Hades system

The day of the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and the whole school is in the final stage of taking the exam. Every student's face inevitably has some nervous anxiety, and this kind of day changes with the chalk mark in the upper right corner of the blackboard. Finally one day, it was fixed on a day that could almost be counted with fingers.

The school-wide mobilization meeting has already been held. Although the headmaster's heart-rending speech in front of the teachers and students of the school is a bit inexplicably funny, it is also inspiring.Everyone is silently waiting for the last big test of their student days. They hope to accept their learning results from it, and in a way, the first step in their future will change accordingly. different.

Since that night, Du Fuling and Bai Ziren have completely expressed their thoughts about the future.Du Fuling was obsessed with going to the military academy. Although he knew that the selection process was complicated and the review was strict, he still stubbornly wanted to try it.Wang Wei was very unhappy when he learned about this, because his original idea was to send Du Fuling to study abroad after finishing the college entrance examination. After all, he also wanted Du Fuling to accept a better job. Education, he also needs to take action for Shen Xi's acknowledgment, but after several days of persuasion in ghost letters, Du Fuling still kept repeating the same sentence, and then ignored Wang Wei, a fragile old man who had been so fragile for so many years. The demon meticulously and decisively rejected his kindness.

"I don't want to go anywhere but there."

When saying this, Du Fuling was firm.After all, in the bottom of his heart, even if he failed to get into the military academy he was longing for in the end, he didn't want to go to a foreign country to pursue the so-called more cutting-edge education.

Bai Ziren didn't express any opinions on this matter, because he also knew that what Du Fuling needed at this time was understanding and support, not constant questioning and attack from the most trusted person.

The road of young people growing up is always full of various resistances and doubts, Du Fuling is like this, and so is Bai Ziren.Bai Ziren once hoped that he could make Du Fuling's life smooth and worry-free, but now, this is still a wish from his heart.

The two of them were working together towards their own goals, and until the end of self-study one night, Xu Yun, who had wiped the blackboard clean, suddenly turned around and mentioned something to everyone in the class.

"Do you remember the form I asked you to fill out last time? It's the one about your future ideals. When you have time now, can you all go up and talk about it one by one? After all, the college entrance examination is only a few days away. This class has been together for such a long time, and the teacher also wants to hear your opinions, can you?"

As soon as Xu Yun finished speaking, everyone stopped holding pens.Bai Ziren happened to be away on the day when the form was issued, so he seemed a little dazed at the moment, but Du Fuling was stunned for a moment as if suddenly remembering something, and then took out two blank forms from the drawer.

"Oops, I forgot to give you the form... I didn't finish it myself..."

"It's okay, just impromptu speech."

Xiao Mingyue, who was sitting in the front row, turned her head and looked at them both as if watching a joke. Bai Ziren didn't speak when he saw this, took the form, raised his head and glanced at the podium, and saw that Xu Yun had already started asking the students to start from the first The platoon began to stand up and speak on stage in turn. He looked down at the form in his hand, and his expression was a little inexplicable for a while.

The first one to come on stage was a small girl in the class, her name was Yang Fei, she looked very nervous at the moment, she seldom talked to other people in the class, but she still blushed little by little. Ideals are spoken.

She said her grades were average, but she always wanted to be a nurse.She hopes to be admitted to a university and study nursing, so that she can take care of many people who are in pain in the future, and heal their hearts while healing their wounds.

After the girl finished speaking, everyone in the class applauded spontaneously. The girl blushed and trotted off the stage, followed by a boy with glasses. His name was Du Bei, and he was usually very kind. As soon as he came to the stage, he smiled shyly, and then talked about his ideals in a yearning tone.He said that he wanted to be an architect, because since he was very young, he liked to play with the sand field in front of their house. He liked to use bricks as the bottom, and built his own castle little by little. Sometimes the jerk next door would deliberately knock down his masterpiece, and after that, he'd be sad for a day and not want to do anything.The boy said that although everyone had various dreams when he was a child, this dream is the only one he still insists on now. Even if he can't become a great architect in the future, he still insists on it at this moment, which is not bad.

Perhaps the word dream itself has a different meaning, so all the students who came to the stage after that seemed to open up the chatterbox in the rendering of this emotion.Even the shyest girl in the class began to talk seriously about her future and wishes.

"I want to be a teacher, as beautiful and good as our old Xu! Then peaches and plums will be everywhere!"

"I want to be an excellent reporter, to reveal many truths in this world that are not yet known..."

"I want to confess my love to a classmate in our class right after the exam...Hey, Mr. Xu, don't stare at me, being with her is my dream, didn't you say, can you say whatever you want haha..."

In a relaxed atmosphere, students went up to talk one by one, including Shi Yun, Tao Qiuhua, Zhao Chunsheng, and others in the class. When it came to Xiao Mingyue, he was a little nervous and pushed the form in his hand aside. As soon as he lost it, he stepped onto the stage, and everyone sat down and watched him intently, even Du Fuling and Bai Ziren looked at him curiously, but he just cleared his throat a little uncomfortably, and then spoke loudly. open the mouth,

"Although I know that you will definitely laugh at me, I still want to study finance in the future. Dreaming is too mysterious to say. I don't believe it and I don't want to dream about things that have nowhere to go. I used to be extreme. I just I want to fulfill my own dream, but later I found that I not only have my own dream, but also many hopes from my parents... These hopes once made me humiliated, but now, I realize more The most important thing is their sadness and difficulty... I can no longer blame them for the pressure on me, because they give me more that I haven't given them at all... Suffering, poverty, these can be changed, once I don’t even mention the things that make me feel inferior. I will use my ability to get everyone’s respect instead of bragging... So if I can, I will definitely be a better person to repay my family. That’s me It is my responsibility and all my dreams..."

After saying this, it took a while for applause to erupt in the classroom. Xiao Mingyue nodded downward, and then got off the podium a little embarrassed. When she returned to her seat, Du Fuling sat on her seat and smiled at him. Seeing this, Xiao Mingyue just snorted angrily, and then rolled her eyes away as if she saw nothing.

Then there were a few students sitting in the back row who came to the stage to speak. When it was Bai Ziren and Du Fuling's turn, Bai Ziren stood up first, and Du Fuling stood up first. I want to hear what Bai Ziren, a dull gourd, will say, but when everyone in the class is watching Bai Ziren take the stage with a very serious atmosphere, the black-haired boy who is standing on the podium seems to be standing still. Suddenly, he smiled very slightly at someone in the last row.

"I've always wanted to be a doctor."

Saying so, he subconsciously turned his gaze to someone who was looking at him, Bai Ziren glanced at the blank form in his hand, and calmly said,

"Healing the dying, healing the sick, saving the sick, being able to welcome the arrival of life countless times, and witnessing the departure of death countless times. For me, I tend to save rather than destroy, so when I clearly started to think about my life, The first thing I thought of was a doctor. At the earliest time, this idea came about because my mother had a serious illness. At that time, I was not able to do anything, so I was very anxious and at a loss. It was a very terrible thing. At that time, I wished that death would be far away from me...Of course, I also understood later that life and death are common, and doctors are not omnipotent, but when I met someone again, I Once again, the idea of ​​being a great doctor came up."

Speaking of this, there was a slight pause, and Bai Ziren pursed the corners of his lips as if recalling something, and then continued after a while,

"I didn't have any friends before. The only person who was willing to talk to me was a tablemate sitting next to me who was in very poor health. He was coughing every day and couldn't breathe, but I was wronged by others for stealing things. But he acted angrier than me, with a crooked look and scrambling to show me off... I used to think this world was quite realistic, because of the violence I had suffered, and because of certain injustices I met him later, and I am not sure. There seems to be someone like him in this world. Although I have never told him, I am really grateful to him, because of his existence, It makes me feel the anger that people should have, not the rigid and indifferent body when I just woke up...Friends are the most precious wealth in this world, when I hate the world because of my own experience , he made me fall in love with him, and thus fell in love with this world with him, so I want to revive him, cure his illness, and I want to continuously get the kind of feelings I want from him , I want to use my hands to heal him...even though he may not need it now, but my original thought is still there, "

"Whether it's his physical illness or the scars on his heart... I am willing to save..."

The classroom was inexplicably quiet for a few seconds, and after a while, Xiao Mingyue still muttered something in a low voice.

"Who are you confessing to..."

Everyone laughed, even Bai Ziren himself couldn't help smiling. He has never felt a sense of integration in this class, but everyone in this class is full of kindness towards him. He has always known this .As he grows older, he is no longer the existence that can never be approached by others as in the past. Perhaps because he has seen more dead people, he seems to be able to feel the warmth from the living. The beginning is still full of all kinds of unhappy things, as long as you think of a glimmer of hope, life will become meaningful.

The last one to take the stage was Du Fuling. Compared with Bai Ziren, he was more popular in the class, and he was always smiling and seemed easier to get along with.Before that, many girls had paid attention to him secretly, and when he was standing on the podium, everyone had to admit that Du Fuling was indeed someone who made people feel good when he smiled. people.

"A certain classmate's confession just now is very nasty. As the deskmate he said, I feel that my face is blushing, but in order to take care of his emotions, I still have to say... Well, I am very happy to hear these words. "

Saying this, Du Fuling couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth. Du Fuling looked at Bai Ziren with soft eyes. He hadn't heard Bai Ziren say so many words before, but just now, when he heard it, he almost cried out in embarrassment.

"It's been three years, and I'm very happy to be classmates and friends with everyone... Soon, we will all go on different paths... Although it is very sad, we have grown up... The future is very exciting Looking forward, because it is unknown and beautiful, before this, I have heard everyone's speech about their dreams... I really hope that each of you can make your dreams come true..."

Maybe it was the emotion of parting in his heart that infected him, maybe it was because he knew that he was going to leave soon. Open your mouth slowly,

"Just say goodbye in advance, everyone."

……

Before the arrival of summer, this year's college entrance examination is finally over.

The children who have struggled for it throughout their youth, shed countless tears and persisted stood in the corridor of the school and cheered and threw their books into the sky. Under a sea of ​​books falling like snowflakes, Bai Ziren leaned alone on the Looking outside in the corridor of the school in a daze.

"The application has been filled out, and I'm waiting for the interview after the political review. Wang Wei has transferred my household registration to his name, and my original file has also been changed by Qiu Yu. The name Du Fuling... ...maybe it won't be long before it becomes a name that only you remember."

The conversation a few days ago seemed to be in my ears, Du Fuling said so, and smiled with some emotion.

He has short hair shaved, with a smile on his mouth, and his face is slightly deeper because of Wang Wei's deliberate help. His file photo has changed to another name, and the one in everyone's memory has just passed Du Fuling's birthday has become an unrecognizable corpse in the morgue of City Y.

In the end, he still embarked on a path destined to obscure his identity like all non-human beings. Because of the family background of a political prisoner, he could not pass the political review normally. Therefore, in order to enter the military academy smoothly, he had to resolutely abandon himself. The identity and name of Du Fuling, all the relatives, friends and classmates who were familiar with him will gradually learn the news of Du Fuling's accidental death after the college entrance examination.

He will start his life again with a grade that belongs to him and a household registration that belongs to another dead person, and this will mean that, except for Bai Ziren, the only one who knows the truth, Du Fuling's shadow in this world has disappeared.

"Bai Ziren, you went back to school today too..."

Tao Qiuhua's voice came from behind, and Bai Ziren turned his head and saw the girl looking at him with sad eyes. In the past few days, all familiar people have learned of Du Fuling's death one after another. For someone who has no family, no fixed residence, has been living in an orphanage since he was eleven or twelve years old, and has been living in school since then, his death can hardly arouse anyone's suspicion, and what more people have shown, It is unbelievably sad.

"Is it really a car accident? How could it be like this... When I heard Xiao Mingyue say it, I thought he was talking nonsense..."

Looking at the expressionless young man with red eyes, Tao Qiuhua and his companions naturally knew the relationship between him and Du Fuling for so long. At this moment, the girl was immersed in uncomfortable emotions alone. She wanted to comfort Bai Ziren, but found that she acted More sad than this person who should have been the saddest.

"I still don't believe it...how could it be...how could it be..."

Tremblingly asked, Tao Qiuhua, who finally asked, burst into tears.For three years, everyone in this class has deep feelings and friendship with each other.Although there were more or less unpleasant things in the process, and the quarrels between half-grown children seemed childish and ridiculous, but the friendship between classmates is always extremely precious as time goes by.What's more, Du Fuling was still so young, his birthday had just passed not long ago, and now he ushered in his own death without warning.

"..."

Wen Yan fell silent, not knowing how to answer Tao Qiuhua's Bai Ziren was affected by her emotions, and didn't know what to say for a while.This farewell for everyone is also a long farewell for him. When he went to Xu Yun's office just now, the teacher whose eyes were red from crying just made him a little embarrassed, but now he is facing Looking at Tao Qiuhua, he didn't know what to say, so as not to look too strange.

And until she separated from Tao Qiuhua, the girl still couldn't get rid of that emotion.Bai Ziren comforted her a few words in embarrassment, and went to the dormitory alone. When he entered, the door was half open. He was about to open the door to enter, but he heard crying from inside.

That was Xiao Mingyue's cry, although it was weak and suppressed, the sound was still recognizable.

He was the first person in the class to learn of Du Fuling's death, so compared to the others, his emotions seemed to be more intense.In the past three years, he never gave Du Fuling a good face. He scolded Du Fuling three hundred times in his heart every day to relieve his hatred. He was always shouting how much he hated Du Fuling, but in In the bottom of his heart, he also knew that without Du Fuling, Xiao Mingyue would still be a fool living in his own vanity world, and compared to his aversion to Du Fuling, he admired this person more from the bottom of his heart And agree, even if he never admits it, they are friends with each other.

No one took Du Fuling's last farewell seriously.

But in fact, that farewell really became a farewell.

When Bai Ziren came out of school, it was already dark outside, and he had already filled out his volunteer application. Unlike Du Fuling, he chose a Chinese medicine university in H province as his volunteer.

His judge resigned with him, and in a short time, he never wanted to find someone else to replace him.

Maybe three years, maybe five years, Du Fuling returned to him the mobile phone that connected the two of them, and this also means that at least in the short term

For a long time, he will not see the person he has not been separated from since he was 12 years old.

--goodbye.

——The end of the high school chapter