Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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Chi Fan remembered that Fu Nianyu had told him that he had always lived alone, and no one else had been here except himself.

But everything he saw clearly contradicted what the other party said.

But he didn't intend to ask Fu Nianyu anything - this is the other party's private matter, whether he is willing to say it, or whether he has concealed it, is not up to him as an outsider.The reason why he paid attention to this was pure curiosity and slight doubts, and he cared a little bit about Fu Nianyu himself.

The sound of raindrops beating on the window seemed to be louder, and lightning cut across the sky from time to time. Chi Fan got up to pull the curtains. When he pulled the curtains, he seemed to have bumped into something. Something rolled out from the corner of the bay window, and Chi Fan looked down, and it turned out to be a few paper roses.

He bent down, opened the curtains, and saw a small crooked basket on the bay window sill.The basket is not big, it is made of brown rattan, the bottom of the basket is covered with light green shredded paper, and there are various paper flowers on it, most of which are red roses, and then there are a few pink carnations and yellow daisies Embellishments, of course, are also folded out of colored paper.

Seeing this small basket full of paper flowers, Chi Fan couldn't help laughing - not because he was surprised how such a cute little flower basket was placed in Fu Nianyu's bedroom, but because he thought of himself.

In the past, in order to subsidize the family, every year on Valentine's Day or Qixi Festival, the eldest sister would buy a lot of colored paper and bring him and the second sister to origami roses together.Folded paper roses can be sold for five yuan on Valentine’s Day. After this day, no one cares about them, so even if they skipped school that day, they would go to the street to sell roses to couples celebrating the festival. .

Later, the eldest sister married far away, and the second sister went to study abroad. Chi Fan himself did not give up this "tradition", but he was already in high school at that time, and it was not so easy to skip classes. He usually had to wait until after school before going to the night market. luck.

Those days in the past were actually bitter and tormented more than joy and happiness, but they may have finally survived with difficulty. Looking back, Chi Fan found that he could still smile nostalgicly, as if those annoying, pestering, People and things that cannot be thrown away can really be turned over forever with the passage of time.

Chi Fan picked up the few fallen paper roses and put them back into the basket one by one.He held the little flower basket and looked at it for a while, looked left and right, and saw some white paper on the small bookshelf of the bedside table on the right, walked over and took out one, folded a white paper lily, and inserted it into a place full of paper flowers. basket.

Well, with this combination, it looks much more pleasing to the eye.

Chi Fan drew the curtains and put the small flower basket back in the corner of the bay window.The pajamas he was wearing were a bit short, and his waist and legs were exposed when he moved a little. The rain tonight has brought down the temperature a lot, and the heat after taking a bath has almost subsided. His body is chilly, and Chi Fan simply returned He went to bed, covered himself with a quilt, casually took a book from the small bookshelf next to him, and leaned against the head of the bed to read.

Fu Nianyu took a long bath this time, and when he came out, Chi Fan glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was almost 10:30.

When Fu Nianyu came in, he saw Chi Fan lying on the bed, wrapped in the quilt, and couldn't help being startled.

"Senior, are you going to sleep, or do you feel cold?"

"It's a bit cold." Chi Fan put the book back on the shelf, tucked one hand into the quilt, and waved at Fu Nianyu with the other, "Come on."

Fu Nianyu stopped wiping his hair: "Huh?"

"I have something to ask you." Chi Fan said.

Fu Nianyu didn't know why, so he walked over, and just bent down, the person lying on the bed suddenly sat up, and the hand exposed from the quilt accurately touched the boy's forehead.

Fu Nianyu froze for an instant, and didn't even respond to the fact that half of the towel on his shoulders had slipped off.

"Well, it's okay." Chi Fan nodded, and lay down again with a face of relief, this time with both hands tucked into the bed, "It's true that I don't have a fever."

Fu Nianyu's behavior was too abnormal before, and his hands were warm. Chi Fan wondered if he had a fever. Thinking that he was stopped from touching the other person's forehead, this time he was a rogue and made a surprise attack.

It took Fu Nianyu a while to recover, he picked up the towel that was about to fall to the ground, continued to wipe his wet hair, stared at Chi Fan and started laughing.

"Senior, why... how..."

Chi Fan raised his eyebrows: "What?"

Fu Nianyu smiled for a long time, his eyes narrowed like a cat: "Why are you so cute?"

"I'm worried that you are too brave." Chi Fan sighed, took out his phone from behind the pillow, and started to set the morning alarm, "Recently, the temperature has changed a lot, and it's easy to catch a cold. You live alone, and you have to take care."

From the box and a half of instant noodles in the kitchen, it can be seen that Fu Nianyu doesn't care much about his body. Boys of this age like to be brave. For minor ailments and pains, if you resist it, you'll be fine. Chi Fan doesn't want to worry about it No matter, but he has accepted so many favors from the other party, and he can no longer position himself as just a passerby who comes to do tutoring and has nothing to do with him. As far as he can, he hopes to give Fu Nianyu more care and care.

"Don't worry, I've always been in good health." Fu Nianyu smiled and put the towel on the chair next to him, and rubbed his arms again, "But it's really colder tonight, I'll go find a quilt to cover it. "

He turned around and rummaged in the closet for a while, and found a double quilt, which was drawn in a lottery in the mall before, and the outer packaging bag was not opened, but it was just covered tonight, it would not fit snugly, but It's okay.

Fu Nianyu took a few steps towards the bed with the quilt in his arms. When he passed by the window, he stopped suddenly, turned his head suddenly to look at the corner on the right side of the bay window, and then stood there motionless.

After Chi Fan set the alarm, he looked up and saw Fu Nianyu standing there as if he had been acupointed, and he couldn't help but pause when he was about to put the phone back under the pillow.

"What's wrong?" Chi Fan asked.

Fu Nianyu's body trembled invisibly, he turned his head, looked at Chi Fan, and forced a smile.

"It's nothing."

He carried the quilt to the bed, and Chi Fan got up to help him spread the quilt together. After Chi Fan lay down on the bed again, Fu Nianyu didn't go to bed, but went to the bay window and took the little flower basket in the corner stand up.

"Senior, did you fold this lily?" He pulled out the paper lily and asked Chi Fan.

"Ah." Chi Fan responded, "I was bored just now, so I folded one and put it in." He suddenly realized that his behavior might be a bit presumptuous, "Is there any problem? If you think it's not good, Just take it out."

"It's not bad, it's so beautiful." Fu Nianyu gently stroked the rolled petals of the paper lily with his hands, and then stroked its thin stems, "Senior, your hands are really skillful. You are good at carving wood and folding paper. so good."

"It's okay." Chi Fan smiled embarrassedly, "I can only make a few kinds of paper flowers, and I can't do the others."

"Why Lily?" Fu Nianyu asked suddenly.

"Ok?"

"Why did you fold a lily..." Fu Nianyu never took his eyes off the paper lily in his hand, his gaze was dull and dull, "And not other flowers?"

"There's no reason, I just think it fits well with that little flower basket." Chi Fan paused, "And I also like lilies very much, so it was the first thing that came to my mind."

"That's it..." Fu Nianyu said softly, and he looked at the paper lily for a long time before inserting it back into the flower basket.

***

Although he usually slept very late, maybe this bed was very comfortable, or it was too warm after covering it with a quilt. After the lights were turned off, Chi Fan and Fu Nianyu fell asleep after chatting for a few words.

Fu Nianyu couldn't sleep.

It stands to reason that now he is sharing the bed with the sweetheart he misses day and night, sleeping under the quilt, and it is normal that he can't fall asleep, but he is very clear that his current tossing and turning is not because of this.

He opened his eyes, and after his vision adapted to the night light, everything around him became clear.

Fu Nianyu turned over and lay on his side on the bed, his eyes subconsciously rested on the flower basket in the corner of the bay window again, in a daze, as if he had returned to the room where he and Chi Fan once lived together.

In fact, this room is not the same as the previous room, and he has no intention of recreating the past, but sometimes when he goes shopping and sees things that the two of them have used, he always buys them by accident and puts them where they once appeared. past position.It seems that by doing this, you can get closer to that person, and you can come back to the time he was most attached to.

Tonight should have been a warm and beautiful night. After all, this time, his wishes and expectations were no longer ridiculous and vain—that person really came back, and was even lying beside him just like before.

But from the moment he saw the paper lily, Fu Nianyu felt as if something was pressed on his chest, it was so heavy that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.

He didn't know why Chi Fan folded a paper lily by such a coincidence. Perhaps, as he said, he just wanted to decorate the flower basket and simply liked lilies, but Fu Nianyu couldn't help thinking a lot. , The picture frozen in my mind is a paper lily inserted in a rose basket.

It is so pure white, but also so dazzling.It stood quietly in a bouquet of warm flowers, raised its white head, and looked at him without saying a word, pale and silent.

——This is what Chi Fan left behind when he left that room in his previous life.

Fu Nianyu doesn't believe in fate, even after experiencing such unimaginable things as "back in time", he is not in awe of fate, and even more convinced that fate can be changed.But the same thing appeared again, even if the meaning was completely different, it still upset him, and he even wondered if it was a bad omen.

After the paper lily appeared last time, Chi Fan disappeared without warning. This time it appeared again. What does it mean?

Fu Nianyu didn't dare to think deeply, he closed his eyes forcefully, and turned over in agitation.

"Can't sleep?" Chi Fan's voice suddenly came from next to his ear.

Fu Nianyu was startled, he opened his eyes suddenly, and saw Chi Fan also turned over, lying face to face with him.

"Sorry senior, did I wake you up?" Fu Nianyu whispered.

"No, it was raining too loudly outside, I woke up by myself." Chi Fan was still a little sleepy, his voice sounded soft, like a fluffy dandelion gently brushing against his heart, "You have been Did you not sleep?"

Perhaps hearing Chi Fan's voice, the rampant anxiety in Fu Nianyu's heart was suddenly calmed down.

"What's on your mind?" Chi Fan asked again.

Fu Nianyu didn't speak, but just arched his body and moved closer to Chi Fan.

"If you want to say something, I will be a good listener." Chi Fan paused for a few seconds, "If you don't want to say something, you can talk about something else."

It may be that Chi Fan's voice is too gentle, or the darkness gives people a secret sense of security, as if saying anything can be forgiven, Fu Nianyu moved closer to Chi Fan again, so close that he almost wanted to sleep on him pillow.

"Senior Chi Fan," the boy whispered, "Can I sleep next to you?"

Chi Fan was stunned for a moment, then quickly laughed out loud, as if he thought this request was very interesting.

"Okay." Chi Fan said.

Before Fu Nianyu had time to be happy, he saw the quilt on Chi Fan's side move, and then the other party leaned over - not simply leaning over, but lifting the thin blanket, directly body to body, skin to skin Leaned over.

Fu Nianyu was stunned.

Although the two were covered with a double quilt, each was covered with a thin blanket. With Chi Fan's actions, he was squeezed into the young man's quilt. Fu Nianyu's mind went blank. I was more energetic before.

"Is this okay?" Chi Fan asked.

"Okay." Fu Nianyu said, "That's great."

"Then get a good night's sleep." Chi Fan pulled his pillow to this side, and the two of them really leaned together, "It's already three o'clock, and you have to go to class tomorrow morning."

"Yeah." Fu Nianyu buried his face in the pillow, and secretly laughed for a while, until he was almost out of breath, then turned his face away again, "Okay."

Fortunately, the lights are not turned on now, he doesn't want Chi Fan to see him smiling like a fool.

"Good night then?"

"Good night."

Chi Fan didn't speak anymore, his breathing gradually became steady, and he seemed to have fallen asleep again.Fu Nianyu stared at the person's profile in the dark for a long time, feeling the warmth of their arms touching each other, the restlessness and uneasiness that had been calmed down before suddenly disappeared without a trace left.

There is only peace of mind.

Only peace of mind.

Incomparable peace of mind.

Fu Nianyu buried his head in the pillow again and laughed silently.

He was very lucky and very happy, he wanted everyone to know that the person he had a crush on didn't leave, he was still here, he was by his side, and he didn't go anywhere.

This high-pitched emotion agitated the boy's nerves, making him want to hug the quilt and roll a few times, or lie down by the window and shout to the outside. He wanted to use all exaggerated ways to vent his lost and regained peace of mind and joy. , but in the end, he just stared quietly at the sleeping face of that person, and after making sure that the other person was fast asleep, he carefully and gently held the other person's hand under the quilt.

—I got you.

——This time, don't try to get rid of me.

Fu Nianyu's hand was slightly cool, and was soon warmed by the temperature of Chi Fan's palm.Feeling the temperature in his hands, the tense nerves finally completely relaxed, and sleepiness slipped in. Soon, Fu Nianyu gradually closed his eyes and fell into a sound sleep.

But what the boy didn't know was that after he closed his eyes, the person lying beside him suddenly opened his eyes again.

Chi Fan turned his head, his eyes fell on the young man's face, and then slowly moved down to stop on the hand held by the other party.

Fu Nianyu's hand was held firmly, but it didn't make people feel restrained or uncomfortable.Chi Fan didn't move, but looked at it for a long time through the quilt, then turned his head and closed his eyes again.