was still in front of the window, watching him until he could no longer see each other.

When Chi Fan walked to school, he felt a little heavy.

He can feel it? Fu Nianyu is very dependent on him.Just like a kitten that has been wandering for a long time, finally found a warm safe haven, and is greedy and unwilling to leave again, and becomes more and more trusting and dependent, and even develops a domineering desire for exclusiveness, so every time I see When he and Fu Siyan get closer, that person?will be very angry?—in addition to his own dislike for Fu Siyan, Chi Fan guessed that the subtle desire for monopoly among friends may also account for a large part of the reason.

In fact, Chi Fan doesn't mind that Fu Nianyu relies on him a little bit more, because this kind of relationship will return to normal sooner or later.When the second sister Chi Yu was in junior high school, there was a friend who played very well. That girl's parents divorced when she was very young, and she was bullied at school. It was Chi Yu who took her from school. Pulled out of the mire of despair, she is very dependent on and likes Chi Yu, and regards Chi Yu as her only good friend.

But Chi Yu is not the only friend. Although she has a cold personality, her popularity has always been very good. Chi Yu had a childhood friend named Tong Yi—later? He became Chi Yu's boyfriend. friend.At that time, that girl hated Tong Yi very much. Whenever she saw him and Chi Yu walking together, she would make a fuss. The desire for monopoly was so strong that Chi Fan even wondered if that girl liked Chi Yu—the meaning of love. kind?.

A year later, when they entered high school, the girl separated from Chi Yu, and made new friends in the new class of the new school, and gradually stopped pestering Chi Yu, and later, even for her sake. Back then, I specially came to Chi Yu and Tong Yi to apologize for the noise.

Chi Fan was very impressed with this incident, because after the girl left, he saw her from the window coming together with her new friends, her smile was brighter than when she was with Chi Yu. Be happy, the look and feeling of the whole person are different from the past, just like reborn.

—she came out?

He remembered what Chi Yu said back then.

— She needs more than I can give her, and I'm glad she finally understands that.

Chi Fan thought that Fu Nianyu would also understand this in the future.When he is admitted to university and sees a wider world, he will come out of his own small world like that girl, make more new friends, and stop relying on him so much.

There's nothing wrong with that? It's just that Chi Fan recently realized that not only Fu Nianyu was relying on him, but he was also relying on him.

Not even... more than dependent.

***

After absent-mindedly finishing the afternoon class, Chi Fan packed up his things and went to Fu Nianyu's school again.

When he went, Class 3 hadn't finished class because of procrastination, so Chi Fan stood in the corridor and waited.The back door of the classroom was open, and looking in from where Chi Fan was standing, one could just see an empty seat by the window.

He knew that it was Fu Nianyu's seat. That person usually sat here to study, study, and secretly send messages to himself during class breaks.Chi Fan stared at that seat in a daze, as if he was thinking about something, or maybe nothing? He didn't think about it, he just kept looking at it until the classroom was over. There was a cry from beside him, and he suddenly came back to his senses.

"Senior Chi, your complexion is not very good? Look." The squad leader looked carefully at Chi Fan's face, showing a worried expression, "Is it because you are not feeling well?"

Chi Fan shook his head and smiled faintly: "No, I'm fine."

He accepted the materials handed over by the class monitor, paused after saying "thank you", and asked.

"Can you call the study committee member of your class for me?"

"Okay?" The monitor didn't ask any further questions, and went straight into the classroom. After a while, the girl came out. When she saw Chi Fan, her eyes lit up instantly, and then she smiled shyly.

"Senior Chi Fan, what do you need from me?"

Looking at the shyness and anticipation that could not be concealed in the bright eyes of the other party, Chi Fan's heart became more and more heavy. He hesitated, or took out the blue notebook and handed it over.

"This is?" The girl didn't quite understand for a moment?

"Nianyu said thank you, but he...he doesn't really need it." Chi Fan didn't dare to look at the other person's expression, lowered his eyes and whispered, "You don't have to help him remember in the future, he said...he won't accept it .”

The girl was stunned.

Chi Fan tried his best to speak euphemistically, but a refusal is a refusal, the cold nature will not change, and the girl's face soon showed a hurt expression.

"I didn't ask for anything, and I didn't dare to expect him to...I, I just want to do something for him, even if he ignores me? It doesn't matter, I just...just..."

Chi Fan shook his head, but he never took back the hand that handed out the notebook.

"Does it have to be like this? Can't you even give me a chance to express my goodwill unilaterally?"

Chi Fan was silent, he suddenly remembered what Fu Nianyu said.

——It’s fine if you don’t know, but I can’t be an ordinary friend after knowing the other person’s mind.

These words were too hurtful and unfeeling, his heart trembled when he heard it, and he couldn't say it at all.For a long time, he whispered.

"He said, thank you, but . . . forget it."

There were tears in the girl's eyes, but she tried not to shed tears, but said something softly in a choked voice.

"okay, I get it."

She took the notes, turned and ran back to class.Seeing her running, Chi Fan secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. Although he didn't even know the other person's name, Chi Fan didn't feel well when he saw the girl's heartbroken look, as if seeing someone Kind of? It might be like rehearsing it in front of yourself in advance.

He stood there for a long time before slowly turning around and going downstairs.It was dusk at this time, and the sky was gradually darkening. The clouds on the horizon were gorgeous and beautiful under the rendering of the setting sun, but they eventually faded and faded little by little until they merged into the deeper and deeper twilight.

Chi Fan was strolling at his destination? Walking on campus, the phone in his pocket vibrated. He glanced at it. It was a message from Fu Nianyu, asking when he could go back.Chi Fan didn't reply, but just turned off the phone and continued to walk slowly.

He suddenly didn't want to go back, he just wanted to take a walk so slowly and let himself be quiet.

In fact, he didn't know what was wrong with him. He was a little absent-minded and listless today.

No, it's not accurate to say that he doesn't know. In fact, it's because he knows something vaguely and realizes something that he never thought about before.

I was a little annoyed, a little flustered, and of course more confused, bewildered, and overwhelmed.

But it doesn't matter.he thinks.He was just caught off guard, and he would definitely be able to sort out these chaotic moods, tidy them up, just give him a little time.

The sun will rise as usual, life will continue in an orderly manner, and everything will eventually return to normal, as if nothing? Never happened?

Everything is still too late, he can do it.

Sure can.

The author has something to say: The two-way secret love stage has begun_(:з」∠)_