Guardian [Rebirth]

It was half an hour's drive home from the hotel, and the dizziness was exacerbated by the car ride. When he got home, Yu Shulin, who was a little drunk, was already pale and his limbs were weak.He collapsed on the sofa in the living room, tore off his bow tie, and unbuttoned a few shirt buttons, clutching the trash can, wanting to vomit but couldn't.

This was too tormenting, he didn't expect his drinking capacity to be so bad, but he just drank a few sips during the toast of the newcomers, and he didn't even have a glass, so he felt so uncomfortable.

Seeing that he was uncomfortable, Liang Zhou frowned, a little anxious.

"Hurry up, drink some hangover soup, how much Master Shulin has drunk, young master, don't look at it." Aunt Liu put the hangover soup on the tea table, very worried.

Yu Shulin waved his hand, brought over the hangover soup, drank it in one gulp, and fell down on the sofa again, explaining: "It's none of my brother's business, it's because I drink too little, so I just took a sip of that wine."

"It was my negligence. I should have replaced it with fruit juice for you." Liang Zhou accepted his mistake very quickly. After sending Aunt Liu to the kitchen, he picked up Yu Shulin neatly and walked upstairs.

The sudden weightlessness made Yu Shulin a little bit more energetic. He stared wide-eyed, and was very uncomfortable with the princess holding this weird position. He grabbed Liang Zhou's clothes and stammered, "Brother, what are you doing, what are you doing?" , I can go by myself, let me down."

"Don't move." Liang Zhou hugged him tightly, with a straight face, and sent him back to the room, regardless of his objection, forced him to change into pajamas, stuffed him into the quilt, and said, "Go to sleep."

It was only five o'clock in the afternoon... Yu Shulin had no choice but to find an excuse: "I haven't showered yet, I smell of alcohol..."

"Sleep for a while, and then wash when you're not dizzy." Liang Zhou sat down beside the bed, stroked his hair: "I'll watch you sleep, or do you want to eat something before going to sleep?"

In this state, he must eat whatever he wants to throw up... It seems that he has no choice but to resist. He has no choice but to adjust his posture, close his eyes, and said vaguely, "Brother, you don't need to guard, I will sleep by myself."

Liang Zhou stroked his hair, but didn't reply.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Liang Zhou, who was sitting on the bed flipping through the documents, heard the raving, frowned, put down the documents, bent down and approached the sleeping person on the bed, and stroked his hair: "Shulin, what's wrong with you?"

Yu Shulin's eyes were tightly closed, his forehead was full of sweat, his lips were parted and he didn't know what he was talking about, his hands and feet were kicking around, and he slept very restlessly.

"Sparse forest?" Liang Zhou hurriedly restrained him, and touched his forehead with his hand, it was hot.

Actually got a fever.

He wiped off the sweat from Yu Shulin's forehead, and gently comforted the restless sleeper. After he calmed down a little, he went downstairs and asked Aunt Liu to find out the antipyretics and thermometer, and he quickly returned to Yu Shulin. In the room, he had warm water, wiped off his sweat, and changed his pajamas and bedding sheets.

His movements of helping people change clothes were much gentler than Yu Shulin's. When everything was done, Yu Shulin was still asleep.

Aunt Liu panicked, hurriedly found the antipyretics and the thermometer and took them, and took the changed bedding and sheets to the laundry room. Just as she put the things in the washing machine, she remembered that it was time to do the laundry. Run upstairs again.

"Why did you have a fever? Master Shulin is usually in good health, and he has never had a cold." She muttered, even more nervous than when Liang Zhou had a fever last time: "Could it be because of drinking, no Maybe it’s an alcohol allergy, let’s go to the hospital.”

Liang Zhou took out the thermometer and looked at it, and said in a low voice: "38 degrees [-], it's a common fever, Aunt Liu, don't think too much, I'll feed Shulin to take antipyretics, and sweat will be fine."

"It's really not an alcohol allergy? Master Shulin is in good health, why did he suddenly have a fever?" Aunt Liu was still worried.

"He fell asleep in the lounge in the afternoon. He was not covered and was wearing little clothes. He caught a cold." Liang Zhou lowered his head and removed the fever medicine, blaming himself for his negligence.

He sent away the nagging Aunt Liu, and fed Yu Shulin the antipyretic medicine for a long time. After everything was settled, he thought about it, lay down on the bed, and hugged Yu Shulin and the quilt into his arms Li, patted the back to comfort.

The person in his arms blushed, and his frowning gradually relaxed with the pat. He watched intently, anxious and satisfied in his heart.

In the middle of the night, the sweat finally came out. He helped Yu Shulin change his pajamas again, and he didn't bother to change the sheets and bedding, so he went directly to his room with him in his arms.After sweating, Yu Shulin slept a little more peacefully. He breathed a sigh of relief, washed up in a hurry, changed into his pajamas, and fell asleep with the boy in his arms.

In the early morning, Yu Shulin sweated again, and when the temperature was measured again, the heat had returned to normal.He was finally completely at ease, and he was not afraid of trouble. He wiped Yu Shulin's body again, put on clean sheets and bedding, and hugged him for a long time.

I have never tried to worry about a person so much, but it is also very good, this person is always by my side.

In the morning, Liang Zhou woke up very early. Seeing Yu Shulin's steady breathing and normal expression, his heart was slightly relaxed, and he couldn't help but lower his head and kiss him on the lips.The sweetheart is in the arms, and it is the most excitable morning, this kiss can't stop, the arms gradually tighten, licking gently, the tip of the tongue pokes in, entangled, the hand is rubbing the other's soft hair, the heart is full of Warm and satisfying.

The body was imprisoned, the lips were sealed, and the nose was a little stuffy due to the heat, so Yu Shulin was suffocated awake.When I first woke up, I still didn't understand what happened, my head was dizzy, I was struggling with conditioned reflex, and my head was shaking.

Liang Zhou also realized what was wrong with him, so he hurriedly backed away, and was stunned for two seconds, all kinds of thoughts were flying in his mind, but his hands gently helped him to breathe, and he spoke softly, with a low and hoarse voice, " Wake up? Is there any discomfort?"

Oxygen entered the lungs, Yu Shulin finally came back to life, and finally realized what happened just now. He said in a hoarse voice, "Brother, why did you kiss me..." After speaking, his throat hurt so bad that he couldn't help coughing.

Liang Zhou patted him on the back, took the thermos from the bedside table, and brought it to his mouth: "Take a sip, it's for moistening your throat, keep it warm."

Yu Shulin drank it with his hand, fully awake, looked at Liang Zhou, the doubts in his eyes almost overflowed with surprise: "Brother, you have admitted the wrong person again? It is not a good habit to mess with relatives."

Actually thinking like this again... Liang Zhou looked away, looked at his messy hair, stretched out his hand to touch it, recalled the countless times of failed confession during this period, and suddenly didn't want to hide it anymore.He put down the thermos, lowered his head, and stretched out his arms to pull the sleeping man into his arms, and kissed him again without refusing.

This time the kiss was no longer subtle, the tip of the tongue was very eager, and the entanglement was also very tough and passionate, and could not be refused.

Yu Shulin felt his eyes darken, his body tightened, his lips felt hot... Then his mind became a mess.Half a minute later, he couldn't breathe again, his lips were finally released, and his back was patted soothingly.

"I didn't kiss the wrong person." Liang Zhou looked directly at him, no longer hiding his feelings: "I have always kissed you, Shulin, I like you." Finally, I couldn't help it anymore, from discovering my feelings to Now, after more than a year... After enduring it for so long, he actually tore away all the cover because of an early morning impulse... He just wanted to have this person.

"I know, I like brother too..." Yu Shulin was already dumbfounded by the kiss, and halfway through the sentence, he realized that he liked this one but not the other, and his mind became even more confused, his eyes widened, and he covered his mouth and said : "Brother, you said you like... you, why did you kiss me just now..."

Liang Zhou pursed his lips, and suddenly felt that Yu Shulin was extremely cute at the moment. He pulled his hand, lowered his head and kissed his lips again, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "Yes, it's this kind of liking, Shulin Lin, I like you, and there is no good morning kiss between brothers, so this is not a good morning kiss."

Yu Shulin's mouth turned into an "o" shape, pointing at Liang Zhou and then at himself, stammering, "How, how come, but we, we are brothers... I, I haven't brushed my teeth yet... No No, no, it has nothing to do with whether I brush my teeth or not... It's not right, anyway, brother, how could you like me... I..." His mind became more and more confused, and a flash of inspiration suddenly yelled, "Brother, I still want to You are not of age, so Brother Zhang said you molested a minor because of this?!"

"..."

Liang Zhou's face darkened, he held his face with both hands, leaned closer, heard each other's breath, and said seriously: "I can wait for you to grow up, we are indeed brothers, but we are not related by blood, Shulin, I am serious, I like you."

No, no blood relationship?what's the situation!

Liang Zhou has always been handsome, but looking at him from such a close distance, he seems to have become even more handsome.Seeing Yu Shulin like this, he suddenly felt that his oxygen was not enough... It was just a nap, how could this world have changed!

Yu Shulin took sick leave, Liang Zhou also skipped work, and the two stayed at home for a day.Yu Shulin wanted to escape, Liang Zhou stayed with him for a day, and didn't give him the opportunity to let him find excuses to twist the early morning confession into a "close relationship" between brothers.

At breakfast, Yu Shulin was troubled, trying to forget everything that happened in the morning as a hallucination.

"Shu Lin, I did confess my love to you." Liang Zhou pushed the milk in front of him, very calm.

"But brother..."

"I am indeed your brother." He interrupted him, put a bun on his plate, looked into his eyes, and said seriously: "But we are not related by blood, I will talk to you after you calm down." Detailed explanation."

Yu Shulin choked and buried his head in the bun.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Yu Shulin was typing on the computer. Liang Zhou came in with soup, put his shoulders on his shoulders, circled him from behind, and looked at the computer screen with him: "No need to search, I like you not Sickness is not an illusion, it's just normal to like someone, Shulin, you are fine, I am not sick, and I have liked you for a long time, well, it probably started after the eleventh of the previous year."

Yu Shulin stiffened his body, turned off the webpage with a shake of his hand, frowned and recalled the eleventh day of the previous year, and then he was horrified: "Since that hot spring bath, just..."

"That's right." Liang Zhou tilted his head and kissed his cheek, and said in a gentle voice: "After that, I was confused for a while, and I didn't calm down until you and Xiaohe entered the police station because of the fight. I'm sorry."

Yu Shulin also thought of the two months of grievance and bewilderment, feeling a little complicated in his heart for a moment, and finally had a vague idea of ​​Liang Zhou liking him, and said foolishly: "It's so early, but why did you... "

"Because I didn't dare, because I was afraid." He said in a low voice, "You are too young and you are my brother again. I dare not tell you this, for fear that you will hate me and hate me. I didn't make up my mind until last autumn I want to confess my feelings to you, but you have never been enlightened, no matter what I do to you, you think it is the intimacy between brothers."

"Difficult, isn't it?"

"Of course not." Liang Zhou showed some helplessness in his eyes, and rubbed his hair: "There is no pair of brothers who are so old and still walk hand in hand, they will not kiss their lips for a good night kiss, and they will not get tired of being together all day when they are free. Brothers will hug and share when they are happy, but they will not be as close as we are, Shulin, don’t you understand? These are only done between lovers.”

Yu Shulin's Three Views were swept by a sudden gust of wind, crumbling and about to collapse.

Yu Shulin didn't come down during lunch, so Liang Zhou stopped Aunt Liu who was about to go upstairs to call for someone, took the food upstairs, sent it to the room, and then retreated.

At dinner time, Yu Shulin still didn't come down. Liang Zhou frowned and called Ling Chun. After talking for a while, he sighed, adjusted his expression, and brought the dinner over.

Before going to bed, he pushed open the door of Yu Shulin's room, and said to the boy who was sleeping with his back facing him: "Shulin, I understand that you can't accept my feelings for a while, but I hope you don't hide from me, I don't Force you, if you can't accept it, I..."

He paused and lowered his voice: "If you can't accept it, I can continue to be your brother and grow up with you."

Yu Shulin didn't move, as if he was already asleep.

Liang Zhou took a step back, holding the doorknob, and after a long silence, he said, "Shu Lin, I have accepted a new film, and I need to go to other places to shoot for a while, you... you are doing well."

The door closed, and the room returned to silence. Yu Shulin moved, turned over and opened his eyes, staring straight at the ceiling. After a long time, he raised his hands to cover his face, and buried his head in the quilt.

How to do……

Liang Zhou went to shoot a movie, didn't say where to shoot, and didn't say how long it would take to shoot. He quietly carried his luggage and went out, and then never came back.

Yu Shulin didn't ask any questions. He went to and from school as usual, but he studied harder. He bought a bunch of exercise books and came back. Whenever he had free time, he would do it dully. After finishing it, he would search for things in front of the computer. The search was not enough, and weekends were empty. I have to run to the bookstore when I get down, and stay for a whole day.

Aunt Liu only thought that he was under a lot of pressure from studying, so she cooked food for him in various ways, but the longer Liang Zhou left, the worse Yu Shulin's appetite became.

"What's the matter, what's the matter? The young master is also on a business trip. Why do you turn off the phone and don't call back to report that you are safe? It's useless to make people worry." Aunt Liu looked at Yu Shulin with a sad face. With dark circles under his eyes, he persuaded: "Master Shulin, don't worry. You are such a grown-up man. It's okay to go on a business trip. Maybe it's a closed filming like last time? You don't have to study so hard, your grades are very good Yes, ah."

"I'm fine." Yu Shulin smiled, put down the bowls and chopsticks, picked up the schoolbag on the sofa, and floated back to the room.

Aunt Liu looked at the untouched food on the table and sighed: "It's nothing wrong, one or two, I don't know what's wrong..."

Li Tao had already noticed that something was wrong with Yu Shulin. He looked at the watch on his wrist, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand in front of him: "Does it look good?"

"Ah?" Yu Shulin, who was doing exercises, recovered from the sea of ​​questions, stared at his wrist for a while, and nodded: "It looks good..."

There is indeed a problem.

Li Tao frowned, pulled his left hand from the page, and put it together with his wrist: "Didn't you find anything?"

Wrists lined up side by side, one is thick and the other is thin, one is a healthy wheat color, and the other is a little abnormally white. Both of them wear watches on their wrists, one is black and silver with bright yellow, the other is black and silver with dark red, The same style, same material, proper twins.

"Hey, your family also gave you a watch? Red suits you very well." Yu Shulin smiled and praised.

Li Tao retracted his wrist and said lightly, "I've been wearing this watch for a month. When school started, you still joked that we were wearing couple watches."

The words "couple" touched Yu Shulin's sensitive nerves. He withdrew his hand, immersed himself in the exercises, and said vaguely: "Yes, yes, I don't remember. I haven't slept well recently, and my memory is a bit poor..."

"Not bad." Li Tao shook his head and looked straight at him: "You just finished memorizing two ancient essays in the morning self-study, and the speed is much faster than usual. You work so hard, you must be No. 1 in this monthly exam."

"Everyone is working hard, not necessarily No. 1." Before Yu Shulin finished speaking, the class leader entered the classroom with the ranking list. It’s No.1 again, congratulations.”

"……thanks."

The two sat in the front seats, and the ranking list was quickly sent to them. Li Tao picked it up to look at it, and then looked at him: "No.1, 2 points behind No.[-]."

No.2 is Li Tao, Yu Shulin held the ranking list and smiled dryly.

"What are you afraid of?" Li Tao frowned slightly, his eyes full of doubts: "You have been wrong for a long time, probably since you took sick leave when you started school, you are always in a daze, why?"

Why is this person so sensitive... The smile on Yu Shulin's face disappeared, his face fell down, and he sighed: "I'm just a little troubled... because of some things at home."

"...Then I can't help you." Li Tao leaned back on the table and lowered his eyes.He can find a way to help with other things, but housework...he has absolutely no experience in dealing with it.

"It's very rare for you to have this kind of intention, thank you." Yu Shulin smiled, looked at the open exercise book again, and sighed: "Things will always be resolved...sooner or later."

Li Tao turned a page of the book and said for a long time, "...um."

Half a month passed after frantically searching for information. On Saturday, Yu Shulin stepped on the sunset and returned home. After a hasty dinner, he went back to his room and lay down on his desk.The computer screen was black, and he didn't want to open it. Anyway, he searched and searched, and it was nothing more than the content he watched and watched again and again.

How long has it been since my brother left, maybe more than a month... I actually miss him very much...but...

The memory of being kissed that day resurfaced in his mind, as if the touch of that tender kiss was still on his lips...Ahhh, I can't think... He tugged at his hair and buried his face in his arms.

But...it was sad when my brother left that day...

The clock was ticking, and the sound was disturbing. He got up, packed out his pajamas, and rushed into the bathroom.

The next day, he skipped class to find a very high-end psychological counseling room, spent money, chose the best counselor, and talked nonsense.While talking, he talked about the two people's usual relationship. After half an hour, his voice gradually lowered, and his eyes were full of confusion.

why?Isn't it nice to be like family?My brother is so good, he... He even considered accepting it, but if he accepted it, he couldn't guarantee that he would have feelings for his brother beyond family affection. Isn't that brother very pitiful, and he might be delayed by him... But If you don't accept it, my brother will be sad, sad, and then he will suppress his feelings and continue to take care of himself... He doesn't want such a result, his brother is his family, he doesn't want his family to suffer, but what his brother wants is himself... He can't guarantee the future ,what to do……

"Then do you hate his contact?" the consultant asked softly, with a relaxed smile: "You get along very well, why don't you give it a try?"

"Try...but if I don't like him in the future..." This is what Yu Shulin is most afraid of. He has never liked anyone, but he thinks that he should like girls. He has never been with men. thought about it.He was anxious, worried that he would not be able to repay Liang Zhou's affection, worried that he would fall in love with someone else in the end, he was worried about many things, he...

"But aren't you already thinking about accepting it?" The counselor's eyes became gentle, "If you are not together, then your worries now are meaningless." After working as a counselor for so many years, it was the first time she met Seeing such a gentle person, all the uneasiness in this child's heart comes from "unable to repay". He is afraid that the person he cares about will have a bumpy road ahead and will be sad, but at the beginning, he forgot to be for him. Thinking about it for himself, he was only worried about hurting the other party, but he never thought about how much his life would change in the future if he gave everything for one person and changed his concept and even his sexual orientation.

She was almost jealous of that man.

"What should I do?" Yu Shulin was at a loss.

"Do what you want to do most, decide what you won't regret, hold on to what you don't want to regret. You are still young and life is very long. I can hear from your narrative that that person loves you very much. I think, he I will accompany you to find the answer."

Yu Shulin bowed his head and fell silent.

No regrets, no regrets, what I want to do most... what do I want to do most?University entrance exam.

No, it's not this... What I want to do the most... Various details of getting along with Liang Zhou suddenly came to mind, he pursed his lips and closed his eyes.After a long time, he looked up, let out a long breath, smiled at the consultant who had been quietly waiting for him, and said a little embarrassedly: "Thank you today, that... can my registration information be destroyed? He is a public figure, so... ..."

The consultant showed a gentle smile, closed the information in his hand, put it into the shredder, and winked at him: "Now we are not customers and consultants, so the age you filled in on this information...is true?" Is it?"

Yu Shulin was relieved to see that the information was completely shattered. Seeing that the always gentle and steady consultant suddenly became lively, he was stunned and smiled: "Guess."

The consultant shook his head helplessly: "Okay, I'll treat you as an adult, but you know what to do and what not to do, huh?"

"Cough, I understand." Yu Shulin blushed. In fact, his mental age is already 27 or [-]... Why did he suddenly feel so ashamed when he thought about it.

It's really going back to life...