The Strongest God

The emotions that have been suppressed in my heart for many years, at this moment, seem to have finally found an outlet to vent.Xu Ce's emotions were obviously very agitated, and there was a kind of desperate madness in the kiss, and the arms that hugged Jiang Shaoqing were also tightened hard, as if to fuse the two into one.

Jiang Shaoqing was so frightened by his sudden action that he didn't realize what was going on for a long time. After his reason returned to his mind, Jiang Shaoqing suddenly blushed and pushed him away forcefully, his face pale. He said ugly, "Xu Ce, what are you doing?"

Jiang Shaoqing who was kissed was very angry at first, but when he raised his head to meet the man's deep eyes, Jiang Shaoqing's heart trembled suddenly - Xu Ce's eyes were bloodshot, and the expression on his face seemed to be full of blood. I feel so sad, like I'm about to cry...

With Xu Ce like this, Jiang Shaoqing suddenly couldn't bear to scold him, but the feeling of being kissed by force was not good, Jiang Shaoqing wiped the corner of his lips in embarrassment, and said as calmly as possible: "Xu Ce, calm down first." Come down, will you?"

Xu Ce was silent for a moment, then lowered his head depressedly, and said in a low voice, "Don't you understand? Shaoqing...I like you."

Jiang Shaoqing: "..."

These words shocked Jiang Shaoqing even more than the kiss just now!

--What is he saying?like?Jiang Shaoqing just felt that everything was messed up in his mind.

Xu Ce's voice was a little choked up: "I didn't intend to say it, but since this is the case, I'd better tell you..."

Taking a deep breath, Xu Ce finally calmed down, looked at Jiang Shaoqing in front of him, and said seriously, word by word: "Shaoqing, I like you. I have been with you since I was at the same table in high school. I've always secretly liked you."

Jiang Shaoqing: "..."

"I was discovered by a professional team before, and many people dragged me to play games. I refused to go because I wanted to stay with you in the online game... Later, when you were dragged away by the Qiankun team, I was so angry , It’s also because I don’t want you to leave, and I’m worried that you will suffer... You plan to play with Liu Chuan, and the reason why I joined the team is because of you, because I want to spend more time by your side..." Xu Cedun After a pause, he continued, "You have never understood why I am suddenly interested in professional leagues, right? In fact, I am not very interested in professional leagues. I stay here entirely... because of you."

Jiang Shaoqing looked at Xu Ce in disbelief. He was obviously a very good classmate, and both of them were men. Why did he suddenly say that he likes him?

Facing the surprise in Shangjiang Shaoqing's clear eyes, Xu Ce had no choice but to look away in embarrassment.

He has never been in such an embarrassing moment. He has been so proud since he was a child, he doesn't care about anything, and he is used to being alone. He never thought that one day he would fall in love with someone he shouldn't like... In front of Jiang Shaoqing, he couldn't put on that proud posture at all. The moment he said the words "I like you", he seemed to hold his heart in front of the other party to accept it. Just like a review, Jiang Shaoqing's words are enough to send him into hell!

Jiang Shaoqing was silent for a moment, and then said softly: "We are classmates, and I'm a boy, Xu Ce, I didn't expect you to..."

Sure enough, he only regarded him as a classmate.Xu Ce suddenly felt as if his heart had been severely thrown to the ground by Jiang Shaoqing and stomped twice, otherwise why would his heart hurt so much?For so many years, he has been secretly fond of his deskmate, but in Jiang Shaoqing's heart, he will always be just a deskmate.

Xu Ce wiped his face in embarrassment, and said, "Don't worry, I won't force you to agree to anything. I said it today, and I'm ready to be rejected by you. I just want you to know that I never When you are a classmate or a friend, but...but always...like you."

Jiang Shaoqing: "..."

Xu Ce paused, and said in a low voice, "That's why I'm leaving. I can't keep calm when I'm by your side. Today I lost the game on impulse, but if I do it all over again, maybe I'll do it again... ...If this continues, I will only become the short board of the team, I don't want to affect you...do you understand?"

Jiang Shaoqing met his red eyes, and his nose suddenly became sore.

It is rare for this man who has always been extremely arrogant to explain something patiently in such a low voice...

Although Jiang Shaoqing only had a friendship with Xu Ce as a classmate, but Xu Ce confessed with red eyes like this, Jiang Shaoqing couldn't help but soften his heart, let alone hate Xu Ce.

——It's just that he doesn't quite understand why Xu Ce fell in love with him?

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Xu Ce, who was in high school, raised his chin proudly all day long, like a wolf with its tail up, not paying attention to stupid humans.

That young man with sharp eyes and a cold and arrogant expression walked alone every day. Many students in the class did not dare to approach Xu Ce. Jiang Shaoqing was arranged by the teacher to be his deskmate. When getting along with him, he was also frightened, afraid I accidentally offended the person next to me, and was torn to pieces by Xu Ce who was in a bad mood.

Their high school is a key middle school, and the exam pressure is very high. The school arranges a monthly exam every month, and will rank the whole grade and hold a parent meeting...

There are endless homework and test papers every day. Jiang Shaoqing's IQ is not top-notch, and his grades have always been at the middle level in the class. He often immerses himself in homework until late, and many questions that he can't do are late. After the self-study is over, he takes it home and continues to do it. Because of staying up late, he can't help feeling drowsy in class the next morning, and is often called up by the teacher to answer questions. Whenever this time, Jiang Shaoqing His face will turn red, and his bewildered look is like a frightened little animal...

When the teacher called him up to answer the question, the whole class would look at where the two of them were sitting. It was clearly the question just mentioned, but Jiang Shaoqing couldn’t answer it. Xu Ce frowned impatiently and wrote him the answer. After a while, he answered the question according to the answer on the note, and the teacher let him go.

Relieved, Jiang Shaoqing sat back on his seat, turned around, looked at Xu Ce gratefully and said, "Thank you..."

Xu Ce snorted, turned his head unhappily and continued to look at the blackboard.

At that time, Xu Ce didn't have any other thoughts about Jiang Shaoqing, he just felt that his deskmate was a bit stupid, and he was silently calling Jiang Shaoqing "idiot" in his heart.

Later, when school was over, Xu Ce left the classroom with his schoolbag on his back. He turned around to pick up a book because he had left it behind. No. [-].” “No wonder you are so arrogant, let alone a classmate, the teacher doesn’t pay attention to you.” “What’s so airy about it, isn’t it just that you have some money at home?”

Xu Ce has long been familiar with the comments of his classmates behind his back, and he has never cared what others say about him. Anyway, he has long planned to go abroad after graduation. He doesn't care at all whether he has friends in this school. First, many people were unhappy with him, but he knew it all too well. Xu Ce was only annoyed by this kind of criticism behind the scenes.

Xu Ce was about to turn around and leave, when a clear voice suddenly sounded in the classroom: "Don't talk about him like that, Xu Ce is actually quite a nice person, he just doesn't like to talk to people, I couldn't answer a question yesterday. Do it, he patiently wrote me all the detailed steps..."

——It was the voice of the deskmate Jiang Shaoqing.

Xu Ce was slightly taken aback, and stopped in his tracks.

The classmate next to him said, "Shaoqing, stop defending your deskmate. Everyone is saying that Xu Ce is used to being the young master and is used to being waited on at home. We people don't care at all in his eyes." It's worth mentioning that if you defend him, maybe he will think that you want to curry favor with him..."

Jiang Shaoqing said seriously: "I didn't intend to curry favor with him, I just don't think he is as bad as you said. On the way home yesterday, I saw him save a puppy that was almost killed, and gave it to that puppy. The dog feeds and eats, if he is the kind of person you say, how can he save a dirty dog?"

Another classmate said: "Okay, don't talk about Xu Ce, just mop the floor!"

The three of them began to mop the floor swiftly. Xu Ce stood outside the door in silence for a long time. At that moment, he suddenly felt a little awkward. He never cared what others thought of him, but Jiang Shaoqing defended him in front of his classmates. , let a trace of warmth inexplicably rise up in his originally calm heart.

——Sure enough, you are an idiot, what is there to argue about?No matter how much you talk, people who dislike me will still dislike me.

It seems that from that day on, Xu Ce's attitude towards Jiang Shaoqing changed slightly. When the idiot at the same table encountered a problem that he couldn't solve, he would explain it to the idiot at the same table. Whenever Jiang Shaoqing said to him gratefully, When he said "Thank you", Xu Ce felt in a good mood.

When Jiang Shaoqing was in high school, his personality was relatively introverted and cautious, so he didn't have many friends in the class. After a long time, he gradually became acquainted with Xu Ce. When the two of them were in physical education class, they encountered various problems. Projects carried out in groups also consciously stand together...

Jiang Shaoqing felt that the way he and Xu Ce got along seemed like friends, but Xu Ce's attitude towards him was up and down, which made him unpredictable.

Therefore, Jiang Shaoqing still got along with Xu Ce cautiously, maintaining this ordinary relationship at the same table, except that he would summon up the courage to ask him when he encountered a problem he couldn't do, and usually try not to provoke him.

That summer, the school held a track and field meeting. Xu Ce signed up for many events, such as sprinting, long-distance running, and relay. After all, he performed well in the relay race and won No.1 in the class, and everyone cheered and applauded him.

When Xu Ce came down from the runway, Jiang Shaoqing stepped forward and said, "You have to participate in the [-]-meter long-distance race this afternoon. Will it cause problems if you consume your energy?"

Xu Ce said, "It's fine."

Although he said so, Xu Ce still felt very strenuous in the long-distance run in the afternoon. According to his usual level, it is no problem to win No.1, but today he is not in the best condition. He felt a little stiff in his leg muscles at the beginning .

On the hot sports field under the scorching sun, Xu Ce was sweating like rain. In front of him was the crimson track and field, and beside his ears was the deafening sound of cheering... The [-]-meter long-distance race needs to pay attention to the distribution of endurance. You must not fight when you are in trouble, and you must save your strength to sprint at the end.

Xu Ce maintained an even speed and soaked slowly, running lap after lap. Many people couldn't hold on and began to fall behind. Xu Ce still gritted his teeth and ran in the first echelon...

Time gradually passed, and more and more people fell behind. After 8000 meters, Xu Ce felt as if his feet were filled with lead. Every step was very hard, and the air in his chest seemed to be drained , the scorching sun on the top of the head made the whole body hot, and the throat was about to smoke...

Many students in the class went to the side of the sports field to accompany and cheer for their friends. Xu Ce has always been unpopular, and he never expected anyone to cheer for him. He just watched that all the players around him had friends to accompany them Running, he felt a little envious in his heart...

At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ear: "Come on, Xu Ce."

That voice had the unique softness of a teenager. Xu Ce turned his head and met Jiang Shaoqing's clear eyes, which were full of encouragement: "Come on, it's only a few laps away, let me run with you."

"..." Xu Ce nodded.

So, Jiang Shaoqing was beside the runway, slowly running with Xu Ce.

The [-]-meter long-distance race doesn't need to run too fast, so Jiang Shaoqing can keep up with Xu Ce even if his sports performance is average. The two jogged forward side by side, and the finish line was still far away, but Xu Ce felt motivated!

Since he was a child, he has never had many friends, and he is used to being alone, but at that moment, he discovered that it feels so good to be accompanied by someone.

He even had a strange idea——

If this runway never ends, Jiang Shaoqing, will you run with me for the rest of your life?

The 1-meter long-distance race finally came to an end. Xu Ce suddenly broke out with all his strength in the final sprint stage, surpassing three competitors in a row, and won No.[-] in the men's group!

The moment he crossed the finish line first, hearing the deafening cheers in his ears, Xu Ce immediately turned his head to look at Jiang Shaoqing. Jiang Shaoqing had been left far behind by him who was sprinting hard, but he was still walking slowly. Running forward, seeing him take the first place, a smile appeared on his face.

Unable to stop immediately after the long-distance running, Xu Ce adjusted his breathing, slowed down and continued to run a few steps forward, Jiang Shaoqing also quickly caught up and said, "You are No.1, that's great!" Said while handing him a bottle of water, "I bought it just now, here you are, you must be thirsty."

Xu Ce took the water bottle, unscrewed the cap, and gulped down half the bottle.

Jiang Shaoqing hurriedly said: "You drink slowly..."

Not only did Xu Ce not slow down, he simply drank up a bottle of water in one go, Jiang Shaoqing looked at him speechlessly, Xu Ce licked his lips, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth, it was obviously an ordinary person A bottle of mineral water, but when I drink it, there is an inexplicable sweet taste in my heart.

——That was the first time he smiled at the classmates around him since he left home to go to high school in other places.

At that time, Xu Ce was still young, so he didn't know what this feeling meant. He just suddenly felt that Jiang Shaoqing's smile was beautiful, and he liked it very much. He wanted to hold this person impulsively. hand, but forcibly held back because there were too many classmates around.

Later, they entered the second year of high school together, and the courses became more and more onerous. There were many topics that Jiang Shaoqing could not do, and Xu Ce patiently explained them to him. The relationship between the two seemed more like friends.

Xu Ce's parents were preparing to emigrate abroad at that time, and he stayed at his uncle's house to study, and walked home every morning and evening by himself, and Jiang Shaoqing happened to be on the same road.

The two habitually walked side by side when they came home from school. Xu Ce was not very talkative, and Jiang Shaoqing was not a talkative person. The two were silent most of the time, but Xu Ce always remembered the journey from school to home. That section of the road—the wide street, the warm yellow street lamps, the small shop selling barbecue on the street, and the people by his side—that scene became the clearest part of his high school memory.

When he was young, Xu Ce was actually very rebellious. He was thrown to study in the city where his uncle's house was located. He was full of hostility to everything around him, as if he was a beast that was forced to leave his territory. He disliked everyone, but only Jiang Shaoqing made him feel pleasing to the eye and at ease...

That stupid deskmate who always bites his pen and can't solve the problem, the deskmate who protects him seriously in front of his classmates, the deskmate who runs with him for the last part of the road when he is exhausted, every night after school When I go home, my deskmate will be waiting for him at the door of the classroom...

During the three years of high school, Jiang Shaoqing became the only attachment in Xu Ce's heart.

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